In the vast darkness, I seemed to be floating and rising, and I didn't know how long it took before I slowly regained the sense of control over my body.
Ling Xiche opened his eyes, he was floating and standing on the surface of the water, the surrounding was very dark.
Although it is a dream now, his dream seems to be more lucid than waking up.
He often had this kind of dream when he was a child. At that time, in the dream, he could feel that he was not just Ling Xiche, not just a child who was not a few years old, but he could also feel the joy and sorrow of another person, and that People have the indifference and vicissitudes in their hearts because they have lived for a long time.
It's just that every time he wakes up, he seems to be unable to bear so many emotions at such a young age, so he chooses to forget, and can only remember sporadic fragments.
By the way, every time I have a dream with a similar feeling, there will always be a beautiful fairy in the dream, he has his own warm light yellow light.
Ling Xiche looked for that figure, and when he turned around, he found that he was right behind him.
"Master." He smiled warmly.
Ling Xiche's eyes were uncontrollably moist, he seemed to know who he was, and couldn't help shouting out "Shaohua..."
He was still standing there, smiling dazzlingly.
Missing, joy, loneliness, etc., many emotions rushed into Ling Xiche's heart, but he suddenly realized that these feelings should not belong to Ling Xiche, these are his feelings, right?is another own.
Ling Xiche raised his hand to his chest, closed his eyes, and only used his heart to feel, to feel the part of his soul that was Ling Xiche, trying to compare himself with another self, or Ling Xiche separate from the other self.
After a long time, Ling Xiche raised his head, and the fairy was still standing there.
Ling Xiche said, "Is your name Shaohua? Let me introduce myself. I'm Ling Xiche, the Ling Xiche who doesn't know you."
"Master." He called softly.
Ling Xiche walked over, wanting to touch him, but as soon as his fingertips touched him, he turned translucent, and faint ripples formed where the fingertips touched.As soon as he withdrew his hand, he stood there normally again.
Sure enough, the dream is like a mirror image.
Ling Xiche took a deep breath and said, "Shaohua, I believe in another me. He is your master, right? He must love you deeply, deep into the bone marrow, otherwise I would not be in the situation where I am already Ling Xiche. There is still all of you hidden in the depths. But..."
Ling Xiche's heart began to ache, so painful that he couldn't breathe, he squatted down holding his heart.
He could feel that his double soul was struggling, that part, that other self, was very strong, so strong that even though he was Ling Xiche now, Ling Xiche was still suppressed by that self, something Ling Xiche liked It's not what Ling Xiche likes, but what he likes.
He wanted to wear the aqua blue clothes, because Shaohua thought he looked good with aqua blue.
His favorite color is light yellow like the warm sun, it is the color of Shaohua, it is his favorite.
So, does Ling Xiche have anything he likes?
some.
It's not what he likes, but what Ling Xiche likes.
Hongmei, the red plums in the garden of Chenle Palace are Ling Xiche's favorite.
Also, the person who planted these red plums for him five years ago is also Ling Xiche's favorite.
Thinking of Hongmei and Shen Chen, he seemed to feel that part of Ling Xiche's soul was more powerful, and he stood up again.
Slowly walked towards the fairy, and said to him, "Maybe he has a relationship with you in the past life, or a promise in the next life, but that is him, I am not him, I am Ling Xiche, and I am not your master."
The fairy gradually became transparent, and finally disappeared before Ling Xiche's eyes.
The originally dark environment began to gradually brighten. This place seems to be where water and sky connect. Ling Xiche found himself standing on the lake. The clear lake and blue sky wiped away all Ling Xiche's emotions. And light, the heart becomes extremely relaxed.
Ling Xiche said softly but extremely firmly to himself, "I'm just Ling Xiche now, I want to love someone, someone Ling Xiche loves."
He closed his eyes, as if that way the other self could hear.
"In this life, I'm just Ling Xiche, is that okay? I want to try to repay his love, is that okay?"
No voice answered him.
The dream came to an abrupt end.
Ling Xiche opened his eyes, and the sun was just right.He rubbed his eyes, and after a while he recalled that he had gone to steal the ledger last night, and when he came back, he was given a headache by Shen Chen's questions, and then he didn't remember anything.
Why?Did you faint?
"Xi Che?"
A voice called him from above his head, he looked up, and Shen Chen was sitting beside him, his eyes were black and blue, and he looked haggard.
"Shen Chen..."
Seeing that he woke up, the tiredness in Shen Chen's eyes disappeared.
"You finally woke up, is it still hurting?"
Ling Xiche shook his head and looked at Shen Chen tenderly.
He couldn't remember many things in the dream when he woke up as before, but he remembered the most important part.
Now he, reconciled with the other him deep in his soul.
In this life, live according to this life.
Live well as Ling Xiche, like what Ling Xiche likes, and love who Ling Xiche wants to love.
"The doctor came to see you last night, but he didn't find out what symptoms you have. He said that your headache may be caused by excessive worry. Take a good look."
Ling Xiche still smiled softly, "No need, I don't think it will hurt anymore."
"How do you know?" Shen Chen was puzzled.
Ling Xiche sat up, squinted his eyes and looked at Shen Chen with a smile, and Shen Chen felt awkward by him.
"Are you stupid with a headache? Why are you looking at me like that?"
Ling Xiche tilted his head, "Come here a little bit."
"Where are you coming?"
"Come closer."
Although Shen Chen felt that he was strange now, he still listened to him and leaned closer to him.
Ling Xiche hugged Shen Chen and hugged him tightly.
Shen Chen's body froze, and he raised his hand to touch his back, "What's wrong with you?"
Ling Xiche let go of him, looked into his eyes, and said with a smile, "You asked me last night, and I can answer you. Now, I can answer you."
Shen Chen touched his forehead, "It's okay, I don't have to say it, don't be stimulated again. Actually, I also thought about it all night. I think I have been too selfish. At first I trapped you by my side, you It was obviously very painful, but I turned a blind eye to it. After I was injured this time, you took care of me for so long, in fact, it was only because I blocked this sword for you, are you guilty? But, I started to push forward again. "
"Don't say that, you didn't."
Shen Chen was silent for a moment, as if he had finally made up his mind, "Xi Che, I was thinking all night last night, otherwise, you'd better go. If you hadn't been assassinated, you would have been free by now, since I have already said If I want to set you free, then of course we must do what we say. You see, I have already sent you out of the palace, and I accompanied you back to your hometown, which is very good."
Ling Xiche smiled disconcertingly, "You want to keep me here? Then what if I say I don't want to stay in Yedi? You know, I don't have any friends or relatives here, why should I stay here? here?"
Shen Chen was taken aback, thought for a while and felt that what he said made sense, then asked again, "Then do you want to go to Prince Jin's mansion to find Qi Yuan?"
Ling Xiche said with a slight smile, "I want to go back to Chenle Palace to enjoy the plum blossoms."
Shen Chen wondered if he heard it wrong, and said with some expectation, "I didn't hear what you said just now, can you say it again?"
"I, Xiang, Hui, Chen, Le, Gong, Shang, Mei."
Ling Xiche paused word by word.
"Xi Che..."
Ling Xiche looked at Shen Chen seriously and said, "You asked me yesterday, I can answer now."
Under his direct gaze, Shen Chen looked away instead, "It's really okay, you didn't have to say it, I won't force you anymore."
"Okay, then I won't say anything."
Ling Xiche held Shen Chen's face in his hands, leaned over, and kissed it, but the kiss didn't linger, and he quickly let go of Shen Chen.
"Then let me answer like this, okay?" Ling Xiche smiled playfully.
At this moment, there seemed to be a flame burning in Shen Chen's chest, and he didn't want to control it. He hugged Ling Xiche, pressed it against the back of his head, and kissed him deeply.
Ling Xiche grabbed Shen Chen's hand, and Shen Chen stopped talking.
"Ok?"
Ling Xiche blushed, "You're too good."
"I don't think I'm overdoing it."
"It's just too much."
Ling Xiche said and pushed Shen Chen down on the bed with his backhand.
Shen Chen smiled and said, "So Xi Che, do you want to be on top?"
The blush on Ling Xiche's face went all the way to her ears, "Stop talking nonsense, if you talk nonsense, I'll despise you."
"Then why did you hold me down there?"
Ling Xiche didn't answer him, but stood up and helped him take off his shoes, then pushed his whole body into the bed a little bit, and then covered him with the quilt.
"Did you not sleep last night? You sleep for a while."
"It's ok."
"You are black and blue now, go to sleep for a while, my heart aches."
"Does it hurt?" Shen Chen looked at him with a smile.
Ling Xiche bent down and hugged him, patting him gently, "My heart aches. In fact, when you were seriously injured some time ago, my heart ached to death."
"Why are you so talkative all of a sudden? Why didn't you talk before?" Shen Chen raised his hand and pinched his face.
Ling Xiche held his hand and put it on his chest, "I didn't understand anything before, but now I understand."
"Xi Che..."
"You rest well, the injury is not healed yet."
Ling Xiche suddenly thought that because the bandage on his wound had been removed the day before he left the palace, there was no need to apply any more medicine, and he hadn't looked at his wound since he left the palace.Ling Xiche lifted the quilt again and began to untie Shen Chen's clothes.
Shen Chen smiled and said, "What do you want to do now?"
Ling Xiche blushed, "Don't think about it, I want to see how your wound is recovering."
It was nothing at all, but Ling Xiche also felt embarrassed by Shen Chen's teasing, and awkwardly unbuttoned all his clothes.
The wound has scabbed over and has not opened.
Ling Xiche lightly touched the scabbed place, "Does it still hurt?"
"This pain is nothing."
Ling Xiche was afraid that he would catch a cold with his clothes open like this, so he hurriedly helped him re-tie his clothes and cover him with the quilt.
"If this kind of thing still happens in the future, you are not allowed to block the knife for me."
"Otherwise, do you want to watch you get stabbed?"
Ling Xiche touched his cheek, "Shen Chen, you are the emperor, don't you still have the ambition to rule the world?"
"But I'm still very glad that I helped you block the knife."
"You are a real person, it doesn't make sense. By the way, since I got the account book back for you, if you want to use it, you must get my consent. Can you promise me?"
"it is good."
"Well, go to sleep."
Shen Chen, who hadn't slept all night, really couldn't take it anymore, so he simply closed his eyes.Ling Xiche sat by the bed and patted him to put him to sleep, and then sat by the bed and guarded him, just like he guarded Ling Xiche last night.
[The author has something to say: I hope you don’t think this chapter is strange. I initially set Ling Xiche as the reincarnation of Qingzhu, but this book is independent, so friends who only follow this book don’t worry. die.
In short, at the beginning of this chapter, someone finally got the hang of it!
PS: If a friend wants to make up the promise of the next life, first avoid the biggest thunder, it is not 1V1 over there. . .But the end is yes]
Ling Xiche opened his eyes, he was floating and standing on the surface of the water, the surrounding was very dark.
Although it is a dream now, his dream seems to be more lucid than waking up.
He often had this kind of dream when he was a child. At that time, in the dream, he could feel that he was not just Ling Xiche, not just a child who was not a few years old, but he could also feel the joy and sorrow of another person, and that People have the indifference and vicissitudes in their hearts because they have lived for a long time.
It's just that every time he wakes up, he seems to be unable to bear so many emotions at such a young age, so he chooses to forget, and can only remember sporadic fragments.
By the way, every time I have a dream with a similar feeling, there will always be a beautiful fairy in the dream, he has his own warm light yellow light.
Ling Xiche looked for that figure, and when he turned around, he found that he was right behind him.
"Master." He smiled warmly.
Ling Xiche's eyes were uncontrollably moist, he seemed to know who he was, and couldn't help shouting out "Shaohua..."
He was still standing there, smiling dazzlingly.
Missing, joy, loneliness, etc., many emotions rushed into Ling Xiche's heart, but he suddenly realized that these feelings should not belong to Ling Xiche, these are his feelings, right?is another own.
Ling Xiche raised his hand to his chest, closed his eyes, and only used his heart to feel, to feel the part of his soul that was Ling Xiche, trying to compare himself with another self, or Ling Xiche separate from the other self.
After a long time, Ling Xiche raised his head, and the fairy was still standing there.
Ling Xiche said, "Is your name Shaohua? Let me introduce myself. I'm Ling Xiche, the Ling Xiche who doesn't know you."
"Master." He called softly.
Ling Xiche walked over, wanting to touch him, but as soon as his fingertips touched him, he turned translucent, and faint ripples formed where the fingertips touched.As soon as he withdrew his hand, he stood there normally again.
Sure enough, the dream is like a mirror image.
Ling Xiche took a deep breath and said, "Shaohua, I believe in another me. He is your master, right? He must love you deeply, deep into the bone marrow, otherwise I would not be in the situation where I am already Ling Xiche. There is still all of you hidden in the depths. But..."
Ling Xiche's heart began to ache, so painful that he couldn't breathe, he squatted down holding his heart.
He could feel that his double soul was struggling, that part, that other self, was very strong, so strong that even though he was Ling Xiche now, Ling Xiche was still suppressed by that self, something Ling Xiche liked It's not what Ling Xiche likes, but what he likes.
He wanted to wear the aqua blue clothes, because Shaohua thought he looked good with aqua blue.
His favorite color is light yellow like the warm sun, it is the color of Shaohua, it is his favorite.
So, does Ling Xiche have anything he likes?
some.
It's not what he likes, but what Ling Xiche likes.
Hongmei, the red plums in the garden of Chenle Palace are Ling Xiche's favorite.
Also, the person who planted these red plums for him five years ago is also Ling Xiche's favorite.
Thinking of Hongmei and Shen Chen, he seemed to feel that part of Ling Xiche's soul was more powerful, and he stood up again.
Slowly walked towards the fairy, and said to him, "Maybe he has a relationship with you in the past life, or a promise in the next life, but that is him, I am not him, I am Ling Xiche, and I am not your master."
The fairy gradually became transparent, and finally disappeared before Ling Xiche's eyes.
The originally dark environment began to gradually brighten. This place seems to be where water and sky connect. Ling Xiche found himself standing on the lake. The clear lake and blue sky wiped away all Ling Xiche's emotions. And light, the heart becomes extremely relaxed.
Ling Xiche said softly but extremely firmly to himself, "I'm just Ling Xiche now, I want to love someone, someone Ling Xiche loves."
He closed his eyes, as if that way the other self could hear.
"In this life, I'm just Ling Xiche, is that okay? I want to try to repay his love, is that okay?"
No voice answered him.
The dream came to an abrupt end.
Ling Xiche opened his eyes, and the sun was just right.He rubbed his eyes, and after a while he recalled that he had gone to steal the ledger last night, and when he came back, he was given a headache by Shen Chen's questions, and then he didn't remember anything.
Why?Did you faint?
"Xi Che?"
A voice called him from above his head, he looked up, and Shen Chen was sitting beside him, his eyes were black and blue, and he looked haggard.
"Shen Chen..."
Seeing that he woke up, the tiredness in Shen Chen's eyes disappeared.
"You finally woke up, is it still hurting?"
Ling Xiche shook his head and looked at Shen Chen tenderly.
He couldn't remember many things in the dream when he woke up as before, but he remembered the most important part.
Now he, reconciled with the other him deep in his soul.
In this life, live according to this life.
Live well as Ling Xiche, like what Ling Xiche likes, and love who Ling Xiche wants to love.
"The doctor came to see you last night, but he didn't find out what symptoms you have. He said that your headache may be caused by excessive worry. Take a good look."
Ling Xiche still smiled softly, "No need, I don't think it will hurt anymore."
"How do you know?" Shen Chen was puzzled.
Ling Xiche sat up, squinted his eyes and looked at Shen Chen with a smile, and Shen Chen felt awkward by him.
"Are you stupid with a headache? Why are you looking at me like that?"
Ling Xiche tilted his head, "Come here a little bit."
"Where are you coming?"
"Come closer."
Although Shen Chen felt that he was strange now, he still listened to him and leaned closer to him.
Ling Xiche hugged Shen Chen and hugged him tightly.
Shen Chen's body froze, and he raised his hand to touch his back, "What's wrong with you?"
Ling Xiche let go of him, looked into his eyes, and said with a smile, "You asked me last night, and I can answer you. Now, I can answer you."
Shen Chen touched his forehead, "It's okay, I don't have to say it, don't be stimulated again. Actually, I also thought about it all night. I think I have been too selfish. At first I trapped you by my side, you It was obviously very painful, but I turned a blind eye to it. After I was injured this time, you took care of me for so long, in fact, it was only because I blocked this sword for you, are you guilty? But, I started to push forward again. "
"Don't say that, you didn't."
Shen Chen was silent for a moment, as if he had finally made up his mind, "Xi Che, I was thinking all night last night, otherwise, you'd better go. If you hadn't been assassinated, you would have been free by now, since I have already said If I want to set you free, then of course we must do what we say. You see, I have already sent you out of the palace, and I accompanied you back to your hometown, which is very good."
Ling Xiche smiled disconcertingly, "You want to keep me here? Then what if I say I don't want to stay in Yedi? You know, I don't have any friends or relatives here, why should I stay here? here?"
Shen Chen was taken aback, thought for a while and felt that what he said made sense, then asked again, "Then do you want to go to Prince Jin's mansion to find Qi Yuan?"
Ling Xiche said with a slight smile, "I want to go back to Chenle Palace to enjoy the plum blossoms."
Shen Chen wondered if he heard it wrong, and said with some expectation, "I didn't hear what you said just now, can you say it again?"
"I, Xiang, Hui, Chen, Le, Gong, Shang, Mei."
Ling Xiche paused word by word.
"Xi Che..."
Ling Xiche looked at Shen Chen seriously and said, "You asked me yesterday, I can answer now."
Under his direct gaze, Shen Chen looked away instead, "It's really okay, you didn't have to say it, I won't force you anymore."
"Okay, then I won't say anything."
Ling Xiche held Shen Chen's face in his hands, leaned over, and kissed it, but the kiss didn't linger, and he quickly let go of Shen Chen.
"Then let me answer like this, okay?" Ling Xiche smiled playfully.
At this moment, there seemed to be a flame burning in Shen Chen's chest, and he didn't want to control it. He hugged Ling Xiche, pressed it against the back of his head, and kissed him deeply.
Ling Xiche grabbed Shen Chen's hand, and Shen Chen stopped talking.
"Ok?"
Ling Xiche blushed, "You're too good."
"I don't think I'm overdoing it."
"It's just too much."
Ling Xiche said and pushed Shen Chen down on the bed with his backhand.
Shen Chen smiled and said, "So Xi Che, do you want to be on top?"
The blush on Ling Xiche's face went all the way to her ears, "Stop talking nonsense, if you talk nonsense, I'll despise you."
"Then why did you hold me down there?"
Ling Xiche didn't answer him, but stood up and helped him take off his shoes, then pushed his whole body into the bed a little bit, and then covered him with the quilt.
"Did you not sleep last night? You sleep for a while."
"It's ok."
"You are black and blue now, go to sleep for a while, my heart aches."
"Does it hurt?" Shen Chen looked at him with a smile.
Ling Xiche bent down and hugged him, patting him gently, "My heart aches. In fact, when you were seriously injured some time ago, my heart ached to death."
"Why are you so talkative all of a sudden? Why didn't you talk before?" Shen Chen raised his hand and pinched his face.
Ling Xiche held his hand and put it on his chest, "I didn't understand anything before, but now I understand."
"Xi Che..."
"You rest well, the injury is not healed yet."
Ling Xiche suddenly thought that because the bandage on his wound had been removed the day before he left the palace, there was no need to apply any more medicine, and he hadn't looked at his wound since he left the palace.Ling Xiche lifted the quilt again and began to untie Shen Chen's clothes.
Shen Chen smiled and said, "What do you want to do now?"
Ling Xiche blushed, "Don't think about it, I want to see how your wound is recovering."
It was nothing at all, but Ling Xiche also felt embarrassed by Shen Chen's teasing, and awkwardly unbuttoned all his clothes.
The wound has scabbed over and has not opened.
Ling Xiche lightly touched the scabbed place, "Does it still hurt?"
"This pain is nothing."
Ling Xiche was afraid that he would catch a cold with his clothes open like this, so he hurriedly helped him re-tie his clothes and cover him with the quilt.
"If this kind of thing still happens in the future, you are not allowed to block the knife for me."
"Otherwise, do you want to watch you get stabbed?"
Ling Xiche touched his cheek, "Shen Chen, you are the emperor, don't you still have the ambition to rule the world?"
"But I'm still very glad that I helped you block the knife."
"You are a real person, it doesn't make sense. By the way, since I got the account book back for you, if you want to use it, you must get my consent. Can you promise me?"
"it is good."
"Well, go to sleep."
Shen Chen, who hadn't slept all night, really couldn't take it anymore, so he simply closed his eyes.Ling Xiche sat by the bed and patted him to put him to sleep, and then sat by the bed and guarded him, just like he guarded Ling Xiche last night.
[The author has something to say: I hope you don’t think this chapter is strange. I initially set Ling Xiche as the reincarnation of Qingzhu, but this book is independent, so friends who only follow this book don’t worry. die.
In short, at the beginning of this chapter, someone finally got the hang of it!
PS: If a friend wants to make up the promise of the next life, first avoid the biggest thunder, it is not 1V1 over there. . .But the end is yes]
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