【Rebirth】I'm so fragrant with the bamboo horse who hates and fears

Shen Yan looked at the vegetables he bought, they were all Ouyang Cheng's favorite.

"Aunt An, did Xiaocheng say why he wants to stay?" he asked.

Aunt An said while picking vegetables: "He said he will be in his third year of high school soon, and he wants to concentrate on studying. It's rare that Xiao Cheng is finally willing to devote his mind to studying."

Shen Yan snorted, and he took the dishes, "Go and do your work, I'll do it."

"Son, don't work too hard." Aunt An patted the back of his hand. After Ouyang's old man passed away, the Ouyang family didn't plan to take care of Shen Yan, but Shen Yan also worked hard and always relied on himself, "An Auntie, I can see that Xiaocheng is getting married with you, Auntie An knows that you are sad, but there is nothing you can do about it." Auntie An babbled while chopping vegetables, "Xiaocheng, he will be taken back to Ouyang's house sooner or later. I guess it will be soon, I will go to university soon, and sending him abroad is the most routine, you love Xiao Cheng and treat him as your younger brother, but the family affection of a rich and noble family is too persistent, and the one who hurts is yourself."

She has been a servant for so many years, so she knows best.

After Shen Yan hummed, she didn't say any more.

It seems that after giving that birthday present, the other party began to alienate me.

Shen Yan looked at Ouyang Cheng's closed door, with a wry smile on his lips.

He also once spurned himself and had such thoughts about Ouyang Cheng.

I also looked forward to it cautiously. Will the other party give him the same feedback after a long company?

After all, it is still a luxury.

He clenched the water glass tightly, turned off the light that was always left on, and returned to the back of the room, feeling lonely became a routine.

...

After Ouyang Cheng stayed, he would come back on weekends, and then he only went home once a month.

Desperate, sad, but there is no place to confide in, Shen Yan is too withdrawn, even if he has friends who can talk, he can't speak these thoughts.

Being alienated, rejected by the person you love the most...

He was very tormented, often unable to sleep at night, suffered from insomnia, had headaches, and then could only stay in the laboratory and study room, studying desperately.

In my spare time, I work part-time, either in a coffee shop or in a bookstore.

Everyone just thought that he was indifferent, arrogant, difficult to get close to, and then stayed away from him.

How many people will jump on it again and again after being frustrated?

In the winter of the last semester of senior year, Aunt An knitted sweaters for the two of them, and Shen Yan sent them to Ouyang Cheng.

The person who said he wanted to calm down and study was not in the classroom or in the dormitory even though it was Friday afternoon.

But Ouyang Cheng had a lot of friends, they told Shen Yan that he had gone out and probably won't be back until evening.

Shen Yan hugged the bag of clothes, didn't ask his classmates to pass it on, and didn't accept Ouyang Cheng's roommate's invitation to wait in the dormitory, just sat on the bench next to the flower bed at the entrance of the dormitory and waited stubbornly.

It wasn't raining, it wasn't snowing, but it was windy and dry, and everyone gave him a puzzled look and left.

He was wearing a black woolen overcoat, which made his face pale and lonely.

He didn't know how long he waited from the afternoon until it was dark before he heard Ouyang Cheng's voice.

He turned his head and looked at Ouyang Cheng, who was followed by a girl in a pink coat, a fluffy hat, and little leather boots, who was as cute as she could be, and Ouyang Cheng who was wearing a white down jacket beside her. It's a perfect match.

Ouyang Cheng turned his back to him and talked to the girl, his voice was very gentle, the girl blushed, Ouyang Cheng raised his hand and scratched the other's nose, the girl took the other's hand shyly, and left with a smile.

Ouyang Cheng turned around, hummed a song, put his hands on the back of his neck, and lazily returned to the dormitory.He didn't notice him, he was doing fine.

In other words, if you don't bother yourself, the other party will be happier.

Tangled, sad, tormented, he is the only one.

The whole body was cold, and the night was dark, covering him.Shen Yan stood up, left the bag of clothes in the dormitory auntie, and left alone, walking quickly and somewhat messily.

His back is high and lonely, no one is in front of him, and no one is behind him.