Chapter 3

Murong slept until dawn, as if he had a very long dream, he couldn't remember the content of the dream clearly, but he knew it wasn't a good dream, and the deep sadness made him unable to breathe, but In the dream, there were two hands as gentle as grandma patted him, making him emerge from the sadness little by little, and breathe freely.

Murong recalled that feeling, and slightly hooked the corners of his mouth in the morning light.

After breaking free from the memories, he realized that his legs were wrapped around Su Yi's waist, and his hands were clasped around his neck, in an extremely ambiguous posture.But Murong didn't think much about it. Although Ji Yan, who had a crush on Ji Yan, was a man, he didn't have feelings for men. Besides, Su Yi was a special existence in his heart. It could be said that Su Yi gave him the hope of living. I hope that Su Yi will lead him as a medium.

Su Yi is not a passerby in Murong's heart, but he is not so close that he doesn't care about anything.Therefore, at this time, Murong was embarrassed and annoyed, because he felt that he had invaded Su Yi's territory and disturbed his sleep.

He let go lightly, got up from Su Yi's side, and then became idle.Su Yi was obviously satisfied with the octopus that was entangled with him leaving. He rolled around on the bed twice, stretched his limbs, and fell asleep sweetly.

Murong blushed while watching from the side, Su Yi rose a few more heights in Murong's heart, he would rather not sleep well than kick him out of bed, what a kind person he is!Murong suddenly had the illusion that Cinderella met Prince Charming, but he was not Cinderella, and Su Yi was not a prince, and there was no plot to blush and heartbeat. They were just compatriots in distress who did not kill each other.

Murong thought wildly before he took a good look at the bed he occupied all night last night. There were several layers of cardboard under it, and some quilts, mats, and pillows on it... Murong has been lying in Su Yi's arms, not knowing what's inside the pillowcase What was it? He hesitated for a while and squeezed it lightly, trying not to disturb Su Yi's sleep. Murong was shocked.

It was really a pillow, although it was a bit dirty, but it was in good condition, and the mat and quilt were intact, Murong deeply suspected, is this person really a beggar?It’s a bit like an artist who experiences a different kind of life, with a messy head, a thick and long beard, his face is almost covered, his clothes are dirty but in good condition, and he still eats fresh meals every day.If he is not a beggar, why would he sleep here?He also ran to pick up waste products, and didn't see anything like a paintbrush and erhu. This person is a strange existence. Murong came to this subtle conclusion.

After crying yesterday, he had enough food, drink, and sleep. Murong is in good spirits today, and his sluggish nerves have also become more sensitive. Today he should earn some living expenses.

As for those messy things, Murong chose to ignore them. He didn't die completely. Murong felt that he was sorry for God for not living well. Of course, what he wanted to smoke was God. There are still good people in this world, such as Su Yi. Murong is not strong. A man, but not a man so weak that he would commit suicide.It's just that Su Yi made Murong stand up earlier. If it wasn't for Su Yi, although Murong would stand up again on his own, I don't know if it will be a few days, years or decades.All in all, Murong is very grateful to Su Yi and glad that he met Su Yi.

In the next room, Murong found Su Yi's sacks filled with waste yesterday. There was half a sack of bottles in one of the sacks. Murong picked up the sack that was lying alone in the corner with a hole in it, and made a fuss, causing the sack to be half missing. Space, but it can solve the problem without affecting Su Yi. Murong is quite satisfied with this, put the sack on his shoulder, and Murong went out with heavy steps.

Su Yi was tortured by the magic sound octopus all night. After Murong left, he fell asleep beautifully. When he woke up, the sun was already in the west, and he stretched his waist halfway. He was keen and immediately noticed the abnormality. Good guy, Murong curled up In the corner, with a flat mouth and depressed eyes, he looked at him without blinking.

In fact, I couldn't see Murong's eyes clearly at all, because his face was too dirty and dark, and his long hair covered more than half of his face, and Su Yi didn't observe men carefully, especially the hobbies of men who were dirty and smelly. So he judged entirely by feeling. At this time, Murong was like a big dog abandoned by his master. Su Yi felt his eyebrows twitch, and asked with difficulty, enduring the pain in his throat: "What's wrong?"

"Ah, Brother Yi, no, it's nothing..." Murong was taken aback, as if he didn't expect Su Yi to ask him something, and he explained in a flustered manner with a lack of confidence.

Su Yi walked over and knelt down to look at Murong at the same level, and looked at him carefully. With the rice confetti in his hair and the swollen corners of his mouth, Su Yi frowned, and asked again: "What's wrong?" His voice was hoarse and low, as if Wisps of wind, unable to grasp the traces, but with a firmness that cannot be opposed.

Murong followed Su Yi yesterday, watching Su Yi bend over to pick up cans against the scorching sun, and rummage through the garbage pile to find drink bottles, feeling sad and admirable, and also had thoughts of escaping.But the reality did not give him a way to go back. Thinking of the life he was about to face, he felt very heavy, but he decided to face it calmly, so he went out with heavy steps to earn living expenses.

Murong followed the path Su Yi walked yesterday to find the past, silently calculating how much he could sell, ignoring the sadness and helplessness deep in his heart, ignoring the contemptuous and probing eyes of others, sweat seeped out from his pores, soaking the sweat on his skin The soil, making the soil stick to the skin more tightly, the hot sun fell on him, making the soil dry and cracked, and then soaked again, and so on, each time pulling the tiny hairs and pulling the skin, within half an hour , Murong felt that his whole body had peeled off a layer of skin, and his body was completely out of his control.

The garbage dump exudes a pungent and unpleasant stench, all kinds of food residues, rats scrambling around from time to time, and flies flying everywhere. Murong let the venomous sunlight fall straight down, burning his back, but still staring at him. Without squinting, he endured all this, digging through the garbage dump bit by bit with dedication.Stepping on the garbage dump full of all kinds of debris with bare feet, Murong seemed to be able to hear the crisp sound of objects passing through the surface of the skin and entering the flesh.

It was hard work, hard work that Murong couldn't have imagined in the past, but counting today's lunch, Murong felt it was worth it, and was finally able to repay Su Yi for taking care of him the past two days. Murong was also proud of himself despite his hard work.

When Murong thought of Su Yi holding the fragrant food he brought home and gulping down it, he felt relieved, even the unpleasant smell of the garbage dump and the flies that occasionally stayed on him were not so bad Unbearable, Murong smiled friendlyly at the two passing colleagues, but he didn't expect the two beggars to come over and punch him hard.

Murong fell into the trash pusher, with moldy rice sticking to his face, Murong was stunned for a second, and before he even had time to mourn, he punched him with his backhand.

Even though Murong didn't lie down and counterattacked with all his strength, he had already lost the opportunity.

This matter had a great impact on him, his heart was in a mess, he couldn't show his fighting skills at all, besides, those two people were very familiar with the environment of the garbage dump, and their actions were clean and neat, while Murong seemed slow and cautious, and in the end Murong almost Powerless to fight back, the two beggars wanted Murong to eat a dead smelly rat in the garbage dump. Murong tried his best to resist and kept his mouth shut so that the two could not succeed, but the smell of the dead rat The stench still made Murong dizzy, the two beggars spat at Murong's reaction in disdain, and finally made up a few feet, then twisted Murong in the scorching sun, picked up the waste for a long time, and left leisurely and complacently.

Murong lay curled up in the rubbish dump, the scorching sun could almost scorch him, mice occasionally crawled over him, leaving some sharp dull pain, the pungent stench was infinitely enlarged, Murong felt sick .Sour water gushed out of his stomach, and countless times, the contents of his stomach rushed to his throat, and Murong suppressed them all again. He was not pretending to be strong, but he was reluctant to waste the food Su Yi gave him. No matter what class, there are Looking at the competition, he was just lucky enough to meet Su Yi. Otherwise, he might have been so hungry that he would have lost the strength to speak. At that time, it should not be others who forced him to eat mice, but he would grab and eat them himself.

A stray dog ​​sniffed around him, stepped on him and walked over, Murong couldn't describe his mood, the stray dog ​​made him the same as a garbage dump.Thinking of how he cried heart-rendingly because of Ji Yan last night, grinning and laughing out loud at himself, at this moment, it seems that all of that is just passing by.Murong's eyes were dull, and after a while, he slowly stood up.

Desperately sad, Murong raised his head to look directly at the bright and dazzling sun, and lowered his head for a moment of dizziness, but with a calm expression, he dug out a large black garbage bag from the garbage dump and continued to pick up waste. Finally, he finally sold it. A lunch box money.

Today's experience will never be forgotten in his life, but he still feels satisfied to let Su Yi eat the food he bought. Holding the few yuan he earned a day, his steps seem to become lighter.

Murong was thinking about what to buy for Su Yi, but the cruelty of reality stabbed him hard on the newly healed wound.

Murong found a hawker selling boxed lunch next to the shopping mall, and saw a group of people holding lunch boxes waiting for a meal, Murong suppressed his excitement and walked slowly step by step, but he was yelled at by the boss just as he took two steps The voice stopped, and when he figured out who the boss was yelling at, Murong was dumbfounded.

The shape of the lips that the boss told him to roll, the look of disdain, the action of driving him away kept replaying in his mind like a slow motion, and with a bang, his whole body was cold, and the feeling of depression and despair gradually subsided in the sense of satisfaction It pressed heavily on his chest again, and a bloody smell surged up, and his eyes were blinded.

When he came back to his senses, the yelling boss came over and pushed him, staggered and almost fell, Murong looked at each person from left to right one by one, watching with cold eyes, disgusted, whispering to countless people, Murong didn't say a word turned away.

From a distance, I could hear the voices of everyone discussing, many of them were words like 'It's disgusting, it's so dirty, what a stinky beggar is dragging', but Murong turned a deaf ear to it.

The people from the second family didn't speak harsh words to each other, they just rolled their eyes a few times, and silently rejected him; the third family ignored him directly; Hey, the boss's yelling just made him pause, and then continued to walk, but the store's reaction was unmatched.

Murong was stunned and was beaten severely by the proprietress a few times, the proprietress' saliva flew all over the place, the people around joined in the clerk's discussion and scolded the industry, everything made Murong breathless, Murong grabbed the broom that the proprietress beat again, Breaking it off with one hand, he threw it viciously on the proprietress, causing her to scream in pain, Murong turned around and ran away, those voices of condemnation were far behind his head.

During the sprint, a large amount of air was poured into the lungs, causing bursts of dull pain.

Back at the construction site, he stayed quietly, looking at Su Yi's sleeping back, he felt at ease.

Murong avoided the seriousness and spoke intermittently, Su Yi guessed and knew the general process, Su Yi felt his swollen throat became more painful.In fact, Su Yi can't empathize with him, but Murong's trembling body, his distressed image, tried his best to keep himself calm and speak lightly to prevent his emotions from venting, but he couldn't help but feel the pain deep in his soul Choked with sobs, all of this hurt Su Yi severely, making him feel difficult to breathe, causing throbbing pain in his chest, Su Yi resisted the tears welling up in his eyes, and gently pulled Murong closer to him, letting him lean on his shoulder .

Murong leaned on Su Yi's shoulder stiffly and slightly trembling, as if silently telling him that he was fine, but he didn't know that his whole body was pouring out his despair and pain, Su Yi patted Murong's back lightly, He is very sad, not because of the feeling of being abandoned and betrayed, but because of Murong, because of this stubborn boy, and even more because of the life that is constantly hovering on the edge of despair.

At the beginning, Murong was able to restrain the churning emotions deep in his heart, but he slowly removed the armor under Su Yi's gentle pat. Murong wanted to cry out the grievance, pain, and anger in his heart...but in the end he couldn't squeeze out a single tear , He leaned on Su Yi's shoulder and gasped for breath... He was depressed, angry, uncomfortable, and he was trying to live, no one understood and to the point where everyone shouted and beat him. A beggar is despicable, not heinous.

He felt sad and angry for this kind of life that was not understood, not recognized, and excluded.

It's the same contribution, but in different ways and from a different starting point. Why should he suffer such treatment?Murong couldn't figure it out, and gathered his breath in his chest. Murong couldn't cry out, and bit down on the shoulder next to his mouth fiercely. Su Yi groaned and stiffened his body. Hearing Murong's whining sound, he could vaguely guess Murong said: "Brother Yi, Brother Yi, I will not admit defeat, I will definitely not admit defeat."

Su Yi remained silent, just as he couldn't empathize with what happened to Murong, he also couldn't make a judgment on Murong's choice, he just hoped that this stubborn boy would suffer less and be more happy, thinking of himself , suddenly despised the cowardly self.

As Murong gradually calmed down, Murong loosened his jaw, and don't look at the wall with some embarrassment at first.Su Yi was amused by Murong's action, and wanted to say that you don't care about my smelly body and dirty clothes, and I don't care that you are taking two more bites.But thinking of the inflamed and swollen throat, he patted Murong on the shoulder, stood up and walked out.

After walking two steps and looking back, seeing that Murong was looking at him without any response, Su Yi walked over and knocked him on the head without hesitation, Murong touched the knocked head, and called out aggrievedly: "Brother Yi, how can you miss him?" Hit someone for no reason!" But the corners of his mouth couldn't help but curl up, and Su Yi snorted in response.

At this moment, Murong's heart was filled with Su Yi's thoughtfulness, warm.

He didn't need sympathy, he didn't want to let people know, but Su Yi's attitude was firm, and his endurance had reached its limit.After listening to Su Yi, he just silently gave him warmth and companionship. Su Yi's thoughtfulness made him feel at ease, and his mood suddenly brightened.

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