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Jin Bao still had the same attitude, he stuffed a pillow between the two quilts, without even looking at Xu Bin.

Xu Bin pretended not to see it, and hugged Jin Bao as soon as he got under the covers. Before Jin Bao could furrow his eyebrows, there was a pop on his mouth, and he was kissed.

Jin Bao burst into flames, "Xu Bin..."

"Sleep, sleep, it's almost dawn, how long do you want to toss about." Xu Bin took advantage of the advantage and covered his head with the quilt, expressing that he was going to sleep.

"Don't be like this, I can't be with you anymore."

"sleep."

"You still don't want to come to me..." Jin Bao paused, hesitated for a while, and continued to talk to Xu Bin calmly, "You are good-looking, rich and capable, who do you want? Ah, whoever you want to like can refuse, you really don’t need to come all the way to find me and be wronged here... who am I? Yes, now that the child is gone, I can't make any money, my mother is dead, and we are over..."

After hearing his thunderous words, Xu Bin would no longer be a man if he pretended to be asleep. He sat up naked, his eyelashes curled up, and smiled gently: "That is to say, what did you tell me?" You like me, are you deliberately teasing me, playing with me?"

Xu Bin hadn't shown this expression for a long time. When he smiled, Jin Bao felt his scalp tighten up, and his throat was blocked when he wanted to speak.But he is no longer the reckless kid who didn't understand anything a few months ago. After spending so long with Xu Bin, he has practiced some skills no matter what.

"I'm not kidding you, it's just that I don't like it anymore."

"If you say you like it, you like it. If you say you don't like it, you don't like it. If you say you want it, you don't want it.

Jin Bao knew that he was going to talk about the fact that Jin Bao rode him again, but this was next door to someone else's bedroom, so he quickly blocked his mouth, "Hush your voice!"

Xu Bin threw away Jin Bao's hand, and took a long time to get over the pain. The pain in his heart was gone, and he asked after a long time, "Tell me, why don't you like me anymore."

It took a long time for Jin Bao to say, "Our starting point is impossible to have sincerity, our relationship is not reliable."

"Fart!" Xu Bin suppressed his voice hard, "What do you think our starting point is? You were pressed on the bed by me? That's not it! You saved me from the sea of ​​fire, and I woke up after sleeping for four months Come here, that's the starting point!"

"Okay, even if it's the starting point, where there is the starting point, there is the end point." Jin Bao looked out the window, and the shadows of the sycamore trees in the yard were sparsely scattered all over the ground, like ghosts, "The end point is, you killed My mother, I will never forgive you in my life, we are over."

"It was an accident. I didn't intend to kill your mother." Xu Bin shouted, his face contorted, "You want to abandon me! You abandoned me, why did you abandon me? Since you planned to abandon me, why did you abandon me? If you want to save me, you might as well let me die in the fire!"

Jin Bao was taken aback. Xu Bin was not like this in his impression. He had seen Xu Bin face Yang Hao's gun. He was calm, calm, and calm. The only thing that revealed his mood was the sneer on his lips. How could he be in the underworld? He's been around for more than ten years, but what is he talking about now?

Jin Bao could only educate him, "There is no chance of re-choosing what you have done. It is a fact that I saved you, and it is also a fact that you killed my mother."

Xu Bin smiled coldly, and the corners of his mouth trembled a little, "It's a fact that you like me, and it's also a fact that I have a crush on you. If you dare to run away, I will catch you back to the ends of the earth."

Jin Bao was in a gloomy mood, and said sullenly, "Why are you forcing me... Do you know that there is an old Chinese saying that a twisted melon is not sweet? It means that things that don't go according to nature will not have good results. You put What's the use of me catching it back, I will never like you again in my life, I have given up on you. "

"Give up? Just because I killed your mother, you gave up on me?"

"No, I'm not suitable for you... Anyway, let me tell you the truth, you are not as important as my mother." Jin Bao's expression after finishing speaking was, do you understand?

It took Xu Bin two or three seconds to understand, and his face turned pale, "Jin Bao, fuck me. Your uncle!"

Xu Bin's status in Jin Bao's heart is not as good as his mother's. Jin Bao decided to break up with Xu Bin for his mother, but what is Jin Bao in Xu Bin's heart?Apart from himself, Jin Bao is the number one in his mind!You see, both of them like the same thing. The same thing has such a light place and weight in Jin Bao's heart, but it has so much weight in Xu Bin's heart. How fucking unfair, fair, and fair it is!

Xu Bin pulled up the quilt, turned around and lay down, and the feeling of flying away from the moment he secretly kissed Jin Bao flew to the west, leaving only a bellyful of wimps!

After a long time, Jin Bao lay down slowly and put the pillow between the two of them under his head. He knew that Xu Bin would not kiss him secretly again.

Jin Bao didn't feel heartache, his heart ached long after the death of his mother and child, and Xu Bin's unconscious injury.Now he has made it clear to Xu Bin, and said a lot of serious things against his will... Judging by Xu Bin's reaction, he should have given up. I slept with Xu Bin for the last time, Xu Bin should leave tomorrow.

No pity, the last time is not worth remembering.

But at dawn, Jin Bao realized that he was wrong, Xu Bin meant to leave at all!

Not only did he not leave, he also squatted on the threshold with Chen Fugui to chat, smoke other people's dry cigarettes, and inquired about Jin Bao's childhood, and even covered the embarrassing incident of Jin Bao wearing crotch pants when he was seven years old when he went to school.

Jin Bao held his breath and said, "Are you free now?"

"Not busy, some are free, you are busy with your own."

When Xu Bin was around, Chen Fugui's family added another pair of chopsticks. The Chen family didn't dislike him at all. Xu Bin is the kind of person who can quickly figure out other people's thoughts, and he can chat with anyone. The young and old chatted very happily.

Jin Bao didn't tell Xu Bin that his heart for Xu Bin had long since cooled.I carried the ashes of the child by myself to the cemetery where the baby was buried in the village, picked a small cypress tree, dug a hole, and buried the child in it.

If the soul of this child can hear it, he should understand Jin Bao's feelings for him. He has never enjoyed a day of mother's love or a day's father's love. He is a poor lonely soul who came to this world for nothing. Jin Bao remembered the pain of abortion , I hope this child also remembers the pain of being born as a human being, remembers the mother's body he lodged in when he parted - the reluctance and helplessness of that person, remembers love, don't hate, and have a good pregnancy in the next life.

When Jinbao was in the Chen family, Xu Bin had already become a member of Chen Fugui's family, and he even learned the song "Eighteen Touches" from Chen Fugui.

Jin Bao ignored him and told Chen Fugui at night that he wanted to bury Jin Ma in three days, which happened to be an auspicious day for the burial. According to the rules, starting from today, Jin Bao would stay vigil in the mourning hall until the day of Jin Ma's burial.

Jin Bao's family had no relatives, and the funeral he organized for Jin's mother was simple. Apart from notifying the village head and a few elders of Jin's Village, there were no one there.

After dinner, after a few elders worshiped his mother, Jin Bao was left alone in the deserted mourning hall, kneeling on a straw mat covered in sackcloth, because Dai Xiao could not wear shoes, and in the cold winter, he could only be barefooted. The ankles are purple.

Xu Bin came here once, and he wanted to kneel with Jin Bao, but Jin Bao drove him out. He was the sinner who killed his mother, and he wanted to kneel. Didn't this mean that the soul under Jin Bao would not rest in peace.

Of course, Jinbao is also a sinner.And Jinbao, except for the endless guilt and repentance, he can only kneel upright in the mourning hall, begging for a rougher straw mat, begging for a colder sky, the pain of his numb and stiff body cannot offset one ten-thousandth of his sins feel.

Kneeling in front of the mourning hall for three days and three nights, without sleep, speech, or tears.

On the day of the burial, Jin Bao had sunken cheeks, black eyelids, and a beard on his chin, long and short, overgrown with weeds.

Jin's mother was buried next to Jin Bao's father. A deep pit was dug, and there was still a fresh smell of yellow earth.

At first, Jin Bao had a dull face, grayer than that of a dead person, as if he had lost his soul, and his eyes were straight when looking at people.Until everyone put down the huge coffin containing Jin Ma's ashes, and buried the coffin with shovel after shovel.

Jin Bao let out a few hoarse groans from his throat, and yelled "Mom—" before he burst into tears. The tears were like a flood that burst a bank, and he sat on the ground on the fucking grave and wept until he passed out.

The people in the village knew that a friend of Jinbao's outside was the one who carried him back. Chen Fugui helped Jinbao take care of the burial. When he returned home, he didn't see Jinbao or Xu Bin. The car at the entrance of the village disappeared, so I felt relieved.

The author has something to say: Sorry, I am a late bird, I swear I will update every day in the future! ! ! !

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