Reborn Beggar

Chapter 68

It is impossible to go to City H, Shen Haining's wedding is coming soon, the cake shop has to pay attention, and Murong is still a student now.

With Su Yi, Murong didn't neglect his studies, he was not used to skipping classes.

Lin Yang found a part-time job, working in the human resources department of a company. Most of the time he went to sort out materials, serve tea and other tasks, but it was because of this that he was the most tiring.

Apart from being able to meet each other in class, Murong and him rarely had dinner together.

But Murong was very pleased.

The relationship between him and Lin Yang became very good, which was a development he couldn't predict. He didn't mention the past six months, and neither did Lin Yang, but Murong knew that something must have happened during that time.

Now that Lin Yang can be more positive, Murong's worries have dissipated a lot.

The longer he spent with Lin Yang, Murong realized that he was not at all like his former self, not even his appearance.

People always enter their own subjective consciousness when they meet for the first time.

Murong had been waiting for Su's father to summon him, but Su's father didn't seem to know about it. Su Yi and him did not mention this matter in several phone calls.

Su Yi told Murong not to worry, but because of Dad Su's vague attitude, he was even more worried.

Father Su Murong didn't wait, but instead waited for Ji Yan who was late. He had been texting Ji Yan for several days, and Murong didn't expect that he would meet up in a few days.

It was Saturday, and they happened to have dinner with Lin Yang. Murong wanted to formally introduce the two of them. He didn't know if Lin Yang was the same as himself, but Lin Yang could tell who he was at a glance, so he probably couldn't get away with it.

Murong reluctantly rejected Ji Yan, the Su family's attitude was too unclear, Murong was a little worried, he was worried that Su Yi would be sad, he didn't want that.

People are selfish.

If possible, Murong hoped that Han's parents and Han's mother could feel better, but if the Su family disagreed and strongly opposed it, Murong would not take it too seriously. He would rather be alone with Su Yi, at least on the surface.

This kind of thinking is strangely selfish and full of unnecessary loyalty, but Murong wants to follow his own will, maybe he is a willful person in his bones.

When Lin Yang knocked on the door, Murong was very busy in the kitchen. Hearing the doorbell, Murong took off his apron, washed his hands and ran to open the door. He was so busy that Lin Yang saw Murong with his sleeves rolled up and green leaves hanging on his head. Almost squirted out.

But he held back with great difficulty, and calmly reminded Murong, "There seems to be something on your head."

Murong casually grabbed the vegetable leaves, twitched the corners of his mouth in embarrassment, smiled sweetly, and invited Lin Yang into the room.

At this time, Su Yi had already tidied up his appearance and made a cup of tea for Lin Yang. Murong introduced Su Yi formally. Lin Yang really wanted to ask Ji Yan?But he thought it was better this way, and it seemed that Su Yi was more reassuring.

Especially when he saw the unwashed scales on the back of Su Yi's hand, he felt that the hand holding Su Yi's hand was a bit cold, and he felt very relieved. This reminded him of his father and uncle who were far away in a foreign land. They were the marks of life, simple and simple. Single but full of happiness.Murong's friend is here, of course I will leave the kitchen to Su Yi.

It is very rare to invite Lin Yang to your home as a guest. Generally, few people visit the homes of comrades, as if they are declaring their uniqueness.

Lin Yang and Murong chatted casually about work, study, and plans. Lin Yang looked at Han Bin seriously, as if he hadn't seen him for a long time, but in fact it was only a few days, during which time he talked on the phone.

But Lin Yang had never seen Han Bin like this before. There was a faint smile in his brows and eyes, and the dimples seemed to be hanging on his face. Looking at this face, you feel happy. It seems that there is more flesh on the face, and the spirit is good. A lot, I feel that the skin is flushed.

Lin Yang felt that this was an illusion, but no matter how he looked at it, it was the same.

"You really look like my father and uncle." Lin Yang said with a little emotion.

Murong was stunned for a moment before he understood the meaning of Lin Yang's words, but he didn't answer.

He suddenly understood where Lin Yang's expression and sharpness came from when he met Lin Yang for the first time.

After going through the most difficult road and seeing the most real situations in the world, Murong also learned to integrate and understand that everyone has their own suffering and stories.

But Murong couldn't understand what it was like to live alone in a small circle since he was a child. Almost at this moment, Murong decided to protect him under his wings and love him as a younger brother.

The thin man is also a younger brother in his heart, but the thin man has the ability to live, and there is Xiaopang, he does not play a big role, and this elder brother is not satisfactory.

In the past, he always longed for the good of others, and Murong couldn't remember how much he gave, but now he wants to give, at least he can give others a little warmth.

Lin Yang didn't mind, and said generously: "I am very happy, they have been living a very good life. There have been many hardships in the middle, but for them, being together is happiness!"

Murong can probably understand the meaning now, but even if he told Murong a month earlier, Murong couldn't understand.

The vegetables had been washed and cut long ago, all they needed to do was stir-fry them until they were done. After a while, Su Yi came out with steaming and tempting dishes.

Lin Yang rushed over to grab it and eat it, but was beaten back by Murong. Lin Yang went to wash his hands aggrieved. You know, Lin Yang missed his uncle's cooking very much.

He was devastated by school canteens and company canteens, and occasionally went to small restaurants to eat, and the taste was completely incomparable to that of his uncle's dishes.

Su Yi's dishes are not as good as his uncle's, but at least they are delicious in color and flavor, and each has its own merits.

Just then, the doorbell rang.

Murong thought it was the property management who collected the water fee, but he didn't expect it to be Ji Yan, so Murong was stunned.

He never thought that he would come here, Ji Yan was normal when he refused!But when someone comes, you can't turn him away, right?

It's been a while since I saw him, and Ji Yan has become able to cover black charcoal. Murong didn't recognize him for a while, but people who have seen him for so many years can't be easily forgotten.

Lin Yang washed his hands, the sound of the water drowning out the doorbell, after washing his hands, he was bouncing up and down excitedly, wanting to eat food.

Suddenly seeing someone more in the living room, he blushed in embarrassment. He stood still and realized that it was Ji Yan. Lin Yang's face turned pale instantly when a basin of cold water poured down on him, but he immediately pretended not to know him and turned away. .

Ji Yan was also stunned for a moment, but his skill was obviously better than Lin Yang's, so he remained completely calm.

Su Yi went to buy a pair of bowls and chopsticks, and greeted Ji Yan to eat, but Ji Yan was not polite. Lin Yang didn't know if he did it on purpose, so he sat next to him.

Lin Yang paused for picking up vegetables, but didn't speak.

Fortunately, during the meal, Ji Yan was always very disciplined, chatting with Su Yi and talking about their affairs.

It was precisely because it was about Han Bin that Lin Yang listened patiently. Lin Yang was young but not ignorant of world affairs.

Hearing Ji Yan's calls one by one, he knew that Su Yi's identity was not simple, and he was worried about their future, but he couldn't help them, so he could only bless and support them silently.

It was only at this time that Lin Yang knew that Ji Yan was Han Bin's brother-in-law. Lin Yang wanted to goug his own eyes, but he didn't know which eyes saw them as lovers.

Lin Yang remained silent throughout the meal, and Murong thought it was because he was uncomfortable getting along with strangers, so he kept bringing him his favorite dishes, trying to take care of him as much as possible.

Ji Yan was very hungry, but he ate little and talked almost all the time. Occasionally his eyes glanced over Lin Yang's head, and his heart was very peaceful.

After Ji Yan came out of the hospital, he began to work day and night, finishing the accumulated movements.

It was okay at first, but slowly Murong's face popped out of his mind, and Lin Yang's blush cheeks appeared alternately in his mind, completely unable to work with peace of mind.

Ji Yan went to bed with different people, drank day and night, drunk and daydreamed, it seemed that he only started to feel consciousness at this time, and gradually understood the pain.

After a few months of being confused like this, Ji Yan felt that he was crazy. Everything about the marriage was arranged by Han Xin. On the day of the wedding, it was Han Xin who asked someone to pull him up from the bed. Otherwise, the two of them would be ashamed to see others .

Ji Yan has no memory of what he did on the wedding day. It was only after getting on the plane that Ji Yan slowly regained his senses, as if Han Xin had made him sober up.

Ji Yan walks around indiscriminately, drinks with different people, hugs, kisses, goes to bed...continues to live a muddle-headed life.

Until one day when Ji Yan woke up, he saw a strange face entangled with him, and the thing between his legs was still pressing against the other's place. It felt wet, and there was a seductive smell in the air. Ji Yan Leng Leng couldn't react.

Chasing away strangers, Ji Yan gets up to take a shower, change clothes, check out, eat... Standing on a strange street, smelling strange smells, feeling the glare of the sun, Ji Yan can't remember the last time he stood under the sun what time.

Ji Yan bought some food and drink at the roadside convenience store.

Just walk in the direction of the sun... As the sun sets, he finds a place to rest. He has slept in a small hotel, under a flyover, or in the wild.

If there is nothing to eat, just buy it.I spend more time not eating. I don’t know if I lost or forgot my luggage, but I still have my money and documents.

Ji Yan laughs that he has a really strong life instinct and better shit luck, if he had been someone else, he would have been dragged to sell him long ago.

I don't know how I finally got to that county town and that temple.

It is a very small temple with two small rooms, guarded by an old man, and there are only a few bodhisattvas who are not rotten. Ji Yan doesn't know how effective such prayers can be, but many people come to worship every day.

The old man who guarded the temple took him in.

Get up at five o'clock in the morning to chant scriptures, Ji Yan helps to meditate, clean up, and have a small bowl of porridge for breakfast.In the morning, prepare incense and paper for worshippers, and use a yellowed book to record who gave the incense money, a few yuan more, and a dime or two cents less. At noon, I eat a bowl of rice, a vegetable, boiled , white food, Ji Yan forced himself to swallow it.

The small temple is on the top of the mountain, and the old man grows vegetables in the small open space on the left side of the small temple. The area of ​​tens of square meters is not as big as his bathroom, but the old man waters it every day, picking it from the pond at the foot of the mountain.

Ji Yan was very moved by the curving back and the beaded beads of sweat.

In the afternoon, I will go to the county to buy some incense and paper, and I will serve some noodle soup for dinner. The lamp uses kerosene. Ji Yan can't stand the smell, but the old man himself never lights. The lamp in front of the Bodhisattva has never been extinguished.

Ji Yan bid farewell to the small temple in a bright weather, Ji Yan was very sad.

Every afternoon when the sun was setting, he would sit on the edge of the cliff and look at the green smoke curling up from every house at the bottom of the mountain. There were large expanses of green, and the setting sun was a fiery red color. Ji Yan deeply realized his loneliness.

Under the fiery red light of the setting sun, he didn't think about anything, he just waited for the sun to hide behind the clouds, and the sky slowly turned gray...

Then when he came back, his cell phone had already run out of battery when it was left at home. After recharging it and turning it on, he saw Han Bin's text message.

Han Bin didn't have time to call, so he came directly.

No matter what, he wanted Han Bin to be happy.

Meeting Lin Yang was an accident, he didn't want to, he understood the harm he caused Lin Yang, if time could go back, he would never do such a thing.

Ji Yan called Han Xin on the way to Han Bin's house and told her he was back.

Whether he loves her or not, Han Xin did not let him down. Ji Yan wanted to treat her well because she was his wife.

He can't let down more people. As for Murong, he wants to keep him in his heart forever.

Maybe leaving is the real happiness for Murong, Ji Yan has to admit that no matter how time goes back, he can't give Murong the happiness he wants.

Fortunately Murong is gone, but every time he thinks like this, Ji Yan can't help but burst into tears.

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