Scum A mother dressed as a bitter heroine

Gu Lingjun sat by the bed, carefully blew the porridge in the spoon, and carefully fed it to Jiang Chuxie's lips.Jiang Chuxie took a sip of the porridge, and said worriedly: "I heard from my father that you fainted at that time, are you really all right?"

"I'm fine, I've checked, don't worry."

"What about the wrist injury? I'd better eat it myself."

"Don't move around, the wound will be involved later." Gu Lingjun held her hand helplessly, and stuffed her with a spoonful of porridge, "I just sprained my wrist a little, and it's fine now. Don't worry about me if you're so badly hurt."

Jiang Chuxie was stuffed with food and unable to speak, so he could only hold Gu Lingjun with his backhand and express his concern with his eyes.

"Be clear. Compared with worrying about me, I hope you can pay more attention to yourself."

Jiang Chuxie swallowed the food in his mouth, and said with a smile: "Being able to protect you is the most important thing I attach to myself."

This is not a lie, let alone a nice word.If Gu Lingjun was lost, Jiang Chuxi didn't know what was the point of his life.If she had never met her, never fallen in love with her, never had happiness with her, she might still be able to live in this world as a bystander.

Even if you are out of place, as long as you can live, it is a pretty good thing.

But after experiencing such a beautiful dream, she could no longer bear the loneliness that no one could understand. Without Gu Lingjun, this world would mean nothing to her.

"..." The corners of Gu Lingjun's lips pursed slightly, and a wrinkle appeared between his brows, "But don't you think about it, what will happen if I lose you?"

Jiang Chuxie took a light breath, showing guilt on his face.

"Sorry, I'll be more careful in the future."

When Gu Lingjun heard her apologizing to him, his throat choked up, and he wanted to say something, but in the end he just uttered a few words.

"You don't have to apologize to me..."

"Lingjun," Jiang Chu could sense that something was wrong with Gu Lingjun's emotions, but thought she was just scared by what happened this time and was too worried about herself, "This time it was just an accident, and I'm not fine? You Don't worry, I won't die that easily."

Escaping from the dead, what Jiang Chuxie felt was not fear, but rejoicing.

In the text, she is the last big boss, and it can be seen from this experience that she will not die so easily.With this alone, her leverage in protecting Gu Lingjun has increased a lot.

Whether it's blocking a knife, blocking a bullet or something else, her body must be able to handle it, right?

"Human life is not as strong as you think. Be careful. I don't want you to take risks in the future, even if it's to protect me."

"I know, I know," Jiang Chuxie stretched his hand over Gu Lingjun's shoulders, trying to calm her anxiety, "I will pay attention to it after I say it, don't worry. We can hire bodyguards, be more vigilant, and won't It's going to happen again like this time, right?"

Gu Lingjun leaned on her shoulder, and it took a while before he said "um" softly.

Jiang Chuxie leaned against her neck and took a light breath, and said happily, "It's nice to still be able to smell your scent."

In stark contrast to the smile on her face was Gu Lingjun's worried expression. It seemed that she hadn't escaped the shock of Jiang Chuxie's injury, and she had always smiled like this for the past few days.

Jiang Chuxie gently combed her long hair, kissed her forehead: "I really want to get better soon, and hug you sooner."

Although the fact that Gu Lingjun was in danger aggravated Jiang Chu's sense of crisis again, but actually saving Gu Lingjun's life gave her a lot of confidence.

Jiang Chuxie has become more and more convinced that he traveled to this world to protect Gu Lingjun and his lover.

After feeding Jiang Chu some lunch, and after she fell into a deep sleep, Gu Lingjun also lay down on the accompanying bed beside her.As soon as she closed her eyes, many memories that should not belong to her but clearly belonged to her appeared in her mind.

The first time she saw these images was when she thought Jiang Chuxie was about to die, because the amount of information flooded into her mind, she couldn't process and think at all for a while.

But after these two days of sorting out, she has gradually understood the cause and effect.

"Career..."

Gu Lingjun lay quietly on the bed. In order to hide her tears, she covered her eyes with her slender wrist.Although she didn't recall all the memories, and didn't experience those recalled memories immersively, the strong emotions contained in these memories still left a deep imprint in her heart.

Countless failures, countless deaths, and countless restarts, she has forgotten when it started and what opportunity it started, but she remembers her anger, hatred and unwillingness.

Maybe it's for happiness, maybe it's revenge for the world, or it's just that she just doesn't know how to give up. She is looking for a slim hope in countless possibilities, looking for the hope that she can live in the way she wants.

She should have abandoned all fantasies in this process, whether it is love, family affection, or friendship, it is meaningless if she cannot control herself.

But this time, this time, there was a deviation... Or, it was a deviation deliberately arranged by her.

Did she succeed?

Undoubtedly, this time was the biggest change in all her experiences. Jiang Weizao, who had always arrived accurately, was almost a year late this time.

If her reincarnation ends with death, then the starting point is to be pregnant with Jiang.Before that, she should have been unable to control her body, existing in this world like a walking dead.

She had found many people to cooperate with, and used many ways to escape, but in the end, none of them escaped the arrangement of fate and died in an extremely miserable way.And every time after death, there was a voice asking her if she wanted to do it all over again.

What's extremely ridiculous is that she didn't choose to start over countless times for her lover and children, as she said to Jiang Chuxie before.

She is only for herself, as long as she can change this ridiculous and involuntary fate, she can abandon everything and use everything.

Talking about love in such a world is extremely ridiculous.

"Lingjun, Lingjun..."

Gu Lingjun heard Jiang Chu's sleepy voices again. He was clearly seriously injured, but he was still thinking about her in his sleep.

Gu Lingjun took a deep breath, got up and walked to Jiang Chuxie's bed, reached into the quilt and took her hand.

"I'm here, be clear, I'm fine."

Jiang Chu held her wrist tightly as if he was afraid that she would disappear, and his restless expression gradually relaxed.Gu Lingjun still didn't free his hand after her breathing became stable, and sat looking at her withered face for a long time.

Perhaps, this is the happiness she has been looking forward to for a long time. Not only has she gained the freedom to control her body, but she has also gained the love that she never expected.

But is this really love?

"Lingjun, I can walk by myself, you don't need to help me." Jiang Chuxie leaned on a cane, and gently pushed away Gu Lingjun's support, "The doctor allowed me to leave the hospital, which means that my body is fine, don't be so nervous."

Gu Lingjun gave her a blank look: "Don't change your mind secretly. The doctor said that he wanted you to go home to recuperate, but he didn't say that you are already cured."

"It means nothing serious if you can go home and recuperate."

Gu Lingjun grabbed her hand tightly: "I won't argue with you, Uncle Wu, please help us lift our luggage to the car."

Uncle Wu agreed, and helped the two of them carry the boxes, while Gu Lingjun helped Jiang Chuxie carefully into the car.

"Are we really going to live with you?"

"Why, you don't want to?"

Jiang Chuxie shook his head quickly: "No, it's just that there are still a lot of things at home."

"Things can be moved slowly. Aren't you worried about safety? The security is better in my place. And my parents have recognized us, and they definitely hope that we can live at home."

Of course, Jiang Chuxie was not unwilling, it was undoubtedly better for Gu Lingjun to live there, but she regretted that the two of them would not have time to be alone in the future.

"How long will Mom stay here?"

Gu Lingjun looked at her narrowly, piercing through her little thoughts.

"Are you worried that there will be no world for two?"

Jiang Chu blushed a little: "No..."

"My mother is leaving today. As for my father and auntie...don't worry, they live somewhere else."

"what……"

Jiang Chu's eyes widened in surprise, and Gu Lingjun clasped her fingers and smiled lightly: "My father is not that incomprehensible, and I also... hope to have more space to be alone with you."

Although Jiang Chuxie tried her best to suppress her joy, the smile on the corner of her lips still revealed her small thoughts.

Gu Lingjun leaned on her shoulder, playing with the slender fingers in his palm, and asked casually: "Chu Xie, you once asked me, if we were all women as you said, would I still I won't like you. Now that I think about it, I skipped asking myself, if that's the case, will you like me?"

"Why did you suddenly think of this?"

"I just remembered it suddenly."

Although Jiang Chuxie had never liked a girl in her previous life, if she met Gu Lingjun, she would definitely be tempted, right?

"I think I will like you too."

fraud.

Gu Lingjun closed his eyes, and his voice was light as if he was asleep: "You were so cold to me at the beginning, and you still told me not to approach you."

Jiang Chu was a little puzzled: "It's strange, why did you suddenly turn up the old account? If I made you sad at that time, then I will definitely make it up to you in the future."

Gu Lingjun clenched his back molars and swallowed the soreness welling up in his throat.

"I don't want you to make up for me, I just... don't know why you love me so much."

"What's the reason for this? If you must say that there is something in this world that is the most illogical and unreasonable, it must be love?"

Jiang Chuxie felt that he was in a life-and-death situation, and even his words were a lot more romantic.

"What's more, I love you because I have a soul resonance with you. Lingjun, you don't know how many times you have saved me."

There was a bitter smile on the corner of Gu Lingjun's mouth: "Maybe I did this for a purpose? Maybe I just want to get your unreserved love?"

Jiang Chuxi laughed, held Gu Lingjun's face and kissed him: "Then congratulations, you have succeeded. Lingjun, if there is any meaning to my life this time, it must be to love you."

Such romantic words made Gu Lingjun's heart gradually sink to the bottom.