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Blowing out candles is a common thing for Lin Ye. When he was a child eating cakes, he used to compete with Lin Xuan to blow them out, but now the people are different, so the meaning is different.

Those dancing flames were the living light in the night. When the two of them lowered their heads to blow, light smoke drifted past Lin Ye's eyes. He squinted slightly, and Xie Yan's profile in his vision became even more hazy.

Xie Yan's shirt was dyed a warm color in the firelight, Lin Ye's heart fell silent inexplicably, and the candle was extinguished in a moment of trance.

Surrounded by darkness, afterimages slowly dissipated in the pupils.

Xie Yan held his hand and did not let go. When he looked at him, he said, "The first time I blew out candles, it was with you."

"It's time for cake."

Lin Ye picked up the plastic knife, lowered his head and started cutting the cake.

He didn't cut it well, his hand was unstable, and it was a little slanted, but it didn't affect it. In some things, the sense of ritual may be more important than the result. He has cut cakes for himself, and he has also cut cakes for relatives and friends, but for the people he likes, this It was the first time.

Like it, no matter how he wants to deny it.

The black cat was hooked by the scent for a long time, and it was already salivating. When it saw the cake in Lin Ye's hand, it couldn't wait to poke its head up, and its eyes opened like copper bells. Although it is reasonable that cats should not eat sweets, it has been hungry for so long. Lin Ye still couldn't bear it, so he gave it a piece of cake.

The black cat ate with gusto, the two and one cat formed a harmonious and warm picture, the stars in the night sky were getting brighter and brighter, Lin Ye and Xie Yan stood beside the car, as if the world was quiet.

Lin Ye took a bite of the cake, sipped the cream on his lips, and said with a smile: "You know, I bought this cake today, and I queued up for a long time. The cakes here are delicious, and they are sold out every day. I'm the last one, good luck."

His upturned ending voice contained some obvious little pride, and there was a slight taste of seeking praise. Xie Yan looked at him and said, "Well, luck is pretty good."

"If you're lucky, eat more. This cake can't be left overnight. If it's left overnight, it won't taste good."

"Lin Ye."

"Ok?"

"I love you."

Xie Yan squeezed his hand tightly and moved closer to him slightly.

Lin Ye opened his eyes wide.

The sudden acceleration of the heartbeat was like a flood breaking a bank, flooding in an instant.

He bit his lips, and after tasting the cream, he got even worse, unwilling to leave.

The cake in Lin Ye's hand fell to the ground.

wasted.

It was an indescribably sweet trap. This time, he didn't restrain him at all, but he heard his own breathing, which was a messy and eager frequency. Apart from what Xie Yan brought to him, part of those throbbing came from the same A grown man himself.

He almost had to put his arms around Xie Yan's waist to stand firm. After the end, he looked at him short of breath, his eyes were misty, Xie Yan smiled shallowly, knowing that his waist was ticklish, and mischievously He pinched his waist, and Lin Ye immediately laughed out loud: "What are you doing!"

"Baby, I want you so much."

Xie Yan's eyes showed a kind of extreme seriousness, which Lin Ye couldn't help but ignore, "I want everything about you, so that your whole person, from body to heart, belongs only to me."

Lin Ye suppressed the smile from the corner of his mouth, "...don't say that."

"Don't you like to hear it?"

Warm fingertips pressed the corners of Lin Ye's hot mouth, where the sweetness of strawberry cake still lingered, Lin Ye was sweating on his forehead, his short hair was blown slightly upturned by the wind, and he was stubborn, Xie Yan Smiling slightly, she pulled him deeper into her arms, and looked down at him, "On such a night, with you celebrating my birthday, what else can I say besides expressing my feelings for you, baby, are you You don't know how much I love you yet."

"You can express your gratitude, but some words don't need to be said."

Xie Yan smiled: "I have to say, human beings create language, and I am also learning to be a human being. If others can say it, I will naturally tell you."

"I've heard enough."

"Not enough." Xie Yan looked at him, "I still have to say, I love you."

"Do you really love me?"

Lin Ye tilted his head back, shifted his eyes to the ground, and smiled bitterly: "You are about to praise me to the sky, but I am not such a good person. I am not only ordinary, but also selfish. Dadui, you just had no friends when you were young. I regarded you as a friend, so you have a filter for me, and you think that I am the only one who treats you best in the world, but after I know that you are not human, I am not only scared to death, but also lost. Memory, I have forgotten you for so many years, how could you still like me so much after seeing me who feared you so much, Xie Yan, don’t you fall into your own obsession, the person you love is the real me, Or was it the beautiful me you made up in your childhood?"

"Baby, why do you always belittle yourself?"

Xie Yan stared at him and said, "You are you, and no one can change this. No matter what you become, you are what you should become. I will not love you because of the filter, nor will I make up anything about you. On the contrary, all I see is your truest side, whether you are afraid of me or love me, for me, my heart will not change, so you don't have to doubt yourself. "

He used his fingers to gently brush away the hair that blocked his eyes, "If you always look forward and backward, thinking about what is real, how can we live a good life now, sometimes, I also hate that I am not human, if I am human, you Will you have fewer worries, will you live more easily, but baby, I can't change my identity, all I can give you is my heart."

"You said that we are the same, and my heart beats too. You can love me as much as you want, and no power in the world can stop us."

"..."

Lin Ye silently turned his face away.

He didn't know what to say, he just drooped his eyelashes and covered his eyes with his hands for a while.

Under the night, the moist water appeared in front of Xie Yan. Xie Yan looked at him, and stretched out his hand involuntarily, wanting to touch it lightly with his fingertips.

Lin Ye cried silently.

He didn't know why he was crying, but for a moment, his nose was sore, his eyes were red, and an unspeakable emotion surged in his heart, and before he could speak, his throat was deeply blocked.

He thought he was numb to Xie Yan's love words, but when he said that he just liked the real him, his defense was still breached.

Xie Yan loves him only because he is Lin Ye, regardless of any factors, not to mention whether his love is correct or not, just this purity is enough to shock Lin Ye.

But he is just an ordinary person in this world, there are too many things that he can't let go of, he has been suffering in such emotions for a long time, and at this moment he finally collapsed.

"why cry?"

He pulled his hand away and looked at Lin Ye's eyelashes covered with tears.

"I didn't cry."

Lin Ye waved his hand, took a breath, calmed down, and tried to keep his voice steady, "Don't touch me, I'll be fine soon."

"Lin Ye."

"what?"

Xie Yan chuckled, "When you cry, I want to kiss you again."

"Don't keep..."

As soon as Lin Ye turned his head, his breath was robbed again.

Xie Yan raised the corner of his mouth, and hugged him tightly into his arms.

It is always easy for people to lose control in the dark, let alone tonight, the high barriers that Lin Ye built in advance have completely collapsed under Xie Yan's siege strategy. The corners of his eyes were slightly wet, and he felt that his heart and lungs were about to explode.

"When you planned to celebrate my birthday, I guess you were also mentally prepared?"

A malicious joke in his ear, like persecution, made Lin Ye defeated. In a daze, he thought, Xie Yan is really a demon, leading him step by step, resolutely and without regret, stepping forward into hell.

"Don't hold back anymore, I will always be by your side."

Words as sweet as a cake and as sharp as a knife overwhelmed Lin Ye. This night, he remembered that they hugged for a long time, and even how to get back to the car, his consciousness was intermittent.

He seemed to be sinking in the boundless sea, only by hugging Xie Yan tightly could he find a long-lost sense of security.

The night was dark and the surroundings became quieter and quieter. The black cat was full and slept comfortably cross-legged on the front of the car. Mosquitoes were flying around its head, the stars fell, and the car body was stained with a layer of silver.