Self-help guide for non-professional young masters

"These days in Chang'an are warm, the snow is melting everywhere, and the rheumatism is everywhere. Your leg must be hurting."

"Thank you, my lord, for your concern. I've been in pain for so many years, and I'm used to it. There's nothing to be surprised about."

"No, every year at this time, you are in unbearable pain. Ever since you crippled one of your legs for this king, you have not had a safe life every day and every year. This king does not believe that your efforts are fake, but If that's true, what role have you been playing all these years?"

Liu Yuqing suddenly laughed, flung her hands, leaned back, leaned on the back of the chair in a very comfortable posture, even raised Erlang's legs regardless of etiquette, and stroked the wet hair on her forehead.

"Friends, spies, traitors, whatever you think." At the end, he quietly added: "I will not defend myself."

Next, without waiting for Xiao Beicheng to ask, he said again: "There is no reason, it's just that I don't think it makes sense."

"Is it the friendship you have with this king over the years that you are denying, or yourself?"

"I have all of them. You must know that it is not easy for you to admit these things yourself. In fact, you are like a mirror, and you know what kind of person I am and what kind of purpose I would do this kind of thing. It's just that you are too much, my lord. Emphasis on feelings, and never easily doubt anyone around you, which means that your suspicion of me did not happen overnight, so since when?"

"When you show your horse's feet on purpose."

This statement is very ingenious. It can not only reveal their tacit truth, but also make the other party fall into doubt and self-doubt. After thinking about it, every normal detail will become suspicious and cannot stand scrutiny at all.

Liu Yuqing didn't accept his trick, and smiled helplessly, "I don't play tricks with you, I know I can't play you."

"Then what about him?" Xiao Beicheng looked at Jiang Yanqing, who had been silent for a long time, and was about to pretend to be dead. "Is this man who loves you the most, really willing to let you become a despicable traitor that everyone shouts and beats?"

"I said I'm not a traitor!" Liu Yuqing seemed to be suddenly irritated, which shows that this matter has always been a knot in his heart.

Xiao Beicheng thought that with his temperament, he would not dare to act or act, and there was no reasonable explanation except that he was telling the truth.

"It's understandable that you doubted me because of the obstruction that day when you asked for help, because it was indeed me, an inappropriate person who deliberately appeared in an inappropriate place and misled you..."

"That's not misleading, it's guidance. Everything you let me see is true."

"Do not……"

"You don't actually want to kill Ziyou, and you don't want to hurt this king. You appeared in Lu Suifeng's camp that day, but it was actually..."

"No, I just want him to die."

"you have not."

"I have!! Because only if he dies can my plan be successfully completed!"

Xiao Beicheng quietly watched Liu Yuqing, whose emotions were gradually getting out of control, watching him go from calm, to agitated, and then to collapse. It seemed short, but actually he went through a long mental journey.

He was hiding and protecting, but that person was not Jiang Yanqing.

Xiao Beicheng asked again: "If you want him to die, why stop him once and then give up? What's the use of delaying for half an hour? You know Shen Ci from the bottom up, and you are fully aware of his abilities. Finding a few people to hold him back is not a good thing at all It's difficult, but you don't have it, is this attitude of wanting to refuse but still welcome, and wanting to talk, are you hiding it or telling it?"

It's clear that she deliberately revealed her own flaws, but for this reason, she is still covering it up in every possible way. Liu Yuqing's actions are indeed unreasonable.

Xiao Beicheng has been with him for many years, it is not difficult to deduce the other party's motives and intentions, but he wants to hear Liu Yuqing tell him personally.

"My lord, don't force him anymore, he's for you..." Jiang Yanqing lowered her eyebrows, pulled out her handkerchief to wipe Liu Yuqing's wet hair, and patted his leg under the table as persuasion He no longer clings to his insistence.

"He's right, he didn't betray, because from the very beginning, he and you were not of one mind."

"Yanqing..." Liu Yuqing winked desperately, but was ignored by the other party.

"He can't bear to harm others, not because he has any resentment for Junziyou, he just cares about your feelings. Although he has been dormant for many years, he is here for this day, but the relationship between him and your master and servant Could it be..."

Liu Yuqing finally couldn't bear it anymore, "That's enough, I admit that as early as when I was a teenager, I was planning everything for today, and I stayed with the prince, one is to facilitate things in the future, and the other is because I have no home to return to. There is King Jin's Mansion where I can stay, and everything I have done is to seek justice for my mother."

"Your mother?" Hearing his words, the image of a gentle and elegant woman appeared in Xiao Beicheng's mind. Her face was very similar to Liu Yuqing's today, and the subtle expression that flashed from time to time was almost the same. It was engraved, but the woman in the memory is always covered with a veil, and every time she mentions it, she just laughs and says: "I am ugly, I am afraid that I will frighten the prince, so I dare not show my face easily."

When Liu Yuqing's mother died unexpectedly, Xiao Beicheng was still an ignorant child, and his memory was so deep probably because of this bamboo horse playmate.

He remembered that Liu Yuqing followed his mother's surname. When he was young, he asked out of curiosity and got his mother's ruler three times. At that time, it was Liu's mother who applied cold water to his red hand, with a smile on her face. , Comforting in a soft voice: "Some things are very complicated, and the son is not old enough to get to the bottom of it. The eldest princess is so strict to protect you. You must not bear any grudges against her."

Xiao Beicheng was born well-behaved, and since he was also a child without a father, he vaguely guessed that the Liu family had a hidden pain that was not easy to mention, and he didn't mention it again for many years.

Liu Yuqing stepped on the edge of the chair and curled herself up in a very insecure posture. When talking about this unknown past, she was no longer as comfortable as before.

He folded his arms on his knees and rested his forehead, took a deep breath, and with the exhalation of the breath, he revealed the truth that he had been unwilling to face all these years, in a voice that was almost breathless: "She was killed by someone."

He who was supposed to escape from reality raised his eyes from a dark corner of Xin'an, looked at Xiao Beicheng timidly, and carefully confirmed his reaction.

"My mother, whose boudoir name is Rong An, was once the most favored female official in the palace. She was deeply trusted by the late emperor. She handled major events such as the promotion of the concubine and the birthday of the empress dowager. She should have a bright future, but But she caused disaster because of her outstanding talent."

He gritted his teeth and said viciously: "The biggest regret in her life is meeting that woman with a heart like a snake and a scorpion—Xiao, Wan, Qing!"

Liu Rongan was born into a family of officials and eunuchs. In those days, the Liu family also produced good ministers and generals who followed the emperor to conquer the world. Her grandfather expelled the barbarians for Dajing and recovered the lost land in the southwest. In this life, she gave birth to a daughter. Although she has shown extraordinary talent in martial arts since she was a child, it is not the case that a girl's family fights and kills all day long, so the Liu family focused on cultivating her literary talent.

Living up to the expectations, the talented girl became a well-known child prodigy in Beijing at the age of five. The song "Han Mist Listening" shocked the government and the public. At that time, Li Sansi, who was eager for talents, came to see her. Then he recommended him to Xianzong.

But the girl is still young, it is not a big deal to be included in the harem, and when Xianzong was young, he had no interest in flowers, flowers, willows and greens, so no one thought about stuffing this little girl into Xianzong's bed.

Coincidentally, his beloved daughter was a playmate at that time, thinking that being close to Zhu Zhechi would be beneficial to the eldest princess, so Xianzong called Liu Rongan into the palace to accompany his most precious daughter.

Since then, Liu Rongan has been promoted and made a fortune all the way, and his life has been smooth all the way. He even speaks more in the harem than concubines. Only with her, people will feel that a woman must be talented in order to escape the fate of being underestimated.

However, I don't know when, Liu Rongan's face was covered with a dark veil no matter where she went in or out, so that people couldn't see her true face. The most talented girl in the capital "unfortunately grew crookedly and became an ugly girl with a disfigured appearance, so she dared not show her true appearance to others.

Even Li Sansi said: "If it wasn't for this girl's poor looks, maybe she would be able to compete for the second place?"

But the fact is...

"The eldest princess believed the rumors. She really believed that my mother had the ambition to be a mother to the world. She refused to let the female officials who used to accompany her be superior to her in terms of status and seniority. Therefore, she ruined my mother's face..."

Back then, Liu Rongan was also in the prime of life, with longings for the future and expectations of starting a family and starting a career, how could she have thought that her dream would be shattered in a flash.

"That's not enough! She suspected that her father hadn't made a successor for many years because he didn't have a sense of appearance. She was waiting for a suitable candidate who was virtuous, virtuous, gentle and generous. As my mother matured, she became more and more aware of my mother. It's a threat, even if she ruins her face, she still worries that she will take over, so she..."

This is why Liu Yuqing still does not know who her biological father is.

He stroked his forehead with one hand, and protected his heart with the other, his shoulders trembled slightly, and his voice became choked up, "She drove my mother to a corner, forced her to kill the person who hurt her, and threatened her if she couldn't For my own use, I have to make public the fact that she murdered after being humiliated, I want her family to be ashamed because of her, and I want their Liu family ancestors to be unable to hold their heads up for generations."

Speaking of this, Liu Yuqing burst into tears, "She is a woman, no matter how good her literary talent is, she is a helpless woman after all, how can she withstand such pressure? She endured the humiliation and continued to work for the eldest princess. After having me, she was even more unable to disobey the eldest princess' order, for the sake of my life, knowing that the way forward was wrong, she still walked on."

He stood up staggeringly, leaning on the edge of the table with both hands, and leaned towards Xiao Beicheng, "My lord, you have checked Junziyou's life experience for so many years, have you never doubted the reason why he survived? Eldest Princess The assassin sent to kill Mrs. Lin and her youngest son, but only pierced the eldest son's eardrum and fled, is it really because she lost to Jun Sigui who heard the news?"

Xiao Beicheng did realize that there was something else hidden about what happened that year. The reason why the killer in the Princess Mansion gave up the mission was definitely not as simple as it seemed on the surface, but it was precisely because of that order to commit evil that directly killed Qian Shi, and made Jun Zian die for the rest of his life. The person who lived in the pain of being half-deaf was his mother, so he didn't dare to think deeply about the connection.

... He dare not.

"I know." He said softly, "Yu Qing, I know..."

"No, you don't know! If I don't tell you, you will never know that the killer who was sent to kill their Lin mother and son was my mother, and my mother was begged by Mrs. Lin to see the baby crying weakly. , and then think of my poor son, who has been aroused with maternal instinct and desire to protect, that's all!!"

Liu Yuqing broke down in tears, raised her hand and pointed in the direction of the palace where Junziyou lived, and yelled, "My mother was suspected by the eldest princess of having a different heart because of their brothers, shouldn't I hate him!!"

"Yes." Xiao Beicheng replied softly, lowering his eyes to avoid his burning gaze, "But the person you should hate the most is me."

"Ha, you... I hate what you do. Or out of sympathy, I always felt that you were reborn in the wrong family and shouldn't be struggling in such a dirty royal family. You and I are actually the same of."

Liu Yuqing leaned down, inserted her hands into her hair like a collapse, and seemed to be enduring great pain, "So I never understood why a vicious woman like her would have such a clean and flawless son as you, and you and I are actually Same, how do you want me to hate you..."

"Yu Qing."

"When she was eight years old, the eldest princess sent my mother to kill Mrs. Lin's mother and son again. My mother couldn't bear it anymore and confessed her difficulties to Jun Sigui. In order to deal with business, she, she took one of the twins back to the capital. Back then, the child whose eardrum was pierced by her and was deaf for the rest of her life, but she didn't expect... She didn't expect that it wasn't just the eldest princess who coveted Lin Xici's two sons, and they were intercepted right after they returned to the capital."

He let out a trembling breath, clasped his hands tightly to his knees, hesitated several times, "My mother failed two missions, and was completely suspected by the eldest princess of collaborating with the enemy. She has been loyal all her life, but in the end she got a cup of deadly poison Wine...is this fair?"

Jiang Yanqing pulled him back to the seat and patted him on the back, silently comforting him.In the past few years, he has never vented the emotions hidden in his heart so presumptuously. Now that he finally speaks out, he does not know whether he can untie the knot in his heart.

After talking about all this, Liu Yuqing's mood gradually returned to calm. He wiped away the tears on his face and regained his energy. If it wasn't for his red and swollen eyes, it would have been impossible to see that he had vented so violently for nearly 20 years. fire.

"Forget it, it's been so long, and I still say what to do, except to embarrass myself, it's useless at all... In fact, I don't expect to justify myself. I hate him. It's a fact. Just dig a little deeper. This bit of grievance and entanglement cannot be concealed, and in the end I was still suspected, I just... lost control for a while, and I didn't mean to blame him, in fact, I also understand that when the incident happened, he was still a child."

Xiao Beicheng wanted to grab Liu Yuqing, but the man's hands were frighteningly cold, and when he touched him, he jumped out from between his fingers like a frightened fish, and he didn't give him a chance to keep him.

"I was indeed guilty, because there was a period of time when I was happy because of his death, and even when he came back, I didn't want to accept it. But then I figured out, what did my mother's death have to do with him, he also The victim, how can there be any reason to blame the victim..."

He rubbed his red and swollen eyes after weeping, and finally looked straight at Xiao Beicheng, confessing everything he had done over the years: "I am by your side, in fact, a big reason is that I want revenge. My mother was killed. Someone needs to be responsible for this, this matter cannot be done by the eldest princess alone, I want to track down and find the real damn person, even if I have to die with him at that time, it doesn't matter."

These words stung Jiang Yanqing, he immediately grabbed the man's face and forced him to turn to him: "No! I don't allow it! You can't be stupid, sober up."

Liu Yuqing seemed a little helpless, "I didn't say anything, let alone do anything, why are you more anxious than me."

"Of course I'm anxious, I..."

"I know what you are going to say, don't worry, I am not careless now, and I am no longer obsessed with regrets caused by hatred like I was when I was young, don't worry, if it is really time to choose, I will definitely choose you. "He forced a smile, which finally put Jiang Yanqing at ease.

He sighed and stroked his dry hair, then smiled embarrassedly at Xiao Beicheng, "I'm sorry, I lost my composure and let the prince see the joke. In fact, at my age, it doesn't matter if I take revenge or not." Well, maybe in the end, all I want is an apology... The people involved in the incident are no longer alive, and I happen to be the one who dislikes father's debt and I won't blame anyone, so In the end, this wish will never come true in my lifetime.”

Before he finished speaking, Xiao Beicheng stood up. He faintly sensed something and subconsciously tried to stop him, but he was a step too late. He watched the man kneel on one knee in front of him, folded his hands on his knees, and bowed his head in apology.

"I can't afford what you want. I just hope that the confession of the son of the enemy can make you feel better... I don't expect your forgiveness, and I don't ask you to let go of this hatred. I just hope that you don't get trapped. In my own cage, suffocating in this chained past."

Seeing that she couldn't pull him back, Liu Yuqing simply knelt down with him, and every word came from her heart: "My lord, I never blamed you, you never participated in that past, you were still a child at that time, why not?" Is there a crime? I grew up with your childhood sweetheart, and we can't understand each other very well, so how could I be such an unreasonable person."

"Yu Qing..."

Liu Yuqing lowered her eyebrows, closed her eyelids overwhelmed, took a deep breath, and looked up at the dazzling sky, watching the birds passing through the clouds and bathing in the sea of ​​mist, a sound came from the bottom of her heart There was a small and crisp sound, as if the chains that had imprisoned him for a long time finally broke.

"It's not me..." he whispered, and then raised three fingers to swear to the sky, "I swear on my life that I never harmed Jun Ziyou."

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