Tianshi Office

The shadow of the car beside him was fleeting, and the lights of the car crisscrossed back and forth, passing across Lin Ye's face, reflecting the red spot on his earlobe.

The sky bridge shrouded in lights, the stars in the night sky are also eclipsed, and when the wind blows, only the clouds are floating.

Heart palpitations spread from his chest. When Lin Ye was speechless, Xie Yan walked up to him and crossed the bridge together.

Pedestrians were mostly in pairs, and Lin Ye and Xie Yan felt inexplicably at ease as they walked.I can't tell what kind of feeling this is, as if a person has been walking in the rain for many years, and suddenly someone comes to you with an umbrella, no matter whether this person is tolerated by the world, at least the warmth and consideration he brings are real of.

Want to accompany, want to be nostalgic, want to hold that person's hand, but don't have the courage to move forward with him.

"Crossing the road."

Xie Yan's expression was always calm, and the hand covering Lin Ye's palm exerted a little force. The green light in front of the zebra crossing was flickering, and the crowd was bustling. He held his hand tightly all the way to the opposite side.

Lin Ye's palms were warm and sweaty. He turned his head and glanced at Xie Yan. Xie Yan's eyes were softened by the neon lights on the street. Lin Ye's heart suddenly calmed down. It fell apart, and there was something like cotton candy, which was completely soft at this moment.

"Why didn't you speak?"

Walking to the other side, Xie Yan looked at Lin Ye who had been silent all this time, and said, "Are you not satisfied with this kind of date?"

"The stars are nice tonight." Lin Ye looked aside, the wind messed up his hair, and blocked his watery eyes at the right time, "If you look at it from the mountain, it should be more beautiful."

"We can go sometime."

"Forget it, you have to go to work, and I also want to make money. It's fine to go out for a walk once in a while."

Xie Yan smiled and said, "I can support you."

"..." Lin Ye coughed, never expecting that one day someone would tell him to support him.

This was so interesting, he laughed and said, "Don't underestimate me, I'm good at making money."

The wind is still blowing, and there are many people gathered on the bank of the river, men, women, old and young, laughing constantly, passing by a couple by chance, the girl is tired from walking, the boy carries her on his back distressedly, the girl closes her eyes, happiness and satisfaction must come from Spilled from the corner of the curved mouth.

Lin Ye looked at their backs, twitched the corner of his mouth, and joked: "Look, what they do is called a date."

Xie Yan looked at him: "Then I will carry you?"

"Don't." Lin Ye immediately refused, "I'm a big man, what kind of words are being carried behind my back?"

"Baby, have you forgotten?" Xie Yan reminded him with a chuckle, "I carried you on my back."

Lin Ye changed his face, and said awkwardly: "That's poisoned, it's a special case."

"I'm chasing you, is it a special situation?"

Xie Yan said, "If you are willing to start over with me, we can do what others can do."

Lin Ye blushed, "I didn't let you chase me, the problem between us is not this at all."

"I know."

Xie Yan said lightly, "I want you to be with me at ease, and if you are under pressure, I will feel sorry for you too."

"You really like me that much?" Lin Ye raised his head and looked at him deeply.

The night became darker, the wind stirred the clouds in the sky, and the stars were quickly buried.

Xie Yan's shirt was gently blown by the wind, he rarely saw Lin Ye look at him with such serious eyes, and even his usual casual voice was lowered.If it was different from usual, Xie Yan would directly say yes, or joke with him with a smile, but this night Xie Yan did not, he met his gaze, the two stood by the river, their eyes intertwined, and occasionally when someone passed by, they quietly looked at each other, They all showed an excited and blessed look.

I don't know why, seeing Xie Yan like this, Lin Ye was a little scared, but he was eager to hear the answer from him himself. He had heard a lot of those daily confessions before, but tonight, he wanted to hear something different from him. reason to come.

"When I first came to this world, I didn't know what liking was. Before you approached me, I didn't even know how to speak, let alone how to talk to people."

Xie Yan's voice was low, crushed in the wind, and it was very pleasant to hear. He looked at him and smiled, and that smile was like a river flowing in Lin Ye's heart bit by bit, making all his defenses soften. "I have no goals in life, and I don't understand the concept of relatives. When I met you at that time, I didn't know what the meaning of your existence was, but you said that you would not leave me, and I actually believed that."

Lin Ye's heart beat faster, and he wanted to smoke for no reason.

He subconsciously touched his trouser bag, only to realize that the cigarette case was not brought, and he didn't know where to put his hands, so he could only make fists and hold them behind his back.

Memories of the past emerged, and Xie Yan's eyes became more gentle, "I know you were very scared after seeing me murder, but I can't undo what happened. After becoming a doctor, I gradually saw more cruel things in the world. But for me, those are still the same as when I was a child, they are all insignificant, if the only thing I care about is you, baby, no matter what I do, whether I am human or not, after all these years, I still only like you. "

Xie Yan stared at him, and said in a low voice: "I have said this to you many times, Lin Ye, I only like you."

Lin Ye took a steady breath and said, "Except for me, don't you have the slightest feeling for anyone or anything? You are a Rakshasa. Can you tell the difference between good and evil in this world? Who deserves to die? Do you know who should live?"

"Those things don't matter to me." Xie Yan said, "Without you, good and evil are meaningless to me. I was not born for this world, and this world doesn't need me as a criterion. My Good and evil depend on you, if you think I am a kind person and treat others with humility and courtesy, it is because I have to do this to keep you by my side."

"You say that, I feel that I have a heavier responsibility."

Lin Ye stroked his hair. He probably felt a lot of emotions after hearing Xie Yan's words. He found a stone bench and sat down, with a relaxed expression, and said lazily: "When I first met you, I thought you were good-looking. , I didn’t think about anything, I’m just a kid, but at that time, I was really happy to get along with you, it can be said that it was because of you.”

As he said that, Lin Ye smiled, and said again: "I was ignorant when I was young, and I always felt that my dad didn't love me, only Lin Xuan. Now that I think about it, he doesn't love me, and he doesn't worry about me so much. That's how it is, slowly changing, slowly maturing, when the National People's Congress is big, many ideas will be different, and there is no way to follow one's inclinations and be carefree, for this, I envy you."

"You are a god after all, you can stay the same from beginning to end, you don't need to give up what you want, your world is pure and simple, unlike me, people live, many things are involuntary, even admitting your own Heart, has become a very difficult thing."

Lin Ye lowered his head, his eyes gradually dimmed, "I was very sad when my father died, I felt that I had no home, but when I saw Lin Xuan, I had to cheer up again, he was my only family member, I had to think His feelings, these days, I have neglected him a lot, which has caused some gaps between us. In fact, how much I hope he can understand me. I also want to be like an ordinary person. When I go home, the house is warm. Once in love, friends are blessings, we can walk hand in hand on the street, we can grow old together and die together, but I don’t know why, I feel that my wish will never come true in my life.”

The night suddenly became a little cold.

Xie Yan approached him, raised his head with his hands, looked into his reddish eyes, and leaned over to kiss his cold lips.

There were a lot of people around, and all kinds of eyes were thrown over. Some girls suppressed their excitement, and they still looked back frequently after walking a long way.

Lin Ye was stunned, stood up suddenly from the stone bench, stepped back, and shouted: "What are you doing!"

"Kiss you."

Xie Yan replied unabashedly, the smile on his lips fell into his eyes, "Look, there are people who bless us all around, baby, treat me as your dearest person, rely on me, all your wishes, I will It will all come true for you."