The growth of a little child star

In the evening, Hasen brought Yuchen to a corner of Changti seashore. There was no one there on weekdays, the night sky was dotted with stars, and the sound of waves hitting rocks in the distance made Yuchen feel refreshed.

"Yuchen, can I ask you a question?" Hasen leaned against the fence beside the rock, his eyes as dark blue as the sea stared at Yuchen, with some curiosity in his expression, and more, a I'm so sorry.

"What?" Yuchen was taken aback. These days, Hasen was like a child in front of him, and he had never looked at him with such serious eyes.

"Although you always act very happy in front of us, I always feel that there is a kind of sadness in your eyes, can you tell me about it?" Hasen spoke slowly, as if he was considering how to word it carefully .

"Is it that obvious?" Yuchen froze for a moment, then smiled.

"Obviously." Hasen nodded seriously, very seriously.

"Hehe..." Yuchen smiled lightly, and sighed softly towards the boundless sea. Just when Hasen thought he wouldn't say anything, he slowly said, "On the other side of the sea, my motherland Here, there is my lover, but..."

Yuchen's tone seemed to be narrating other people's stories, but Hasen could hear a trace of sadness and helplessness in it, he listened quietly to what Yuchen said, until Yuchen finished speaking, he said: "Yuchen, Do you still love him now?"

"How could you not love..." Yuchen looked into the distance, as if he could see Shuye in that small house through the sea.

I don't know why, when facing Hasen, Yuchen's defense is always broken. He talked about the past between him and Shuye to a person who had been with him for less than a month, except for the father and son between them. relation.

"Is there any misunderstanding?" Hasen seemed to be shocked by what Yuchen said, he turned around in a daze, looked at the sea with Yuchen, and said in a low voice.

"I also hope that those are just misunderstandings...but..." Yuchen sighed, lowered his head, and looked at the sea water beating against the rocks not far away.

"I'm really envious of the Shu Ye in your mouth. I can get your love. If it were me, I would cherish it very much..." Hasen turned his head, looked at Yuchen's side face, and said with a volume that only two people could hear .

Yuchen was stunned. He turned his head and looked into Hasen's eyes. He didn't know when it started. The familiar emotion appeared in these pure eyes, which made him a little dazed. Also a little helpless.

"Yuchen, I won't force you to do anything, but if you are going back to China, I want to accompany you back, I still hope you can make it clear to him, if it is really... then I will invite you to come Denmark lives with me." Hasen looked at Yuchen and said word by word.

"..." Yuchen looked at Hasen, speechless for a while, he turned his head to face the sea, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, I'm afraid I won't fall in love with anyone else in this lifetime."

Hasen was shocked, and after a long silence, he laughed again, and said, "How will you know if you don't try? Yuchen, I hope you can give me a chance. Even if you still can't accept it in the end, I will bless you." of."

Yuchen had to admire Hasen's freedom and ease, he was almost powerless against such a warm, friendly, sincere and straightforward person.

Someone seems to have said that when a person is hurt, the heart is the easiest to be broken into. Yuchen, that's the case, he can't refuse this big boy with expectant eyes, but he can't forget the one in his heart. figure.

"If you don't speak, I'll take it as your agreement?" Hasen turned his head and smiled brilliantly at Yuchen, and then changed the subject without waiting for Yuchen's response.

After that day, Hasen never talked about the same topic with Yuchen again. He either took Yuchen to play everywhere, or played video games with Yuchen at home, but every time he wanted to introduce some new friends to Yuchen , were rejected by Yuchen.

Soon, Yuchen's visa was about to expire, and Hasen began to help Yuchen pack his luggage. Originally, when he came, he only had a small suitcase, but after packing, he found that the suitcase couldn't fit at all. There were a lot of suitcases that Hasen bought for him. All kinds of gadgets, including the traditional outfit that makes people laugh.

With Yuchen's acquiescence, Hasen also started to pack his luggage and returned to China with Yuchen.

Setting foot on this familiar land, Yuchen felt a lot of emotion. Sitting in the taxi, he looked at every familiar building, and the memories swept over him, which made him a little overwhelmed.

When he stood at the door of his house, he flinched again, he didn't know what he was going to face, he only knew that maybe all his expectations would come to naught, he deceived himself countless times, this It was just a misunderstanding, but today, he will ask Shuye to tell him whether those photos are real or not.

Because of the time difference, Yuchen asked Hasen to go to bed first, while he sat on the sofa and waited.It's already night, if Shu Ye is still like before, then he should be home soon.

Just as Yuchen was sitting on the sofa blankly, the door rang.

He heard the rustling of footsteps and turned his head away.

In just over a month, Shuye became haggard and reeked of alcohol. Although he was still shaved, he was no longer in the spirit of the past. The face that used to smile like sunshine was now Pale and bloodless, he stood at the door and wanted to take off his shoes, but because of his drunkenness, he couldn't put on the slippers anyway, until he saw the familiar pair of leather shoes, his body shook and he froze.

A pair of unfocused black eyes slowly lifted up, and when they found the figure on the sofa, in the red and swollen eye sockets, those black eyes were like stars in the night sky, and the brilliance that bloomed almost flashed Yuchen's eyes.

He was wearing leather shoes on one foot and slippers on the other, before he even had time to close the door, he staggered to the sofa, holding Yuchen's arms tightly with both hands, staring at Yuchen for a long time as if to make sure, before using the A hoarse voice said: "Chen...you are back..."

"Little Ye...how did you make yourself like this..." Yuchen didn't like the smell of alcohol on Shuye's body, so he frowned and asked.

"I..." Shu Ye was overwhelmed by great joy, he was so excited that he couldn't speak, he let go of Yuchen's arm, and twisted his thigh fiercely, only to make sure that he was not in a dream .

"Go and wash your face." Looking at Shu Ye like this, Yuchen felt extremely distressed, but he still suppressed himself. He was afraid that once he stretched out his hand, he would no longer be able to restrain himself.

"I don't." Shuye shook his head like a rattle. He didn't want Yuchen to leave his sight. He was afraid that Yuchen would disappear after washing his face. He was afraid that all this was just a dream.

"Hey, sit down first." Yuchen looked at him and sighed helplessly, but a small hope was ignited in his heart. If Shuye became like this for him, wouldn't that mean that compared to that For women, does Shu Ye love him more?

"Okay, sit down, sit down." Shu Ye regarded Yuchen as a lost and found treasure, and his face was filled with joy and panic. He wiped his pants, wiped off the sweat from his hands, and stroked his The face that he missed for more than a month.

"Xiaoye, I came back to ask you whether those photos are real, whether you and that girl..." Yuchen calmed down and said slowly. He couldn't continue, because he was afraid of hearing Shuye's answer, and he had already made up his mind to ask clearly, but at this moment, it fell apart.

"Of course..." Shu Ye was about to say something, but he found a strange figure in his peripheral vision. He looked at Hasen who walked out of his bedroom rubbing his eyes, and then at Yuchen who was sitting in front of him. There was something in his eyes. Unbelievable, disappointment and pain overwhelmed him, he said in an extremely low voice, "Of course it's true, the two of us are very happy now."

Yuchen was shocked, because he was nervous about Shuye's answer, so he didn't notice Hasen, but because of Shuye's words, his whole body collapsed, trembling lips tremblingly said a word, then With the unopened suitcase, he left the home he was looking forward to infinitely.

"Then... I wish... you... happiness..." This is the last sentence left by Yuchen.

"Yuchen!" Hasen saw this situation, quickly grabbed his luggage and chased after him.

In the room, Shuye was the only one left. Yuchen's last words not only hurt himself, but also Shuye's heart. He lay down on the sofa, as if everything just now was a dream Generally, like every night for more than a month.

This month, Shuye seems to be living in his own dream. He is more like a wandering soul than Yuchen. He wanders around the set and school, living the same life as before. When he was alone, when he returned home, there was no hot supper, no warm body, only a cold bed and a cold sofa.

He hugged Yuchen's pajamas and spent more than a month. During this month, he never stopped looking for Yuchen. He was no longer the same as before. After filming, he had to watch other actors on the set. Instead, after the scene, they began to leave footprints again in every place they walked together.

He didn't collapse like last time, in order not to worry Dawei, he would talk and laugh in front of people, save all the tears at night, and sprinkle them countless times in the pajamas that exude a familiar smell.After the last film was finished, Shu Ye didn't take any more jobs, and ran around the city every day, looking forward to seeing that familiar figure one day.

Every day he walked out of the house with hope, but every day he returned disappointed. On this day, he went to Nanqiao Street, sat in the tavern that Yuchen had described to him, drank the same wine as Yuchen, and hoped for a Little by little, he almost collapsed, and then came back with red and swollen eyes from crying.