Big Han Weiyang

After Wei Meng came, the teaching place was no longer Shiqu Pavilion, but the Taiwo Palace.

The shape he described was too terrifying, and those words have always made me feel anxious, afraid that he would peel me apart and turn me into another person he wanted me to be.If I become no longer me, I might as well be dead.

However, after careful precautions for a period of time, I found that he seemed to be just talking, and his daily teaching life was just ordinary practice of calligraphy, lectures, and occasional martial arts.

The difference between Wei Meng and Dou Yingwei Wan probably lies in his emphasis on Confucius and Mencius.The benevolent man loves others, the principle of filial piety and trustworthiness has been taught many times.Emperor Jing asked me to learn from Wei Meng, there must be his reason.Wei Meng said it was right to do so, so it must be right.I listened obediently.

Wei Meng saved me, it's not that I don't know what to do.Besides, his knowledge and views are higher than those of Dou Yingwei Wan, and those big principles can never be wrong.Thinking of this, I gradually let go of a heart that I raised.

Empress Dowager Dou, who liked Huang Lao, was naturally dissatisfied, but after talking with him once, she no longer made any obstacles.

After Li Danghu took over the teaching of Julihu, he enthusiastically sent him letters and inquired about his family news, and even found an opportunity to let him go home once.

During the chat, Li Danghu told me that the adoptive parents in Gouli Lake had no children, but recently gave birth to a son, and they attached their hearts to their biological son.Coupled with the death of his second uncle, his second aunt was very hostile to him.

There is not much joy after the family reunion, but it makes the relationship a lot colder.

Gouli Lake was very disappointed. Although he still wrote letters and sent money and silks from time to time in the palace, when he mentioned home, he was not so full of hope and longing.

When Wei Meng learned about Gouli Lake, he actually praised me for doing a good job, and said, I can use Gouli Lake as I like, but I can show more benevolence and righteousness in normal times.

To get the praise from the Tai Tuo who never pretends, my bones are lightened by two or three.When I woke up, I immediately turned to scold myself for being too cheap.His strategy is just a stick, a sweet date.Why do I just eat this set.

Moreover, calm down and think, Wei Meng's words were really just words?

I gradually suspected that this was actually his plan to build the plank road openly and hide Chen Cang secretly.

At the beginning, he used thunderous means to dampen my spirit, and his words made me tremble with fear.

In fact, the drizzle turned into silence.When I was suspicious and afraid that he would have any troubles, he had unknowingly started to change me.

What annoys me the most is that I don't even know how much he has affected me.I failed miserably.

In the blink of an eye, it's July, and I haven't been to the study in Shiqu Pavilion for many days.This afternoon Taifu Shou finished class, and I suddenly wanted to go again, always feeling that I might have missed something.

The residual temperature of the ground in Weiyang Palace has not disappeared.Step up the stone steps and enter the corridor.Towards evening, the sky is full of red clouds, which are gorgeous and deep red.

The flowers and vines on both sides of the corridor are growing just right.The afterglow shines on the dense flowers and leaves, casting deep and shallow double shadows.

The court ladies who came and went were waiting for me to pass by the road.

As I walked silently, I recalled many memories.

In the flower garden outside the corridor, Liu She and I used a slingshot to assassinate Dou Ying; this corner is the place where little Liu Shun likes to stay, and he would not listen when I told him not to come; It is the common land acquisition that Liu Zhi and I used to fight. The court ladies and eunuchs were blocked several times and couldn't pass through; in the early morning, Liu Rong often read on the section of the road surrounded by wisterias; further on...

The study where we spent five years together.

Han said he was waiting at the door.

The bronze flower branch candlestick in the center of the outer room of the study flickered with tiny lights, and I entered the inner room.

The room in the study was dark.I pushed open a few windows to let the sunset mix with the desertedness of the room.

The big case used by Dou Ying and Wei Wan was placed neatly on the front stage.

Below the stage are more than a dozen short lacquer desks, and two or three volumes of half-open bamboo slips are scattered here and there.

Liu Zhi and I hid under the erected bamboo slips, laughing and playing, and I can vividly remember the scene.

In a trance, someone came in through the gate.The man was wearing a slanting light, but his face could not be seen clearly.

But how could I not recognize it.

The night when the crown prince was established was in Pixiang Hall, which was the last time we got together.After that, I stayed in Taiwo Palace, and he returned to Yilan Temple.Since that day, I have been avoiding him vaguely.Whether it was because of Liu Rong or something else, I don't know.

However, at the moment of goodbye, his faint silhouette against the light almost filled the void in my heart.

It turned out that what I left behind was him.

I let go of the confusion in my heart, and walked forward with a smile: "Ah, why are you here?"

"Don't call me by nickname, okay?" Liu Che said dissatisfied.He stopped, glanced at me and turned away.

"Okay, Archer, I'm just not used to it." The two leaned against the edge of the big case on the steps in tacit understanding.

Liu Che looked at the other end of the study, and said, "You haven't been to Shiqu Pavilion for a long time, and recently Liu Ji and Liu Cheng have begun to come to enlighten you."

"They are also at this age." I was a little disappointed.

The room is quiet and cool, rows of lacquer cases cast ink-colored slanting shadows, and there are small snow-white and pink dots in the emerald green outside the window, time seems to have stopped at this moment.

The two were speechless for a while.There is a kind of quiet loneliness all around, which makes me feel happy and comfortable, but with a little sadness.

Looking back at Liu Che's face, there was no change from the last time we met.

He has already put on a crown, his black hair is neatly gathered on the top of his head, and a few strands of hair fall behind his ears.

The face is as delicate as jade, a mixture of the handsomeness of a teenager and the roundness of a boy.

At this time, his eyes were lowered, and the curve from his forehead to the tip of his nose looked soft and beautiful in the dim light.The lips seemed to be stained with diluted flower juice, with a light line in the center.

Under the dark blue rectangular train, the figure is still thin.The chest rises and falls slightly with the soothing breathing.

Fragrance floats.

I supported his right shoulder, leaned over unconsciously, and leaned close to his front.

"What are you doing?" Liu Che turned his head to the side, his face flushed slightly.

The faint scent of jasmine does not seem to be an illusion.

I looked Liu Che up and down, lifted the top of his wide sleeve with a smirk, and sniffed at the tip of his nose: "Archer, why do you smell so good? Tell me honestly, did you fool around with some court lady today? "

"What kind of maid is not a court lady, stay away from me." Liu Che pulled back his sleeve angrily, "I went for a walk by the lake just now, and I probably smelled the fragrance of flowers there."

I was about to continue joking, but at the same time he pulled back his sleeve, a scroll fell out of his arms and rolled on the ground a few times.

Liu Che opened his eyes slightly.

"What is this?" I picked up the silk scroll before he left.

The green scroll is yellow, with a ribbon tied in the middle. Princes and relatives usually like to write letters in this kind of silk.Flip it over, nothing special, and hand it back to him.

Liu Che didn't answer, with a strange expression on his face: "Ah Yue, that's a letter written by brother Liu Rong on his way to Chang'an. My father said, you can read it if you want. I planned to give it to you, but I haven't found a chance."

I looked at him and nodded knowingly: "So it's been a few months, and you only found the opportunity now."

Liu Che was probably in the wrong, so he hesitated and didn't speak.

Feeling depressed, I pulled off the ribbon and opened the rolled up book little by little.

The more I spread out, the heavier my hands get.I even worry about whether I can bear the weight of this letter.

"What did you say in the letter?" My voice was a little dry.

"...you see for yourself." It took him a long time to say.

At the end of the scroll, a piece of white silk as thin as a butterfly's wing finally appeared.The delicate seal script writes: Brother Ayue, seeing characters is like meeting you.

Before it could go down, a gust of smoky wind blew, and the white silk fluttered up, curling up in the air.Thick ink penetrated the thin silk, as if stained with dripping blood.

I froze for a moment, grabbed the smoky thin silk, squeezed it tightly in my hand, and almost rubbed the ink characters into the palm lines.Soft silk drapes from between the fingers.

As long as you open it, you can know what Liu Rong wants to say to me.

Is it hatred, forgiveness, helplessness?Is it a confession, a curse, or a farewell?

Or maybe I'm worrying too much.He didn't know what he would encounter on the way, and he didn't know what happened to Li Ji. He just asked me ordinary greetings and told me that he was coming.

But, so what, if he doesn't know, I can pretend nothing happened?If he forgives me, can I be happy?If he hates me and Emperor Jing, do I have to regret and blame Emperor Jing for the rest of my life?

Things that have passed can never be turned back.

If remembering can only bring pain, it is better to forget.

I walked slowly towards the bronze lamp in the outer hall of the study, and stretched the white silk towards the candlelight.

"Don't you watch it? Why, you didn't..." Liu Che came out right after him and asked in surprise.

The white silk fell down like a sigh, and when the tongue of fire started, it all ignited.Burn the word to ashes.

Jin Wu scattered the last embers, turning the dark red of the outer hall wall into coldness.

I felt suffocated, waved my sleeves, walked around the candlestick, and walked quickly towards the exit.After only two steps, Liu Che called out, "Ah Yue!"

The hem of his clothes was caught and he couldn't move forward.

Liu Che hugged me from behind all of a sudden, there was a faint fragrance on his clothes, his strength was light but firm.

The body tensed up instantly.Instead realize it's not someone else.

"Don't leave! Don't leave!" He said awkwardly like a child.

Through the thin dark clothes, his heartbeat was confused and frightened, which made me also feel inexplicably sad.

There is a nostalgic and strange feeling, like the winding vines climbing in the corridor, re-growing willfully in the lake of my heart.

I have slept in the same bed with him since childhood, no matter how close we have been, but today, it seems to be completely different.What is the difference?

He pressed his chin into my shoulder, their cheeks and ears were separated by the hair, and they were close together, exhaling warm breaths.

His feet were so heavy that he couldn't move.

I clenched my fists, feeling distraught.Did not turn around, did not leave.