【Rebirth】I'm so fragrant with the bamboo horse who hates and fears

Shen Yan's father died in an anti-crime operation. He was a foreigner and had no relatives in Jing'an.

This job is very busy, and his wife ran away, leaving only one young son. The family is not rich, but they can hire a nanny for the young Shen Yan.

The nanny is a qualified nanny, and the so-called qualified is just doing her job.

Shen Yan lives very independently, it can be said that he is withdrawn, but because of his family environment, he is afraid to trouble others.

But Shen Yan has enjoyed the love of his father. His father is very busy, but he always finds time to come back to see him. Happy Valley too.

His father also squatted in front of him and taught him: "Yan Zi, you are born as a human being, you must always be upright in order to be regarded as an upright person."

He kept it in his heart and learned to wait.

Before the age of five, learn to go to kindergarten and preschool, and wait for your father to go home after performing a task, and you can hand over your own little red flower.Waiting for his father, rolled up his sleeves, and steamed sugar cakes for him.

For a man who has no time to cook all year round, the steamed sugar cake is delicious, but Shen Yan after the age of five can't taste it.

He only knows that his father is dead, and others say his father is a hero.

But the hero is too abstract for him, he only knows that he can't wait.

I couldn't even see the last side, there was an explosion, and there were no bones left.

It was only the uniform that was buried.

In order to let his father go to work with peace of mind, he would hold back his tears and wave goodbye to his father early on. Now, looking at the portrait surrounded by flowers, he was so young that his face flushed, and finally passed out.

After the age of five, what he was waiting for was that Ouyang Cheng would grow up...

...

The tears that fell on the candy cake seemed like Shen Yan's short past, although it was endlessly bitter, but ah... it still passed.

"Brother Shen, don't cry..." Ouyang Cheng's heart was twisted together, he raised his hand to wipe the other party's tears, the skin under his fingertips was hot.

Shen Yan was stunned for a moment, and then there was a flash of embarrassment in his eyes, "I... I don't know what's wrong with me, maybe... I'm too tired..."

"Brother Shen..." Ouyang Cheng felt sore in his heart, he stretched out his arms and hugged him, Shen Yan's chin rested on the boy's shoulder that hadn't grown up yet.

His eyes were full of tears, it was too difficult, too difficult.

"Don't force yourself too much. If there is anything, I can share it with you." Hold her tighter, "Brother Shen, we will always be together."

Shen Yan closed his eyes, but no tears came down.

"Xiaocheng, I'm still afraid, afraid that you will continue like this and alienate me forever."

"I won't alienate Brother Shen..."

"But..." Shen Yan's voice was a little soft, "Don't you think that I control you too much? You don't want to go to and from school with me, you don't want to eat at home, and you don't want to... Let me take you out to play ..."

Ouyang Cheng was speechless.

He seemed to be a little dizzy from the fever, he finally relaxed, and leaning on the boy who was five years younger than him, he muttered a question that had been puzzling to him recently, "Xiao Cheng, why are you suddenly...so willing...to come back often..."

He can't express it very clearly. In fact, it is more accurate to say how he suddenly became so good.

In fact, Ouyang Cheng himself didn't fully understand it yet, so he could only say: "Because I like you."

Shen Yan opened his eyes slightly, curled his fingers, "Obviously I like you..."

The one who should be afraid of the other party's disgust... is him...

But from the moment Ouyang Cheng cried and said it, the burden on Shen Yan's shoulders was much lighter in an instant.

The medicine is really hard to take, and it can't be cured at all...

Now he understands that he doesn't need treatment.