scum of rebirth

Do you believe in past and present lives?

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The first time Bai Bin met Ding Hao was in the second grade of elementary school.

Ding Hao has been exceptionally beautiful since he was a child, with a quick wit, his black eyes can bring out a trick, and when he smiles, the small white teeth and shallow dimples make people feel sweet, making people I can't help but want to laugh and make trouble with him.

But Bai Bin can't do it. The education he received since childhood told him that he can't do this.So he kept looking at Ding Hao from a distance, until one day he couldn't restrain his emotions and began to approach him.

If a person has to force something in his life, then what Bai Bin wants most in his life is only one person, Ding Hao.

I can't tell why I fell into it all at once, and when I found out, it was already him.

Bai Bin has lived with Mr. Bai since he was a child. The courses he studied early surpassed those around his peers. His family and living environment made him mature prematurely.

But Bai Bin's first real growth was connected with the word "farewell".

Bai Bin has always known that his future has been gradually planned, and sooner or later he will leave here, and Ding Hao will also leave.Maybe it's college, maybe high school, or even earlier, they will gradually become alienated after all.

Bai Bin understands that he can't prevent "a certain day in the future" from coming, all he can do is to look at Ding Hao more and remember him more.

But this "one day" came suddenly after Ding Hao's words.

Ding Hao was still in junior high school at that time. While carrying his schoolbag, he kicked a football in a net bag with his feet, and walked shoulder to shoulder with a group of boys with a smile on his face.Ding Hao had a loud voice, and he could be heard from a long distance away, "Hey, let me tell you, my dad promised me to go to No. [-] Middle School in the city, and we will be rivals by then, and I won't let you guys play football again." a ha ha ha!"

"Really, Ding Hao, you're so comfortable, and then you can sneak out to watch a small movie with Li Shengdong... I've always wanted to go too!" The boy next to him thumped Ding Hao's shoulder with a look of envy. Eyebrow winking, "I heard that Li Shengdong also found a third-year junior high school sister to be his 'girlfriend'!"

"Nonsense!" Ding Hao retorted righteously, "That's Li Shengdong chasing after him, no one would like him with his appearance, heh heh, wait until the young master goes..."

Bai Bin sat in the car, quietly watched Ding Hao and the others walk by, and asked the driver to follow behind.After the children dispersed on the way home, he stopped Ding Hao, and said to Ding Hao through the half-open window, "Get in the car." Bai Bin's voice was changing at that time, and his voice was a little hoarse. , but he said it with a bit of unspeakable magnetism.

Ding Hao resisted a little. He knew Bai Bin and knew that this was the son of his father's former boss's family, "What, what?"

Bai Bin opened the car door to let him come up, and made room for him beside him, "You have something to do at home, Uncle Ding asked me to pick you up."

Ding Hao went in with the football in his arms. He was still nervous sitting in the car. The car seat was covered with soft white wool pads, and the bottom of his feet was also clean. The person sitting next to him was naturally as noble and elegant as ever.Ding Hao sneaked a glance to the side, looked at Bai Bin's quiet appearance while sitting sideways reading a book, felt that this person was really not in the same world as him, this person was so perfect, like a model printed from a book Students, I wish I had to eat the fireworks of the world.

Ding Hao hugged the football in his arms even tighter. Sitting there, he was a little at a loss, feeling that he was completely out of tune with everything around Bai Bin who was playing dirty.

Bai Bin turned his face sideways and smelled the air.

Ding Hao was even more embarrassed. He slightly turned his head to the side and said, "I just finished playing football, so the smell of sweat is a bit heavy..."

Bai Bin moved closer, the tip of his nose was almost touching Ding Hao's shoulder, "Yes."

Ding Hao felt that something was wrong, wanted to push him away but didn't dare, "I, why did my dad suddenly call you to pick me up? What's the matter?"

Bai Bin looked at his blushing face, with a youthful and lively atmosphere, mixed with the smell of grass and sweat on his clothes, it was really fascinating.He coughed, stepped back a little, and said, "My dad is back, let's catch up on the old days."

Ding Hao groaned again, bowed his head and clasped the net bag containing the football with his fingers.

Bai Bin stretched out his hand to hold Ding Hao's, and he didn't dislike his little black paws at all, "I heard that you are going to the No. [-] Middle School in the city?"

Ding Hao was uncomfortable being held by him, like a little wild cat whose paws were pressed and forced to smooth its fur, "Well, yes, I will transfer to another school in a few days. That Bai Bin, my hands are dirty, don't get dirty your hands……"

Bai Bin let out a sigh, relaxed a little, and said, "You transferred for Li Shengdong? Are you on good terms with him?"

"Yeah, we're good buddies, we agreed to study together." Ding Hao finally let go of his hand, a little more comfortable, and carefully rubbed his shorts twice, as if from his master. Like a kitten jumping off his legs and shaking his fur.

Bai Bin thought over his words silently in his heart, picked up the book again and continued to read, without saying a word along the way.It's just that his hand holding the book is tighter than usual, and the speed of turning the pages is much slower.

This gathering was a small internal family banquet, and most of them brought their family members to participate. There were quite a few children who came with them, but Ding Hao was the one who caught the eye.Ding Hao was wearing a small tracksuit just after exercising, not to mention black and white, and he was carrying a football, not to mention Bai Bin, who was neatly dressed like a nobleman, stood beside him.This comparison makes a difference.

Ding Hao's father's eyes almost popped out, and he kept winking at Ding Hao, telling him to roll over quickly.Ding Hao rushed over with the football in his arms. He felt more comfortable being kicked by his father than being around Bai Bin. Being around Bai Bin made him feel unspeakable pressure.

Ding Hao was beaten twice by his father, but he was still his own father, so he didn't want to be cruel, so he took a wet towel on the table and asked him to wipe his hands and eat quickly.But when Ding Hao's father watched Ding Hao wipe the white wet towel into black, he lost his temper no matter how good he was, and slapped Ding Hao on the head, "Let's play football secretly again." ? Ah? Go to the bathroom and wash this paw clean! Next time I will play as a mud monkey, no matter whether your grandma will let you or not, you will have to be pumped."

Ding Hao was beaten up, and he didn't care about these two blows. He stuck out his tongue and ran outside to find a place to wash his hands.

The adults in the room let out a burst of good-natured laughter. They all grew up watching Ding Hao, and they liked this beautiful and athletic kid very much.

Secretary Bai was in high spirits tonight, and said with a smile, "Old Ding, don't be too strict. Ding Hao is a good kid, and it's better to be lively. Look at Bai Bin, I'm afraid this temperament can't be changed, young and old , it looks like you talk less than me."

Ding Hao's father immediately waved his hands, "How can it be, Bai Bin is doing things prudently, our monkey can't compare to that!"

The people around also started to praise Bai Bin, there are so many good things about Bai Bin, I really can't finish it in a while.Usually it's not a big deal to praise Secretary Bai, but this time he was praising his son. Secretary Bai felt relieved and raised his glass to let them have another drink.

The hotel's bathroom is relatively high-end, and the inlaid large pieces of glass are also beautiful. After washing his hands, Ding Hao couldn't help but look in the mirror for a while, feeling that he was getting more and more handsome.This place is full of smugness, and I saw Bai Bin also come in.

Bai Bin washed his hands beside him, dried them slowly, and was not in a hurry to go out. He just grabbed Ding Hao's wrist as he passed by him.

"Ding Hao, do you really want to transfer schools?" I asked this question for the second time.

Ding Hao also became a little annoyed. He shook it off, but didn't shake it off. He simply said, "Yes, I want to transfer. It's none of your business if I transfer!"

Bai Bin clenched his hands tightly, not letting him break free, staring at him and saying, "For Li Shengdong?"

"Yes!" Ding Hao unknowingly poured another barrel of oil on the fire. Originally, he just thought that the No. [-] Middle School in the city had loose control and life was comfortable, but now he heard Bai Bin mentioning Li Shengdong again and again. , simply followed his words.Ding Hao raised his head and stared at Bai Bin, looking at Bai Bin's clean shirt, neatly combed hair, and that expressionless ice cube face, he couldn't help feeling angry. Compared with Bai Bin, he was tired of the feeling that everything was worse than Bai Bin. "I just transferred to Li Shengdong, what's the matter?! I would like to play with him!"

Bai Bin reversed his hand and shook hands with him, and pulled the child to him. He was two years older than Ding Hao, and also a head taller than Ding Hao. He just looked at him condescendingly, his eyes wished to freeze. "Can you say that again."

Ding Hao stared, "I'd love to be with Li Shengdong... oh!"

This time, before he finished speaking, Bai Bin leaned down and blocked the mouth that made him angry. Ding Hao waved his fist, and he restrained the restless hand of the child. Hold the back of his head, deepen and lengthen the kiss.

This was Bai Bin's first kiss in his youth, and he was sure that it was also Ding Hao's first kiss.They are both jerky and passionate, but he is passionate because of love, while Ding Hao is probably because of anger.

Originally, it was a temporary punishment, but when the tip of the tongue slipped past each other, the sweet taste made Bai Bin forget his original intention.He kissed obsessively for a long time, until the person who was suppressed by him gave in, and then reluctantly let him go.

Ding Hao was so kissed that his eyes were filled with tears. While panting heavily, he stretched out his hands tremblingly and pushed Bai Bin away, "You, you, you are out of your mind!"

Bai Bin looked at Ding Hao, Ding Hao's forehead was still covered with thin sweat, Bai Bin felt that his hands were starting to sweat, "Ding Hao, I like you."

Ding Hao's eyes immediately changed when he looked at him, pointing at him and cursing: "Pervert!"

Bai Bin's complexion also changed. Although he was still holding Ding Hao's hand, his fingertips had already started to feel cold. The chill spread along his fingertips, and even his heart couldn't help shrinking. "I'm not, I'm just...for you..."

Ding Hao slapped his hand away, with contempt in his eyes, "Bai Bin, you pervert! Don't touch me!"

Bai Bin's face was a little pale, and it took him a lot of effort to withdraw his hand. He pursed his lips, looked at Ding Hao quietly for a while, and clearly saw all the disgust and youthfulness in the eyes of this child he had always liked. Smug, watching him turn and leave.

Bai Bin stayed in the bathroom for a long time, he saw clearly the decadent self in the mirror, and also saw clearly that the current self has no way to keep that person.

When Bai Bin came back, the banquet was almost over, and Secretary Bai was talking to everyone, "I am here this time to thank you for your help over the years. As for me, the next step is to take up the post of H Provincial Committee. After Bai Bin... ..."

"I'll go with you." Bai Bin stood up and glanced at Ding Hao who was opposite him. Ding Hao immediately turned his head away.Bai Bin lowered his eyes and clenched his fingers a little sorely, "I've thought about it, I want to transfer to another school and go there with you."

Secretary Bai glanced at his son next to him, a little surprised, but quickly accepted the words with a smile, "That's right, I plan to take Bai Bin with me when I come back this time. His mother and I are over there, so it's convenient." Take care, hehe." He and Bai Bin's mother was not at home all year round, Bai Bin was always taken care of by his grandfather, and they also owed Bai Bin, this time, Bai Bin did not agree to transfer to another school, but now he doesn't know why. Changed his words, but this is a good thing, he naturally agreed.

Everyone has always heard about Secretary Bai's transfer to the provincial party committee, and this time he heard it personally, and he continued to congratulate him.They are all a group of people who followed Secretary Bai. They are considered old subordinates, and they have a lot of calculations in their hearts.

During this period, Bai Bin didn't say a word. He was thinking about his future, his bargaining chips, and... Ding Hao.