Story of Yanxi Palace: Red Seal Spring Star

Erhui met Linzhi powder by accident, before the antidote was developed, she committed suicide quietly in one night without telling anyone.When Suonan came back, I only saw her ashes and her entrustment: make Pudawa a useful person, and don't let the child waste time in the mountains.Linzhi Mountain was originally buried, but because Erhui died of poisoning, she asked to be cremated to avoid harm.At that time, Pudawa was just four years old. He didn't remember such an aunt, and this aunt was his biological mother, because his parents never mentioned her again.

Sonam took the ashes, but not Pudawa.He didn't take Pudawa out of the mountain until Pudawa was ten years old. Erxi knew that he didn't take Pudawa away before because he didn't want his son to become a monk.

When Pudawa was 12 years old, the antidote of Linzhi powder was developed, and Er Xi never saw Sonan again, but Suonan still sent people to bring Pudawa back to see her every year, and gave her gold.Pudawa knew everything after that.Erxi's husband died of illness five years ago. Three years ago, she was collecting medicine in the mountains and was beaten unconscious, so she was put under house arrest. She didn't know who put her under house arrest, but she knew it must be with Puda. It is related to the baby, because Pudawa has already been the king of the Baijiao. She didn't know that Sonam was the former king of the Baijiao until Pudawa became the king of the Baijiao. The two of them lived in Chubu Monastery in Lhasa.

On the day Erxi told her, Pudawa asked Erxi whether her father loved her mother or not. Erxi said that she didn't know, but she gave Pudawa a booklet, saying it was Erhui's. The diary, Erhui's last words, asked her to give it to Pudawa in the future.I have been burying it in a jar under a tree behind the house, and Sonam won't let himself tell Pudawa.Before going to Beijing this time, she went home to have a look first, took some things, then dug them out and brought them to Pudawa, she hadn't seen them herself.

That night, neither Pudawa nor Aisha slept, and they kept reading the diary.This diary was written by Erhui after she met Suonan. It records all her feelings, her love and longing for Suonan every day. Naturally, it narrates what happened between her and Suonan. , on the last page, there are words written by Sonam.After reading the brochure, Pudawa understood everything.Sonan had fallen in love with Er Hui a long time ago, as early as the five days in the cave, but he was full of conflicts and struggles, so after a year, he would go back to see Er Hui, Er Hui saw him coming again, understood He has a heart for himself, but he knows that he will not relapse, so he took the medicine and helped him make a decision, and he took the medicine that can prevent the dark knot of the fetus, but he didn't want her sister to marry her to someone else, because that At that time, Erxi helped her book a marriage.

Seeing that her younger sister was pregnant, Er Xi had no choice but to cancel the marriage.Er Hui told his sister that his child will be adopted by her sister as a reward in the future, because her sister has no children, and she and Suonan cannot be together.Sonan left for a few months and missed Er Hui very much, so he came back to see her, only to find out that she was pregnant, and rejected the previous marriage. He blamed himself very much, and finally expressed his heart to Er Hui, saying that before He rejected Er Hui not only because he didn't want to relapse, but because he felt that he and Er Hui couldn't be together, and he didn't want to hurt Er Hui.Er Hui said that he didn't care, and that it would be good to see him once a year.After the son was born, the two felt very happy.Until Er Hui was unfortunately poisoned, she was in great pain, and she didn’t want to drag her sister and brother-in-law down, so she committed suicide. She couldn’t wait for Suonan, and she died of poisoning, so she had to be cremated, and left this booklet for her son, telling her sister to wait until the child grows up Then tell him his life experience.

After Suonan came again, he found that Er Hui had passed away, and he died because he had developed an antidote for Lingzhi powder. He was deeply saddened. The Er Hui sisters still didn't know his real identity, nor where he was, and they couldn't talk to him. Correspondence, so he didn't even see Er Hui for the last time, so he wrote two paragraphs on the last page of the booklet, sealed the booklet, and said that Er Xi would give it to Pudawa in the future.But when Sonan saw Erxi for the last time, he told Erxi that he had broken the precepts by becoming a monk, and his sins were serious, and he killed Erhui. Pudawa knew that he was his father, and he was not worthy of being Pudawa's father. He asked Erxi not to give the booklet to Pudawa, and Erxi agreed.But she felt in her heart that Pudawa was not only Suonan's son, but also Er Hui's son, and she should fulfill Er Hui's last wish.

After reading the diary, Pudawa burst into tears. She didn't expect her biological mother to die from Linzhi fans. Aisha also shed tears and hugged him.

Pudawa said: My mother didn’t know that the master became a monk when he was young. When he met her, he practiced for almost 40 years and became the Dharma king of Baijiao for three years. He couldn’t give up everything in his hands. He returned to Baijiao every year. The birthplace of Karma Monastery, and then I went to Nyingchi Mountain to collect herbs for research, because Nyingchi powder is the most powerful poison in Tibet, and people have been developing antidotes for generations without breakthroughs, so I met my grandmother.If Grandma lives long, I believe Master will give up everything to stay with her. In the year Grandma passed away, Master had already decided to pass on the title of Dharma King to Rang Jiong, who would later become King Gongga Nyingpo of the Yellow Sect. Kar Nyingpo was not yet 20 years old at that time, and the master probably wanted to support him in a few more years until everything was safe before leaving, because I was still young at that time.But because my mother passed away, he first opened up my meridians and made preparations.It was after that year that he began to really study medicine. He might have wanted to leave the Baijiao and take me with him, but he found out that Gongga Nyingpo was plotting in secret and needed someone to protect the Baijiao, so he took me to Chubu Monastery , shaved my head and received precepts, and instructed me to start practicing Lianhua Gyalpo.He took Grandma's ashes and didn't know what to do with them, I've never seen them.

Then suddenly a flash of inspiration flashed in his mind, and he said: I understand, Grandma's ashes are also stored in his stupa in Chubu Monastery.After he became seriously ill, I remember he asked me to accompany him to his spiritual pagoda once, and he asked me to wait outside the hall.It turned out that at that time, he scattered the ashes in the pagoda, so he could be buried with his grandmother, but no one else would know.Aisha shed tears and said: That's why he took you there, but at that time, you didn't know.

The one who came to Beijing with Erxi was also the secret book of "Lianhua Jiabo" sent by the emperor to get back for Pudawa. The first page was exactly as Gongga Ningbo said, so Pudawa was very careful about her life experience. There is no doubt, and he is naturally very clear about the history of Baijiao and Suonan's life experience, so everything is connected.

Aisha nodded and comforted him and said: Erxi's mother said that you look like your mother, so no one has ever doubted that you and your master are father and son. You are so handsome, your mother must be a beautiful woman , even though your master is practicing Lianhua Gyalpo, he can't resist it!Pu Dawa forced a smile, and said: "Grandma's life is too hard, she doesn't even know who the master is."

Aisha said: If she hadn't met your master, she wouldn't have become like that, she would have married and had children, and lived a peaceful life.But didn't she say that she has no regrets?What hurts is the living, your master, and you who now know the truth.Putawa understood what she meant and said: Thank you!Aisha smiled, turned the booklet to the last page, and read the two passages written by Sonan——

一

Don't leave without saying goodbye, I love.

I visited all night and now I have sleepiness on my face.

lest I lose you in my sleep.

Don't leave without saying goodbye, I love.

I startled and stretched out my hands to touch you,

I asked myself, "Is this a dream?"

If only I could bind your feet with my heart, and hold it close to my breast!

Don't leave without saying goodbye, I love.

two

Come on, dear!Let's go to the wilderness!The ice and snow have melted, life has awakened from dreamland, and spring is swaying in river valleys and hillsides.go!Let us follow the traces left on the vast; go!Let's go up to the mountain and look around at the sea-like Cuiwei.

ah!Clothes that were folded and put away on a winter night are now being unrolled in the spring morning.So the peach and apple trees are dressed up like brides of "Gadir Night"; the vines wake up, and the vines are twisted like lovers hugging each other; the stream dances among the rocks, humming a song , Flowing through the deep; Hundreds of flowers bloom from the heart, like waves gushing out of it.

Come!Let us drink up the remaining tears of the rain from the wine glass; let us listen to the singing of the birds, and feel refreshed; let us breathe the fragrance of the spring breeze, and be intoxicated.

Let us sit under the rock where the violets are hidden, and kiss each other in love.

Sonam gave Erhui.One day, I will accompany you, all the time.

Then he said: No wonder your father gave you such a common name as Pudawa. He was limited by his status, and he didn't want you to be like him.Now, he finally went to accompany your mother.Both you and Aunt Erxi said that the scenery in Linzhi Mountain is beautiful, warm and pleasant, and Aunt Erhui is such a pure and beautiful person. It is also very beautiful that your parents met there!The poems your father wrote to her are so beautiful!Although Er Hui's mother passed away early, your master finally developed the antidote to Lingzhi powder, which is also your mother's contribution to the world.You have obtained happiness, and both he and Er Hui's mother can rest in peace.

But Pudawa still can't call Master Apa. Both Erxi and Aisha feel that he can't forgive his father because of his grandmother.

Erxi never said that she wanted Aisha to have a baby, and Pudawa never mentioned it again.But when it was almost Chinese New Year, Aisha was still not pregnant. In fact, she stopped taking the medicine as early as the day of her wedding.Erxi and Pudawa didn't know, neither did Rong Fei and Yingluo, because she originally wanted to surprise everyone.

After the king of Huangjiao was executed, the emperor immediately rewarded Baijiao with [-] gold, saying it was for renovating the Chubu Monastery, but in fact, he thanked the living Buddha for sending him a message. Tibet is stable and the black sheep are removed. I sincerely thank the emperor for making decisions for the Baijiao and the Holy Mother. The Baijiao will never forget this.Huangjiao is also very grateful to the emperor, thinking that the emperor gave the ten thousand gold for Huangjiao. In order to settle the matter of appeasing the Virgin, although Huangjiao did not do it at all, lest Baijiao would take the opportunity to provoke, he also wrote a letter of thanks and expressed his loyalty.

At that time, Pudawa wrote to the Living Buddha to tell the living Buddha that he had eliminated the great trouble for the White Sect, and avenged his master and the Holy Mother, and would no longer intervene in the dispute between the White Sect and the Yellow Sect. .He also returned the secret book of "Lianhua Gyalpo" to the living Buddha, and also provided the list of spies placed by the Yellow Sect Dharma King in the White Sect, and asked to leave the White Sect, saying that he would not join other sects.The Living Buddha expressed his deep gratitude, but sent several letters one after another to persuade him wholeheartedly, saying that returning to secular life would not affect his continuing to stay in Baijiao to help him, and he did not need to return to Lhasa.It's just that Pudawa had made up his mind, and the Living Buddha had no choice but to finally agree, so he completely broke away from the Baijiao.

After marriage, Pudawa began to transfer his private wealth in Tibet. After he fell in love with Aisha, he used his vacation days to go out and give lectures, empowerment, preside over Buddhist rituals, weddings, funerals, medical treatment and rescue. Get paid.Because of his unparalleled status and reputation as a guru, he has accumulated a lot of wealth from the gold and various rare treasures offered by believers and patients from high-ranking officials and nobles to ordinary people. He has been secretly Favorite in one place.Recently, he and Fu Heng have often met to discuss how to use his wealth.

Only then did Aisha know that Pudawa had long wanted to leave Baijiao and be with her, so she understood that Pudawa was a very different person from his father. He actually liked his wife and children on the bed!But always pretending to lie to her!As Concubine Rong said, if she didn't seduce him, he would seduce herself.Later she also told Concubine Rong.Concubine Rong saw that what she said was so straightforward, compared with this couple who had a cold appearance and once both lived in the altar, she couldn't help laughing, and said: "Your family still has a gold mine!"

So at this time, when Aisha told Concubine Rong that she suspected that she, like her, was infertile, Concubine Rong knew that she had already stopped taking the medicine, and that she hadn't even used the Toad Su Tablet that Xia Ri herself gave, and said softly: Don't think about it, you've only been with him for half a year, and it's only been four months since you stopped taking the medicine.Aisha said: Well, but his internal energy is pure, that must be my problem...Concubine Rong said: You often go to Changchun Pharmacy, did you ask Dr. Ye to show you?

Aisha said that she was embarrassed to tell him this, and she didn't want others to know about it, and she didn't want Pudawa and Erxi's mother to be sad when they found out.Concubine Rong said: "Doctor Ye is a doctor. It's fine for Mrs. Nalan to know. As long as you don't tell her, the King of Dharma will not know."Aisha nodded, and said: I believe, in fact, I am afraid to face the truth, I am afraid to know that I cannot have children.Then she leaned into Concubine Rong's ear and said a few words, Concubine Rong was quite surprised, it turned out that she was so sincere to Pudawa, and sighed: Before, I thought you were afraid of getting pregnant and having children.

Aisha said: At first I was afraid, but I saw that Gao Yun and the child are so happy, she and your brother are so difficult, and they are determined.In Yujing Garden, we met Fu Heng and his two children, and Pudawa has always been envious.Concubine Rong hugged her into her arms and said: No, you won't be like me, Doctor Ye must have a way.

Aisha hugged her and said: Thank you!I shouldn't have told you this, I know you and His Majesty the Emperor are also sorry.Concubine Rong said: "Actually, An'er is equivalent to me and his child.Aisha said: That's still different.He said again: I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that.Concubine Rong smiled and said: Actually, when you give birth to a child and you take care of the child, you may feel that there is no difference. I brought up An'er since childhood.If you really... You and His Holiness can adopt a child.

Aisha then told Concubine Rong about Pudawa's life experience, and asked her to keep it a secret. Finally, she said: He is the King of Dharma, and I am the Holy Mother. We will not get married and have children, and we will not live the lives of ordinary people. Together, I really hope to have my own children. Pudawa especially likes to live the life of ordinary people, because he has experienced those extraordinary things, and the tragedy of his parents is because of his father's status. Never let go.I turned out to be the Holy Mother, and he was not afraid of hardships and dangers, so he couldn't forgive his father.

Concubine Rong nodded and said: I understand.If there is a choice, the emperor also wants to live the life of ordinary people, with a virtuous wife and a filial son.Aisha didn't understand why she said that, so she said, "It's the same with you and Fukang'an, right?"Concubine Rong nodded with a smile, and then she wrote a letter, asking Aisha to bring it to Yingluo, and asking Yingluo to help Aisha discuss medical treatment and confidentiality.

The author has something to say:

[Two Poems] The first is Tagore's "Don't Leave Without Saying Goodbye, My Love".The second is Gibran's "Life of Love" Spring Chapter.

[Tower Burial] Burial is the most primitive habit in Tibet. After the rise of Buddhism, it is basically not a normal funeral method in Tibet, but it is said that it is still practiced in a very small number of marginal areas in Kham.Cremation is also a common method of burial, especially after the death of monks and noble people.In many places, it is considered a kind of offering. After burning, the ashes are scattered on the top of the mountain, in the forest and in the river.If it is an eminent monk, put the relics or ashes into the tower for offering. [Tower Burial] is a high-level funeral, which is only used for eminent monks and great living Buddhas.The custom of pagoda burial originated from India.According to legend, after Sakyamuni passed away, his body was cremated by his disciples and believers, and his relics were led away by Jietuo and other people from eight countries to build pagodas to worship.This is the beginning of the tower burial.Later, this custom was followed by Buddhist disciples.Later, the real body began to be enshrined in the pagoda gradually. Tibet practiced spiritual pagodas. It has been recorded in historical records that in the eighth century AD, the first pagoda was built for the Indian monk Padmasambhava at the foot of the mountain next to the Samye Monastery. It has a history of more than 200 years.

Later, such as the founder of the Gelug Sect, Tsongkhapa, and his disciples, the Dalai Lama, the Panchen Lama, Ganden Tripa, and other great living Buddhas, such as eminent monks and great virtues with prominent positions or successful careers, generally adopted it. Tower burial.Due to the emergence of eminent monks in Tibet's history, there are spiritual pagodas in many places in Tibet.For example, after the founder of the Gelug Sect, Tsongkhapa, passed away, he built a stupa in Ganden Monastery to enshrine, and it became an important cultural relic treasure of Ganden Monastery to attract believers.The remains of the fifth to thirteenth Dalai Lamas (missing the sixth) were also buried in the Potala Palace in Lhasa.The remains of the fifth Panchen Lama to the ninth Panchen Lama were also buried in the Tashilhunpo Monastery in Shigatse, Tibet.After the death of the [-]th Panchen Lama, gold and silver pagodas and pagoda halls were specially built in Tashilhunpo Monastery. After Tiande, an eminent monk in other areas passed away, some stupas were built in this temple to worship.