【Rebirth】I'm so fragrant with the bamboo horse who hates and fears

The wheels rolled forward, stirred and punched, the summer heat dissipated, the wind blew over, and it was rare for all thoughts to be calm.

If you expect too much about things like birthday wishes, they will always come true.

It's better not to expect it.

"No."

"How can a person have no desires?" Ouyang Cheng disagreed, "Brother Shen, you are perfunctory to me."

"Really...no." Shen Yan looked forward, "I don't like to think too much."

Ouyang Cheng was also silent.

The young man's silence made Shen Yan think that the other party was displeased, and secretly scolded himself for being ignorant, "Get admitted to Jing'an Medical University."

"For Brother Shen, this is obviously something that is within easy reach." Ouyang Cheng felt uncomfortable. It turned out that at such an early age, Brother Shen didn't dare to expect too much.

His thoughts began to wander, and he could vaguely outline such a scene in front of his eyes. On a summer night, the wind was very cool, the lake was calm, wild cats ran past in the surrounding woods, and Ouyang Cheng heard his own voice.

"I also plan to leave here. We will always have our own families. Brother Shen, my dad knows that you are gay."

In the scene, Shen Yan's eyes were very desperate.

"I compromised. Brother Shen, the point is actually here. Even if one day I accept you, I can't do it. I will fight against my dad. I can't bear hardships. I'm just a pampered rich second generation. That way I can't bear the heavy future with Brother Shen."

"I don't mind, Xiao Cheng, I don't mind if you give up on me in the future, can you..."

"Can you try it with me... Since you have thought about being separated in the future, is it possible that you will accept men and think about us being together?"

"I can wait for you to grow slowly, and wait for you to calm down."

"Even if you know, there is no future?"

"Brother Shen, I can't be with you."

There was a screeching sound from the wheels rubbing against the ground, Ouyang Cheng stopped suddenly, his eyes darkened, his lips were pale, and his breathing was very rapid.

Seeing this, Shen Yan also stopped, "What's the matter, Xiao Cheng?"

Those voices finally disappeared from his ears, pulling him back to reality, Shen Yan's face in front of him was much younger than in the scene, his face was not so pale, and his eyes were not full of despair.

Seeing Ouyang Cheng frowning and looking at him motionless, Shen Yan didn't dare to look him in the eye, "What's wrong?"

Ouyang Cheng suddenly returned to normal, shook his head, "Let's go, Brother Shen, go home."

...

After arriving home, Shen Yan came over with the ointment. He wanted to put it on Ouyang Cheng, but he didn't know what to think of. His eyes darkened, he put it on the other's table and left.

When Ouyang Cheng came back from the shower, he saw the ointment.

He finished painting himself, and then replied to the text messages one by one. He broke the appointment with his classmates today, and he will make up for it tomorrow no matter what.

But, will Shen Yan still work so hard tomorrow?

The scorching sun, sunburned skin, big drops of sweat...

He sighed, made an appointment with his classmates for the afternoon, looked up at his watch, it was already eleven o'clock.

He went to the room to pour a glass of water, and when he passed by Shen Yan's door, there was light in the crack of the door.

Yet without a break?

Ouyang Cheng knocked on the door, Shen Yan put the notebook in the drawer and opened the door, "Xiao Cheng, why are you still awake?"

"Brother Shen, haven't you rested yet?"

"I'm doing a simulation paper, it will be ready in a while."

"..." Ouyang Cheng glanced at the thick pile of test papers on the table, and passed the hot water in his hand to the other party, "Brother Shen, go to bed early."

...

The next day Ouyang Cheng woke up at seven o'clock and went away, but Shen Yan was still not at home.

The buns and porridge were already in the incubator.

Ouyang Cheng lost his mind.

...

Shen Yan sat in front of a middle-aged man in a white coat. Although he looked very calm, the immaturity in his brows and eyes did not fade away.

"Little classmate, don't be nervous." The middle-aged man adjusted his glasses, "You mean, you want to correct the psychology of liking the same sex, right?"

Shen Yan nodded.