Green tea old gong is always biting me

The environment of the hospital is very good, surrounded by hundreds of flowers, you can see the green mountains and green waters, smell the fragrance of flowers, and hear the singing of birds when you open the window; away from the impetuousness of the city, century-old banyan trees rise from the ground, adding to the castle-like European-style building. A wisp of green.

The privacy of this hospital is very good, and patients do not disturb each other.

Qi Qing's room is a single room, the room is not big, with all internal organs; in the quiet room, except for breathing, there is only the sound of beating instruments.

Tick ​​tick tick...

In the dropper, the transparent liquid dropped at a regular rate, and the hand that inserted the needle was cold and numb.

The doctor said that the reason why he was in a coma was caused by excessive physical exertion, and that he would recover after raising him.

However, the body can nourish the heart?

When Xu Xiaoxiao sensed that the atmosphere was not right, she slipped away tactfully.

The small crib was pushed to Qi Qing's bedside.

There is a small card inserted in the card slot on the outer layer of the crib, with the baby's weight, birth time, and gender written on it, but the name is blank.

This reminded Qi Qing that he and Jin Lexian had discussed countless days and nights about the baby's name.

The baby in the crib is very small, with a small face exposed in the sky blue swaddle; on the slender and fragile wrist, like Qi Qing, is wearing a loose bracelet with a string of to identify the code.

5151, exactly the day he was born.

I have to admit that the little baby is really very similar to his father; the same eyebrows, the same lip shape, except for the same face shape as Qi Qing, there is nothing similar to Qi Qing.

The baby has just taken a bath, his face is flushed, his eyelashes are very long, curled up like two butterfly wings, and his eye sockets are deep, which is very different from other wrinkled or red babies just born ; Fair and clean, with a high bridge of nose, small mouth and beautiful lips.

If it wasn't for the gender clearly written on the card: male, I'm afraid everyone would have thought it was a baby girl.

It was hard to imagine that this soft mass flowed with his blood and came out of his stomach.

This is very different from when he was pregnant. At that time, he only knew that he had a ball in his mouth, and he would vomit and regurgitate because of this ball, and he had no appetite. Now that the baby is born, he has a feeling that he wants to upgrade to become a father .

Qi Qing couldn't help worrying about whether he could raise this child well.

Even if it's a small lump, he can't do anything, so what about when he grows up?

Qi Qing looked at the familiar man who changed the baby's diaper, and was in a daze for a moment.

Silence surrounded the two of them, giving people a feeling of breathlessness.

"Ah Ching..."

The silence was finally broken by Jin Lexian.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have lied to you, let alone tell such a big lie to get close to you."

"But I don't know what to do."

"I didn't expect what happened on the day of the classmate reunion dinner. I was surprised to find out that you were pregnant by chance. I think I should take responsibility instead of just walking away as a romantic relationship; but I'm even more afraid that you won't be able to accept it, after all, no one can accept it calmly after suddenly intervening in life."

"I'm afraid you won't be able to accept me, so I can only tell a lie and appear in front of you in another way; at first, I just wanted to be by your side and accompany you through the most difficult days."

"However, slowly, I found that I was greedy, and I became unsatisfied. I want to stay by your side longer."

"So I can only tell more lies in order to fill in those loopholes; after a long time, I realized that lies are something that cannot be touched. Before I knew it, I had already fallen into It's inside, I can't get out."

"Every day with you numbs my fear; my desire to see our children grow up grows stronger; I want to tell you the truth countless times, but I always shrink back at the end."

"I'm sorry I lied to you, but I take your relationship seriously."

Jin Lexian held Qi Qing's wrist and pressed his palm to his chest.

For a moment, Qi Qing felt mixed feelings, as if he had overturned the ups and downs.

Because he couldn't refute it.

As Jin Lexian said, companionship is real, and dedication is real; even though every little thing they get along with is based on lies, can he really deny that there is no half-hearted affection?

Apparently...he...can't.

What Jin Lexian said was very sincere.

Qi Qing lowered his head, not looking at him: "I hate liars."

Jin Lexian looked frustrated, and let go of Qi Qing's hand in a sense of loss.

He lowered his head and gave up on himself: "Actually...I lied to you more than this one."

Qi Qing was so confused that he didn't want to hear it anymore.

"do not talk.

"I like you."

Jin Lexian raised his head, the love in his eyes could no longer be concealed.

"ten years."

"I've loved you for ten years."

"It started when I transferred to your class."

In the past, Jin Lexian waited for ten years after thousands of mountains and rivers; now it is just a layer of invisible paper, but he can't wait anymore.

Some things are hard to say at first, but become easy once you say them.

It was as if the river had found a dam and poured down.

"It's been a long time, I don't know if you still remember; I always created coincidences between me and you at that time, my behavior may have made you feel uneasy, and you started to run away after a while; then your family suffered a change, I don't dare to disturb you even more, in the second half of my third year of high school, I decided to go abroad, and I know very well that it will be impossible for us to go abroad."

Jin Lexian stretched out an index finger, and gently touched the baby's face.

"You must be wondering why I like you."

"Shall I tell you a story?"

He said to himself, without waiting for Qi Qing's reaction, he started talking on his own.

"The protagonist of this story is a young boy."

"The little boy was born prominently. Everyone felt that he had a good birth and stood at the finish line as soon as he was born. He is the luckiest person."

"Little boys don't think so."

"The little boy's father has a successful career and is always very busy. He is so busy that he can't see him several times a year. The little boy has been with his mother since he was a child. However, his mother's health is not good, and he depends on medicine. The little boy will take the initiative to help his mother prepare the medicine every day, reminding him like an alarm clock, trying not to let his mother worry, because in this way, his mother can spend more time with him."

"The little boy's mother is like a miracle. Every time the doctor thinks she can't take it anymore, she just lived out the time limit, so the little boy feels that his mother will always be strong and stay with him forever "Unfortunately, she seemed to be too tired, and on a certain day when she picked him up from school, she fell into a deep sleep forever."

"The little boy lives in the school, and he will only go home on weekends; it was one afternoon, the school closed early, and her mother picked him up for the first time since he was studying."

"The little boy was so happy that he waited at the school gate early."

"However, he waited and waited. He didn't wait for his mother for a long time, but waited for a bad news."

"He heard many people say that under the traffic lights on the road near the school, the female driver of a car suddenly suffered from a disease and was in danger."

"At that moment, the little boy felt that the sky was falling, and he felt that it was all his fault; if it wasn't for him, his mother wouldn't be in deteriorating health, if it wasn't for him, her mother wouldn't have such an accident."

"Unfortunately, the little boy's mother did not survive after all."

"The little boy's father never said anything to him, but the blatant accusation in his eyes hurt him deeply."

"The little boy's grandparents never blamed him, but the little boy can feel that he is carrying the guilt of the executioner."

"Guilt and guilt are intertwined into an impenetrable net. The little boy is getting more and more sad. Everyone makes him brave, makes him strong, and makes him not let his mother down. No one knows that the little boy is actually innocent. So brave, he would be afraid, timid, and even quietly left a suicide note."

"It may be fate or it may be that he should not die. On the day of suicide, a phone call saved him."

"The hospital called, saying that his mother's belongings were missing there; when he went to get them, the little boy knew from the words of the doctors and nurses that if it hadn't been for a child at that time who called the police, he would also help her do cardiopulmonary surgery. Recovery, he may not even see his mother for the last time."

"The boy went to investigate the surveillance, you don't know; the moment the child appeared, a beam of light suddenly shone into the boy's life."

"In the third year of high school, the little boy went back to school. He went back to school for a year and became classmates with that kid."

"The child's academic performance is poor, and he is a problem student for all teachers. Only the little boy knows that he is actually very smart; he is very good at playing basketball, almost broke the school record in the high jump, can eat two bowls of food, runs very fast, and is very smart. Sense of justice."

"When did his eyes follow him? The little boy didn't know; at first he just wanted to thank the child, but after a long time, he couldn't move his eyes away."

"From time to time, he will think about him, go to see him secretly, will be happy for the other party's joy, sad and sad; if he doesn't see him, he will miss him, and if he sees him, he will be nervous."

"fantastic…"

"The little boy doesn't actually like the same sex as him, maybe...just because...that person is him..."

Speaking of this, it is self-evident who the little boy and the child are.

"Ah Qing..." Jin Lexian raised his eyes and looked at Qi Qing without blinking, with various emotions in his eyes.

"I don't want to miss you."

His eyes were too heavy, like an ant looking up at a redemption.

Qi Qing never knew that an inadvertent action back then would have such a butterfly effect.

How could Qi Qing criticize him like this?

Qi Qing suddenly had the feeling of punching cotton.

Jin Lexian is really cunning, he showed a pitiful expression, but secretly grasped all his weaknesses.

Feelings are something that can't be controlled by oneself. Jin Lexian has never hurt him since getting along with him. The only fault is cheating. If you really want to investigate carefully, there is nothing wrong with it.

He and he...

After all, it's just a prisoner of love.

Finish

The author has something to say: How do I write this? It’s very melancholy. This should be my first attempt to write about the main emotional flow. The more I write, the chemical reaction produced by love is really amazing, clear and quiet. Jingzi's emotions will also affect me; I am very happy to meet everyone, this is my greatest harvest.

After that, I will start the special episode. The designated episode is not so fast. I need to sort it out and arrange the order.

Also, by the way, Qiuqiu's next pre-acquisition, "He Doesn't Want to Do It Anymore" is very tasty, hahaha~~

Thanks for "Fat pear candy for trying to lose weight.", irrigation nutrient solution +5

"Fat cats like to eat pork", irrigation nutrient solution +5

"kira", irrigation nutrient solution +2, I will work hard, okay~