Self-help guide for non-professional young masters

Xianzong's greatest humiliation to Lin Xici was to let him live in the Shuxinzhai next to the Changle Hall, facing the place where the beauty of the Yue family died all day long, and always urging him to remember that he had killed a person with his own hands.

Lin Xici smiled wryly, "I killed more than one person. I already had blood on my hands for him, but he put on a pure and noble appearance, condescendingly accusing me of my mistakes...Xiao Heyan, he is a bastard!"

The servants who took good care of Lin Xici in the mansion in the past were all dismissed, but now the servants in Shuxinzhai are all Xianzong's people, even Xiao Wanqing is blocked from the door, and he cannot be seen.

Hearing him cursing in a low voice, the ferocious eunuch didn't care that he was a patient suffering from a serious disease, and slapped him twice in the left and right, until blood oozes from the corner of his mouth, and he couldn't speak anymore.

It has changed, everything has changed... Lin Xici really wanted to know whether it was that enchantress who fell in love with Xianzong's mind overnight, or that person had already separated from him a long time ago...

Lin Xici became more and more ill, and fell asleep all day long, even seldom awake.

No matter the imperial doctor or the palace servants, they treated him like a sick dog who was dying. He didn't want to drink the bitter medicine, so he pinched his nose and forced him down. He was too weak to eat, so he pinched him. Swallowing hot porridge down his neck, it is rare to hear gossip about him when he is sober.

Lin Xici felt that he was about to die. Before he died, he made atonement for the evil things he had done in this life. Maybe he would not be too painful when he died.

But he was not reconciled... All he did was because of that man's persecution and guidance, so how could that man live happily?

When he was dying, he waited for rescuers.

Knowing from nowhere that Lin Xici's recent situation is not good, Xiao Wan came to visit, but was blocked by the palace people, so he invited the Queen Mother to come out in a moment of anger.

Getting close to the Empress Dowager when he was in favor, winning the favor of the old man should be the most sensible thing Lin Xici has done in his life.

The Empress Dowager saw Lin Xici's tragic situation in person and was very distressed, so she immediately ordered someone to send him to the side hall of the Compassionate Ning Palace, invited the best imperial physician, used the best medicine, and sent the most considerate palace staff to serve him.

In addition, the old man also went to see Xianzong, made clear the pros and cons of gains and losses, and advised him not to lose his heart because of a witch who brought disaster to the country and the people.

Xianzong murmured sarcastically: "The beauty is a disaster... I don't know who the real trouble is."

With the protection of the Queen Mother, Lin Xici gradually recovered, his body went from good to bad, and he was still terribly ill. Sometimes he would sit with the Queen Mother and vomit blood before drinking a few sips of tea.He himself didn't want to make the Queen Mother worry, and always kept it hidden, but how could his little actions escape the Queen Mother's eyes, it made him feel even more distressed.

The Empress Dowager knew that he was not long to live, he was depressed, his oil was exhausted, and his time was numbered.

When Xiao Wanqing saw him, he would burst into tears. After begging Xianzong to beg the queen mother, he was afraid that Lin Xici would die like this. Later, he made up his mind and begged Xianzong: "Father, in the end, he doesn't want the Yueshi monster It's good intentions for Ji to get close to his father, even if it's wrong, the original intention is always good. If you really can't see it, let him be an official, let him marry his son and move out of the palace, and never bother you again , okay..."

Unable to bear his beloved daughter's crying and begging all day long, Xianzong is also heartbroken.

He ordered Xiao Wan to invite the queen mother to relax in the imperial garden, and when he got the chance, he secretly went to see Lin Xici.

Seeing this, he regretted it.

Previously, I thought that that person was just repeating his old tricks and trying to beg for mercy in a very cheap way, but unexpectedly he was really sick to this point, as if he had only one breath left to hang on, people really don't live long.

Hearing the sound of footsteps, Lin Xici woke up vigilantly. When he saw that it was Xianzong, his eyes immediately filled with panic, and he struggled to escape to the side of the bed. Before he could say anything, he vomited blood. It dripped from the corner of his mouth, staining the bed red.

He hastily wiped off the blood, rubbing the back of his hand full of blood, but he didn't stop, looked at Xianzong timidly as if he wanted to say something, opened his mouth, and another big mouthful of blood gushed out.

Xianzong was frightened by him, and hurriedly ordered someone to call the imperial physician, wanting to go closer to see the man's condition, but he only took one step, and saw Lin Xici backed away in fright, with his back pressed against the bed rail, already inexhaustible. There is nowhere to escape.

Xianzong sighed and retreated to his original place, and said hoarsely, "You are... so afraid of me."

Lin Xi said nothing, because of blood loss and panic, his face was abnormally pale, he tentatively stretched out his feet, trying to rush out of the room, but unfortunately he had been sick for too long, his legs were already weak, and he fell down before he could stand up .

Xianzong quickly supported him, and just touched that person, he was ruthlessly avoided.

The man withdrew the hand that was almost held by him, barely moved a few more steps, opened the distance between him and him, deliberately avoided his gaze, and did not answer.

"After being ill for so long, you should know your mistake. As long as you admit your mistake, I won't treat you harshly again. You clearly know that I don't want to treat you like this, but you refuse to bow your head even if you die. Lin Xi resigned , have suffered so much, don't you regret it?"

"Regret... Heh, I have seen you clearly from the inside out, how have I ever regretted..." Lin Xici tremblingly raised his hand, wanting to slap him in the face and take revenge for his grievances these days the end.

But his slap was weak, and when it landed on that person's face, it seemed to be a caress.

"Xi Ci..."

"I still haven't changed my mind, Your Majesty, if you really love me and feel guilty about what I have suffered, please let me go..."

After speaking, the Adam's apple slid up and down, Lin Xici swallowed the bitter salty water in his throat, and begged: "Xiao Heyan, please let me go, please, please let me go..."

After a long time, Xianzong replied: "Give me some time."

Guilt and reluctance are both true. When it comes to debts, he should let Lin Xici go, but when it comes to personal relationships, he is reluctant to let him go.

Xianzong was entangled in his heart, thinking over and over again, he actually avoided the serious and ignored the minor, and set out to find out the truth about Lin Xici's serious illness.

I learned from the imperial physician that Lin Xici's body has been completely broken since he was whipped in the case of killing the family of the Chen family. A slight breeze would make him sick for ten and a half months, and he had to wear a heavy coat even in the dog days.The air-conditioning lingered in his body for a long time, and after a long time, he developed a cold syndrome, that is, his hands and feet were cold, he was particularly afraid of the cold, and his heart became very fragile.

In addition, he also has pimples in his heart, which is the main cause of his illness. He feels uncomfortable, always has breath in his chest, and blood stagnates in his heart. Once stimulated, he will completely wear him down.

"Repeated force-feeding has made his stomach and intestines fragile. I am afraid that An Yang will not be able to recover from this. The problem will last for a lifetime..." The old doctor shook his head frequently, as if he had never seen Jun Ziyou like this before. With a difficult disease, he couldn't give an exact time for that person's life, so he hesitated, "I can't say it's not a good life, I can only say that it's Mr. Lin himself. His condition can be adjusted by his mood. If he doesn’t want to live, even if the Yellow Emperor descends to earth and Hua Tuo reincarnates, he will not be able to save him.”

"Repeatedly force-fed..." Xianzong slapped the table, and the old doctor was so frightened that he knelt down and begged for mercy, not knowing what he said wrongly.

On the other hand, Huan Yi, who was standing aside, looked like he had nothing to do with himself, and looked at the angry emperor, "Your Majesty, it seems that Mr. Lin is really not good at learning."

"I want you to send someone to take care of him. Why did you ever ask you to abuse him? You think he's been in the way because he's lived a long time, right? He's just so redundant to you?"

"Your Majesty is serious. It's not your servant's business that hinders him, but your Majesty's. The servant is your servant, and it's not Lin Xi's resignation. Why do you need to consider his situation when doing things..."

Huan Yi faced Xianzong calmly, his eyes were calm, and he had no regrets at all, "I wish I could kill Lin Xici, the more painful his life, the happier I am... I The hope of this life is tied to his death."

"Unreasonable!" Xianzong pushed Huan Yi away, grabbed the old imperial doctor who was still kneeling on the ground at a loss, and went to the Palace of Compassion. "If his illness doesn't get better, you quack doctors will die for him!"

It is well known that Lin Xici is favored, and the imperial physician treats him like the emperor himself, so how dare he neglect?If it wasn't true that it couldn't be cured, why did you say this at the risk of losing your head?

Xianzong knew this well, but his uneasiness was hard to suppress, so he needed someone to give him a definite answer.

Several months passed, and Lin Xici, who was deaf to political affairs, was still seriously ill. He hadn't improved at all, and he was already out of shape.

Xianzong was anxious, and planned to take him back to his hometown in the name of a southern tour. Maybe he had seen the familiar customs and customs, and he was in a better mood and recovered from his illness.

He sent someone to investigate Lin Xici's life experience, but the result was astonishing. The background of that person was as clean as a piece of blank paper, as if he had popped out of nowhere from a crack in a rock. He had no father or mother. The ancestral home was also unknown, the only thing known was that he came from the Ding'anhou Mansion and was an orphan adopted by Qin Zhiyu.

So Qin Zhiyu was called into the palace. After hearing some rumors and learning about Lin Xici's current situation and situation, he also had a lot of dissatisfaction with Xianzong in his heart.

Qin Zhiyu naturally couldn't disclose Lin Xici's life experience, he only picked him up as an orphan without a name or surname, so he picked one at random.

"The child you pick up doesn't follow your surname, Aiqing, you really like to joke with me."

Xianzong curled his lips, but there was no smile in his eyes. Qin Zhiyu sighed, looked away, and said softly: "Your Majesty, he is innocent..."

"He is innocent, I have the right to decide, not you! After the fire in Jingling, you adopted a young man with burning scars. Do you think I don't know!!"

Qin Zhiyu lowered his eyes and remained silent, his hoarse and sad words completely extinguished Xianzong's anger.

He said: "Your Majesty, he won't live long, please allow me to meet him.

He fulfilled his wish and got to meet the gentleman. In the side hall of the Compassionate Ning Palace, the man was leaning against the bed rail. The maid brought clear porridge and fed it to his mouth, but he still lost his appetite. He felt nauseous when he saw eating, and his stomach and intestines felt very uncomfortable. He didn't even want to drink the water, and waved his hand to refuse, which only made the maid even more difficult.

"My lord, you haven't eaten since noon yesterday. How can you bear it? This clear porridge tastes bland and has no strange smell. It only puts a little salt. You can eat as much as you want..."

Lin Xici still declined.

At first, he was still afraid that these palace people would be harshly criticized if they did not do well, and worried that if he didn't eat it would make it difficult for them to do so, so he would eat more or less after enduring the discomfort.But even if it was a light vegetable noodle dish, eating it would make his stomach tumbling and uncomfortable, and in the end he vomited out nothing, and even vomited a few mouthfuls of blood.

He is scared now.

Qin Zhiyu came here uninvited, and he didn't regard himself as an outsider. When he entered the door, he asked the maid to retreat, took the bowl of porridge and took a sip, "No wonder you don't like it. This clear soup has no taste at all. It would be surprising to like it."

"Master Hou, how could you... He asked you to come."

"Why, do you still need someone to supervise you? You kid, your words are getting worse."

Qin Zhiyu looked around for no one, took out a palm-sized paper bag from his arms, opened it, and found several pieces of translucent fruit cakes, "You used to like sour things very much, and you like the red fruit from Ganoderma lucidum. I like the cake very much. I really don’t know what is so delicious about this astringent thing. It’s so sour that my teeth are about to fall down. This is the fruit cake made by Ganoderma Lucidum with tamarind fruit, which is a specialty in southern Yunnan. The taste is stronger than that of red fruit. Many, come and taste."

Qin Zhiyu only cut a small piece for him with a bamboo blade, and stuck it on the tip of his tongue for him to suck. The sour taste was very appetizing. The man didn't object, but wanted to eat it so hard that he opened his mouth again. However, Qin Zhiyu fed the porridge into his mouth.

The person who was caught by the routine was not angry or annoyed, as if his temper had been worn out in this life, he shook his head and sighed weakly: "Master Hou, I'm getting more and more picky, just cut this thin slice that shines through. , it's really unreasonable..."

"You want to eat snacks even without eating, you are really not afraid of your body breaking down."

"If it's bad, it's bad. Anyway, people want me to die. Living two days longer is still annoying."

"What nonsense, you are such a rare beauty, it's a pity to die. Don't torture yourself for the mistakes of others, and see how thin you are."

"Master Hou is making fun of me again. You are obviously not a person who looks at faces." Lin Xici smiled, his eyes suddenly became melancholy, looking at the bleak autumn wind outside the palace gate, feeling in his heart, "I know, I can't live It's winter. The imperial physicians in the palace dare not say it, and the emperor and queen dowager dare not ask, but I know it myself... In fact, I have no regrets. In this life, the power has been dominated by the government, and I have been a traitor for a lifetime, and I can die without regrets gone."

"The goal has not been achieved, don't you think it's a pity?"

Lin Xici's smile deepened, his eyebrows and eyes were curved, thin, but still good-looking.

"You all think that I entered the court for another purpose. I want to turn the situation into a mess, and it would be best if I can accumulate strength and restore the Jingshi, but... that's not the case." His eyes dimmed suddenly, and then No brilliance, "I used to think the same way. These days, I seem to have figured it out. In fact, from the very beginning, I walked on this road of no return, just to take a look at the usurper who stole the imperial power. Whether the descendants of the descendants can become competent masters of the common people."

He didn't say the most important sentence in the second half, that is, his wish had been fulfilled ten years ago, and now although he has obsession, he is already satisfied.

"Go out for a walk. Walking more is good for your body. If you are always bored in the room, people will grow mushrooms. In a few days, His Majesty will make a southern tour to Lin'an and Gusu in the south of the Yangtze River. The climate there is mild and the scenery is pleasant. You Let's go and have a look too, you'll feel better soon after you relax. You're stuck in the palace all day, there's no one to talk to, and good people have to hold back their good or bad."

"You know, I don't want to see him..."

"He is the king of a country, can you still miss him forever? At least he still misses you in his heart, you should be grateful. The emperor is sentimental and ruthless, and it is a rare gift for anyone who has affection. You should also think about it yourself. Is it worth it to toss yourself like this for such a trivial matter?"

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