【Rebirth】I'm so fragrant with the bamboo horse who hates and fears

He doesn't have any energy to be sad about these things now, he just feels pain.

No matter where it is, only the invisible Ouyang Cheng can see his lips trembling slightly.

"Mr. Tang..." Shen Yan lowered his eyelids, his complexion was almost transparent, and his voice was hoarse and weak. It wasn't that he wanted to show weakness, but that he had no choice but now, "Can you please go out first? I want to rest..."

Tang Yu swallowed the words that his mother wanted to come and see him, raised his eyebrows, said yes, and carried away Ouyang Yue who was still lying on the ground.

Ouyang Yue is 1.7 meters eight, not short among boys, but in front of Tang Yu who is 1.9 meters, he is as weak as a chicken.

Obediently being stuffed into the co-pilot, Tang Yu shrank his body into a ball the moment Tang Yu raised the tissue, "Don't...don't hit me...it hurts..."

Taking out a tissue and wiping his hands, Tang Yu said, "I told you when you climbed into my bed, if you can't stand it, get out of my side."

Ouyang Yue's face turned pale from that kick, Tang Yu's side face was delicate and indifferent, he shrank and looked at him obsessively, "I... I can, just... Can you... feel sorry for me..." The arrogant and domineering snobbery outside, who does all kinds of evil, is like a different person in front of Tang Yu, "We are...together..."

"Are you worthy of my distress?" Tang Yu looked at him with a mocking smile, "You are a scum, asking for distress in front of me? Ouyang Yue, if you can do something decent, maybe there is some value in it. "

"..." Ouyang Yue was so choked that he couldn't speak, he smiled indifferently, and then calmed down with a pale face.

"Shen Yan's debt, I will look at it later, whether it is necessary to settle it with you." He gave him a cool look, and then started the car.

...

Chen Xi and Xiong Le came to see Shen Yan, they were very grateful for that kindness, Tong Qing had to be on duty, so Xiong Le asked for leave to take care of Shen Yan.

He is very considerate, and the food he cooks is delicious. In the "dream", the boy took good care of his lover who was paralyzed in a car accident.

"How is your work going now?" Shen Yan asked.

"My manga is very popular on the platform. It may not be finished yet, and it will be turned into a film and television." The light in Xiong Le's eyes is too moving, "Xi Ge also successfully became a contractor, and his salary has doubled several times!"

"Very good..." Shen Yan closed her eyes, then asked with a smile, "Xiao Le, let me ask you a question. Didn't you... mention that someone would help you... Do you know who that person is?"

"Xi Ge said that he only knew that it was a Mr. Ouyang..."

That's right.

Send Ouyang Yue to Tang Yu, and find jobs for Xiong Le and Chen Xi...

The light in Shen Yan's eyes flickered, he tilted his head, his chin was sharpened, and his soft bangs drooped down to cover his eyes.

The dream...it turned out to be real...

For some reason, Shen Yan wanted to laugh.

It turned out that for two lifetimes, he had to live like this... so indescribable.

What did he do wrong?

...

Shen Yan lived in the courtyard for almost a month, during which he and Tang Yu's mother Tang Xinlan came to visit him, this woman left without hesitation when Shen Yan was only full moon.

Soon after, she found another German man of mixed blood with a prominent background in Jiang'an. She was very skilled, gave birth to Tang Yu, and even took the family property and handed it over to her youngest son.

She treats Tang Yu pretty well, even doting on her, but for this eldest son, the mother and son are speechless.

Indeed, they look alike.

She sat on the side, watching calmly as the doctor removed the gauze from Shen Yan's hands, which were covered with scabbed wounds, hanging limply.

Shen Yan's expression was calmer than hers, as if the crippled hands were not his.

He accepts everything, as if he is beyond ordinary people, except for silence and getting thinner, he actively accepts treatment, takes medicine, eats...

Even if it's hard to swallow.

The doctor gave the patient a strange look, the other had never asked him about his hands...

But it's normal, the other party is also a doctor.

"Is there really no way to fully recover?" Tang Xinlan asked, "How about contacting a foreign hospital?"

The doctor glanced at Shen Yan, "The best result of recovery is to be able to afford chopsticks..."

Tang Xinlan nodded, she glanced at Shen Yan, who just squinted at the sun outside the window, as if she didn't hear anything.

"I've heard what happened to you from Xiaoyu, and I know you might blame me and hate me..." Tang Xinlan tightened her fingers on the bag, "But I don't regret the decision I made back then. I don't regret it now. , I want to compensate you as much as possible, are you willing to go abroad with me, and take care of your body first..."

"I don't hate you, and I don't blame you." I didn't have any strength in my hands. When it hurts, it hurts so badly. When the pain stops, I don't even feel it. Shen Yan looked at his hands, "No memory, I Don't hate a stranger for no reason."

He looked at the caring woman, "My dad, although he is very busy, he treats me very well."

Tang Xinlan was silent.

"It's just..." He smiled bitterly, "You can also see that I am very bad now..." Every time I said a word, it smashed his remaining dignity little by little, like breaking his spine, and it was better than the unilateral one that day. The beating was much more suffocating, "I'm at a loss..." Liu Hai covered his eyes, with a little despair, "I need it, you can help me, and I will repay you twice in the future."

If life followed a normal trajectory, Shen Yan would never go to her and ask her to help him.

But now, in order...to see Ouyang Cheng...he has no choice, he really has nothing to do.

In two lifetimes, he has never bowed to fate, but now...

...

Ouyang Cheng didn't visit Shen Yan until he was discharged from the hospital.

Even Ouyang Cheng himself was despising himself, he scolded God, scolded him for being stupid!Forced life, scolding himself... But he still can only be a phantom, he can't even hug Shen Yan.

It was late autumn when Shen Yan was discharged from the hospital. Under Tang Yu's arrangement, he boarded a plane and returned to Jing'an.

He was going to see Ouyang Cheng.

Ouyang Cheng was studying at Jing'an University, and the two met at a coffee shop.

Ouyang Cheng seemed to be more mature and introverted. When he sat down, he said in surprise, "Brother Shen, are you sick? You look so bad..."

Shen Yan looked at him, the coffee fog was lingering, and his face was a little blurred, "Your complexion is also very bad."

"Well, I always have a headache, and I was just discharged from the hospital not long ago." Ouyang Cheng took a sip of coffee, "I'm sorry Brother Shen, so I haven't had time to see you."

"..." It was a rainy day, and the weather was cold, and there were piercing pains in many places on his body, "Even if you know that I like you and we are lovers, would you still visit me?"

Shen Yan clearly saw Ouyang Cheng's expression startled, and an expression of embarrassment and bewilderment appeared on his face.