Tianshi Office

After Lin Ye finished this crazy thing and calmed down for a while, he went out, intending to visit Xie Yan's place again.

Surprisingly, the community remained the same. Before Lin Ye arrived, he heard the children's laughter from far away in the yard.

The frolicking crowd passed by Lin Ye, and there was no sense of emptiness and loneliness before. Lin Ye couldn't help suspecting that the last time he came here was actually a nightmare he didn't want to face.

Since it was a dream, it meant that he could still find him.

tell him.

He loves him.

Trembling with tears of joy, mixed with the coldness in the air, Lin Ye didn't want to waste any more time. He only had one thought at the moment, and that was to get to Beiqiao Hospital as soon as possible.

The emotion in his chest was about to come out, it swelled so painfully, the fallen leaves and the breeze were entangled together, Lin Ye felt that every finger of his was shaking, as if he had suppressed it for too long, the deep night passed, and the morning light through the white mist was about to At this moment, he had to admit that he was completely a prisoner of Rakshasa. If he couldn't see him, he would really feel that the world was falling apart, and whether he lived or died, it would be meaningless.

He was a dead man, but still breathed, still had a heartbeat.He took a deep breath and exhaled it slowly, each breath seemed to pass through a barrier that he could not overcome.

Everything in Beiqiao Hospital remained the same. Lin Ye crossed the street and strode in the door. Every time he came here, he felt complicated, and there was some unknown panic in his anticipation. He didn't understand what he was panicking about before, but now he understands Well, what he was terrified of was his feelings for Xie Yan.

Inpatient department, cardiac surgery, office, Lin Ye walked through the familiar corridors, looking at the crabapple flowers still in full bloom on both sides, when standing in front of the introduction wall, Lin Ye's heartbeat suddenly accelerated, he was a little afraid to look, he I was afraid that when he looked at it and found that Xie Yan's name was still not on it, he would collapse.

He was so nervous that he was short of breath, and his face was even paler close to the wall. He raised his eyelids, and was about to convince himself, when suddenly a clear and sweet voice sounded like a silver bell in the corridor—"Thank you, Doctor!"

Lin Ye collected himself and saw the girl who delivered the handmade biscuits last time standing outside Xie Yan's office.

The girl's face was red, and she was casting her excited eyes behind Lin Ye. Lin Ye's heart rose to his throat in an instant, and then fell down hard in the next second.

He turned around and saw Xie Yan walking towards the office without haste, putting away his pen.

The light favored him, and it was soft and not dazzling for a short time. His figure was still clear and slender. This time, he didn't have a white coat, but simply wore a beige shirt with one sleeve rolled up, revealing his fair arms.

The watch on his wrist reflected light slightly, which hurt Lin Ye's eyes. He watched him almost obsessively. They only separated for a few days, but they seemed to have gone through a reincarnation. He would not leave him alone in such an empty home on that snowy day.

How decisive he was at the time, is now unbearable. The heartache and guilt have multiplied. It has reached the point where Lin Ye can't bear it, but he has to control himself. This is where he works. Some words, he wants to be alone. talk to him.

He just held back his breath, and stood stubbornly in the corridor. When Xie Yan raised his eyes, his eyelashes trembled slightly. The tear mole at the corner of his eyes was still so seductive, but it flickered slightly, revealing the magnificence of trying to get him.

He had obviously seen him, but he didn't speak, and the expression on his face was very calm. There was no trace of superfluous emotion in his eyes. Lin Ye looked at him and refused to look away for a long time. He pinched his nails into the palm of his hand. , trying to use the pain to keep himself awake.

Lin Ye couldn't eat or sleep well these days, he managed to get some meat at Xie Yan's parents, and it was all eaten after a few days back.His T-shirt was baggy, and one side of the collar was tilted, revealing a section of his collarbone. The redness and swelling underneath were obvious, and blood permeated most of his skin.

When Xie Yan approached him, his eyes became darker at this moment.

Lin Ye didn't realize it, but just looked at him with red eyes, Xie Yan stopped in front of him, he hung down the medical record in his hand, and asked him calmly: "Why are you here?"

"I miss you." Lin Ye said.

Hearing this, Xie Yan's eyes evoked some amusing smiles, "Miss me? I'm a Rakshasa."

Lin Ye had never seen him with such a slightly raised voice and a somewhat mischievous joking attitude before. It seemed that his departure and words really hurt him that day. Lin Ye felt pain in his heart again. The very frank self looked straight at him and said in a low voice, "I want to apologize to you, please don't be angry with me?"

"I'm not angry with you." Xie Yan said, "It's just that I still have work to do."

"Thank you doctor."

At this moment, the girl who was guarding her love blushed and walked between the two of them. The girl lowered her head, and she didn't even have the courage to look at Xie Yan. Except for others, maybe Lin Ye wouldn't find it so eye-catching, including what she said, Lin Ye also felt irritated when he heard it.

The girl whispered: "Doctor Xie, I want to treat you to dinner tonight. I don't know how to thank you for taking care of me like that before, so..."

"Sorry, he won't go."

Lin Ye grabbed Xie Yan's hand violently. He looked at the girl with cold eyes, "He is mine, and all the time is mine. You should just give it up."

The girl froze in place in astonishment.

Lin Ye bit his lip, ignoring the girl's dazed eyes and the subtle gazes from the people around him, he only held Xie Yan tightly, with a strong posture of giving up, he thought, he had to deal with all the things that surrounded Xie Yan Xie Yan's flowers and plants declare sovereignty, Xie Yan is his, now and in the future, he can only be his.

He dragged Xie Yan into the office and closed the door forcefully.

Xie Yan didn't reject him, but his eyes were still light, and only the corners of his lips were slightly curved.

Lin Ye exhaled slowly. He was familiar with this office, but just pulling Xie Yan in like this, he mustered up a lot of courage. He was afraid that Xie Yan would embarrass him, and that Xie Yan would shake off his hand on the spot, but Fortunately, he still walked in with him.

There were only two people left in the office, Xie Yan leaned lazily against the door, looked at him, and asked softly, "What do you mean?"

Lin Ye couldn't hold back anymore, he turned his head, took a few steps forward, and hugged Xie Yan's shoulder tightly.

The reassuring body temperature, the cedar-like intoxicating aroma, and the hospital's unique smell of disinfectant are mixed together, and it feels inexplicably comfortable to match.The line of defense in Lin Ye's heart collapsed, and countless emotions poured out like a floodgate. He couldn't restrain himself, he could only pamper himself.

He hugged him, his arms getting tighter and tighter, afraid that he would push him away in the next second, or simply disappear again.He has never been so afraid of losing, and he doesn't know how to keep a person who does not belong to this world. He can only fill his empty heart by obeying his heart and preventing him from leaving.

Xie Yan looked down at him, his short hair brushed his face, a little itchy, Xie Yan held his hands without moving, neither responded nor refused, asked: "Have you been drinking?"

"Hmm." Lin Ye's voice was deep and hoarse, "You did it."

"Did I hurt?"

"You make me unable to sleep, so I can only drink to help me sleep." Lin Ye rubbed his head on Xie Yan's shoulder like a small animal, as if wanting his usual gentle touch, but Xie Yan didn't move, Lin Ye felt a burst of soreness, I couldn't help hugging him even tighter, and said, "You bother me so much, I can't live a normal life without drinking, what should I do?"

Xie Yan smiled softly and said, "Then have you figured out why you are so troubled?"

"I think about it, will you stop being angry?"

"Think about it again."

"You don't need to think about it anymore." Lin Ye's eyes became hot, and he choked up, "Xie Yan, don't leave, and don't ignore me, I can't live without you, really."

Xie Yan gently raised his hand.

He patted him on the shoulder, with deep eyes, and asked softly, "You drink because you don't want me to go?"

"Ah."

He chuckled, and his magnetic voice rang in Lin Ye's ear, "Do you like me?"

Lin Ye buried his face deeper, "Yes."

"Do you still like me if you know I'm a Rakshasa?"

"Ah."

Lin Ye closed his eyes, tears finally fell down, one by one, wet the shirt on Xie Yan's chest.