After the breakup, Zha Gong and the crematorium were in HE

Only Zhao Chengshu was left in the ward, lying on the back of the chair and blinking at Tang Xiao, hesitant to speak.

The air was full of the smell of disinfectant, which was Tang Xiao's most annoying smell.

The dining table was put away, and Tang Xiao folded his hands on the quilt. The backs of his hands were full of pinholes and bruises, which were caused by the infusion for too long.You must know that his hands used to hold pens before, and they will never be as rough as they are now.

"You and Xiao Ding Ling, how are you doing recently?"

Zhao Chengshu buried his head and blushed.

"You can guess everything," he murmured.

Tang Xiao smiled softly, "How could I not know, is there anyone besides Xiao Ding Ling in your private topic?"

Zhao Chengshu glanced at him secretly, scratched his hair, "I thought you had a good life before, with such a big house and such nice clothes, your boyfriend must treat you very well."

Tang Xiao's heart ached. He hadn't mentioned Fang Zimo for a long time. If the person in front of him wasn't Zhao Chengshu, he would have interrupted the topic right away, but the person in front of him was his most beloved student.

Zhao Chengshu seemed to have made a lot of determination to talk about this topic. Seeing Tang Xiao's depression, he secretly scolded himself, "If you don't want to mention this, then I won't talk about it. You should rest well. I will give you a good grade and I will never let you down."

"He is very kind to me," Tang Xiao looked at his dodging eyes, "at least in my previous perception, as long as he is willing to be by my side, he is very kind to me. To maintain this relationship, I know that it will cost a lot, so I never expect him to give me more, watch a movie with me occasionally, have a meal with me, come to the back door of the school to kiss me secretly when I get off work, little book, I have never regretted it before However, those that have passed will never deny the joy he brought me."

"But real love is not like this!" Zhao Chengshu was a little excited.

"I know, just like you like Xiao Ding Ling, you are willing to give him the best and don't want him to suffer a little bit of grievance. This is the way you love him, and I, that was the way I loved him before."

Zhao Chengshu shook his head, "Unilateral contribution is just liking, love is a matter between two people."

He stood up suddenly, put his hands on Tang Xiao's bedside, his eyes were extremely firm, "Teacher, I made an appointment with him to be admitted to the same university, and we will be together on the day we receive the admission letter. Love. I used to take you as my spiritual support, the relationship between AA is far more difficult than me and him, you gave me courage, and then I did it, I am willing to pay for him, but this is not what you said In the same way, I hope to get a response from him that he loves me, not just asking for nothing in return."

Tang Xiao was speechless. He looked at what Zhao Chengshu saw. It was the confidence he never had, the confidence in a relationship.He is always trembling, always worried about whether the other party will leave, he never has a sense of security.

His nose became sore, Tang Xiao closed his eyes.

"You're right. I did something wrong. If I do something wrong, I will be punished." He touched the gauze on the back of his neck, "This is punishment."

"Teacher, I hope you can find the other half that really belongs to you, someone who you are willing to make sacrifices for, and who is willing to do your best for you. Forget about that person completely."

How could he have imagined that what he had been avoiding all this time, what he didn't want to be mentioned by others, was repeatedly mentioned by his students today. Fighting poison with poison, on the contrary, cleared the blockage in Tang Xiao's heart, and he suddenly stopped avoiding it that name.

As a teacher, I didn't do well, and I deserve to be taught a lesson by my students.

"I've figured this out since I woke up." Tang Xiao patted his head with a smile, "Tang Xiao is Tang Xiao, and Fang Zimo is Fang Zimo. These two names, neither will nor There may be an intersection."

Zhao Chengshu pursed his lips tightly, gave a muffled hum, and was about to say goodbye when he heard the sound of opening the door behind him, then closing and locking the door. This series of actions was completed almost instantly, and he didn't even have time to look back. But from Tang Xiao's frightened eyes, he felt his scalp tingling.

With that figure and aura, no matter how tightly covered his face is, as long as he appears in Tang Xiao's eyes for a second, Tang Xiao can recognize him.

"Let's go, little book!"

As soon as Tang Xiao made a sound, Fang Zimo stepped forward in two or three steps, and his figure, which was half a head taller than Zhao Chengshu, immediately covered them in the shadow.

Zhao Chengshu cursed in a low voice, clenched his fist and swung it behind him. Fang Zimo didn't even dodge, but firmly blocked the punch and kicked him in the knee. Clenched, his head was slammed on the edge of the bed, his voice was muffled in his throat, his eyes blurred, and he passed out.

"Little book!" Tang Xiao gasped, his voice trembling, he lifted the quilt and wanted to help him, but before he could get up, Fang Zimo put his hands on his sides, knelt down on one knee and held him firmly. He was on the bed.

He took off the mask and hat, and when that very familiar face reappeared in front of Tang Xiao's eyes, it only made him feel sick and disgusted, and Tang Xiao's eyes were instantly bloodshot.

"Fang Zimo, are you crazy!" Tang Xiao roared viciously, his weak hands were trying to lift the person off his body with difficulty, but he couldn't do it.

Fang Zimo's eyes contained something he had never seen before. The night-like eyes were full of beastliness. Without the heart-stopping youthfulness, the bruises under his eyes were even more terrifying. Seeing Tang Xiao desperately trying to open himself, his Adam's apple rolled violently, veins were climbing on his exposed arm, blood was surging, his ears were buzzing, and he couldn't hear clearly what Tang Xiao was saying.

"If something happens to Xiaoshu, I will never let you go! I will find the best lawyer to sue you..."

Before he finished speaking, Fang Zimo kissed him viciously, and the tip of his tongue penetrated into his mouth. Tang Xiao's pupils shrank suddenly, but all his resisting movements were resolved by Fang Zimo's brute force.

Tang Xiao still remembered the kiss between them, but those heartbeats were replaced by disgust and hatred, and the haunting aroma of coffee could no longer be smelled in his nostrils.

Tang Xiao bit on it, Fang Zimo gripped his hand tightly because of the pain, his brows furrowed, but he didn't back down because of this, and kissed the bloody smell like crazy.

There was blood on the corner of the mouth when they parted.

Tang Xiao's lips were swollen, and his whole body was trembling with anger. The obvious disgust in his eyes made Fang Zimo's heart ache again and again. His animal eyes dimmed, and he buried his head in Tang Xiao's neck.

"Teacher... I miss you so much..." His voice was full of grievances. Tang Xiao's heart would have softened a long time ago, but at this moment, he broke free from Fang Zimo's restraints and pushed him away from him .

"Teacher..." Fang Zimo called again.

There was a crisp sound, and Fang Zimo's face was in hot pain instantly. The beatings he had never suffered since he was a child were now retribution again and again.He touched his face in disbelief and choked up, "Even you hit me."

"Fang Zimo." Tang Xiao picked up the fruit knife on the bedside, and the fluorescent light reflected the cold light. He pointed it at Fang Zimo's neck, and said almost gnashing his teeth: "If you don't roll off again, I will definitely not!" will hit you!"

Fang Zimo looked at the knife, and laughed at himself, "Okay, you killed me, anyway, you are so cruel, break up if you want to break up, move if you want to move, you really care about my heart." Will it not hurt? Is your love for me a lie from beginning to end?"

He moved his neck closer, thinking that Tang Xiao would close it, but Tang Xiao still held it firmly, showing no sign of wavering.

"Yes, it's all fake, there's never been love between us." I'm the only one who likes you unilaterally.

"We broke up, I moved, and my glands have been cut as you wished!" Tang Xiao looked at Zhao Chengshu's bleeding forehead. At this moment, he felt that he really wanted to kill, and he couldn't smell it. The smell of coffee is gone, he will no longer be restricted by this kind of physiological stimulation, his world has become pale and strange now, but this finally made him see his heart clearly.

He looked at Fang Zimo, and there was nothing else in his mind except hatred.

"You didn't say that before!" Fang Zimo panted heavily, with grievances and pain mixed on his face, his spiritual world was disintegrating little by little, and those things that seemed to be the truth were broken at this moment, " You can't love me all the time, and then you don't love me anymore, don't you even give me a chance to redeem?!"

He trembled, Tang Xiao's words of not loving him made him completely lose his mind, career?dream?In the face of the fact that Tang Xiao doesn't love him anymore, it has no meaning at all. He used to put Tang Xiao behind everything, but now the word Tang Xiao jumped to the forefront in an instant.

Fang Zimo begged in pain: "Teacher, as long as you say you love me again, I don't want any dreams, I don't want to get engaged, I promise you, I will give you the birthday gift you want, and you have the surgery for me." Yes, without glands, you are an outlier in this world, where else can you go besides me?"

Hearing these words, Tang Xiao suddenly laughed. Looking at Fang Zimo, he felt that he no longer knew this person. After all, Mo Mo, whom he loved before, was so self-righteous and full of arrogance. For such an unimportant person as myself, he humiliated himself.

"I've always been an outlier, so what does it matter if I'm a little bit outlier?"

Tang Xiao recognized this fact early on, it doesn't matter if others think he is a different kind, what matters is whether he also regards himself as a different kind.

It's wrong for them to be together, even both of them think it's wrong, this kind of relationship is doomed from the beginning to the end.

"You are really wrong. I didn't agree to the operation because of you. Fang Zimo, I really want to thank you very much. Thank you for consuming the little bit of good fantasy I had about you. Now, I can finally be confident After saying this, I hate you to death, and I don't love you at all."

Fang Zimo's shoulders collapsed, and he no longer recognized the person in front of him.

He still wanted to seize a chance, but Tang Xiao didn't give him this chance. He turned the tip of the knife and pointed it at his neck.