I am straight!

Once a decision is made, he is the first to rush forward.

Rules are used to standing on my left, but Ritsu is used to standing on my right.

When he is happy, he will raise his chin proudly.

When Ritsu is happy, he straightens his back proudly.

To top it all off, the twins, Gau with a pierced left ear with a sapphire stud and Lil with a ruby ​​stud with a right ear piercing—this is the real Jean I can recognize their main reason.

I suddenly found that I became more and more familiar with the two of them... Is it because I have been tortured too much, so I noticed it naturally?

...I always feel such an inexplicable sadness to myself.

I silently turned my gaze back to the other pair of brothers.

Although the pair of brothers were sitting very close, the atmosphere was very tense, especially for Senior Lal, Ann didn't look good at all. It seemed that he was impatient to the extreme, but he couldn't break out.

Senior Lal often took a few bites to look at Ann—but he always turned his head back in disappointment.

Occasionally, when their eyes met each other, Ann squinted her eyes and snorted coldly, and continued to eat.

...Phew, didn't I tell you not to keep a straight face all the time?

I couldn't, so I had to greet everyone to eat, trying to ease the atmosphere.

But in fact, the atmosphere between these two people is really not easy to ease... How much hatred does it take to make brothers turn against each other like this...

Could it be that it is like the plots that often appear in novels and comics, the elder brother is the son of his wife, but the younger brother is the child of a mistress whose father raised him outside, the younger brother has been bullied by his wife since he was a child, the servant's eyes are white, his classmates are ridiculed, His father ignored him, but his mother placed all his expectations on him. The younger brother happened to be very talented and worked hard for his mother. In the end, he was affirmed by Fei's father and became a young master. Unfortunately, things are unpredictable. His mother was killed by his wife's conspiracy, but his father didn't hear about it. Don't ask, let the younger brother's young mind twist, and finally vent his anger on the innocent brother who has taken care of him since he was a child...

Oh what a tearjerker story...

I imagined the pity of An Fu in front of his seriously ill mother's bed, with teary eyes—so pitiful...

I couldn't help but keep staring at Ann.

"...Why are you always looking at me!" An asked me with a frown, uncomfortable being stared at by me.

"Well...it's nothing..." I continued to read.

"...Your eyes are disgusting...don't look at me like that." An was obviously dissatisfied with my answer.

"Okay... okay..." I tried my best to shift my gaze to Senior Lal.

"Axian... what are you looking at?" Senior Lal put down his knife and fork, asked me with a smile, and was puzzled by my gaze.

"It's nothing...just..." I was in a dilemma, not knowing whether to continue.

"kindness?"

"Although it's not your fault, you have to shoulder the faults of your family to be considered a man!"

"...Huh?" The senior didn't seem to understand.

"It's okay, you will understand sooner or later." I comforted him.

"I'll figure it out as soon as possible," Senior Lal assured me.

I nodded in relief.

After eating, the seniors spontaneously picked up the dishes and went to wash the dishes. The movements were skillful, and it didn't seem like the first time they were doing these things.

"Seniors used to do this?"

"Well... no, I only learned to do it when I came to this island. I have to learn to be independent when I am alone." The senior was a little embarrassed, smiled lightly, with a faint pink on his face-I couldn't help but sigh that she was really a beauty Like a jade sword like a rainbow, this appearance, this kind of tenderness, how many girls can be deceived into not marrying the king... He is much more attractive than Ai Lue's idiot.

"What about cooking? Will you?"

"Well, but only simple Western food."

"Hey, the senior is really amazing..."

"is it?"

"I thought you should be the kind of big lady who doesn't touch the spring water with ten fingers... Cough, young master." I corrected my slip of the tongue calmly.

"No, although the housework is not as good as that of Ah Xian, it is still no problem to live independently."

"...As expected, it's still different."

"kindness?"

"Although they look somewhat alike, they really have completely different temperaments and preferences...I mean you and Ann."

He froze for a moment, and murmured in disappointment, "Sure enough... don't An and I be like brothers?"

"Well, why do you say that?"

"We are clearly brothers, but nothing is the same, and you also said that I and Ann are not alike..."

"It's not that you are not like brothers—I see you two as separate individuals. Of course, two different people will not be alike," I raised my eyebrows: "Besides, brothers must be alike, and you cannot have your own. What do you like? Personality? And hobbies? There are too many diametrically opposed brothers in the world, and there are also completely different fraternal twins, how do you let those people live?"

"..."

"Besides...isn't it good to be unique?" I grabbed a washed tomato and bit it down. The sweet and sour taste put me in a good mood, and I smiled and chatted with him.

"……unique?"

"Yeah, being unique means that you are the most special in this world."

"...I don't want special..."

"However, when you meet a girl who makes your heart beat, you will expect yourself to be the most unique existence in the world, wishing that you could be the most special person in that girl's heart, and let that girl see you in her heart." , only you."

"can you?"

"Of course!" He also grabbed a tomato and handed it to him: "For love, possessiveness and admiration always dominate everything."

"...Axian, have you ever been in love?"

I was stunned for a moment, and then I scratched my head in embarrassment: "...well, it's only two months since we dated before we broke up."

The girl who is so beautiful that I want to give her everything has long since disappeared in the early spring rain...

"...After that...you were sad?"

"It's natural to be sad... Even thinking about it now, it's still regrettable... But even so, being in love is a beautiful thing."

"It's nice to be broken in love?"

"...You can't deny the beautiful process just because of the tragic ending..." I smiled: "I have to deny that I was really happy during those two months."

Even just walking home after school holding hands makes me happy all night long.

Obviously already so nervous that my hands were shaking, I still pretended to be calm and pulled her forward. From time to time, I secretly glanced at her slightly pink side face with a shy smile, which would give me a kind of happiness that radiated from the inside—that is happiness.

I am more sure than anyone that I love that girl.

"...If I meet her again...will I get back together with her?" He asked me.

"...No more," I smiled, "If you miss it, you will never be able to go back."

All we can do is remember and remember.

I saw his slightly surprised eyes.

"What? My answer is beyond your expectation?"

"...I can see that you really love that girl."

"Of course, it's just..." I sighed: "It's like a mirror. When it's broken and put together again, there will always be cracks, not to mention the relationship between people."

The relationship between people is the most difficult to repair, and it is more likely that the crack will become bigger and bigger, and finally it will shatter and shatter.

"...I didn't expect you to be really good at making up your mind, you should be decisive."

"There's nothing wrong with making up your mind."

"Just be tough on yourself," I shrugged, and continued: "Besides, if you can't be a lover, you can always be a good friend——there are not only lovers who can know each other, right?"

"Yes." He smiled, like a gentle wind, soothing the air.

41. Fanwai, celebrate birthday, celebrate Christmas, celebrate New Year's Day...

The chords felt hazy and his whole body was strangled, so tightly that he almost couldn't breathe.

He Xian struggled to open his eyes according to his hangover head after drinking yesterday.

In fact, He Xian doesn't really like to sleep late - there are too many beautiful things in the morning, and he always sleeps, and he will miss the different scenery and episodes every day.

Hexian thinks that he has been living a good life in recent years. He has the peaceful life he has always wanted, the musical spiritual journey he has been pursuing, and has an excellent lover to accompany him... It's just that things have started to go wrong recently.

Christmas.

Ah, that's right, this is the festival that everyone in the streets and lanes is celebrating.

But Chord has a very bad impression of this festival, which is caused by an incident that happened when he was a child.

At that time, Hexian was only 11 years old, but Hexian was already independent at that time. There were always only Hexian and Hesheng at home. Although the two children at that time were not keen on Christmas, they did not reject it. Red, green and green looks lively, and it will also make chords and harmony infect the Christmas atmosphere and feel happy-but ever since a home was burglarized on Christmas night, chords have begun to reject this festival.

On that day, a thief wearing a Santa costume broke open the window and climbed in, and emptied all the valuables. The chords and harmony were tied up in the bathroom by the thief. It was not until the third day that the neighbors noticed something was wrong and took The police came to check the smashed windows and rescued the two brothers who were tied up in the toilet.

The two brothers were dying of thirst and hunger, and they also had a fever and some pneumonia because they sat on the cold tiles for two nights. By the side of the hospital bed until my parents rushed back from abroad - but that was a few days later.

Since then, Chord has hated thieves, Christmas and Santa Claus.