Reborn Beggar

Chapter 11

On the way back, the car was very quiet, and Xiao Xiaoxiao drove the car to a western restaurant for dinner without the consent of the two of them. Su Yi secretly complained about Xiao Xiaoxiao's negligence, and he was afraid that Murong would not be able to accept it.

He didn't know about Murong's past life, but if he was so poor that he had nothing to eat, he might not be able to get better. Even if the conditions were good, it would be even more inappropriate. If he comes into contact with these things again, especially if he has a strong self-esteem, he will be very uncomfortable. .

Seeing that there was a shopping mall opposite the western restaurant, Su Yi dragged him away by asking to buy a hat for Murong.

Xiao Xiaoxiao didn't object, and silently followed behind the two, but Murong always felt that the sight behind him was very sharp, so sharp that he couldn't help suspecting that Xiao Xiaoxiao recognized him, but he and Xiao Xiaoxiao didn't know each other very well. His brother Xiao Ran has a good relationship with Ji Yan, even he is familiar with Xiao Ran, and Xiao Ran's kindness to Xiao Xiaoxiao made him envious, so he has a deep memory of Xiao Xiaoxiao who has met a few times.

Moreover, this face is completely different from his previous appearance. His previous appearance was much tougher, which is not surprising, at least it will not be memorable. If it is not for the famous brand bought by his stepmother. Then he will be ashamed, and he will not be picked out in 2 minutes.

Whether Xiao Xiaoxiao remembers him is doubtful, and it is even more impossible to be recognized, probably because Su Yi is too kind to herself!He was a little concerned, after all, he was a stranger with unknown background.Thinking of this, Murong felt relieved a lot.

When picking out the hat, Xiao Xiaoxiao watched from afar, and Su Yi took the opportunity to whisper to Murong: "Mu Mu, why don't we just go to that street to eat, don't worry about him, I don't like Western food very much either."

Murong was taken aback, guessing Su Yi's worry, smiled slightly and said, "It's okay."

"Really?" Su Yi asked suspiciously.

Murong nodded, seeing that Murong's face really did not show any dissatisfaction or injury, Su Yi was relieved.

Even so, when he was really sitting in a western restaurant surrounded by an elegant atmosphere, he was really uncomfortable, but in order not to worry Su Yi, he controlled his discomfort well and did not show the slightest displeasure .

During the meal, Su Yi always took care of Murong, while Xiao Xiaoxiao's eyes always stayed on Murong, which made Murong very uncomfortable and at the same time ignored the strong sense of disobedience brought to him by the western restaurant.

When Xiao Xiaoxiao went to the bathroom, Murong followed decisively. He was not used to procrastinating. In this form, he didn't want to be surrounded by factors that would make him very uneasy, but he had to admit that he somewhat rejected Xiao Xiaoxiao. The existence of this matter, he wants to solve it quickly.

But Su Yi saw that there was no one at the table, so he didn't follow.

"who are you?"

As soon as he entered the bathroom and saw no one, Xiao Xiaoxiao asked him directly.

Murong thought, it really is this problem, he also likes Xiao Xiaoxiao's straightforwardness, which means that he also regards Murong as a friend, although not as deep as Su Yi's.

After a moment of silence, he lowered his eyes and replied in a daze, "...I don't know either."

"What do you mean?" Xiao Xiaoxiao frowned, but seeing that Murong spoke sincerely, she looked dazed and did not get angry.

"...literally, I don't know who I am."

Xiao Xiaoxiao looked at Murong silently for a long time, Murong let him see without fear, what he said was indeed the truth, if possible, he would like to know the answer even more.

"Third brother, I really care about you! I treat you better than my own brother." Xiao Xiaoxiao finally said to Murong, and then left.

Of course Murong knew it well, but he also understood that Xiao Xiaoxiao didn't want any response from him, but hoped that he could understand Su Yi's goodness and cherish him.

Sitting in the car on the way back, leaving the street lamps outside the window behind him, Murong felt a hazy sense of sadness.

Who is he?And where is his future?

The appearance of Xiao Xiaoxiao made Murong deeply and clearly understand that relying on Su Yi is not enough, it is not Su Yi's problem, but his own problem.

When one becomes overly dependent on others, one loses one's self and inadvertently hurts others.

And the one he was most likely to hurt was Su Yi, and he would never allow this to happen.

Murong sometimes hates his sobriety to death. If he is a little confused, he can enjoy the warmth and peace of mind that he can rely on. At this time, he can't leave Su Yi, but he must slowly let himself become independent, even if he will become empty and alone.

He needs to enjoy the time with Su Yi now, it will be the best memory in his life.

Murong has known for a long time that one is born to face loneliness and infinite challenges alone. He never felt sad for his loneliness but couldn't help but want to hold on to the warmth.

Therefore, when he had a crush on Ji Yan, he suffered but had no complaints.

He believes that being Ji Yan's younger brother is a kind of gain, and not being able to fall in love with the person he loves and even confessing to him is his loss, which is also a price.

Even though he always tasted the sweetness and bitterness of love alone, and in this relationship, he tasted more bitterness, he didn't feel that he shouldn't love.

Whether you are sad or crying, love is love. Although he did not get anything in return for his efforts, he added many different colors to the white paper of his life. The deep and confused colors make up the big picture of his life. Figure, even if you are alone for a lifetime, it is perfect.

He has loved, hurt, struggled, and everything he has personally experienced, whether it is good or bad, it is his unique color.

But when he found out that he was cheated, his heart was hurting every second, more and more every time, it was just an intuitive reflection of emotion, and therefore, even though it was hurting, he planned to leave without knowing anything.

The car accident was beyond his expectation, and he died because of a momentary choice, and his life ended. He didn't have to continue to struggle in this complicated and long life. At that moment, he felt really relaxed, and his emotional endurance had reached limit.

He has always been a rational but emotional person, all his emotions are suppressed by his rationality, while suffering, he clearly calculated the result and watched himself fall and then struggle.

At this time, he knew that staying by Su Yi's side would make them more painful when they separated. He knew this kind of result but let himself be close and enjoyed it, and he devoted himself wholeheartedly to Su Yi knowing that one day he would leave .

He was a man too frank to deceive and therefore unable to protect and not wanting to protect himself.

Murong is helpless for his character, but he doesn't want to change.

In the evening, Xiao Xiaoxiao took the two of them to a business hotel with better conditions. The conditions were much better than the small hotel in the afternoon. After getting used to it in the afternoon, Murong didn't feel any discomfort.

The shoes on the feet are also very comfortable, and it is much easier to walk, and there is no need to worry that the broken soles will suddenly be scrapped, and the feet will be hurt without shoes.

But there is one thing that he still can't adapt to. The three private rooms that Xiao Xiaoxiao wants, there are too many things happening in a day, even if he doesn't walk, he still feels tired.

There are bathtubs and showers in the hotel. After soaking in the bath, Murong felt so soft that he seemed to have no strength, but he tossed and turned on the bed and couldn't fall asleep.

He began to think it was because of his work and rest, after all, they were fighting on the street at this time in the past, but he immediately denied it, because most of the time they didn't go out, and they could fall asleep quickly.

Later, he finally found the reason, the room was too big and seemed empty, especially when he turned over and heard a clear sound accompanied by an echo, this feeling was so obvious that he couldn't ignore it.

Turning on the TV, the silver screen light hit the room, it felt very deep, and this kind of darkness disturbed him.

Turning on the TV to the maximum, it could almost burst his eardrums, and he listened to the sound outside the door with his ears upright, and there was no sound.Murong leaned against the head of the bed and thought a little lonely, a good hotel is different, the sound insulation is so good.

Murong sighed, lowered his voice slowly, changed the channel several times, but still couldn't find the program he wanted to watch, Murong knew that the problem was with him.

Throwing the TV remote control panel casually, lying on the bed, the silver screen light flickers on and off, the blurred vision gradually becomes clear, Murong puts his hands on the back of his head and opens his eyes wide to look at the chandelier on the ceiling, entertainment programs are playing on the TV, and the atmosphere is joyful Unable to infect him, his thoughts had already flown there.

Gee!

The helpless and irritated sound appeared abrupt and clear in the cheerful atmosphere of the TV program. Murong rolled twice on the bed, got up with his pillow in his arms, opened and closed the door... the TV that was constantly playing inside the door seemed extremely lonely and deserted.

Murong walked back and forth between his own door and the next door a few times, walking on the carpet without making a sound, the long and silent corridor made him mistakenly think that he was a ghost floating in the air, and this silence made him Some kind of emotion came out of the cocoon, and with a sense of urgency, he rang the doorbell next door.

While waiting, the time became very long, and it seemed like a long time had passed in a trance in just a few tens of seconds.

Su Yi opened the door and saw Murong, pulled Murong in with a smile, closed the door and said cheerfully: "Mu Mu, you are finally here. I have been waiting for a long time, and I thought you would not come, haha!"

The countless reasons for Murong's inner turmoil were choked up by Su Yi's short sentence. Isn't he just not used to sleeping alone, and there are so many things that happened today, the two of them haven't had a good chat, how could they fall asleep? ?Tsk!

"...Go to sleep, you'll get up early tomorrow." Su Yi said to Murong, taking Murong's pillow and exchanging it with another unused pillow at the head of his bed.

"Brother Yi..." Murong actually wanted to say a lot, but couldn't ask.

"Go to sleep!" Su Yi turned off the light and lay down on the bed, softly said to Murong.

Seeing that Su Yi seemed to be very sleepy, Murong didn't continue to ask questions in his heart. He lay down next to Su Yi and fell asleep. His eyes, which gradually got used to the darkness, could see the general outline of the room clearly. The room completely submerged in darkness was even more spacious, but Murong did not have that deserted upset.

Relax, Murong fell asleep after a while.

It felt like he hadn't slept for a long time, but Murong was woken up by Su Yi. Murong raised his eyelids slightly to look at Su Yi's face, hummed and turned over to continue sleeping.

Murong lay in a daze for a while, then suddenly thought of something, turned over and sat up, facing Su Yi's smiling face.

"...Let's go!" Murong jumped out of bed and said to Su Yi, this happened every time he got up, he even forgot about staying in a hotel, the thought of not having any legs at all flashed in his mind.

Su Yi pushed Murong, who was still in a daze, into the bathroom to let him wash, then stood at the door and watched Murong wash his face and brush his teeth in a daze. Su Yi's Murong, who got up early, began to stay in bed, the situation was similar to before.

It's just that at that time, Murong was lying on the bed dirty all over, which only made Su Yi feel that Murong was a child and didn't care much, but Su Yi could clearly see Murong's pouting and humming just now, like a child Su Yi couldn't help laughing at his coquettish behavior. In order not to be accused, he held back his laughter almost to the point of internal injury.

After Murong washed up, he yawned loudly, and followed Su Yi out of the hotel. The morning wind was very fresh, which made Murong's chaotic brain work slowly. At this moment, Murong realized that Su Yi was carrying two big bags, and they were in the process of Stroll under the street lights.

Realizing that something was wrong, Murong grabbed Su Yi and asked, "It's not yet dawn, what are we doing?" And... where is Xiao Xiaoxiao?

Su Yi blinked at Murong and said, "Run away, what?...Do you want to go back to City S with him?"

Murong froze for a moment, then grinned, revealing two front teeth and big dimples, relaxed like flying, took a bag from Su Yi's hand and walked forward with a smile on his face.

Su Yi followed behind Murong, thinking silently.

Does the wood seem to be dull occasionally?Especially for a while after waking up.

Seeing Murong happily walking forward without looking at the road at all, Su Yi twitched the corners of his mouth, stepped forward and pulled Murong to walk to the left road.

"Do you know where to go? Just go forward alone." Su Yi rolled his eyes and complained, he really didn't notice it before, he only knew that Murong walked slowly after getting up... So he misunderstood, Murong was waking up Posterior retardation, a very serious kind.

"Hey!" Murong laughed silly, Su Yi helped his forehead!