Scum A mother dressed as a bitter heroine

Some of Jiang Chu's injuries had completely healed before entering the summer vacation, but the physical injuries healed, but the sequelae of the mental injuries obviously did not disappear.

Although she behaved no differently from ordinary people when she was awake, she had frequent nightmares in the past few months and woke up Gu Lingjun almost every time.The six-month pregnancy was already very obvious, and with the warmer weather and thinner clothes, almost everyone knew that Gu Lingjun was pregnant.

After staying through the holidays and finishing the final exam without any risk, Jiang Chu finally relaxed a little from his tense nerves.In order to deal with more emergencies, Jiang Chu applied to participate in the defense earlier.She had already taken enough credits, and her grades were always excellent. As for the dissertation, she started preparing early and passed it very smoothly.

Zhuang Jingyuan applied for a long period of vacation, and went back to school specially to participate in her defense.Later, Jiang Chuxie only contacted her by email or message, and never asked her how to deal with the inhibitor.It is obvious that the path of a dean is not so narrow. Without her help, Zhuang Jingyuan still got the inhibitor, and she seems to be living well, as if she is... plump.

The two didn't communicate much. Although Zhuang Jingyuan seemed to have something to say to her, Jiang Chuxie ignored it.

After finishing his defense, Jiang Chuxie devoted himself to taking care of Gu Lingjun besides work. Omega pregnancy is much easier than Beta, which is determined by the physiological structure and hormone levels.However, the so-called ease is only relative. Pregnancy is a hardship for the mother from the beginning to the end.

Gu Lingjun insisted on finishing the final exam, and then decisively went through the formalities of suspension of school. Jiang Chuxie was very glad that she did not insist any more.

During this year, too many things happened to the two of them, and it seemed like a miracle that they could successfully finish this year's course.

After the holiday, Gu Lingjun seldom went out. Except for going to the company when necessary, Jiang Chuxie stayed at home with her to raise the baby most of the time.There are nanny and Mu Qing to take care of them at home, but even so, they often show fatigue.

Mu Qing only thought that the young couple was tormented by the pregnancy, and only the two of them knew how much of it was due to mental pressure.

Jiang Chuxi woke up from the nightmare again. Although he was able to stop screaming, it still seemed to wake up Gu Lingjun beside him.

"Sorry, did I wake you up again?"

Although the past few months have been calm and nothing happened, Jiang Chu would have nightmares from time to time to remind himself that he should not take it lightly.

Holding the hand that Gu Lingjun stretched out to wipe his sweat, Jiang Chuxie felt very guilty.Gu Lingjun was clearly pregnant and suffering, yet he wanted to take care of her.

"How about we sleep in separate beds first?"

Gu Lingjun touched her face, smiled lightly and said, "Is this the only way you came up with?"

Jiang Chu felt guilty and said: "But it seems that this can't be cured in a short while. You are very tired from pregnancy, and I often make you sleep badly."

"It's nothing. I sleep lightly because I'm pregnant. Besides, I don't have much to do now. I can catch up on sleep during the day when I'm sleepy. On the contrary, it's you, your family and company run at both ends, and you can't sleep well at night. collapsed."

Gu Lingjun didn't lie, she was woken up every time, not by Jiang Chuxie, but by herself.It was not only Jiang Chuxie who repeated the nightmare, but also her.

"I'm in good health, don't worry. And I've already graduated, and Zhuang Qi is busy at the company, so I don't need to go often."

One good thing about this line of work is that you can work anywhere with a computer.She is the boss, and her current skills and experience are much higher than those of her employees, so she can basically make decisions directly by herself.

Gu Lingjun nestled in Jiang Chuxie's arms, stroking her lower abdomen with her little hands seemingly unconsciously. There was only a small scar left on the injured part before, which was slightly raised to the touch.

"Lingjun..."

Jiang Chu gasped a bit, and pressed his wife's hand.Although he was just stroking his lower abdomen, and his movements didn't mean to be provocative at all, he still managed to arouse Jiang Chu's anger.

Gu Lingjun stopped her hands obediently, raised her head to Jiang Chuxie's face, and gently kissed her chin.

"I just want to touch your belly."

Jiang Chu knew that she just wanted to touch his belly, otherwise he would have jumped on it.Ever since she was injured, this seemed to have become Gu Lingjun's hobby.

"It doesn't hurt anymore, and the scar is very small."

"But you must have been in pain."

Jiang Chu turned around and hugged Gu Lingjun tightly: "Of course the injury will hurt, but there's nothing to say about it. In the situation at that time, if I didn't do it, it would definitely be more painful."

Gu Lingjun lay his pillow on her arm, his eyes sore.

"Be clear, I love you."

Jiang Chuxie opened his eyes slightly, and was very pleasantly surprised by his wife's sudden confession.The two of them are usually gentle and often talk privately, but they don't say such love words casually or deliberately.Although she was very sure of Gu Lingjun's intentions, she was still very happy to hear it with her own ears.

"I love you too," Jiang Chuxie hugged his wife in his arms, feeling her warmth and love with his body, "Lingjun, I didn't understand what love is like at all, you let me experience it The feeling of loving someone and being loved. I will always treat you well, and I will always protect you.”

Gu Lingjun frowned slightly. Just as he was about to say something, a pulse came from his lower abdomen.

"Um……"

In my memory, Jiang Wei was a child who didn't like to move very much, and this time her fetal movement came very late.It's been six months, and this is only the third time I feel her.

"what happened?"

Jiang Chuxue noticed her abnormality, and couldn't help feeling nervous.Gu Lingjun took her palm and put it on his lower abdomen, and said with a chuckle, "The child is moving."

Jiang Chuxie's movements and expressions were a little stiff, and he wanted to withdraw his hand subconsciously.Because she has made up her mind that if she has to choose between a wife and a daughter in the future, she will definitely abandon the child, so she doesn't want to have too much communication with the child now.

But when she felt the slight pulsation under Gu Lingjun's belly, her heart couldn't help but tremble.

"Be clear, do you feel it?"

Gu Lingjun had already noticed that Jiang Chuxie's attitude towards the child was subtle.Putting aside the fact that she wanted to get rid of her at the beginning, even after she decided to have this child, her words and attitude did not show much care and joy.

Compared with caring about the child, Jiang Chuxie cared more about whether her pregnancy was hard or not, and whether she was in good health. During each prenatal checkup, Jiang Chuxie asked questions about whether the fetal position was correct, and whether she could guarantee a smooth delivery at that time.

As for the child, she has not taken the initiative to say anything so far, which makes Gu Lingjun feel very strange.

If Gu Lingjun's reincarnation is calculated based on her ability to control her body smoothly, in fact, each time is not very long. The shortest time is only two or three years, and the longest is no more than six or seven years. Each time, she died before her daughter grew up.

For this, she felt guilty.

She gave birth to Jiang Weizao countless times and became her mother countless times, but failed to let her grow up once, only because of her own selfishness.It must be false to say that she doesn't love her daughter, but this love is not deep enough for her to give up changing herself.

So every time she faced that question after death, she would choose the sure answer without hesitation.

Whether it is death, rebirth or reincarnation, it is a very mysterious process.It was very difficult for Gu Lingjun to describe it in words, and it was also difficult to describe the feeling.In the end, what remained in her memory were not pictures, but pure text expressions.

But she understands one thing very well, that is, if she chooses to give up, the world will continue to exist and run, and if she chooses to start over, everything that happened before will disappear and start over.

In other words, her choice determines the fate of everyone in this world, and she herself seems to be a switch to restart the world.

Gu Lingjun gradually realized this in the constant cycle of reincarnation, but she didn't know where she learned it from, and she didn't know when she first realized it, but she was inexplicably convinced of it.

But even though she was aware of the impact her choice would have, she still never hesitated once.

She is such a selfish and stubborn creature.

But this time she was pregnant with Jiang Weizao, the happiness she felt far exceeded any time, and the cherishment and concern for her daughter far exceeded any time.

This is her and Jiang Chuxie's child, and this alone makes her have a deeper love for the child in her womb.

But Jiang Chuxie didn't seem to think so...at least, she was not warm to the child.

"Hmm..." It took Jiang Chu a long time to reply dryly, but he probably sensed that his attitude was wrong, so he quickly added, "Isn't she sleeping? She still moves at such a late hour."

Gu Lingjun couldn't help laughing because of her words: "Do you think the fetus sleeps the same time as you?"

Jiang Chu had a resentful expression on his face, but he didn't let go of his hand. While stroking her bulging belly gently, he said in a low voice: "I just don't want you to be tossed too much by her."

"You don't like her because you think my pregnancy is hard, do you?"

Gu Lingjun hooked her shoulder and asked jokingly.

Jiang Chuxie's expression was slightly distorted, but he didn't deny that he didn't like this child.

"It's not just because of that."

Gu Lingjun pursed his lips and tightly grasped Jiang Chuxie's palm.

"You really don't like her?"

Jiang Chuxie realized that he had said something wrong, and quickly explained: "Lingjun, it doesn't matter whether you like it or not. I haven't seen her yet, have I? I'm just more worried about you, and I don't want you to get hurt because of her. "

This explanation sounds even more strange because it is too rational. To strangers, this logic is quite normal.But for a child who is connected with her own blood, shouldn't a mother naturally have feelings for her?

What's more, this is the crystallization of the blood between her and her lover. Even if she is as selfish as her, she will still love her house.

That thought reappeared in Gu Lingjun's mind. No matter how hard she tried to forget it, this thought still harassed her from time to time.

Is Jiang Chuxie's love for her real?

She hoped so much that Jiang Chuxie really loved her.However, all the clues are telling her that there is "involuntary" in Jiang Chuxie's love for her.

It is of great significance to her to find out this matter, because she does not want Jiang Chuxie to suffer more unfair treatment.