I am straight!

I don't like Senior Elliot! "

"Uh, it's just an analogy, don't be nervous!" I quickly comforted him.

"But, but..." He twitched at the corner of his clothes.

"I'm very troubled now, please explain me!"

"... Chord likes... Senior Elliot?"

"...just an analogy!!!" I could feel my cheeks flushing, and I quickly denied it.

Bell looked at me suspiciously, thought for a while, and then said distressedly: "If you really like Senior Elliot, there is nothing you can do...Although I am very unwilling, but...if there is a chance, I will still Go after the person you like."

"Huh? But the other party is a man!"

"But I fell in love, so there's nothing I can do about it?" Bell asked me seriously: "It's just a relationship, and it's not a premise of getting married. What's wrong?"

"...But it's still so awkward..." I sighed.

"Chord, do you discriminate against... homosexuals?"

"Uh... this... it's not... just, when I think that the other party is a man like me, and he has some things, I feel very strange... Don't you get entangled when you go to bed?" I was at a loss He looked, but saw Bell's cheeks turn red.

"Chord! Love, love, no, don't have to do, do that kind of thing!" He puffed up his cheeks shyly: "Chord is an idiot!"

As he said that, he raised his emerald cat eyes and stared at me.

"...That's right," I suddenly realized: "You can just fall in love and not have sex!"

62. Contact

Hearing what I said bluntly, the little cat blushed again, buried her face and stopped talking, but glanced at me secretly from time to time.

"Just say what you want to say."

"The chord... um... the chord..." The kitty tugged at the hem of her clothes, blushing as if she was embarrassed to speak.

"...I said you... just call me by my name, I really don't understand anything?"

"Hmm..." the little cat finally said, "You ask such a strange question... Chord, do you have a sweetheart?"

He hesitated and asked: "And the other party...is...is...male, male?" After he asked this question, he took a deep breath and waited nervously for an answer with me.

"...It's not so much a sweetheart..." I scratched my head in trouble, "It's better to say... a little... a little... a little bit... a little bit moved?"

I sighed: "But...although the other party is stupid and arrogant...but he also has many advantages. A worthless person like me...doesn't deserve him at all."

"No, no!" The little cat denied loudly, and his voice was not so flinched. Seeing me looking at him in surprise, he blushed and lowered his head again: "chords... no, it's not useless... chords... there are many, Lots of advantages!"

"Ha, don't worry about comforting me. I know my own virtues... I like to preach, and I am very verbose. Many people say that I am like an old lady..."

"No! These! These are the advantages of chords!" The little cat's voice was small but firm: "chords! Very gentle, very frank! Very serious! When you laugh, it seems that the sky is bright! Chords are still very kind, yes When we met for the first time, I extended a helping hand to each other who didn't know each other!"

"...that's just..." Just a small thing.

"I'm inferior, weak, and incompetent, but Chord doesn't dislike me at all! You really believe that I will be able to hold an art exhibition one day!" The kitten looked very happy, and its emerald pupils shone like water-soaked eyes. Emerald, full of magnificent colors: "Everyone laughs at me! Bullies me! Looks down on me! But there are no chords!"

"...Are you an idiot?" I whispered, reaching out to stroke the kitten's head, the soft and fluffy touch made me feel quite good: "As long as you haven't done anything wrong, no one can look down on you. You, including yourself."

"En!" The little cat nodded with a smile: "I like the chords the most! It's very gentle! It's very...gentle..."

"..." I coughed twice, and withdrew my hand to touch my hot cheek.

It was the first time for someone to praise him so bluntly. It really... makes people blush and heartbeat.

"He Xian is still very brave..." The little cat murmured: "Such a gentle, brave, always smiling and tolerant Chord, no one...would hate it! The person Cho Xian likes is very happy...he must , I am very willing to be with the chord forever."

The little cat said shyly, probably not very good at praising others. When he said the last sentence, his voice became smaller and smaller, almost inaudible.

"Thank you! Little... cough... Bell!" I smiled: "Thanks to you, I am full of confidence now!"

"Then, that's fine..."

The little cat wrung its fingers and said anxiously: "I, I'll call them to eat."

"Well, be careful on the road."

"Yes!" The little cat hurriedly responded, and ran out quickly, as if there was a monster chasing after it.

...Is it necessary to be so shy?

I stood up and stretched, heard the crackling of my bones and thought about it for a while before I lost my strength and fell on the dining table. After a long while, I asked myself: "Should I...should I try to date Elliot?"

It's not my style to be timid and hesitant all the time. Maybe the result obtained by going forward bravely is not the best, but it will never be the worst.I don't want to regret one day in the future, regretting that I missed a person who made me tempted.

Besides... Elliot is... special to me.

I learned to be independent at an early age.

No one can help me, the only one I can rely on is myself.

My parents were away, and the nanny was irresponsible at all, so I had to learn to take care of myself and my younger brother.

So I am used to being considerate and gentle to others, and I will always take the initiative to take care of each other, even if the other party doesn't need it at all.

Everyone around me takes my care as a matter of course, treats me like a baby, treats me self-willed... only Elliott is different.

It is true that I always worry about his basic necessities, but in times of crisis, he always stands in front of me to protect me from the wind and rain, when I survive in the wild, when I give speeches, and when I run marathons...

... Well, I admit, maybe, maybe it's really me who is acting like a baby to Elliot.

In the past, some people always sent me because of my mother-in-law personality. Although I was not very happy in my heart, I never refused... But when it was Elliot's turn to act like a baby with me, I refused politely... Actually I was surprised myself by being so decisive.

Thinking about it now...maybe it's subconsciously knowing...knowing that the other party will tolerate it, so you can move forward as you wish... maybe.

This feeling is really good. Only when I met Elliot did I realize that it turns out that there are people who worry about me and someone you can rely on.

I took a deep breath, lay down on the dining table with my eyes closed, and tried to recall the scene when I met Elliot when I was a child.

In fact, I vaguely remember the meeting between Ai Lue and me when he was young, but I have completely forgotten about Ai Lue's face and the process of getting along with him. Until I came to this academy, I met Ai Lue again. Just remembered some more.

When my parents quarreled, I was taken by my mother to my grandfather’s house in Provence, and Elliot, who was a famous actor, was a guest at the grandpa’s house. At that time, Elliot was beautiful and gentle, like a little angel. How could he be so flamboyant now? The appearance of the son.

After getting along for about a month, my father came to apologize and got my mother's forgiveness. My mother took me back to China and never saw Elliot again.

I rubbed against the smooth tablecloth, and couldn't help sighing: "Sure enough, it's the law of handsome guys. The more handsome you are when you are young, the more crippled you will be when you grow up."

In fact, Elliot is not ugly now, but in comparison, I prefer Elliot's appearance when he was a child.

Her long blond hair is like the waves of a wheat field, with the coolness and beauty of autumn, her blue eyes are like the waves of sea water, with the gentleness and subtlety of spring, her skin is fair like snow, but she does not look weak, but has a special charm.No matter who it is, even if they just glance at it from a distance, they will be shocked by the boy's neutral beauty.

... Now, the face is sharp and angular, the long golden hair has been cut off, and although the skin is still delicate and fair, the muscles are no matter how annoying it looks, only the blue eyes have not changed, but the implicit beauty has completely disappeared, leaving behind The only thing left is the hateful and sad laziness and enthusiasm... When he was a teenager, he was neutral and beautiful, but now, he has the charm of an adult man.

When I think of this, I can't help but sigh.

God, you are really too much... why do you want to turn the little angels of all mankind into the current male public enemy...

I was whining when the door was pushed open and Ann and Bell and the twins came in.

An took my side as a matter of course, and Bell happily took the position on the other side of me.

"Ann, did you take a good photo this afternoon?"

"No." An answered simply.

"...Forget it, when I didn't ask."

Then the seniors and the seniors filed in. Sitting across from me, Elliot winked at me, but I stared back.

The dishes were probably ordered a long time ago, and it was only when they were served that I realized...it was hot pot.

And it's spicy!The sizzling chilli in the soup base made me shudder.

"...who ordered it?" I asked.

Senior sister Xi looked at me calmly.

"...The order is really good!" I coughed twice to express my agreement.

I have to say that this is the first time to eat hot pot with everyone, but most Chinese people like to eat hot pot, especially when a group of people get together, it tastes especially atmospheric.

The twins got excited and put all kinds of dishes in to cook, I didn't bother to stop them,