Tianshi Office

Heavy snow fell, falling on the heads of countless pedestrians. Everyone was discussing the abnormal weather loudly. Lin Ye walked silently. He was already out of place in the familiar city. Lonely and deserted, all that belonged to him was the black snow in the sky, and the darkness weighed on his heart. The cold and damp feeling was like the mildew that had grown on the steamed buns overnight, giving off a sour smell.

He returned home in a wobble, the house was still the same, but no one lived in it for a few days, it was a little less lively, and it felt empty.He closed the door, leaned against the door, and stared blankly for a long time before finally losing his strength and slowly falling to the ground along the door.

His face was pale and his throat was dry and astringent.He fumbled in his bag for a long time with trembling fingers before he found the cigarette case. A cigarette fell between his fingers a few times. Bury your arms.

pain.

It fucking hurts.

Heartbreaking.

The end result of being close to Xie Yan every time is that when you want to leave him, it hurts more and more every time.

He is obviously dead, and now he is just a walking corpse, how could he still feel distressed, he should be angry, even hate him, it is he who turned him into an evil spirit in the city, like an apple thrown into the sewer, Rotten, lonely, blackened a little bit, swallowed by foul-smelling dirty water, no longer full of vitality at first.

He really thought that he just had a beautiful and weird dream, and when he woke up, he was still a normal person, still living under the bright sunshine, he could talk to a normal person, without deceit, without blood, but, he knew, That's no longer possible.

He almost got up from the ground, staggered into his room, and lay on the bed.Here is the blue color he is familiar with, only his own breath, he felt very cold, curled up under the quilt, the curtain was ripped by the strong wind, the black snow engulfed the whole world, looking from the window, his eyes were full of It's black, as if it's the end of the world.

There is no end, no way out.

Lin Ye forced himself to fall asleep.

This is his home, and he will be safe when he returns here.

He thought so, I don't know how long it has passed.

When he woke up in a daze, the snow outside the window was still falling.

He subconsciously stretched his hand to the side, and there was nothing beside him.

There is no temperature, everything is icy cold.

He opened his eyes and looked around.

A narrow single bed, blue curtains, a snow-white ceiling, and a quiet ashtray on the desk.

He sat up, saw his shoes on the ground, he laughed lowly, yes, he almost forgot that everything in the house belongs to him alone, there is no trace of Xie Yan here.

When Lin Xuan was studying, he lived alone at home. He never felt that anything was wrong, let alone loneliness. How could it be possible that he could no longer adapt to the old life after living in Xie Yan's house for just a few days.

Ridiculous.

Lin Ye checked the time. It was already seven o'clock in the morning. He casually cooked a bowl of egg noodles and ate them, and turned on all the lights in the house.Although he is no longer a living person, the living habits of a living person are still there, and he should still be hungry when the time comes.In order to keep the house lively, Lin Ye turned on the TV and put on the news, which was broadcasting abnormal weather events. He listened to it for a while, and then turned off the TV.

He was like a lost soul, doing everything mechanically, he was washing dishes in the kitchen, one hand slipped, and the bowl fell to the floor and broke.

He was startled.

He raised his eyes and looked at himself in the mirror on the wall.

It's only been one night, and he seemed to be a different person, with a haggard look and dark circles under his eyes. He turned on the faucet, took a handful of cold water and poured cold water on his face desperately, so that he finally woke up a little bit.

It can't go on like this. In fact, this is the result that should have been foreseen long ago. Since entering Maoshan and his party, he has put life and death aside.

People who have died cannot linger in the world, that would violate the order of the world. As a celestial master, he knows this best, but here comes the problem, he doesn't know how he wants to send himself away.

This is the same reason that doctors do not heal themselves. The dead little girl said that his soul was sealed in her body. The seal was set by Xie Yan, and Xie Yan was a Rakshasa. How to remove his seal?

If he disagrees, will he continue to wander in the world?

Of course he doesn't want to die, but he can't live without humans and corpses. This is his realization after entering the industry, and it is also his responsibility as a successor of Maoshan.

Lin Ye stood in front of the mirror and looked deeply at the person in the mirror. It was a familiar yet unfamiliar face. He had never seen himself being so decadent for one thing, and he never thought about it. One day he will face his dead face, observe carefully, and think about how to get rid of himself.

The pain in his chest was so painful that he was about to suffocate, but he had to cheer up, stay rational, leave Xie Yan, and leave this world. He should be like the black snow outside the window, coming and going silently, melting quietly, without a trace.

However, feeling unwilling and reluctant, Lin Ye walked into the living room and looked at the empty house. If he didn't breathe, the house would be as quiet as a pool of stagnant water, without waves. He couldn't help but think of Xiao Hei, Thinking of the slender and lonely figure standing in front of the window when he left, that kind of deep loneliness and sadness pierced into Lin Ye's heart sharply and thinly, and it only hurt densely, but did not bleed. Heartfelt.

At this time, the mobile phone beeped a message notification tone, Lin Ye came back to his senses, picked up the mobile phone and saw that it was from Lin Xuan.

These days, Lin Xuan has been agitated, and this is the first time he took the initiative to send him a message. He said, brother, it has been snowing for no reason these two days, you should pay more attention.

Lin Ye replied, well, you too, take good care of yourself.

After clicking send, he supported his forehead and leaned against the wall. The pain ran over his heart over and over again, and countless thoughts were clamoring in his mind. He punched the wall, and the skin on the back of his hand was broken, and blood oozes out quickly.

He touched the seal on the collarbone. There was no feeling there at the moment, neither painful nor hot. Lin Ye chuckled lightly, thinking, maybe the seal also guessed that he was leaving, so it stopped torturing him.

That's right, Lin Xuan is getting older, if he leaves, he will remit all the money to Lin Xuan's card, so that he can live a good life by himself, he has nothing else to worry about, that's all, that's all. rest assured.

As for Xie Yan, he has conceded defeat. He alone cannot change the outcome. If Xie Yan still wants to do something, then just accept his fate.

After thinking for a while, Lin Ye called Xu Wei. He was just such a friend, and he was really reluctant to leave him.

Let's have a good chat, treat it as a carnival before leaving.

[The author has something to say: Little abuse and joy~~~]