Self-help guide for non-professional young masters

The civil and military officials seemed to have gotten used to Lin Xici's days when he had a minor illness every two days and a serious illness every five days. Each of them was tangled in their hearts and had their own ghost ideas.

Some young people who wanted to take advantage of his illness to kill him stepped on him before he was about to lose power, which was regarded as revenge for all these years of dissatisfaction.Some also feel that he is safe and sound and has not died all these years. Even if the illness is real, it must be a scourge that can last for a thousand years, and a treacherous person who can live a hundred years if he hugs his thigh tightly.

Everyone had their own thoughts, and they all waited and watched, but they didn't expect that the first thing Xianzong did when he returned to the capital was to transfer Lin Xici to the provincial servant, and emptied his authority when he was still awake.

On the surface, it seems that Xianzong was dissatisfied with Lin Xi's resignation and demoted his official position, but in fact, the original intention of Long Live Lord was to let the thief who had ulterior motives for that person go away, and if he was not regarded as a thorn in his side, he would not be in a hurry for the time being. to get rid of him.The water in the officialdom is deep, so be careful.

Under Dr. Jiang's careful treatment, Lin Xici recovered from his condition. After waking up, he had a fever for a few days.

When Xianzong came, he liked to lean against the edge of the bed, muttering softly: "I want to hug..."

Xianzong was stunned when he heard this, he was stunned for a moment, he hugged the man stiffly, and the man sank into his arms, closed his eyes and fell into a light sleep, even the wrinkles between his brows faded a little, as if he could really fall asleep with peace of mind when he was by his side. Even the pain lessened.

He suddenly realized that perhaps this was what Lin Xici had hoped for and what he expected.

That person never cared whether this relationship could have good results, all he wanted was a process that would satisfy him and immerse himself in it, even if it was just a dream come true.

At first, Xianzong thought that he was seriously ill, realized that life is short, and wanted to have fun in time, so he completely let go of his restraint and uttered those bold truths.

With the recovery of Lin Xici, his attitude towards him returned to indifference, and he realized that it was his wishful thinking after all.

"Did you say something like that before? The emperor laughed when he was talking in his sleep. In the past, I might have needed the nourishment and watering of warmth, but now I don't. Your pot of boiling water scalded my roots to death and soaked them to death." My stem, this wild flower can no longer bloom and bear fruit, it is just a dead grass, it is better to uproot it, and new branches will grow in the next year. There is no shortage of talents around you, and there is no shortage of me. Don't be in an old crooked neck tree Hanged."

"You have a very poisonous mouth and duplicity."

"My mouth is not as cruel as the emperor's." Lin Xici showed a bright smile on the face of the person, and suddenly withdrew his face, showing a look of sadness on his face, gritted his teeth and pushed the person out, and asked with blood: "You ruined me?" For the rest of my life, how about pretending to be a good person in front of me? If you let me die like this, maybe I will still be grateful for your kindness, Xiao Heyan, it should be your Xiao family traitor who owed Jingshi, why do you want revenge? On me?"

Xianzong's eyes were deep, "So, you admitted that you are the queen of the former royal family?"

The man laughed out loud, leaning back and forth, hysterical, laughing with tears in his eyes, crying blood: "Because of this, you denied everything I gave, and because of this, I became a Xu De in your eyes Always be on guard against a vicious dog that bites back, it will never get into your heart...Xiao Heyan, you don't want me, why do you want me?"

It sounds like a contradiction, but Lin Xici is the only one who deeply understands the bitterness in it.

"Then what are you thinking about when you keep talking about love?"

Xianzong asked calmly, but the next moment, he was suddenly furious, grabbed Lin Xici by the neck, dragged him in front of him, and pressed him under him, roaring like a wild beast.

"You removed the women around me one by one, and you had to die just because you blocked your way, why! Is this fair to them!!"

The man just looked at him quietly, with sadness that he couldn't understand flowing in his eyes, and he became even angrier when he saw it. The evil desire to destroy him that year was reckless again, and he forced Resisting the urge to smash the man to pieces, he shouted loudly: "You think that I don't know about keeping the killer who assassinated me in the mansion! What is your plan to get rid of Grand Master Chen? To take revenge on an old grand master You won’t lose any money, and by the way, killing me is killing two birds with one stone. Your personal and worldly grudges will be settled together. Lin Xici, you are so scheming!

The force holding his neck became stronger and stronger, as if it was about to twist his throat.

Lin Xici had difficulty breathing, and was stung by these words. He grabbed the man's wrist with both hands and struggled to create a space for himself. He didn't even care about breathing, and screamed to defend himself: "Why did I kill you? ! If I want you to die, I can’t do anything while I’m by your side! I’m a poor life myself, and I’ll die with you, so why not drag you to hell with me!”

He can die with a dirty reputation, can be nailed to a pillar of shame for thousands of years, can be cast aside by all generations and be scolded forever, but this man can't misunderstand him in the slightest!

"Then why don't you kill!!"

"If you don't love in life, do you still expect to force it after death..."

As soon as these words came out, Xianzong let go of his hand unconsciously, and watched the man burst into tears in front of him, sobbing hard, but he was dumb and couldn't say a word.

"If you fall in love with a virtuous and virtuous woman, I wish you could reconcile with her husband and wife and live happily ever after... Both the emperor and the people of Dayuan need a queen who is the mother of the world. I am not worthy of coveting, nor qualified to touch, So I never ask extravagantly. But I... will never allow someone who can ruin you to stay by your side!"

He gritted his teeth and pushed Xianzong who was pressing on him away, and dragged his skinny and sick body to climb out of the bed. Every step he took was difficult and painful. He stopped a few steps away, turned around slowly, and knelt down in front of the man.

"I am very dirty, so dirty that I don't want to look at myself in the mirror, and I dare not look directly at the disgusting eyes of others. I am so shy that I almost want to bury myself deep in the ground, lingering in the dirty and dark cracks. But as long as you think of everything Everything I did was for you, no matter how much bitter tears I could swallow with blood. I cruelly forced myself to be a ruthless executioner, and I became your executioner, killing every poor innocent person, even the blood in my body My blood has turned cold, I have been punished by God, I have provoked retribution, and I have fallen into an old disease... But why, the person who despises me to this point is also you who caused me to this point..."

Xianzong was speechless, not even having the courage to touch him.

"It is said that you have premeditated this long ago, carefully designed me, blackened me, and destroyed me, can my emperor admit it?"

"I admit it."

"It is absurd to say that you have no intention of getting close to me, but only to use it. You are a jester who is played by you in the palm of your hand. Can my emperor admit it?"

"...I admit it."

"It is said that you have never treated me with true affection. I have paid the wrong person with all my love. I deserve to be humiliated with affection and trampled with sincerity. Can my emperor admit it?"

"Xi Ci..."

"Can my emperor recognize it?"

"I..." Xianzong couldn't argue.

"I can't stand you denying it."

At this point, the man's voice and heart were extremely cold, he stood up tremblingly, staggered and pushed open the palace door.

On a snowy day, he only wore a thin white coat, and walked barefoot on the snow-covered brick and stone ground. The coldness rushed from the soles of his feet to the sky, cooling his body and numb the pain.

"The fake play becomes real when I'm emotionally moved. Heh... it's really done..."

He laughed hoarsely in the heavy snow, until the tearing pain in his internal organs spread to his limbs and bones, and his chest was full of fishy smell.

Looking back for the last time, his eyes were empty, and he whispered the most gentle and cruel words in his life to Xianzong who followed him.

He asked: "My emperor, have you seen the moonlight?"

Things that are close at hand are often the most out of reach, and things that are taken for granted are often separated by thousands of mountains and rivers.

The moonlight can illuminate the eternal night, but he himself will always fall into the darkness, and he will never be able to touch the blazing sun.

The reason why the light and night alternate and the years change is because even though the galaxy is far away, the jade plate is still chasing the hope that gives it light day after day.

It's a pity that the exhausted Haoyue has already entered the end.

He dimmed.

He couldn't keep up.

He fell.

"No, Lin Xici, I won't let you go, even if you die, you will die by my side, in front of my eyes! You are my property, and if I won't let you go, even if it's hell, don't even try to escape!! "

Where can I escape...

"This world belongs to him, where else can I escape..."

Knowing the tragic situation of Lin Xici, Qin Zhiyu couldn't bear it, so he pleaded with Xianzong, begging him to let Lin Xici, who was running out of time, let him go.

If it is said that Xianzong has no guilt towards that person, it does not seem to be the case, at least in front of Qin Zhiyu, he does not hide his inner regret, just like a lost traveler.

He asked: "I just want him to live, I only want him to live... that's all, even this has become a luxury, what should I do..."

This is also Qin Zhiyu's request. Even though he knows that living is just a continuation of pain, he still hopes that Lin Xici can live... It is out of selfish insistence.

He said: "Lin Xici has nothing to worry about in this world, even if he dies, he will not regret it, unless there is someone who can become his concern."

Xian Zong squinted his eyes to examine him, trying to measure how much of what he said was true.

Although I don't know what the other party's intentions are, but Qin Zhiyu's words, Xianzong agrees.

Bright Moon is tired of chasing the sun, but there are still stars attached to him.As long as someone can hold him back, his pace will slow down, allowing himself to catch up with him.

"It seems that Ai Qing already has someone in mind."

"Xici grew up in the minister's mansion when he was young, and has a very good relationship with Mrs. Qian's daughter. If it was her, Xici might consider it."

"... Aiqing should call Mrs. Lin, he no longer belongs to you. Or, he never belonged to you."

Qin Zhiyu smiled, thinking that the emperor is really crazy, he turned a blind eye when the man chased him before, but now that the man gave up, he refused again.

This problem is all caused by Lin Xici's habit, but now it's retribution on him, is it reasonable?

After convincing Xianzong, Li Sansi was already waiting at the door when he left.

The man still had a smile on his face, his eyes were squinted, and he couldn't see any seriousness, but his words were full of accusations: "I didn't expect Lord Hou to be so cruel. Master Ruo Lin knows that his next pain is caused by you. will hate you."

"Then let him hate. Only by hating can he live. Although it's my wishful thinking, I don't want him to die. No matter what, I don't want him to die. I can do anything to keep him alive."

"Then how is this you different from the emperor?"

The author has something to say: I ask Lord Hou to sing a song of White Moonlight to Daddy Lin...

Thank you for reading the text, the little cute duck~