Reborn Beggar

Chapter 58

Suddenly, a chill rose from the bottom of Lin Yang's heart, and a surge of emotion called despair rushed towards him, and he was caught off guard and was at a loss.

His eyes were covered, but his heart was not covered. On the contrary, his senses became more acute. The slippery corners of his lips, the tingling pain in his chest, and the swollen foreign body all hit him like a dream but so real.

Lin Yang was hit by despair and humiliation at the same time, Lin Yang wanted to escape everything, even though he knew he couldn't escape, he still struggled hard, cursing countless ugly words loudly.

Like a desperate beast.

Ji Yan felt that Lin Yang was the most beautiful, so he couldn't help kissing him more affectionately and tenderly. No matter how ugly the words were, Ji Yan felt comfortable and made him more excited and relaxed.

Ji Yan felt that Murong must have wanted to scold him like this when he died, and he was also so desperate when he heard him talking to her mother, this was almost Ling Chi's pleasure.

Lin Yang gradually calmed down, because he was so hopeless that he was powerless. Every time he resisted and danced, he was reminded of his situation. The tactile sensation in certain places was more obvious, making him even more desperate.

Tears flowed silently from the corners of his eyes, slid across his cheeks and fell into his hair. The cool feeling made Lin Yang feel ashamed.

Ji Yan kept looking at his expression, wanting to engrave everything into his mind, with a kind of crazy obsession, as if this could prove that he had obtained Murong, and Murong had not been lost.

Seeing his tears, Ji Yan was moved, not because of Lin Yang's despair, but because of the face that looked like Murong. Ji Yan gently licked the wet marks from his tears, and said softly and sadly: "I'm sorry. !"

Ji Yan spoke sincerely and affectionately, which made Lin Yang's tears even more turbulent. He didn't know that being sorry is the sharpest knife at this moment.

When Ji Yan said this, his eyes couldn't help but moistened, he knew that he owed Murong this sentence all the time, but he couldn't say it, how weak is this sentence?Saying a thousand words can't erase his crimes, let alone restore those missed pasts.

After so many years of love affairs, no matter how stupid he is, he will have some experience. Ji Yan is so experienced that he can be called a master, but he is serious. Lin Yang is just a young man. in the joy.

The two reached the peak almost at the same time, and Lin Yang settled down to a deeper void. He didn't care about chastity, and it was not difficult to take this step since he was exposed to homosexuality since he was a child, but he still felt that he had lost something very important, which made his whole heart It's all empty.

What Ji Yan precipitated was despair and pain. When he reached the peak, Ji Yan's tears slid down and fell on the bed sheet, turning the light-colored bed sheet into a dark color.

Slowly Ji Yan whimpered, and finally burst into tears, crying so hard that he couldn't make a sound.

Lin Yang really wanted to yell, he, the victim, didn't cry, you bastard, how could you have the face to cry?But Lin Yang was too powerless to scold, it was the powerlessness emanating from the bottom of his heart.

I don't know when the rest of the sleeping pill took effect, making Lin Yang drowsy and fell asleep again.

When he woke up, he found that his limbs had been untied, but his eyes were still blindfolded. Lin Yang moved his weak hand, and slowly untied the black cloth that covered his sight. When he first came into contact with the light, his eyes were blurred, so he blocked it with his hand. Only after getting used to the light did Lin Yang realize that Ji Yan was casually leaning against the door in a pair of shorts, smoking a cigarette and looking at him.

There was a flash of fear in Lin Yang's heart, but it was quickly replaced by anger, but he chose to ignore it, probably because of Ji Yan's red and swollen eyes that shocked him, or maybe it was the calm eyes that kept Lin Yang from being annihilated by anger.

Lin Yang looked around calmly, wrapped himself in a quilt, and went to the cubicle bathroom. The wet feeling under there made him think about some restricted-level things. Although he didn't want to stay here for a moment, he didn't want to think about certain things even more. Remind him of things that cannot be undone.

There are mirrors all around in the bathroom, allowing you to see your whole body clearly. Looking at the marks on his body, Lin Yang suddenly felt so uncomfortable that he wanted to cry, but he bit his lip and endured it.

Turning on the shower, the warm water hit his body, which made Lin Yang feel unreal.

Lin Yang finished washing quickly, looking at the quilt still in the corner and the bath towel hanging on the wall, Lin Yang hesitated for a while and decided to choose the bath towel, wrapped in the bath towel and went out, Ji Yan was still looking at him, holding the towel in his mouth. The eyes in his mouth had been burnt out, and the front was covered with white ashes. Lin Yang doubted whether the cigarette had been exhausted.

Lin Yang closed the door very bluntly. As for bumping into Ji Yan, it was not within his consideration. He only knew that he didn't want to see him, and wanted to leave quickly.

Lin Yang put on Ji Yan's clothes that were still on the ground one by one, and without thinking about anything, he opened the door and wanted to leave.

But Ji Yan was still standing at the door, gray ash still remained on his body, and the cigarette butt fell to the ground, Lin Yang was speechless, feeling that he was raped instead of himself.

"What do you want to do?" Ji Yan asked.

Lin Yang almost couldn't get up in one breath, he was so angry.

"You did a fucking bastard, and you still have the face to ask me what I want to do?...I fucking want to beat you!" Lin Yang cursed angrily, and greeted his face with his fists following his words.

Lin Yang only punched once. Although he was often beaten, the number of times he was beaten was pitifully seldom. Lin Yang's hand was still in the shape of a fist, and he looked at Ji Yan warily and angrily. Ji Yan did not doubt that he would definitely Wanted to pounce on him and kill him.

Ji Yan rubbed his beaten face, frowned, and said, "Just one punch? Heh, you're smart. If you don't want the whole world to see what you looked like last night, you should be obedient." He saw the CD on the coffee table.

A mouthful of blood almost spewed out, Lin Yang was already dizzy with anger, this person actually had the face to threaten him, Lin Yang was like an angry lion, he rushed towards Ji Yan, and slammed his fist hard in his face, Ji Yan Yan Ye let him beat him, Lin Yang vented his anger by beating, Lin Yang couldn't help being sad, beat and scolded, and finally cried and scolded while beating.

Lin Yang knew that his current appearance was ugly, but he couldn't control himself. This was something he never dreamed of, and no one could calm down when encountering such a thing.

Lin Yang calmed down a little. Ji Yan had already been beaten into a pig's head, and Lin Yang's hands were also slightly bruised. Perhaps only the two of them knew how heavy the fist was.

In fact, Lin Yang was also tired. The physical and mental fatigue brought to him by the first time were both enormous. In the end, Lin Yang sat on Ji Yan's body and kept wiping away his tears and scolding him!

This picture is really funny. Ji Yan felt that his soul was floating. He took a steady breath and tried his best to speak clearly: "You have beaten and scolded me. This is my fault. I owe it to you." Yours, if you need me in the future, just say it, as long as I can do it, it doesn't matter if we go out of this door."

Ji Yan paused and said: "The CD is a new movie I bought, you can watch it if you want, the picture is good."

The serious and playful tone made Lin Yang's teeth itch with hatred. Although he was really tired, he still punched him hard, stood up and kicked Ji Yan several times.

Although Ji Yan's disc was not a video, Lin Yang still went to break the disc into pieces, and then slammed it on Ji Yan's body.

When Lin Yang left, he smashed many things that could be moved on the coffee table to pieces, and he was so tired that he was sweating profusely before he walked out of this suffocating place.

Lin Yang didn't know where to go, he didn't want to go back to the dormitory, because he didn't want to deal with those inquiries, but apart from school, he had nowhere to go in this strange city.

Standing in the warm spring sun, Lin Yang was at a loss and felt that the sun made him dizzy, even the fragrance of spring flowers became so heavy, Lin Yang sat down on the side of the road when he was tired from walking, ignoring the eyes of others.

What Ji Yan said was very ruthless, but he was also benevolent. Although Lin Yang was young, he was not without brains.

He is not a woman and cannot sue him, even if he could, he would be ashamed, because he is a man.

Letting others know will make his whole life deviate from another track, and although it has deviated now, at least he can go on pretending that nothing happened.

Encountering this kind of thing, Lin Yang really couldn't cry, but when the eyes spread to the corners of his eyes, he raised his head and looked at the white clouds every day, letting the tears fall back.

As for whether it really fell back or was evaporated by the sun, he himself didn't know.

Lin Yang sat there for a long time, until the sky gradually darkened and the sky began to drizzle, Lin Yang got up and went back, and walked back to school, because he was sad to find that he forgot to bring money, and his mobile phone seemed to be left at Ji Yan's house .

Lin Yang walked back to the school, the dormitories were all closed, and he let the old man who guarded the dormitory say a lot of good things before he let him go.

Their dormitory was in good condition, and 24 provided hot water. Lin Yang went back to take a hot bath and drank two cups of boiling water. Even so, he fell ill the next day and passed out.

He was sent to the hospital by a classmate in the same dormitory, and he had pneumonia. The classmates in the dormitory took turns to take care of him. It is probably because this incident caused him a lot of mental pressure. They were afraid that something might go wrong, so they finally called his family.

Lin Yang was taken back by his uncle. They have been through wind and rain all these years, and they have done everything. They have endured all kinds of hardships and struggles, but now the conditions are much better, and the family is considered rich, so they took Lin Yang back. His uncle didn't go to work and took care of him wholeheartedly.

Their family situation is quite special. After they were rich, they hired a family doctor for regular checkups. Lin Yang also came to see the family doctor every day when he returned home. Within two days, Lin Yang's health gradually improved.

After Lin Yang recovered, he never wanted to go back to school, and stuck to his uncle and father every day. Only then did he deeply realize that no matter whether he was related by blood or not, his family would always be his safe haven.

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