Green tea old gong is always biting me

The screen of the mobile phone exuded a gleaming white light, which slowly dimmed after the fingers hadn't touched it for a long time.

This text message is like a start button, before the screen completely blacks out, the next message comes one after another.

——"Why she can, but I can't."

Qi Qing pursed his lips and blocked that number tremblingly, his face against the background of the phone screen was as pale as paper.

It's a pity that the blacklist doesn't seem to be able to do anything to the other party. In the next second, another number appeared on the screen like a vicious dog biting meat.

——"Is it because I'm not a woman?"

At that moment, all the sounds around seemed to be swallowed by a closed space, and drifted away like a torrent.

Qi Qing seemed to have entered a piece of nothingness, and everything he could see fell apart.

It was clearly still in the underground garage, but the passing vehicles and the noisy flow of people disappeared together with the cleaning lady dragging a large trash can at the exit of the safe passage.

In the suddenly narrow field of vision, only the mother's flapping skirt and a small arm protruding from the black stroller were left.

Qi Qing bent down, pulled open the collar, desperately trying to breathe; however, the scarf was too tight, the more he struggled, the tighter the seemingly soft fabric became.

The screen of the mobile phone went black at some point, and the ear-piercing muffled sound was as sharp as the tip of a needle.

"Senior, long time no see..."

Qi Qing froze suddenly, he stared wide-eyed at the reflection of a shadow on the black screen, the dust-enclosed memory was like a Pandora's box, and he finally found the matching key.

It was a very tall man with loose hair and wearing a black baseball cap.

The brim of the baseball cap is so low that no face can be seen; only two thin, light-colored lips and a slightly pointed, pale chin can be seen.

"Senior..."

"Don't come here!" Qi Qing's voice was hoarse.

The man paused, his voice sounded a little aggrieved.

"Why do you use this expression? Are you unhappy seeing me? But... I miss you so much...Senior..."

It was this voice again.

Weak, pathetic, and downright deceptive.

Just like the mucus of slugs, when it stays silent, it is not fatal;

It was only then that Qi Qing realized that his position was not very good, no matter which direction he looked from, it was a blind spot.

He soon had nowhere to go.

The helplessness and despair of 10 years ago came back again.

That was really, the past that he tried his best to forget.

Suddenly, a beam of intense light was like a sharp sword, cutting straight through the darkness and straddling the wall behind Qi Qing.

The light was really dazzling, and every grain of dust could be clearly seen under that beam of light.

The stagnant time is back, and the baby's cry is from near to far.

The man turned his head instinctively, covering his eyes with his hands.

"Drip drip..."

At the same time, the sound of car horns resounded throughout the garage, the sound was short and urgent, as if urging something.

The light of the high beam is something that the human eyes cannot look directly at. Just staring at it for a few seconds, the eyes will be blind in a short time and lose focus.

Even if he opened his eyes, all he could see was a vast expanse of whiteness.

There are too many things that can be done in just 1 minute. When the man can finally open his eyes, there is already nothing in front of him.

He looked at the butt of the car disappearing around the corner with a gloomy expression.

The man's skin is very fair, but not healthy white, and his appearance is not ugly, his facial features are distinct, which can be called outstanding; it's a pity - a pair of dark eyeballs ruined the beauty, just like - lifeless stinking water.

He covered his face, and suddenly laughed out of anger, the eyeball exposed outside his fingers was covered with bloodshot eyes; his eyes were stubborn and crazy, like a ferocious beast with furry hair, others couldn't help but back away when they glanced casually.

"You will regret this."

In the car, Qi Qing and Jin Lexian were silent.

Jin Lexian didn't ask, and Qi Qing didn't say anything.

In a small space, the refreshing lavender fragrance has a calming effect.

Qi Qing was still trembling, but at least he gradually calmed down.

He wanted to say something countless times, but he was afraid that those memories would be exposed to the sun.

Those memories are nightmares for him, and they are also sharp weapons that can crush him, so they cannot be easily touched.

Not long after the car drove out, it ran into a toll booth, and the barrier gate was in the middle of the road.

After Jin Lexian paid the parking fee, the gate was released happily under the charm of money ability.

Before fully driving to the road, Jin Lexian handed over the thermos in the cup holder.

He looked extremely calm, and the rage and cruelty that were constantly churning in his heart were well concealed by him.

His tone was soft, as if he was coaxing a little baby.

"Drink some hot water, I'll drive slowly, I won't spill it."

"quiet..."

"Are you hungry? I remember we still have some beef from Lo-Mei Zhuang. How about some beef at home?"

Qi Qing opened his mouth, his pale face regained some blood under the warmth of the air conditioner.

"I actually..."

"If you don't want to eat, then let's eat lighter."

The car went straight for a while, and before turning, a road cleaning vehicle came from the left.

The two huge brushes at the bottom of the cleaning car are working hard, and the dust is everywhere they pass.

Jin Lexian pressed the button, and the window next to the driver's seat went up immediately.

By the time the cleaning vehicle left completely, the green light had turned into a red light.

Jin Lexian shifted the gear to neutral, turned his head, looked at Qi Qing and said seriously: "Ah Qing, I don't care, no matter what you were like before or what you will be like in the future, I don't care; because for me , you are just you."

"The name of the person I know is Qi Qing, isn't it?"

"Quietly..." Qi Qing had mixed feelings for a while, and at the end his voice was a little choked up.

In many cases, it is actually quite cruel to get to the bottom of it. Apart from tearing up the original wound again, there is nothing to be done.

At this time, silence may not be the most correct choice, but it must be the best comfort.

After that, the man didn't show up for a long time, and on the surface, life seemed to have returned to normal.

Only one thing is different, the light in Jin Lexian's room will not go out until after Qi Qing turns off the light, and they start to go to work together, and go home together after get off work.

The feeling of having a backing behind him, like warm spring water, slowly nourished Qi Qing.

Companionship is the best cure in this world.

Today, it is raining.

Jin Lexian was stuck in a traffic jam on the way back from the company.

Xinghe community is not far from his shop. Qi Qing forgot to add cat food this morning. Erlangshen might be starving right now; he thought about it and decided to go home by himself.

— On the road, the rain was not too heavy or too small. In the hazy rain, most cars drove very fast, and when they rolled over the potholes, there would be a spray full of mud and sand.

Qi Qing walked through an alley, and remembered that the TV remote control panel at home was out of power, so he went to a convenience store to buy two batteries.

When walking out of the convenience store, Qi Qing saw a girl waiting for the rain at the door.

The girl had long hair fluttering, she wore very little, and was shivering in the cold wind.

Qi Qing was overwhelmed with sympathy.

Of course, the coat was not given.

After all, it's not a TV show, so he's cold too.

"Hello, where are you going? Do you want to take an umbrella?"

The movement of the girl holding her arms—stopped, she didn’t look back, and only hummed lightly.

"Beiheng intersection is fine."

Her voice was a bit strange, hoarse and sharp, as if she was choking her throat.

But because of the rain, her strangeness was not too noticeable.

The intersection of Beiheng Road is next to Xinghe Community, so it happens to be on the way.

For strangers who meet by chance, Qi Qing doesn't talk much, he only wants to learn from Lei Feng and do good deeds.

But Qi Qing didn't expect to arrive at the destination, and the girl hadn't said to leave yet.

Weird emotions hovered in his heart.

These days, he seemed to let go and didn't seem to let go; the appearance of that person was always like a knife hanging around his neck, and no one knew when it would fall.

Qi Qing couldn't help but quietly took a few steps back.

"Senior"

The girl finally raised her head, revealing a slightly smudged face.

"Why are you leaving... Am I not looking good now?"

Qi Qing's heart skipped a beat - clap.

The girl...or Quzi Mo Yingying-smiles, her powdered face does not look so pale, and there is a little bit of lip balm on her lips.

Weird and inconsistent.

There is a coffee shop at the intersection of Beiheng Road, and there are many sheds at the entrance.

He picked a table at random and sat there.

"Don't you want to talk?"

"congratulations."

"I'm going to be a father."

He rested his chin on his hand and took out a report card.

"Ah... 4 months, how cute..."

"Is it Qi Jing? What a good name."

His tone was extremely gentle, and his fingernails lightly scratched across the table, making a harsh sound.

"Qi Jing?"

Qi Qing barely stopped trembling, he raised his head, looked at the report card, and saw Qi Jing's name on the report card.

There was a flash of astonishment in Qi Qing's eyes.

It was obviously his report card, but what appeared was Qi Jing's name.

Qi Qing didn't know what went wrong, but just hearing Qi Jing's name from Qu Zimo made him very angry.

"What exactly do you want?"

"How is it? Hahahaha" Qu Zimo seemed to hear something funny, and his shoulders shrugged as he laughed.

"I've done so much for you, why can't you just look at me."

"Obviously... You were the one who provoked me first."

"Shut up..." Qi Qing was a little dizzy, and his heart was clenched tightly, as if he had been punched by a fist.

His psychiatrist once said about his symptoms, which were the stress response after suffering a severe psychological trauma; before he fully came out, he would be under the shadow of Qu Zimo for the rest of his life.

He was very unwilling, but he had no choice, just like at this moment, the psychological disgust and fear made him even unable to escape.

"You don't like me, then why did you smile at me?"

"Okay, I get it now."

Qu Zimo suddenly stopped laughing, and said to himself: "You like her like that...then...I'll just peel off her face."

After he finished speaking, he showed an apologetic expression.

"...Yes, yes, yes...I forgot, she already has your little baby in her stomach..."

"madman."

Qi Qing gritted his teeth, and wanted to swing his fist up.

"Hmm... the senior is angry..."

Qu Zimo leaned back.

"That bitch is very powerful, isn't it fun to do with her?"

"Ah... what a dirty guy..."

Qu Zimo's voice is faint and cold, like a devil in hell, waking up a nightmare.

With these words, the self-esteem and pride that Qi Qing had regained over the years was smashed to pieces again.

The feeling of being entangled by the snake came again, and it almost took his breath away.

"Senior, do you know that you are really not good..."

The author has something to say: ah, I'm lazy.

Thanks to "Fat Cat Loves Pork", irrigation nutrient solution +3, I will work hard, okay~