scum of rebirth

On the day Ding Xu met Ding Hao, he suddenly developed a fever in the middle of the night.

He dreamed about some things before rebirth, some things related to Xiao Liangwen.

When I saw Xiao Liangwen for the first time, the guy was only 12 years old, with tanned skin, carrying a pirated Nike backpack and squatting in the corner of the detention center with a group of "backpackers". Xiao Liangwen had burly hair on his head Stare straight at him.

They are not people of one world.Ding Xu said this to himself, and he knew it from the first time they met. He was accompanying his father to visit, and Xiao Liangwen was a gangster who entered the police because of small-scale gang smuggling. met.

The first meeting did not leave a deep impression on Ding Xu, until Xiao Liangwen appeared in front of him for the second time, this person gradually walked into his life.

A few years later, the severe smuggling case in X City was severely punished, hundreds of high-ranking officials were dismissed, and more than 160 people were sentenced to prison in the department where Ding Xu's father worked.The whole country was shocked.

Ding Xu's father was also imprisoned. Under the strong protection of his grandfather, he still could not escape the pain of decades in prison. His mother was also affected, dismissed from her post and investigated, and she grew old overnight.

The grandfather used his old body to support himself not to fall, but he couldn't support the broken situation. In front of the chief, the old man bowed deeply, "We, I'm sorry for the country!" The face is full of tears.The old man has been guarding the country all his life, and he is about to enjoy the blessings. He didn't expect that his face would be smeared because of his son and daughter-in-law. Such a big thing happened. The old man felt ashamed of the country, and he no longer had the face to stay there In terms of position, take the initiative to retire.

Ding Xu studied at Guan School, which was originally the school for the children of the Department. When he received the news from his grandfather, it was when his parents decided to go to prison. At the same time, he also sent a letter of withdrawal from the school with righteous words from the school.Ding Xu packed his parcel silently and embarked on the journey to the north. He took the train for more than 40 hours to the north alone. During the long two days and two nights, Ding Xu licked his wounds, both on his body and in his heart.

How much can 40 hours change a person?Ding Xu put away his self-esteem and pride, and lowered his eyes.He is no longer the proud son of heaven, he is not even as good as an ordinary person now.The old friends at the school alienated him, and even mocked him, "Ding Xu, your clothes were also embezzled, right? Didn't you confiscate them together? Why, didn't you go to prison together? Your father kept more than a dozen women, I heard that your mother is not far behind? Haha!" People always can't help but beat the dog in the water again, as if this is the only way to vent their usual grievances.

The sharp words and messy fists taught Ding Xu to protect himself, at least, when he fights again, he must first protect his neck.

Ding Xu took the hard-seat train that time, and many people at the transfer station came up in the middle of the night. There were figures everywhere in the dark aisle, and the middle-aged man sitting opposite was already fast asleep. Makes a dull snoring sound.Ding Xu got up and went to the bathroom. After thinking about it, he took his only backpack and squeezed through the dark corridor...

As if affected by the dream, Ding Xu frowned impatiently and pulled at the collar on his chest. He felt stuffy and could hardly breathe.Someone was talking next to my ear, "...Yes, I suddenly had a high fever in the middle of the night...the school doctor...injected..."

Ding Xu hugged that person, he felt uncomfortable, but he couldn't yell out other than his name, "Xiao Liangwen..." The arms holding him tightened a little, and a deep voice rang softly in his ears, " Ding Xu?"

Ding Xu?The person in the dream also called him that way, and handed him a wallet behind him, the bristly hair was still standing up, looking at it, it must be hard to prick his hands, the black boy stuffed the wallet into his hand, together with the The ID card that has fallen out.

The usual tricks on the train are the most unpredictable.Ding Xu wanted to take back the hand holding the wallet, and wanted to say thank you, but he couldn't break free from his palm no matter what. The black boy leaned over and squeezed him into a corner. The train entered the tunnel in an instant, and the surroundings were dark and I can't see his expression, and the rumble of the train is in my ears——

Ding Xu.

The deep voice called him like this, and the breath surrounded his ears and even his surroundings tightly, preventing him from escaping.

……I want you!

The roar of the train coming out of the tunnel suddenly sounded, the lights on the side of the road flashed, and the light and shadow fell on the face of the man surrounded by his arms. For some reason, Xiao Liangwen's face was already the appearance of an adult, with a bristly head and a hard head. With tangled hair, his face looked a bit stern.He suddenly smiled, and there was rare gentleness in his beast-like eyes.

Who told you to entangle me again and again?let's be together!

The man announced.Ding Xu was angry and kicked him with all his strength, he was already in such a miserable state, he had nothing left, why!Why humiliate him like this? !His home, his future, his studies, his relatives... are all gone, why not let him go?

In an instant, numerous memories flooded in. Ding Xu's brain ached from being stuffed with those things, and many shames he had forgotten reappeared, making him go through the ordeal again, and he couldn't cry.Even if his parents committed suicide in prison, his grandfather died of illness, even if he was kicked out of the house penniless and living alone...he survived, he kept his promise to himself, and must live a better life than others Promising!More backbone! !

But, Xiao Liangwen, why you?

Why do you keep appearing in my life?From City X to the far and cold north, why did I meet you?Meeting again and again, casually, inadvertently, and later entangled to death, Xiao Liangwen, why do you want to destroy my life?It's hard for me, it's hard for me to live a normal life...

"Ding Xu, don't be sad..." The voice next to his ear was still talking, and he tried to kiss his eyes cautiously.

The tears didn't stop with the kiss, but flowed more fiercely, bastard!How do you know I'm sad?Why do you say I'm sad? !

The sick person whimpered, bit his lip, and made a small sound. The figure next to him was stunned for a moment, then bent down to kiss the bitten white lip, and licked it unbearably, bleeding.As if feeling the softness of the tip of the tongue, the sickly man subconsciously opened his mouth and entangled with it...

The picture in the dream changed again, as if after a long time, he could see himself floating in mid-air, looking at the person lying on the hospital bed and the tall man next to him, he was holding tightly the pair of hands full of various kinds. The hand with the needle, that hand has lost a lot of weight, it can even be said to be skinny.

Ding Xu looked at the pale self, if it wasn't for the weak breathing, maybe he would disappear, he thought unconsciously in his mind.Lying on the hospital bed for three months without opening his eyes, he was still unable to make even subtle reactions, and now he could no longer absorb nutrients. He could only weaken day by day, and was about to die.

The tall man rubbed the back of his weakly hanging hand on his face, as if he was whispering to his lover: Ding Xu, how could they treat you like this?You don't like being underestimated and taken care of by others, and you don't like being manipulated by others to die without dignity like this, right?

Ding Xu floated in the air and looked at him quietly, watching the man kiss gently, then being rough, tearing off the thin hospital gown, leaving a mark on the pale chest, wishing to have rough sex like rubbing into the flesh and blood, Like a beast.

Ding Xu, are you coming back alive?I will avenge you, even if I kill them all...

Even though his lower body was making rough movements, the man spoke very softly, as if he was afraid of scaring him.

You don't like me fighting, you don't like me using guns, but I have done both, what should I do?If you don't wake up again, I will kill someone... Do you want to watch me go to jail and ignore me?

Bleeding, people who usually frown and cry for pain just because of redness and swelling, this time they didn't even move their eyelids obviously.

Ding Xu, I will not let you suffer like this again.

As the man said so, he cut off the thin tubes connected to the backs of his arms with one hand, and the transparent liquid flowed all over the floor, and finally the shackles as thin as spider silk were released.

The dream after that was like living his life again. He was powerless to change his parents, and the only ones he could change were himself and Xiao Liangwen, who was brought back from the police station when he was ten years old.

Still wearing a burr head and a pirated backpack, staring into his own eyes.Ding Xu pointed to Xiao Liangwen when he was a teenager and asked the police, how much money would be required to guarantee this person's release?

The police didn't react a bit, and after thinking for a long time, they told him that it was 300 yuan.

Xiao Liangwen, it turns out that your fate can be reversed with only 300 yuan.

If he walked into Xiao Liangwen's territory unintentionally in his previous life, then this time, he chose to be the active one.Let's go to the north together, stay away from the filth here, he will not go to Guan school, and Xiao Liangwen doesn't have to fight his whole life with his fists, maybe he can only change part of the trajectory, but he is willing to work hard.Even if it only changed Xiao Liangwen's life.

Let's live together in peace, shall we?

Must answer 'yes' because—

I died because of you, you owe me this, so Xiao Liangwen, you should love me more...

Xiao Liangwen...

"Xiao Liangwen?" The person who just woke up in the early morning shouted something in a low voice, and the black boy lying next to him immediately sat up and leaned closer to listen to him, "Drink water..."

After a while, a cup of warm water was carefully handed over, and the half-full paper cup approached his mouth, "Ding Xu, water." He seemed to realize that it was very difficult for him to drink water while lying on the bed, so he hesitated for a moment, and even held the water in his mouth He came up and fed it with sweet water, which made his throat feel much more comfortable.

Reluctantly leaving, Ding Xu took another sip of water. Ding Xu frowned. He felt that something was wrong. After hiding for a while, the man immediately excitedly rolled up and licked it vigorously, biting slightly as if treating food.

Ding Xu felt pain, he was sick and had no strength, but it didn't mean that he didn't even have the strength to bite, so he took the right time and bit the unsatisfied invader hard!

"Well--!!"

Hei boy raised his head, frowned, and muttered inarticulately, "It hurts."

Ding Xu was also sobered by his torment, and glared at him bitterly, "It deserves it!" Pointing to the empty hospital bed opposite, staring at the person who tried to hide the past, "Go over there, stay away from me! "

The boy Hei muttered something, but passed on obediently, sitting on the opposite side of the hospital bed, still watching Ding Xu quietly.He thinks Ding Xu looks good even when he is angry, no, he looks good at any time, except when he was too sick to respond to him just now, which made him feel flustered.

"Ding Xu?"

"Ok?"

"Don't be sick anymore."

"Fool."