Scum A mother dressed as a bitter heroine
Chapter 60
Even after a day, Jiang Chuxie still felt like he was dreaming.Gu Lingjun said that the scene of going to the pregnancy test was deeply etched in her mind, and she couldn't forget the feeling of being trapped at that time.
It took her a lot of effort to force herself to think, to pretend to comfort Gu Lingjun easily, and to accept that Gu Lingjun might be pregnant.
But she had a nightmare all night, and the dream was full of scenes of Gu Lingjun's tragic death.It wasn't herself, nor Jiang Weizao. The thing she was most afraid of now was that Gu Lingjun would die because of Jiang Weizao.
The original article did not specifically mention how or when Gu Lingjun died. It only said that the scumbag Jiang Chuxie caused the accident, and that Gu Lingjun died to protect his daughter Jiang Weizao.
It was impossible for her to harm Gu Lingjun, but would Gu Lingjun still die for Jiang Weizao?
Although Jiang Weizao was not born in early 2000, if Gu Lingjun really became pregnant because of that incident, Jiang Weizao's birth time would still be in 2000.She has worked so hard, and in the end even the heroine's age has not changed, so how can this not make her feel hopeless?
She should have thought of it earlier, the morning-after pill cannot prevent pregnancy 100%, not to mention the 5% probability, even if there are 1 zeros after the decimal point of zero, as long as there is a single word, the plot will make this possibility a reality.
Was she negligent?
No, so what if it is not negligent?From the moment she was plotted to have a relationship with Gu Lingjun, this matter could not be changed, and the only remedy was...
Abortion?
Jiang Chuxie's scalp tingled when he thought of this method, and he couldn't help but tighten Gu Lingjun's hand.
It is the pregnant woman's right to choose whether to have an abortion. Even if she is the child's other mother, she has no right to interfere with Gu Lingjun's decision.
But... But if this child is Jiang Weizao, her birth must mean that everything has taken a big step towards the main story.
If you don't stop...
"Be clear, you are here."
Just when Jiang Chuxi's thoughts were confused and her brain was tangled like a mess, a voice interrupted her thinking.
Gao Yuanxun, who was wearing a white coat, walked towards the two of them with a gentle and friendly smile on his face.
"Sister Yuanxun, I'm bothering you again this time."
Now that the hospital is also on holiday, the medical staff are on shifts, but the number of people who are sick and checked has not decreased. All hospitals are busier than usual.Jiang Chuxi took Gu Lingjun to several hospitals, but found that they couldn't get a number at all, so he could only ask Gao Yuanxun for help.
"No," Gao Yuanxun looked at Gu Lingjun with a smile, and stretched out his hand, "You are Lingjun, right? I often hear Xiaoqi mentioning you, it's a pleasure to meet you."
It was the first time that Gu Lingjun knew that Zhuang Qi had a cousin who was a doctor, and he accepted her help when they met for the first time, and shook her hand out of politeness.
In fact, if they are not interested in Omega, a well-educated Alpha will generally not take the initiative to ask for a handshake with Omega.This is quite presumptuous and provocative, especially when the Omega is in company.
But Jiang Chuxie obviously didn't care about this.
"Doctor Gao, hello."
Gao Yuanxun's palms were icy cold, it didn't seem like the body temperature that humans can have.Gu Lingjun frowned slightly, for some reason, the palm touched by Gao Yuanxun had a lingering strange feeling.
"Don't be so unfamiliar, you can call me Sister Yuanxun just like Chu Xie." Gao Yuanxun said in a gentle tone, raising his hand to the two, "I'll take you to the obstetrics and gynecology department, I've already made an appointment."
Jiang Chu made some efforts to show a smile, trying to be more natural.
"Thank you."
If she didn't know the original plot, her current mood would definitely not be completely filled with negative emotions.Even if the child came at an untimely time, she liked Gu Lingjun and had already planned to spend her life with her. As long as Gu Lingjun wanted it, she was willing to share this responsibility with Gu Lingjun.
But Jiang Chuxie knew those things and what Jiang Weizao's birth meant.No matter how she pretended, anxiety and confusion were uncontrollably revealed in her expression, eyes, words and deeds, and Gu Lingjun couldn't hide this at all.
Gu Lingjun knew that Jiang Chuxie didn't want children for the time being, but she didn't expect that Jiang Chuxie would reject it so much.
After the initial confusion, Gu Lingjun thought a lot.All things considered, having a baby wasn't such a bad choice, even if she did come a little too early.
The school has a suspension mechanism, and she can go to school after giving birth.After all, Jiang Chuxie is not one of those Alphas who just want their wives to take care of the house after they get married. They can also afford the cost of raising their children, so they can find a nanny to help take care of the children.
Moreover, she knew that her parents won the approval of her grandparents only after she had herself. Maybe this is also a way to get her parents to agree earlier.
Leaving aside the fact that she is not pregnant, if she is already pregnant but has to be aborted, her parents will only think that Chu Xie is irresponsible.
Gu Lingjun wanted to have a good talk with Jiang Chu after the examination, and try to understand her thoughts. At this moment, Gao Yuanxun, who was walking beside her, suddenly said in a very low voice: "This Once...you came a little late."
Gu Lingjun looked up in doubt, but what he saw was Gao Yuanxun's face with a gentle smile.She always felt that Gao Yuanxun's smile was like a frozen picture, because the curvature of the other's mouth and the fine lines at the corners of his eyes seemed to never change.
"What's the matter, Lingjun?"
Gao Yuanxun has a pair of very deep pupils, coupled with good looks and good etiquette upbringing, he can definitely be called Omega's dream lover.
However, Gu Lingjun felt that the eyes under those gold-rimmed glasses were too unfathomable, and just being stared at by her gave a creepy feeling.
"That... are we late?"
Gao Yuan's thin, smoky pink lips curled up slightly: "No, you came at just the right time."
In the ultrasound testing room, Gu Lingjun was lying on the bed, revealing her white and soft belly. The doctor was helping her apply ultrasound gel while telling her to relax.
Jiang Chuxie looked more nervous than Gu Lingjun, sitting on the side holding Gu Lingjun's hand tightly, taking deep breaths secretly.
She kept praying, hoping that this was just a false alarm, but when she saw the doctor place the probe on Gu Lingjun's lower abdomen, her heart still rose to her throat.
The room was quiet. The doctor scanned Gu Lingjun's lower abdomen with the probe while carefully observing the screen on the computer.Jiang Chu wanted to look but didn't dare to look, so he closed his eyes subconsciously, while Gu Lingjun silently watched her reaction.
"Miss Gu, the gestational sac is obvious. You should be two months pregnant." However, no matter how much Jiang Chuxuan prayed, the worst prediction in her heart was still fulfilled.The doctor said the test results in a bland manner. He didn't even know whether it was out of goodwill or for other reasons, and offered to ask, "Do you want to see the picture?"
Jiang Chuxi clenched his teeth tightly, his face was pale, without a trace of joy.There is only one thought in her mind, the heroine is really here, and all her previous efforts and assumptions are insignificant in front of the plot.
"Doctor, please show me."
Seeing that she was completely immersed in her own world, Gu Lingjun had no choice but to respond to the doctor's suggestion.The doctor turned the computer screen in her direction and thoughtfully pointed out the position of the gestational sac in the screen.
Although Gu Lingjun couldn't see anything from it at all, the faintly shaking picture seemed to tell her that a life was conceived in her stomach.
At this moment, Gu Lingjun made up his mind to give birth to this child.
Even if it was an accident, it was her and Chu Xie's child. There was always a time in life when plans could not keep up with the changes, but they had no reason to kill her.
"It's more clear, you should take a look too."
Gu Lingjun pulled Jiang Chuxie's hand, and Jiang Chuxie looked at the screen in a trance, only to see the blurry picture, just like the bizarre scene in her dream, with a strange atmosphere.
Several images flashed through her mind, all of which were Gu Lingjun's bloody death scene. It was clearly a dream she should have forgotten, but now it became clearer and clearer.
Jiang Chu took some short breaths, and could no longer ignore that question.
Gu Lingjun passed away when Jiang Weizao was very young. She didn't know when, how, or why she died.Jiang Weizao is the protagonist of this novel. If she exists to let Jiang Weizao be born, then why not Gu Lingjun?
What Jiang Chuxie was afraid of was that according to the development of the plot, she would die without a burial place, but now, she has completely missed this point.
Because what scares her more is that Gu Lingjun's death will happen sooner.The most important condition for Jiang Wei to become the heroine of affliction early is that she lost her mother who loved her the most.
Big drops of sweat slid down Jiang Chuxie's chin, her eyes were blurred, and she couldn't regain her thoughts as if she was in a daze.
In other words, as long as there is no Jiang Weizao, there is no need for Lingjun to die.
"Career, clearer..."
Compared to Jiang Weizao, of course Lingjun was more important.If Gu Lingjun was lost because of Jiang Weizao, she might not be able to love this daughter at all.
So, so it really was...before she...before Jiang Weizao took shape, before Lingjun poured love on her...
"Be clearer!"
This is the second time for Gu Lingjun to encounter Jiang Chuxie in such an out-of-control situation. At the beginning, Jiang Chuxie gave her the deepest impression of being calm, upright and brave, but at this moment, Jiang Chuxie was only flustered and helpless. and hesitation.
Is it all because of her?
Gu Lingjun pinched Jiang Chuxie cruelly, and Jiang Chuxie stood up suddenly as if waking up from a dream, panting heavily, and fixed his eyes on Gu Lingjun's lower abdomen.
The thought lingered in her mind, firmly grasping her full attention.
Can't keep this child, definitely can't keep her.Only with Gu Lingjun, she didn't want to take the slightest risk.
Maybe this is the reason why she traveled to this world. She didn't come here for Jiang Weizao, but for Gu Lingjun.Instead of worrying about Jiang Weizao's arrival all the time, and worrying that things will develop according to the original book, it is better to get rid of Jiang Weizao's existence, and everything will be solved easily?
As long as there is no Jiang Weizao, then the book "Too Early" will no longer exist, and all her worries will no longer exist.In the future, it is impossible for her and Gu Lingjun's children to be Jiang Weizao again, so she doesn't have to worry about it anymore.
"Lingjun, this child..."
Jiang Chu spoke with some difficulty, but Gu Lingjun interrupted her lightly.
"I want this baby."
Jiang Chuxie heard the buzzing sound of tinnitus, Gu Lingjun's gaze was so firm, and the hand holding her was soft but full of strength.It seemed that at this moment, she had already become a mother, who would be an enemy of the whole world for the child in her womb.
No, no, Ling Jun clearly said before that he didn't want children for the time being, why is he so decisive now?
Is it Jiang Weizao's strength as the heroine?
"You, you want her?"
Gu Lingjun nodded: "Well, I've thought about it... shall we talk about it when we get home?"
Jiang Chu turned his head stiffly and looked at the computer screen.Because the doctor has already put away the probe and is preparing to test the next patient, the above picture has disappeared.
The more she tried to force herself to calm down, the more her brain couldn't calm down. At this moment, she seemed to be no longer herself.
"Okay, okay, let's talk when we get home."
Ah, what if Lingjun must give birth to this child?Jiang Chuxie didn't think that simply changing the name would have any effect.
She didn't want to argue with Gu Lingjun over this matter, let alone make her sad because of it.But Jiang Weizao...but Jiang Weizao...
Maybe, wait until after the child is born... After all, there is such a convenience as Sudden Infant Death Syndrome...
Ling Jun will definitely be sad for a while...but she will be with her...with her...
Some of Jiang Chu's incoherent thoughts were interrupted by the sharp pain, and she reflexively covered her aching forehead, faintly feeling something was wrong in a trance.
"Be clear, don't worry so much, okay?"
Gu Lingjun stood beside her, gently holding her hand, his words and expression were so gentle.
Obviously, she should be the one to encourage, comfort, and give Gu Lingjun a sense of security at this time, but what was she thinking?
Jiang Chuxie bit the tip of her tongue, and the dull pain instantly tore a gap in her ambiguous and chaotic thinking.The pain in the brain gradually eased, and those extremely absurd thoughts receded like a tide.
At this moment, she realized what exactly she was thinking just now. If it is reasonable to hope that Gu Lingjun can get rid of this child, then what is the latter?
It is impossible for any normal person to think of this step. What kind of demon is she possessed to give birth to the idea that she is inferior to a beast?
"Chu Xie, you don't look very well, are you okay?" The two came out of the testing room and met Gao Yuanxun head-on.She seemed to have been waiting outside, and when she saw the two of them, she asked with concern, "Is the test result not good?"
"I am fine."
Anyone may have dark thoughts, but not everyone would think of killing people, let alone their own children.
Jiang Chuxie was almost stunned by the fact that she had such an idea, and it was not like those exaggerated compliments that had been forced into her mind, but it was as natural as her own thoughts.
"As for the test results... I want to discuss it with Ling Jun when I go home."
"That's good. If you need help, come to me anytime." Gao Yuanxun looked at Gu Lingjun with a smile, "You are still young and may not have experience in some things. I am willing to help."
Gu Lingjun always felt that Gao Yuanxun meant something, Jiang Chuxie just nodded, thanked him again, and pulled Gu Lingjun away.
The two of them didn't talk much along the way, but Jiang Chuxi kept holding Gu Lingjun tightly, as if he was afraid that she would disappear.
"I hope to keep this child." The first thing Gu Lingjun did when he got home was to reiterate his thoughts, "And I can cite many reasons to support my doing so."
"But... we talked about it before, now is not a good time to have children."
"That is on the premise that I am not pregnant. I also support not having children first. But since I am pregnant, I hope she can be born."
Jiang Chuxi covered his cheeks and took a deep breath.
"Lingjun, do you know what this means? You need to suspend school for at least half a year. We will spend a lot of energy on her, and she will become our concern and weakness..."
What's more, you could die because of her.
Thinking of this possibility, Jiang Chuxie felt unable to breathe.She used to resolutely run away from the plot, and only recently decided to confront it head-on, but no matter what she did, things didn't change.
"I can make up for my studies. As long as I hire someone to help me, I can take care of her while taking care of my studies. And I believe that my parents will accept us at that time." Didn't Gu Lingjun know that Jiang Chuxi didn't want children? , but only at this time did she realize that the disagreement on this matter would make her so sad, "Chu, she may become our concern and weakness, but she will also become our treasure. look at it from that perspective.”
Jiang Chuxie couldn't look at this matter from any positive angle. For her, Jiang Weizao's arrival was like a signal, heralding that the plot of the original book was officially launched.
Obviously she didn't want to be hostile to this heroine or her own daughter, and she also knew that Jiang Weizao had no other faults other than being too holy, but she just couldn't control herself, let alone accept Jiang Weizao's arrival with pleasure.
Whether it was for her or Gu Lingjun, Jiang Weizao was like a death god.
"You think too simply and too positively, and things won't just go in the direction you want."
But she couldn't tell Gu Lingjun anything, she couldn't explain anything to Gu Lingjun, she could only repeat these unclear and seemingly worrying words.
"You are too negative! Why do you only think about the bad aspects? Don't you want to be with my child so much?"
"It's not this question... I don't know what to say, and I also know that I have no right to ask you to kill this child. I just... just express my opinion..."
The more Jiang Chuxie talked, the more he felt that he was a scumbag, ah, don't all the scumbags in the novel talk like this?
Gu Lingjun got up and looked at Jiang Chu coldly: "Okay, this is your opinion. If you don't force me to kill her, what are you going to do if I choose to give birth? Do you want to break up with me?"
Jiang Chu's lips parted slightly, but he couldn't answer for a moment.
Of course she didn't want to break up with Gu Lingjun, and it was impossible for her to break up with Gu Lingjun because she chose to have a child.However, Gu Lingjun actually asked her such a question. Does this mean that in Gu Lingjun's eyes, the child is already more important than her?
Obviously just saw a gestational sac that can't be seen clearly at all!
Gu Lingjun waited for a while, but seeing that she didn't respond at all, he finally turned around and went back to the room angrily.This was the first time that Gu Lingjun had a disagreement with Jiang Chuxie, the first time he argued with her, and the first time he was angry with her.
She didn't understand why they couldn't reach an agreement on this matter, since they were so compatible in their thinking.
Having a child is certainly a major event that requires serious consideration in the lives of the two of them, but she really doesn't think that the child must be aborted given the current situation of the two of them.
She talked about her thoughts, her considerations, the benefits of this matter and the solution she thought of, but Jiang Chuxie would only prevaricate her with possible troubles.The child will become the weakness of the two, so should we solve this weakness first?
This is too absurd!
Jiang Chu leaned on the sofa dejectedly, his mind in a mess.The first quarrel with Gu Lingjun was because of Jiang Weizao——Jiang Weizao hadn't even seen him at all, so how could this make her feel insecure?
That thought appeared in Jiang Chuxie's mind again, and it was so strong that she was afraid.But recalling Gu Lingjun's eyes and Gu Lingjun's firm expression, her thoughts were completely occupied by the idea that Gu Lingjun would die for Jiang Weizao.
Is it really useful to stick to the bottom line of morality and law?
If she hadn't insisted on the principles she retained in her previous life, she wouldn't have been framed. If she hadn't been framed, she wouldn't have needed Gu Lingjun to help her. If Gu Lingjun hadn't helped her, she wouldn't have been pregnant at this time. Jiang is early.
And did the laws of this world help her get justice?
No.
She should have understood earlier that indecision and indecision will only hurt herself and those she loves.Before meeting Gu Lingjun, she was unwilling to integrate into this world, thinking that she could maintain her true self by sticking to the morality of her previous life.
But what is so important about me?In this world, the only person who can understand her is Gu Lingjun.If Gu Lingjun was gone, what would this world mean to her?
What is the meaning of the so-called morality and law?
After returning to his room, Gu Lingjun didn't wait for Jiang Chu to come, and finally fell asleep in the sadness and exhaustion after crying.When she woke up again, it was already dark outside, and Jiang Chuxie had been sitting by the bed for an unknown amount of time, watching her quietly in the darkness.
"Clear?"
"I'm here," Jiang Chuxi reached out and touched Gu Lingjun's cheek lightly, and said softly, "I'm sorry Lingjun, I shouldn't have said those things that made you sad."
Gu Lingjun held her hand, his voice trembling: "You don't want this child so much, is it because you didn't do it voluntarily that time?"
"That's not the case." Jiang Chuxie leaned down, hugged Gu Lingjun's body gently, and kissed her forehead tenderly, "I didn't think so, but this time I was really caught off guard. I was just beaten because of the plan." I'm a little confused, I'm sorry, I shouldn't argue with you, and I shouldn't make you sad."
"Then you still don't want the child?"
Jiang Chuxie sighed softly: "No, stay if you like, I will try my best to be a good mother."
Gu Lingjun was a little surprised: "Really? Have you figured it out?"
"Well, I figured it out. You are right, my thoughts are too negative. Since it is a treasure, we should try our best to protect her instead of evading responsibility."
Gu Lingjun smiled happily and hugged Jiang Chuxie's shoulders tightly.
"That's great, Chuxie, I knew...knowing that you and I think the same." She thought of the previous quarrel with Jiang Chuxie, and couldn't help feeling a little guilty, "I'm sorry, I also want to apologize to you, I don't I should ask you such a question... I shouldn't deliberately anger you."
"It's okay, I made you sad first." Jiang Chuxi gently stroked Gu Lingjun's cheeks and long hair, and his low voice sounded particularly magnetic after resonating with his chest, "Lingjun, I don't want I will make you sad and never hurt you again, I will take care of you, protect you, and never let anyone hurt you."
Her weakness and treasure is Gu Lingjun, whether it is the Lianpinghui, Jiang Weizao, or the will of this world, they can never hurt her.
It took her a lot of effort to force herself to think, to pretend to comfort Gu Lingjun easily, and to accept that Gu Lingjun might be pregnant.
But she had a nightmare all night, and the dream was full of scenes of Gu Lingjun's tragic death.It wasn't herself, nor Jiang Weizao. The thing she was most afraid of now was that Gu Lingjun would die because of Jiang Weizao.
The original article did not specifically mention how or when Gu Lingjun died. It only said that the scumbag Jiang Chuxie caused the accident, and that Gu Lingjun died to protect his daughter Jiang Weizao.
It was impossible for her to harm Gu Lingjun, but would Gu Lingjun still die for Jiang Weizao?
Although Jiang Weizao was not born in early 2000, if Gu Lingjun really became pregnant because of that incident, Jiang Weizao's birth time would still be in 2000.She has worked so hard, and in the end even the heroine's age has not changed, so how can this not make her feel hopeless?
She should have thought of it earlier, the morning-after pill cannot prevent pregnancy 100%, not to mention the 5% probability, even if there are 1 zeros after the decimal point of zero, as long as there is a single word, the plot will make this possibility a reality.
Was she negligent?
No, so what if it is not negligent?From the moment she was plotted to have a relationship with Gu Lingjun, this matter could not be changed, and the only remedy was...
Abortion?
Jiang Chuxie's scalp tingled when he thought of this method, and he couldn't help but tighten Gu Lingjun's hand.
It is the pregnant woman's right to choose whether to have an abortion. Even if she is the child's other mother, she has no right to interfere with Gu Lingjun's decision.
But... But if this child is Jiang Weizao, her birth must mean that everything has taken a big step towards the main story.
If you don't stop...
"Be clear, you are here."
Just when Jiang Chuxi's thoughts were confused and her brain was tangled like a mess, a voice interrupted her thinking.
Gao Yuanxun, who was wearing a white coat, walked towards the two of them with a gentle and friendly smile on his face.
"Sister Yuanxun, I'm bothering you again this time."
Now that the hospital is also on holiday, the medical staff are on shifts, but the number of people who are sick and checked has not decreased. All hospitals are busier than usual.Jiang Chuxi took Gu Lingjun to several hospitals, but found that they couldn't get a number at all, so he could only ask Gao Yuanxun for help.
"No," Gao Yuanxun looked at Gu Lingjun with a smile, and stretched out his hand, "You are Lingjun, right? I often hear Xiaoqi mentioning you, it's a pleasure to meet you."
It was the first time that Gu Lingjun knew that Zhuang Qi had a cousin who was a doctor, and he accepted her help when they met for the first time, and shook her hand out of politeness.
In fact, if they are not interested in Omega, a well-educated Alpha will generally not take the initiative to ask for a handshake with Omega.This is quite presumptuous and provocative, especially when the Omega is in company.
But Jiang Chuxie obviously didn't care about this.
"Doctor Gao, hello."
Gao Yuanxun's palms were icy cold, it didn't seem like the body temperature that humans can have.Gu Lingjun frowned slightly, for some reason, the palm touched by Gao Yuanxun had a lingering strange feeling.
"Don't be so unfamiliar, you can call me Sister Yuanxun just like Chu Xie." Gao Yuanxun said in a gentle tone, raising his hand to the two, "I'll take you to the obstetrics and gynecology department, I've already made an appointment."
Jiang Chu made some efforts to show a smile, trying to be more natural.
"Thank you."
If she didn't know the original plot, her current mood would definitely not be completely filled with negative emotions.Even if the child came at an untimely time, she liked Gu Lingjun and had already planned to spend her life with her. As long as Gu Lingjun wanted it, she was willing to share this responsibility with Gu Lingjun.
But Jiang Chuxie knew those things and what Jiang Weizao's birth meant.No matter how she pretended, anxiety and confusion were uncontrollably revealed in her expression, eyes, words and deeds, and Gu Lingjun couldn't hide this at all.
Gu Lingjun knew that Jiang Chuxie didn't want children for the time being, but she didn't expect that Jiang Chuxie would reject it so much.
After the initial confusion, Gu Lingjun thought a lot.All things considered, having a baby wasn't such a bad choice, even if she did come a little too early.
The school has a suspension mechanism, and she can go to school after giving birth.After all, Jiang Chuxie is not one of those Alphas who just want their wives to take care of the house after they get married. They can also afford the cost of raising their children, so they can find a nanny to help take care of the children.
Moreover, she knew that her parents won the approval of her grandparents only after she had herself. Maybe this is also a way to get her parents to agree earlier.
Leaving aside the fact that she is not pregnant, if she is already pregnant but has to be aborted, her parents will only think that Chu Xie is irresponsible.
Gu Lingjun wanted to have a good talk with Jiang Chu after the examination, and try to understand her thoughts. At this moment, Gao Yuanxun, who was walking beside her, suddenly said in a very low voice: "This Once...you came a little late."
Gu Lingjun looked up in doubt, but what he saw was Gao Yuanxun's face with a gentle smile.She always felt that Gao Yuanxun's smile was like a frozen picture, because the curvature of the other's mouth and the fine lines at the corners of his eyes seemed to never change.
"What's the matter, Lingjun?"
Gao Yuanxun has a pair of very deep pupils, coupled with good looks and good etiquette upbringing, he can definitely be called Omega's dream lover.
However, Gu Lingjun felt that the eyes under those gold-rimmed glasses were too unfathomable, and just being stared at by her gave a creepy feeling.
"That... are we late?"
Gao Yuan's thin, smoky pink lips curled up slightly: "No, you came at just the right time."
In the ultrasound testing room, Gu Lingjun was lying on the bed, revealing her white and soft belly. The doctor was helping her apply ultrasound gel while telling her to relax.
Jiang Chuxie looked more nervous than Gu Lingjun, sitting on the side holding Gu Lingjun's hand tightly, taking deep breaths secretly.
She kept praying, hoping that this was just a false alarm, but when she saw the doctor place the probe on Gu Lingjun's lower abdomen, her heart still rose to her throat.
The room was quiet. The doctor scanned Gu Lingjun's lower abdomen with the probe while carefully observing the screen on the computer.Jiang Chu wanted to look but didn't dare to look, so he closed his eyes subconsciously, while Gu Lingjun silently watched her reaction.
"Miss Gu, the gestational sac is obvious. You should be two months pregnant." However, no matter how much Jiang Chuxuan prayed, the worst prediction in her heart was still fulfilled.The doctor said the test results in a bland manner. He didn't even know whether it was out of goodwill or for other reasons, and offered to ask, "Do you want to see the picture?"
Jiang Chuxi clenched his teeth tightly, his face was pale, without a trace of joy.There is only one thought in her mind, the heroine is really here, and all her previous efforts and assumptions are insignificant in front of the plot.
"Doctor, please show me."
Seeing that she was completely immersed in her own world, Gu Lingjun had no choice but to respond to the doctor's suggestion.The doctor turned the computer screen in her direction and thoughtfully pointed out the position of the gestational sac in the screen.
Although Gu Lingjun couldn't see anything from it at all, the faintly shaking picture seemed to tell her that a life was conceived in her stomach.
At this moment, Gu Lingjun made up his mind to give birth to this child.
Even if it was an accident, it was her and Chu Xie's child. There was always a time in life when plans could not keep up with the changes, but they had no reason to kill her.
"It's more clear, you should take a look too."
Gu Lingjun pulled Jiang Chuxie's hand, and Jiang Chuxie looked at the screen in a trance, only to see the blurry picture, just like the bizarre scene in her dream, with a strange atmosphere.
Several images flashed through her mind, all of which were Gu Lingjun's bloody death scene. It was clearly a dream she should have forgotten, but now it became clearer and clearer.
Jiang Chu took some short breaths, and could no longer ignore that question.
Gu Lingjun passed away when Jiang Weizao was very young. She didn't know when, how, or why she died.Jiang Weizao is the protagonist of this novel. If she exists to let Jiang Weizao be born, then why not Gu Lingjun?
What Jiang Chuxie was afraid of was that according to the development of the plot, she would die without a burial place, but now, she has completely missed this point.
Because what scares her more is that Gu Lingjun's death will happen sooner.The most important condition for Jiang Wei to become the heroine of affliction early is that she lost her mother who loved her the most.
Big drops of sweat slid down Jiang Chuxie's chin, her eyes were blurred, and she couldn't regain her thoughts as if she was in a daze.
In other words, as long as there is no Jiang Weizao, there is no need for Lingjun to die.
"Career, clearer..."
Compared to Jiang Weizao, of course Lingjun was more important.If Gu Lingjun was lost because of Jiang Weizao, she might not be able to love this daughter at all.
So, so it really was...before she...before Jiang Weizao took shape, before Lingjun poured love on her...
"Be clearer!"
This is the second time for Gu Lingjun to encounter Jiang Chuxie in such an out-of-control situation. At the beginning, Jiang Chuxie gave her the deepest impression of being calm, upright and brave, but at this moment, Jiang Chuxie was only flustered and helpless. and hesitation.
Is it all because of her?
Gu Lingjun pinched Jiang Chuxie cruelly, and Jiang Chuxie stood up suddenly as if waking up from a dream, panting heavily, and fixed his eyes on Gu Lingjun's lower abdomen.
The thought lingered in her mind, firmly grasping her full attention.
Can't keep this child, definitely can't keep her.Only with Gu Lingjun, she didn't want to take the slightest risk.
Maybe this is the reason why she traveled to this world. She didn't come here for Jiang Weizao, but for Gu Lingjun.Instead of worrying about Jiang Weizao's arrival all the time, and worrying that things will develop according to the original book, it is better to get rid of Jiang Weizao's existence, and everything will be solved easily?
As long as there is no Jiang Weizao, then the book "Too Early" will no longer exist, and all her worries will no longer exist.In the future, it is impossible for her and Gu Lingjun's children to be Jiang Weizao again, so she doesn't have to worry about it anymore.
"Lingjun, this child..."
Jiang Chu spoke with some difficulty, but Gu Lingjun interrupted her lightly.
"I want this baby."
Jiang Chuxie heard the buzzing sound of tinnitus, Gu Lingjun's gaze was so firm, and the hand holding her was soft but full of strength.It seemed that at this moment, she had already become a mother, who would be an enemy of the whole world for the child in her womb.
No, no, Ling Jun clearly said before that he didn't want children for the time being, why is he so decisive now?
Is it Jiang Weizao's strength as the heroine?
"You, you want her?"
Gu Lingjun nodded: "Well, I've thought about it... shall we talk about it when we get home?"
Jiang Chu turned his head stiffly and looked at the computer screen.Because the doctor has already put away the probe and is preparing to test the next patient, the above picture has disappeared.
The more she tried to force herself to calm down, the more her brain couldn't calm down. At this moment, she seemed to be no longer herself.
"Okay, okay, let's talk when we get home."
Ah, what if Lingjun must give birth to this child?Jiang Chuxie didn't think that simply changing the name would have any effect.
She didn't want to argue with Gu Lingjun over this matter, let alone make her sad because of it.But Jiang Weizao...but Jiang Weizao...
Maybe, wait until after the child is born... After all, there is such a convenience as Sudden Infant Death Syndrome...
Ling Jun will definitely be sad for a while...but she will be with her...with her...
Some of Jiang Chu's incoherent thoughts were interrupted by the sharp pain, and she reflexively covered her aching forehead, faintly feeling something was wrong in a trance.
"Be clear, don't worry so much, okay?"
Gu Lingjun stood beside her, gently holding her hand, his words and expression were so gentle.
Obviously, she should be the one to encourage, comfort, and give Gu Lingjun a sense of security at this time, but what was she thinking?
Jiang Chuxie bit the tip of her tongue, and the dull pain instantly tore a gap in her ambiguous and chaotic thinking.The pain in the brain gradually eased, and those extremely absurd thoughts receded like a tide.
At this moment, she realized what exactly she was thinking just now. If it is reasonable to hope that Gu Lingjun can get rid of this child, then what is the latter?
It is impossible for any normal person to think of this step. What kind of demon is she possessed to give birth to the idea that she is inferior to a beast?
"Chu Xie, you don't look very well, are you okay?" The two came out of the testing room and met Gao Yuanxun head-on.She seemed to have been waiting outside, and when she saw the two of them, she asked with concern, "Is the test result not good?"
"I am fine."
Anyone may have dark thoughts, but not everyone would think of killing people, let alone their own children.
Jiang Chuxie was almost stunned by the fact that she had such an idea, and it was not like those exaggerated compliments that had been forced into her mind, but it was as natural as her own thoughts.
"As for the test results... I want to discuss it with Ling Jun when I go home."
"That's good. If you need help, come to me anytime." Gao Yuanxun looked at Gu Lingjun with a smile, "You are still young and may not have experience in some things. I am willing to help."
Gu Lingjun always felt that Gao Yuanxun meant something, Jiang Chuxie just nodded, thanked him again, and pulled Gu Lingjun away.
The two of them didn't talk much along the way, but Jiang Chuxi kept holding Gu Lingjun tightly, as if he was afraid that she would disappear.
"I hope to keep this child." The first thing Gu Lingjun did when he got home was to reiterate his thoughts, "And I can cite many reasons to support my doing so."
"But... we talked about it before, now is not a good time to have children."
"That is on the premise that I am not pregnant. I also support not having children first. But since I am pregnant, I hope she can be born."
Jiang Chuxi covered his cheeks and took a deep breath.
"Lingjun, do you know what this means? You need to suspend school for at least half a year. We will spend a lot of energy on her, and she will become our concern and weakness..."
What's more, you could die because of her.
Thinking of this possibility, Jiang Chuxie felt unable to breathe.She used to resolutely run away from the plot, and only recently decided to confront it head-on, but no matter what she did, things didn't change.
"I can make up for my studies. As long as I hire someone to help me, I can take care of her while taking care of my studies. And I believe that my parents will accept us at that time." Didn't Gu Lingjun know that Jiang Chuxi didn't want children? , but only at this time did she realize that the disagreement on this matter would make her so sad, "Chu, she may become our concern and weakness, but she will also become our treasure. look at it from that perspective.”
Jiang Chuxie couldn't look at this matter from any positive angle. For her, Jiang Weizao's arrival was like a signal, heralding that the plot of the original book was officially launched.
Obviously she didn't want to be hostile to this heroine or her own daughter, and she also knew that Jiang Weizao had no other faults other than being too holy, but she just couldn't control herself, let alone accept Jiang Weizao's arrival with pleasure.
Whether it was for her or Gu Lingjun, Jiang Weizao was like a death god.
"You think too simply and too positively, and things won't just go in the direction you want."
But she couldn't tell Gu Lingjun anything, she couldn't explain anything to Gu Lingjun, she could only repeat these unclear and seemingly worrying words.
"You are too negative! Why do you only think about the bad aspects? Don't you want to be with my child so much?"
"It's not this question... I don't know what to say, and I also know that I have no right to ask you to kill this child. I just... just express my opinion..."
The more Jiang Chuxie talked, the more he felt that he was a scumbag, ah, don't all the scumbags in the novel talk like this?
Gu Lingjun got up and looked at Jiang Chu coldly: "Okay, this is your opinion. If you don't force me to kill her, what are you going to do if I choose to give birth? Do you want to break up with me?"
Jiang Chu's lips parted slightly, but he couldn't answer for a moment.
Of course she didn't want to break up with Gu Lingjun, and it was impossible for her to break up with Gu Lingjun because she chose to have a child.However, Gu Lingjun actually asked her such a question. Does this mean that in Gu Lingjun's eyes, the child is already more important than her?
Obviously just saw a gestational sac that can't be seen clearly at all!
Gu Lingjun waited for a while, but seeing that she didn't respond at all, he finally turned around and went back to the room angrily.This was the first time that Gu Lingjun had a disagreement with Jiang Chuxie, the first time he argued with her, and the first time he was angry with her.
She didn't understand why they couldn't reach an agreement on this matter, since they were so compatible in their thinking.
Having a child is certainly a major event that requires serious consideration in the lives of the two of them, but she really doesn't think that the child must be aborted given the current situation of the two of them.
She talked about her thoughts, her considerations, the benefits of this matter and the solution she thought of, but Jiang Chuxie would only prevaricate her with possible troubles.The child will become the weakness of the two, so should we solve this weakness first?
This is too absurd!
Jiang Chu leaned on the sofa dejectedly, his mind in a mess.The first quarrel with Gu Lingjun was because of Jiang Weizao——Jiang Weizao hadn't even seen him at all, so how could this make her feel insecure?
That thought appeared in Jiang Chuxie's mind again, and it was so strong that she was afraid.But recalling Gu Lingjun's eyes and Gu Lingjun's firm expression, her thoughts were completely occupied by the idea that Gu Lingjun would die for Jiang Weizao.
Is it really useful to stick to the bottom line of morality and law?
If she hadn't insisted on the principles she retained in her previous life, she wouldn't have been framed. If she hadn't been framed, she wouldn't have needed Gu Lingjun to help her. If Gu Lingjun hadn't helped her, she wouldn't have been pregnant at this time. Jiang is early.
And did the laws of this world help her get justice?
No.
She should have understood earlier that indecision and indecision will only hurt herself and those she loves.Before meeting Gu Lingjun, she was unwilling to integrate into this world, thinking that she could maintain her true self by sticking to the morality of her previous life.
But what is so important about me?In this world, the only person who can understand her is Gu Lingjun.If Gu Lingjun was gone, what would this world mean to her?
What is the meaning of the so-called morality and law?
After returning to his room, Gu Lingjun didn't wait for Jiang Chu to come, and finally fell asleep in the sadness and exhaustion after crying.When she woke up again, it was already dark outside, and Jiang Chuxie had been sitting by the bed for an unknown amount of time, watching her quietly in the darkness.
"Clear?"
"I'm here," Jiang Chuxi reached out and touched Gu Lingjun's cheek lightly, and said softly, "I'm sorry Lingjun, I shouldn't have said those things that made you sad."
Gu Lingjun held her hand, his voice trembling: "You don't want this child so much, is it because you didn't do it voluntarily that time?"
"That's not the case." Jiang Chuxie leaned down, hugged Gu Lingjun's body gently, and kissed her forehead tenderly, "I didn't think so, but this time I was really caught off guard. I was just beaten because of the plan." I'm a little confused, I'm sorry, I shouldn't argue with you, and I shouldn't make you sad."
"Then you still don't want the child?"
Jiang Chuxie sighed softly: "No, stay if you like, I will try my best to be a good mother."
Gu Lingjun was a little surprised: "Really? Have you figured it out?"
"Well, I figured it out. You are right, my thoughts are too negative. Since it is a treasure, we should try our best to protect her instead of evading responsibility."
Gu Lingjun smiled happily and hugged Jiang Chuxie's shoulders tightly.
"That's great, Chuxie, I knew...knowing that you and I think the same." She thought of the previous quarrel with Jiang Chuxie, and couldn't help feeling a little guilty, "I'm sorry, I also want to apologize to you, I don't I should ask you such a question... I shouldn't deliberately anger you."
"It's okay, I made you sad first." Jiang Chuxi gently stroked Gu Lingjun's cheeks and long hair, and his low voice sounded particularly magnetic after resonating with his chest, "Lingjun, I don't want I will make you sad and never hurt you again, I will take care of you, protect you, and never let anyone hurt you."
Her weakness and treasure is Gu Lingjun, whether it is the Lianpinghui, Jiang Weizao, or the will of this world, they can never hurt her.
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