[Famous Books] Desire for control and arrogance

After speaking, she lowered her hands covering Aldrich's eyes.

His black eyes finally returned to the sunlight. His eyes were not very focused at the moment, but his reaction was extremely quick. After seeing Alice's expression clearly, he chewed carefully when Alice said what she just said. If you are in a possible mood, immediately say: "Okay."

The speed of speaking was extremely fast, because he was afraid that Alice would go back on his word.

Of course, Alice could not have the intention of repenting. She patiently waited for Aldridge to agree, and then pushed Aldrich back to the dining table. After the two of them finally finished their dinner together, she suggested: "The medicine prescribed by the doctor What is it like? Can you tell me all the specific recovery suggestions he gave?"

Aldridge doesn't know how to hide, nor does he want to hide.

He originally received Alice's preferential treatment because of his illness, so of course he has to reveal all of his illness now, and if it can be whitewashed to make it serious, he will say it even more seriously.

After he finished speaking half-truth and half-acting, Alice frowned and sympathized with him even more.

"I didn't expect you to be so seriously ill." She sighed.

Aldrich smiled weakly, but was extremely satisfied in his heart.

"I'm fine, it's good that you can accompany me." He didn't say how uncomfortable he was, but turned to words of congratulation.

Once these words were spoken, it was even more pitiful.

Alice pursed her lips, and then asked him what his daily life was like after his illness worsened.

This topic could have been discussed in depth and for a long time, but unfortunately Aldrich is not the kind of person who is good at chatting, and he answered quickly and perfectly, and soon the two of them had nothing to talk about.

On the second day, Alice began to feel a little bored around Aldrich.

Although she can sympathize with him, she really needs a happy life.

She didn't show the gloom in her heart, and continued to face him with a smile.

Fortunately, Aldrich is very insecure now, and he is extremely worried about gains and losses. However, after seeing that Alice is extremely easily attracted by the birdsong outside the window, he pursed his mouth unwillingly, especially dissatisfied with the current dry talking atmosphere, suddenly He opened his mouth and said, "Do you want to listen to the story I read?"

Alice was a little surprised that he actually wanted to serve like this, but listening to stories is better than continuing boring topics, she nodded, and then heard Aldrich's vivid pure language performance.

His ability to read aloud is really superb. If she closes her eyes, even if there is no music around, Alice feels as if she is in front of a stage, and there is an exquisite performance playing in her ears.

"Have you practiced?" Alice's eyes suddenly stared at Aldridge brightly, as if candles were lit in the dark night.

"Well," Aldridge smiled easily and said meaningfully, "Don't you like drama? I can't learn acting by myself, it's too time-consuming, and I have to practice with others, not mine Personality, but I thought that just listening to the story can be very exciting, so I thought you would like it, and I learned a lot without knowing it, and I got to the current appearance."

Alice was stunned, she had no idea that Aldrich had learned this for her.

Those endless gifts are already enough effort. He actually thought about her and did things like this during the five years he hadn't been in touch with her. This kind of him is really like what he said, he once let go of her. Do you like her?He is really like this...

"Hey, I'm not talking about you. You are so busy every day and you learn so many things that are extremely likely to be unrewarding. If you don't fall ill, who will fall ill?" Alice suddenly complained in a low voice.

Aldridge was waiting for Alice to be moved, and Alice was gradually moved, but who could tell him why Alice said that he deserved to be sick?

Aldrich's shocked and hurt expression was too obvious, and Alice suddenly realized that she shouldn't have said this.

Alas, blame her. She can always think about things when she speaks, and she is used to not covering up in front of Aldrich, so now she always blurts out her words. Now that Aldrich is in such a miserable state, she must control herself. You can't always hurt others habitually.

"...I'm stupid," Alice thought about it and immediately reflected on herself, "Don't mind me, I didn't mean that."

The corners of Aldrich's mouth twitched, thinking that she was the only one still laughing at herself for being stupid. If she was really stupid, then there would not be anyone with a sharp tongue in this world.

But after being speechless, it was a bit sweet, because this was the first time Alice comforted him against his will.

He smiled tolerantly, and moved the book on his hand: "It's okay, I know you care about me. I will take good care of myself in the future, do you still want to listen?"

Of course Alice still wanted to hear it. She watched him read it earnestly, and the more she listened, the more she liked it, and the more she listened, the more immersed she was in the art world created by Aldrich.

She keeps filling his glass with water, telling him to drink more water to protect his throat, and to read more by the way.

Aldridge was somewhat satisfied with her focused and fascinated gaze at first, but he drank too much water and read too much, and he couldn't stand it anymore.

After going to the toilet with the help of the servant twice in a row, when he returned to Alice, he always saw Alice handing him the book thoughtfully. After that, he was sensitive to the fact that Alice's thoughtfulness was really limited. , if it is about something she is passionate about, she is still the kind of person who tends to ignore other people's physical conditions.

Alas, he really wanted to hold on, but now he could only cough a few times weakly, using this trick to successfully express that his body was tired, needed to rest, and didn't miss it anymore.

Alice finally let him go, and said softly: "Then stop talking, let's read together."

She took his book and began to read it with relish. It was obvious that she was already immersed in the story and completely forgot to care about Aldrich.

Aldridge also picked up a book, but didn't read it carefully.

The only thing he was interested in now was being with Alice, and he really didn't have much interest in anything else.

Although I'm dissatisfied that Alice didn't look at him anymore, it only happened when he was tired, and what she was obsessed with now was chosen by himself, and then personally recommended to Alice, and any other living person, It doesn't even matter if it's any other living thing, so he can bear it too.

Days passed like this, and Aldrich tried his best to get Alice to pay attention to him.

He is no longer the person who was easy to touch Alice's points, and now he probably knows her hobbies better than Alice herself.

Many things in the country were burned. Fortunately, some gifts he ordered for Alice from all over the country were not burned. In order to coax Alice to stay, he read stories and gave Alice some novelties to play with. It is to try all kinds of delicious food, beautiful clothes and beautiful things for Alice.

Alice was very helpful, and she really forgot about returning to China comfortably, and happily fooled around with Aldrich every day.

She began to feel more and more that living with Aldrich was also a good thing.

Aldrich enjoyed many good days in harmony with Alice, but it was at the cost of his deliberate efforts.

The easiest way for his illness to aggravate is to think too much. He always thinks about things every day, and soon becomes more ill again.

Illness is the hardest thing to hide, not to mention that Alice is basically doing activities with Aldrich, and feels Aldrich's suffering intuitively.

Looking at Alice's worried face and feeling his useless body, he deeply felt that this was too bad, he had to find something that attracted her instinctively without thinking, so that he could stay still without being tired. hold her.

But this matter is really hard to think about, no matter how much he thinks about it, he can't think of an exit, and his condition worsens.

He was already thinking too much, not only physically uncomfortable, but also a little thinking disorder in the brain, but he was simply indomitable. At this time, he continued to stay by her side and longed for her like an addiction.

A person's excessive emotions always need an outlet. One night, Aldridge dreamed that he finally got what he wanted in his dream, hooking Alice and marrying him.

It's just that it is impossible for a good dream to come to him who is extremely anxious at the moment, and Alice in the dream soon loses interest in him, as if she has left him.

There was nothing he could do about it, and he did some extreme things on instinct, which eventually caused Alice to completely hate him, and she wanted to sever ties with him no matter what.

This dream was too real and too logical. Now that he was fragile, he couldn't stand the grievance brought about by such a tragedy. When he woke up, he couldn't control his red eyes, and he couldn't recover for a long time.

Even with Alice in front of him, he still couldn't stop the sadness and fear deep in his body. He would only cry while holding Alice, but he couldn't speak at all.

Alice became nervous and worried after being made by him, and asked repeatedly: "What's wrong with you? Tell me..."

"It's nothing," he replied calmly after two hours, when his tears were almost dry.

But this kind of expression was too self-repressing, he endured it, and finally looked at Alice with undisguised possessive eyes, and he said forcefully: "I was afraid that you would leave me, so I made you Get out of my nightmare. Alice, we are really happy together now, right? Please, don't abandon me."

Obviously the content of the speech is very humble, but the momentum seems to be intimidating.

Fortunately, his tears still covered his face, covering up a lot of his dark emotions.

Alice looked at him silently for a moment, sighed, and thought about how difficult his life was, she said, "I don't have any thoughts of abandoning you. Don't worry, I'm very happy with you now , like going back to when my mother was still alive when I was a child, I can laugh happily without other people doing anything. So, don't worry, I won't leave you until I can, don't worry."

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