[Famous Books] Desire for control and arrogance

Because the lover is an actor, Alice also likes the appearance of the lover when he is an actor, so even if the two are together, Alice did not tell the lover to stop acting.

While watching her lover's performance in the box, she was summarizing her life for the past month.

It has been half a year since she left the life of Campbell Kingdom, and all the sad things have almost been let go, but the sense of crisis accumulated during that time has been urging her to work hard.

The heavy uneasiness accumulated during that time made her feel flustered every time the time passed. Only when she summed up the gains of the month could she feel a little more at ease.

She is learning to take care of the land and property given by her father, investing in the business she likes to gain benefits, learning to figure out everyone's thoughts, trying to track the actions of the nobles, and insisting on asking people to inquire about the certificates issued by her father every day. National policy……

This kind of life is very tiring, which greatly reduces her play time, but she listened to Mrs. Sharp's words: [Which adult is not tired? 】

Yes, as long as you work hard, you will be tired.

Regular contact with Mrs. Sharp was really the best decision she made after returning to China.

This lady taught her to love others, and also taught her many life principles.

Although she didn't show much dependence on Mrs. Sharp, deep down in her heart, she often felt that Mrs. Sharp was taking care of her like a gentle mother.

She used to be reluctant to be taught by others, and no one took the initiative to teach her gently, but now it is different, she has someone to teach her, this lady is tolerant and strong, she likes it very much.

Alice thought of Mrs. Sharp, and the corners of her mouth curled up in a warm arc.

No matter how wonderful the lover's performance in the theater is, it can't attract her anymore.

After an unknown amount of time, she finally waited until the door of the box was knocked.

Alice narrowed her eyes happily, but quickly covered it habitually, looked at the door reservedly, and said, "Come in, I didn't close the door."

The door creaked open, and in came Mrs. Sharp, whom she had just been thinking about.

"Your Highness, I'm sorry I'm late, something happened at home." Mrs. Sharp said apologetically.

Alice didn't mind at all, she shook her head, and said with a smile: "It's okay, you sent a servant to tell me in advance, so don't be so restrained."

Mrs. Sharp also knew that Alice would not mind, so she didn't say any more. After sitting down next to Alice, she picked up a glass of red wine on the table and drank it familiarly, watching the performance on the stage in the distance in a relaxed manner.

Alice finished the final summary of this month in a few strokes, picked up the page that was confusing, and wanted to talk to Mrs. Sharp.

Mrs. Sharp and Alice's gatherings were originally for chatting, and she never focused all her attention on the stage, so she stopped looking at the stage without hesitation and concentrated on answering Alice's questions.

While answering, she looked at Alice's docile expression almost like a bunny, and felt that the reality was very magical.

The ghost knows how she got acquainted with this princess, and the ghost knows why the princess is only gentle and lovely to her.

At the beginning of their contact, it was obviously only the princess who asked her to introduce men, but it seemed that the princess felt that what she said was simple and to the point, so whenever the princess had problems with her lover, she would always talk to her.

But how dare she know how to teach a princess belonging to the royal family how to get along with her lover at will. From a traditional perspective, it is a scandal for a princess to be entangled with an actor if she is unwilling to get married.

For the sake of safety, she has been trying to find a way not to talk about those scandals.

So when she learned that the princess had a heart knot of making money to protect herself because she was demoted to a commoner, based on her own experience and knowledge, she always introduced the topic to making money and being a human being. She spoke.

Of course, she felt that reality was magical, but she didn't resist this reality. After all, it felt very good to be treated preferentially by the princess.

Although King Edward didn't like her introducing the actor named Alvin to Alice, he was very happy to see her teach Alice how to do things, so he gave her a lot of benefits.

While randomly thinking about her recent life changes, she easily answered all Alice's doubts.

After talking about this topic, in order not to let Alice talk about men, she habitually wanted to lead Alice to talk about each other's recent situation, but her plan was quickly broken, because the man Alvin who finished the play Knock on the door and enter the box.

"Alvin." Alice called the famous name, her tone was not intimate, but friendly.

Alvin didn't mind Alice's indifference to him at all. As soon as he saw her, he hung his heart on her. After a quick salute, he purposely sat beside Alice with greedy and expectant eyes. Asked as if no one else was there, "Your Highness, did I perform well today?"

This play was not new at all, he had already acted in front of Alice not a hundred times, but dozens of times; he was the best actor, even if he made a mistake, he could handle it well and bring the whole stage to a successful conclusion.

But he still asked, like every lover in a state of passionate love, every moment irrationally only wants to be affirmed by his beloved.

Alice skillfully picked up the fruit on the table and gave it to him, handing it to him and saying, "Of course."

It was just a short sentence, but Alvin was as happy as if he had gotten honey. As a result, he didn't eat much fruit, and he focused on Alice.

Mrs. Sharp is still a little uncomfortable with this kind of scene. Although the king acquiesced in doing this, she is also the kind of person who does her own way, but she is really afraid that she will see too much of this scene that can be defined as a "royal scandal" by other countries. If you are not careful, you will attract some disasters.

"Your Highness, sir, I'm sorry, I want to go out and tidy my clothes." She used the excuse of going to the bathroom as a reason to retreat.

Of course, this gentleman refers to Alvin. After all, he is now the princess' lover, and she has to change her address, instead of casually calling Alvin as she did half a year ago.

Alice smiled and nodded at her, and Alvin also turned the corner of his mouth to face her, but the corner of his eyes was obviously still on Alice.

As soon as Mrs. Sharp left and the door of the box was closed, Alvin drew the curtain to prevent the whole box from being seen by outsiders. Then he couldn't wait to kneel on the ground, holding Alice's hand and kissing.

He loves Alice so much, as long as Alice is in front of his eyes, he can be easily aroused.

At this moment, he was clearly in love, but he didn't dare to do anything more, he could only humbly kiss the right hand that his lover only allowed him to kiss.

Alice sat on the chair the whole time, only looking down at him, without any movement, until he opened his hazy eyes and raised his head and called softly: "Your Highness..."

Alice finally moved, raised his chin with her fingers, bent down, and kissed his lips lightly a few times.

After kissing, she said restrainedly: "Mrs. Sharp will be back later, why are you always so eager."

"Because I like Your Highness." Alvin said sweetly, touching his lips that had been kissed by his lover.

Alice couldn't help chuckling, but she restrained herself and became serious, saying to him, "Get up quickly, open the curtains and sit down honestly, I don't want Mrs. Sharp to see us being rude."

"Okay." Alvin nodded meekly. Although he still felt a little resentful, dissatisfied that Alice could always control all his emotions, he obediently followed her instructions.

While waiting for Mrs. Sharp's return, Alvin held back and held back, but couldn't help hinting again expectantly: "Your Highness, I miss you so much, I always feel that we have too little time to meet, can you let me live with you?"

Alice knew what he meant. He was dissatisfied with how little he had and wanted to invade all of her life and have more intimate relationships with her.

He also induced her to have contact with him other than kissing, saying that submissive sex was normal.

Of course she knew it was normal, but it was too fast, even though it had been a long half a year together, she still felt that it was too fast.

She didn't expect that she was this type of person. She had heard about all the things about men and women from many channels, but when she was really free to be with men, she was extremely cautious and paid great attention to the sense of emotional progression.

But now, she and Alvin are far from being able to have a closer step.

Alvin did make her heart beat when he was on stage, and he himself was obedient and sensible, but Alice always felt that something was missing, and there was always a feeling of insecurity, so she accepted him, but also kept a certain attitude towards him. vigilance.

"Alvin, can you take your time? I miss you too, but it's too fast." She told him the previous answer again.

Alvin's eyes were obviously disappointed for a moment, and he took Alice's right hand lonely, clasped his fingers tightly with her, and said coquettishly: "You should fall in love with me quickly, I am full of you now, please You love me more."

Alice shook his hand reassuringly.

After a few minutes in this state, Mrs. Sharp finally came back. Alice slowly broke free from Alvin's hand, with a bright smile on her face, and looked at Mrs. Sharp tenderly.

Alvin didn't like Alice being closer to this lady than he was at all, and he didn't like Alice's restraint because of her. He gritted his teeth in dissatisfaction, and after listening to the conversation between the two of them for a while, he found it very boring as before .

There was still heavy makeup on his face for the stage, and the uncomfortable feeling on his face was more obvious when he was bored, so he said to Alice: "Your Highness, I'll go and change my clothes first."

Alice was talking about her joy, but she still looked at him gently and said, "Okay."

Watching Alvin leave, Alice looked at Mrs. Sharp. It was just such an interruption, and she kind of forgot where the rambling words just went.

Mrs. Sharp also forgot, and the two couldn't recall it for a few seconds, so they looked at each other and laughed.

Such a relaxed and comfortable atmosphere, Mrs. Sharp was about to breathe a sigh of relief and bring up a new topic, who knew that she was just breathing a sigh of relief, Alice took the lead to speak, and the topic turned out to be Alvin who had just been out for a long time, that is to say... Mrs. Sharp is back on the topic of "The Princess's Man in a Royal Scandal".

Mrs. Sharp resigned herself to her fate, and began to listen with unrequited love.

Alice really trusted Mrs. Sharp, so she told her the troubles she just thought of: "Madam, can you give me an idea? Alvin wants to live with me, but on the one hand, I think it's too soon. On the one hand, I feel that I really have nothing to talk to him all day, so I feel sad when I think of being with him, but he will also feel sad because I don’t accept him enough, I...I feel sorry for him.”

"The princess is becoming more and more considerate. It's good to think about things from the standpoint of the other party, but after all, love is a matter of two people's feelings. There is no need for the princess to wrong herself for Alvin." Mrs. Sharp said indifferently, "Alvin Wen is good, and she is also someone the princess is willing to associate with, but it may not be suitable for you, you have to pay attention to your own feelings."

Mrs. Sharp had no special opinion on Alvin, but she wished that Alice would break up with him sooner, so she looked at the problem objectively and calmly.

Her words are very reasonable, and they are words that can make Alice not feel wronged. Alice really likes her more and more. Alice can't help thinking: If her own mother hadn't died, how would she be able to deal with this kind of problem? On, should also advise her like Mrs. Sharp.

Seeing that Alice was deep in thought, Mrs. Sharp estimated that Alice would have to digest this topic today. She really didn't want to talk about the private affairs of these princesses, so she wanted to leave first on the grounds that she still had something to do.

This was the first time she had to leave at a party, and Alice saw her off immediately, knowing that she was busy.

When the people left, Alice thought that she hadn't said goodbye to Alvin yet, and there was nothing wrong in the box, so she hesitated to put on a face mask and wanted to go to Alvin.

This was the first time she went to find Alvin in advance. The audience in the theater had all left, and she only saw the back of a theater staff sweeping the floor along the way.

However, Alvin took her to the backstage where she was removing makeup before, and Alice could find her way without trouble.

It was very late now, and the backstage was relatively dark, but Alice was very courageous, walked gracefully, and walked lightly like a cat at night, and almost quietly found the single room where Alvin took off his makeup.

The door was not closed properly, and Alice gently pushed it open a little bit, but only a little bit, and she never pushed it open again.

There is indeed Alvin inside the door, and Alvin is indeed staying in this single room, but he is not removing his makeup obediently.

Alice clearly saw that he was kissing an actress.

His expression was familiar to her, full of longing.

His state at this time felt very strange to her, he was completely different from when he was by her side, he was humble when he was by her side, but he was superior when he was by this actress's side.

Alice didn't go in, didn't make a sound, watched it for a while, and left quietly without any hesitation.

She walked more and more anxiously, but she also had more and more thoughts.

She seemed to know why she didn't love Alvin so much.

He looks up to her, but that doesn't mean true surrender and respect in his heart; he adores her, but maybe her attention comes too easily, he only knows how to ask for it; He never listened to his wife when she spoke, and he didn't know how to pry into her innermost request.

She was a little disappointed, but not too sad, because she was wary of him, and if he made her angry, she had a lot of ways to get revenge.

He was too complacent and too fragile, and he couldn't touch her too much emotion at all, so it was boring.

So who's interested?

Her footsteps stopped suddenly, and a figure suddenly flashed past her eyes.

It seemed that apart from her relatives and Mrs. Sharp who could arouse her too many emotions, that was the only person.

Although she hated him, spurned him, and took revenge on him, to be honest, it was really fun to torture him.

But what do you want him to do? She only fell in love with him for a moment when they first met, and then it disappeared. Although he had a profound influence on her, she didn't have any chance to meet him.

They had been married, but never had any marriage.

Alice easily stopped thinking about Aldridge, and returned to the manor that her father gave her. After discussing with the servants how to deal with Alvin, she had a serious meal, took a good bath, did maintenance work, and fell asleep comfortably. up.

She was not affected, but for Alvin, it was a devastating blow.

"Please let me explain to the princess, there is a misunderstanding here..." He broke down and begged, desperately longing for his lover who he had loved for half a year.