新石器时代

The wind rustled the leaves of the vegetation.Ji Huaifeng pressed Gu Xiaolu, and Gu Xiaolu stared at Ji Huaifeng.Gu Xiaolu smiled and didn't speak, but Ji Huaifeng couldn't speak if he wanted to.The two of them just stared at each other for a long time, Ji Huaifeng's strength to press Gu Xiaolu became weaker, Gu Xiaolu pushed him away, patted his clothes and stood up.

Regardless of Ji Huaifeng still staying there angrily and stunned, he walked to the water and looked at it, and said, "I have a solution. The water here is flowing. If you want to lead the water into the house, set up a A waterwheel will do."

Ji Huaifeng: ""

Speaking of which, he was still debating whether to explain things clearly, why did Gu Xiaolu divert the topic again——

Gu Xiaolu turned back and said, "It happens that there are some big bamboos here. Cut the bamboos and cut them open, and cut open the bamboo joints on the facade to make water diversion tanks. The problem is that the drawn water has to be stored. Otherwise, who knows if the spring water will dry up sometimes? I remember that the country people in the past seemed to use big stones to chisel jars to fill the water.”

Ji Huaifeng walked over cautiously.Gu Xiaolu's attitude changed too quickly, whether he was angry or changed for the better, there was no trace to follow, he really couldn't keep up.He didn't even dare to say another word, because he was afraid that if he said something wrong, Gu Xiaolu would lose his face again.

But Gu Xiaolu asked in a questioning tone: "To dig a tank, you need tools, and you need to find softer stones. I don't know if you can find them, or you have to burn them with soil. How do you think it's easier? "

Ji Huaifeng still did not speak.

Gu Xiaolu sighed: "Look, I have a good talk with you, but you don't say it. I avoid you, and you get angry. I ask you what you want, but you still don't say it. What do you want? What do you want? How am I?"

Ji Huaifeng smiled wryly.So it was just a test.

"You said you were my friend, and your little brothers seemed to know me, but I really don't remember anything. When you appeared, you were a stranger to me. Why do you want me to believe it completely? A stranger, still accepting everything from him? Do you really think I'm so easy to bully? If we really had a friendship in the past, why didn't you tell me? You remember it was your business before, but it has nothing to do with me what relationship?"

Gu Xiaolu asked plausibly, and Ji Huaifeng was completely stunned by the question.

That's right.He never said anything.That's because he didn't dare to say it.He was afraid that he had said it, and that once Gu Xiaolu remembered it, he would immediately leave him—so far away that he would never see him again.

But he also forgot one thing. Not mentioning the past doesn't mean he can't express his feelings now.

Seeing that he still didn't speak, Gu Xiaolu shook his head: "Forget it. I'll go back first, you take your time to think about it."

"Little oar!" Ji Huaifeng strode up.He didn't dare to grab Gu Xiaolu's hand, so he grabbed the corner of his sleeve, "Wait! I'll say, I'll say, I'll say anything"

He finally made up his mind.It's better to go all out.Maybe out of this blind spot, there is a vast sea and sky outside.

"Listen, we used to be—really—" He searched hard in his mind, trying to find an appropriate word to describe their relationship at that time, "We did have a good time."

As soon as the words came out, he himself breathed a sigh of relief, and Gu Xiaolu seemed to also breathe a sigh of relief.

"It's pretty deep." Afraid of Gu Xiaolu's further questioning, he added another adjective after it.

Gu Xiaolu looked down at his hands, as if he was thinking about how to respond.Finally he said apologetically, "I don't remember. I, uh, didn't mean to."

That tone made Ji Huaifeng feel distressed.He quickly said: "It's okay, it doesn't matter if you don't remember. Really."

My heart said, you'd better never remember, then what you remember will always be my kindness to you.

Gu Xiaolu took two steps forward, and sat helplessly by the water, staring at the thin flowing water in a trance.

"Maybe something bad happened before?"

Ji Huaifeng's scalp tightened.Gu Xiaolu went on to say: "Do you still remember? You kissed me and hugged me before. When you kissed me, I hit you——I didn't want to hit you at that time, but I just hit you like that. Later On that bridge you tried to cuddle me to sleep and I was pissed I don't know why but it was. You see, I can't stand you making out with me. If we've been fine before, what's the matter It never happened, how could I be so wrong, it should be said that it is my body, how could I hate you so much?"

Ji Huaifeng looked at the sky helplessly.

He really didn't want to say a word about those things.He tried to reason with Gu Xiaolu: "Xiaolu, look, the past is over, it's better to forget it, and I'm afraid you will feel even worse if you think about it again. Why don't you—"

Gu Xiaolu spread his hands: "It's fine if you don't want to say it. But can you tell me two more things?"

Ji Huaifeng wasn't sure what he was going to ask, so he didn't dare to agree rashly, but asked, "What's the matter?"

"Did we ever live together in a house in a tree?"

Ji Huaifeng didn't expect this, and immediately nodded. "Yes, that's actually a hotel. We went on a trip together and stayed there for a few days."

"After we went to that place last time—the door in the mountain, I slowly remembered that my family sent me to the hospital because I always wanted to see someone, but they wouldn't let me. .Now that you think about it, that person should be you, right? I just want to ask you, when they took me to the hospital—where were you at that time?"

Gu Xiaolu's voice was a little choked up.

——Where were you when I wanted to see you the most and needed you the most?

Ji Huaifeng was completely stunned.

When he was still in touch with Gu Xiaolu, he had never heard of this matter.Then Gu Xiaolu was sent to the hospital after he left.At that time he was-

"Little scull me"

"Just say where you are. Where and what are you doing?"

"I'm in Thailand. My dad is in the hospital, not well."

Gu Xiaolu nodded, "It's over between us, isn't it? I don't have anything to know, take care." He smiled and turned around and walked towards the middle of the valley.

"Little scull!"

Gu Xiaolu had to stop.Ji Huaifeng hugged him tightly from behind the moment he took a step.

"Wait a minute—I said, I said—yes, we were done playing then, but I—I didn't miss you any day—I was so sad that I wanted to kill myself—didn't you just ask What do I want? I said, I want to accompany you, accompany you for the rest of my life, live a good life with you, never leave for a day, never leave for a minute, I just want this—"

After Ji Huaifeng finished speaking in one breath, he buried his face in his shoulders, and wrapped his arms tightly around him, as if he wanted to rub him into his body. "Give me a chance, Xiaolu, okay? This world is no longer the same as before, people from the past are gone, and no one will stop us. Give me a chance, let's be together."

In the end, he didn't even know what he was talking about.He was short of breath, his heart was beating violently, and the blood in his whole body was boiling as if it had been boiled.

"give me a chance"

The throat was suffocated so badly that in the end even the voice became hoarse.

Gu Xiaolu didn't move or make a sound.The one with Ji Huaifeng used to be like a figure covered by mist—although I vaguely knew that there was a person there, and I could barely see the general shape and outline, but I couldn't see the face clearly anyway.As for whether that person is good or bad, what his temper is, and whether he will suddenly turn around and stab him when he gets close, I have no way of knowing.

However, one thing is certain.The more Ji Huaifeng insisted on refusing to tell, the more he could guess how bad the memory was.He wanted to know a little bit, but he was also vaguely afraid of knowing.It's like a curious child who wants to push aside a clump of weeds to see what's inside, but is afraid that a snake will suddenly swim out of it and bite him hard.

Sometimes it is a good thing to forget all the unpleasant memories.

No matter what, Ji Huaifeng treats him very well now.He could already feel it when he was in Longhu Town.However, it was a loss in the end.When Ji Huaifeng took care of him wholeheartedly in the face of a stranger, although he would also be moved, his heart would beat faster and his palms would sweat, but he just couldn't accept it.

There seems to be a villain in his mind telling him all the time, be careful, be careful, don't fall into it, or you will get hurt.

All he can do is hide, bury his head in the sand like an ostrich, while hiding from Ji Huaifeng's goodness and his intimacy; while hiding from his own heart.

But now it's different.After finally confirming that Ji Huaifeng and himself had been together for a while, the vigilance in my heart was completely relaxed.It's not for no reason that Ji Huaifeng is good, his heart trembles, and it's not for no reason.

Now Ji Huaifeng is holding him in the same posture as that morning - when they were standing on the bank of the Yong River, facing the piles of bones at the bottom of the river, Ji Huaifeng was holding him in the same way.

Ji Huaifeng hugged him, murmured his name, and comforted him softly.After the boundless fear, he felt a solid sense of security for the first time.Since then, the nightmares that frequently disturbed him have gradually disappeared.

He didn't want to deny it, it was also because of Ji Huaifeng.

The invisible past and the clear present are still fighting in his mind.

Do you want to keep asking?Or do they just let it go and they start over like nothing happened?

This problem was too serious, and he couldn't tell what he wanted for a while.

"give me a chance"

When he suddenly came to his senses, Ji Huaifeng was still lying on top of him like a koala, muttering non-stop.He suddenly wanted to laugh, wanted to play with Ji Huaifeng.

"Well, you want to be with me, I know. You want to kiss me, hug me, fuck me, I know it all."

What he said was too simple and straightforward, Ji Huaifeng let go of his hand embarrassingly as soon as his face became hot.

"cough cough uh"

But when you think about it, when the two hit it off, how could they not want to go further?What Gu Xiaolu said was right, and he didn't want to deny it, so as not to make it difficult to get close to him later.

Ji Huaifeng simply went all out: "Since you know that, can you do it?"

His heart almost jumped out when he asked the last three words.When they were together in the past, the one called dry firewood burned fast, and it was the first time in their life to beg Gu Xiaolu to be with him in broad daylight like now.

If Gu Xiaolu resolutely says no, he probably won't be able to count on it in his life.

He simply let go of his hand, turned Gu Xiaolu to face him, and looked into his eyes seriously: "Is it okay?"

"Let's build a house first."

""

Ji Huaifeng gritted his teeth: "Okay! I'll build a big house!"

If you don't say "no" now, it means that there may be opportunities in the future.He had waited so long and didn't care to wait any longer.

He comforted himself by saying that being able to express his thoughts today is a big step forward in their relationship.

"You can build it however you want, here, on the tree, on the mountain, in the water - whatever you like!" Ji Huaifeng blew up the cowhide when he was happy, "Even if you want a palace, I will build it for you too !"

Gu Xiaolu burst into laughter: "Pig!"

Gu Xiaolu's smile was like a feather scratching into Ji Huaifeng's armpit, and he also laughed "poof".

So the two of them changed from the relative glaring just now to a relative smirk.

Ji Huaifeng pinched his cheek hard: "You are the pig!"

Lu Fei took his younger brothers to pull weeds in the wasteland near the village primary school for a long time, and Liang Tian finally let them rest.There is no ready-made meal.The people who came back from hunting threw some animal organs, ears, wild potatoes and other things to them, and asked them to cook for themselves.The younger brothers were all tired and got down on the ground. Lu Fei was obliged to go to the stream to wash up, and lit a fire to roast them.Fortunately, those things ripened quickly, and soon bursts of fragrance were emitted on the fire.

The scent seemed to attract someone.

Lu Fei turned his head and begged Liang Tian softly: "Village Chief, we still have some salt in the cave, you must have paid it back, right? Can you give us some first? People have to eat some salt to be strong." - Ah? Ah!"

Liang Tian wondered: "If you want salt, just say so, what?"

A voice behind said: "Village Chief, we want to borrow a few things."