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Shen Tucheng's headache was so severe that he put his palms against his forehead, and finally he couldn't help moaning—afterwards, grandfather's whip came down again, and it was as dense as a net, which made him unable to breathe.

Thousands of years later, those scars can no longer be seen, and the pain seems to be far away from him.But Shen Tucheng always remembered that there was a person who caressed the wound on his back distressedly, and called him "little lunatic" helplessly and pitifully.

Fu Sheng has always been a lunatic, since the self-harm, the seeds of hatred have long been planted in his heart.He couldn't tell what kind of feeling it was—maybe it was really a malevolent star, he couldn't control his murderous desire, he just wanted to destroy everything.

Only this person can calm him down, Shentucheng unconsciously held Gu Panhao tightly - he finally remembered.

He remembered the meeting of the two people.He remembered the willow catkins flying in Yuecheng, the enchanting Xiangmengxiang in the alley, the soft bound feet by the river... and Gu Panhao.He remembered the way he raised his head to talk to him, he said, my name is Gu Panhao.

The watery eyes and intoxicating smile, mixed with the aroma of wine, seemed to fall into a dream.This name, Shentu City, has been remembered for thousands of years.

"Ah good..." He hugged the person in his arms tightly, so hard, as if his long-awaited wish had finally come true.The joy came too suddenly, like a wave of more than ten meters rushing towards his face, Shen Tucheng was at a loss, and could only hug tightly the person he regarded as his treasure.

Don't let him go again... he thought.He rested his chin on Gu Panhao's shoulder for a long time, and let out a satisfied sigh.

……

If it wasn't for the meat sauce around him boiling again, Shentucheng would have almost closed his eyes to take a nap.

"Fu, Sheng." The branches twisted restlessly, and Fu Chang called his name viciously.

Shen Tucheng came back to his senses, relaxed the strength in his hands a little, and sighed: "Fu Chang, forget it."

"Forget it?" Fu Chang's eyes widened as if he had heard some terrible news, and the eyeballs without eye sockets almost fell out, "Every night I think about how to make your life worse than death. I've been lingering until now... don't you want to hear it? I'm going to dig out your flesh, I'm going to put countless maggots in your skin, let them reproduce inside, I'm going to let the most despicable creature, bite by bite crush your bones!"

"Fu Chang..."

"And now you're telling me, forget it?"

Shen Tucheng rubbed his sore forehead, and sighed again: "But I am no longer Fu Sheng."

After hearing this, Fu Chang didn't have the fury that Shen Tucheng expected, but suddenly laughed.The pulsating muscles suddenly split open, and a viscous liquid like transparent glue overflowed from it.Shen Tucheng guarded Gu Panhao and took a step back, but he heard Fu Ding say: "You said...you are not Fu Sheng?" The liquid flowed down the tree trunk to the ground, and Fu Ding's eyes fell on Gu Panhao: "Then you Why keep him?"

As usual, once Gu Panhao was involved, Shen Tucheng looked like a completely different person, glaring at Fu Ding fiercely.

Fu Chang grinned, still smiling strangely, as if enjoying Shentucheng's anger.

Shentucheng felt that the tyrannical factors in his body were agitated again, and just when he was about to lose control and stepped forward to tear Fu Ding, Fu Chang said: "Gu Pan really wants Fu Sheng, not Shentucheng."

"Shut up." Shen Tucheng took a deep breath and said.

"Fu Sheng told Gu Panhao never to forget him, and Gu Panhao will remember him for thousands of years." Fu Chang completely ignored Shen Tucheng's fierce eyes, but smiled more happily, "You said you are not Fu Sheng, then you , why keep him?"

Fu Chang repeated the question again, Shen Tucheng's pupils shrank suddenly, and his fists were clenched and rattling - he had never considered this question carefully, why did he think that Gu Panhao would stay by his side forever?

He didn't think about it before because he didn't take it to heart.For him, Gu Panhao is beautiful but also illusory. He exists in his dream, which is unreal.He never thought that Gu Panhao not only existed, but also came to him.

Later, he still didn't think much about it, not because he didn't care, but... Gu Panhao was still far away from him.Although he was right next to Shentucheng, what Shentucheng saw was Lianqiaoye.The only thing he could feel strongly about Gu Panhao was the pair of watery eyes, through which Shen Tucheng knew that it was Gu Panhao, but he still couldn't see him, and couldn't touch him.

But now, everything is different.Shen Tucheng remembered, he remembered that he was Fu Sheng, although that era was far away and that person was unfamiliar, but Shen Tucheng knew that it was himself.He remembered that he and Gu Panhao met and knew each other. At this moment, Gu Panhao is in his heart. He is no longer just "a person as gentle as water" or "a person as calm as water". Show the small and trivial things to Shentucheng, looking forward to being soft, looking forward to being smooth, looking forward to being clear, looking forward to being light.Everything came alive, like moistening rain, penetrating into Shentucheng's heart bit by bit.

If the thought of "Ah Hao leave me" used to drive Shentucheng crazy, but now...now, Shentucheng doesn't know.He didn't know what kind of crazy things he would do even if he just had a head start on this idea.

But as Fu Chang said, who does Gu Pan really want?Fu Sheng?To some extent, Shentucheng has been disregarding the relationship between himself and that person named Fu Sheng, but...is it true that once this relationship is gone, Shentucheng will be nothing to Gu Panhao?

Shen Tucheng grabbed Gu Panhao's hand in a panic, his mind was in chaos.But Fu Chang did not give him a chance to breathe, and once again dropped a sentence: "Why not, let me tell you... Fu Sheng has, many, important, and important things to Gu Panhao."

This time, Fu Chang only smiled slightly.That expression was actually gentle and nostalgic——

It was a rare fine weather that day.The sun shone on the snow-capped mountain, forming a soft thread, which fell on Gu Panhao's hair.

Some people say that people with thin hair have a soft heart. Fu Chang sat not far away looking at Gu Panhao, and suddenly wanted to touch his hair.

When meeting Gu Panhao for the first time, Fu Chang left a word for him in his heart - Dan.The light eyebrows, the light lip color, and even the expression are light, like a blurred landscape painting, clear and cold.But he has extremely black hair, as if dyed with the thickest ink, against his pale face, fatally attractive.

After Fu Sheng fell off the cliff that day, Fu Chang quickly found Gu Panhao.He didn't want to kill him, vaguely, he felt that Fu Sheng would definitely come back.Gu Panhao often sits on the felt like this, quietly watching the snow-capped mountains in the distance, looking at them for a whole day.Fu Chang sometimes accompanied him to watch, but he watched more people than mountains.He didn't understand how such a "weak" man in his opinion was worthy of Fu Sheng giving up the throne for him.

The sunlight illuminated Gu Panhao's side face with soft light, and Fu Chang couldn't help asking him, "What are you looking at?"

Gu Panhao glanced at him and said, "I'm looking at when Fu Sheng will come."

Fu Chang laughed loudly: "Fall off the cliff, do you expect him to live?"

Gu Panhao only said one sentence, which Fu Chang remembered in his heart, and once he remembered it, he would last his whole life.He said: "I live, he does not die alone. I die, he does not live alone."

When he said this, his expression was still indifferent, as if it was a matter of course.As long as Gu Panhao is still alive, even if Fu Sheng dies, he will climb up from hell.

Fu Chang looked at him and suddenly shivered.He quickly changed the subject: "I heard that you are from Yuecheng."

Gu Panhao looked at the snow mountain without answering.

Fu Chang didn't feel embarrassed either, as long as he wasn't facing Fu Sheng, he was actually a very tolerant person.He continued on his own, "I went there once, and the women there were beautiful." Suddenly he wanted to see Gu Panhao angry, so he added, "As beautiful as you."

Gu Pan sounded good, and his expression didn't change a bit.Fu Chang became anxious and called out, "Aren't you angry?"

Gu Panhao looked back from a distance, but asked back: "Why are you angry?"

"I said you look like a woman."

"You say it looks like me, right?"

Fu Chang didn't like the way Gu Panhao looked at him like this, as if he was looking at an immature child.So he quickly argued: "If someone dares to say that about me, I will definitely break his nose with a punch!"

Gu Panhao laughed suddenly: "Can you change anything if you hit him? If you hit him, your appearance won't change."

"At least let him know that I'm a real man!" Fu Chang was not convinced.

"Why bother with others." Gu Panhao said in a low voice, as if talking to himself, "My heart is not that big, and I can't control so many people."

So Fu Chang knew that the person who was really cold-hearted was Gu Panhao.He never cared about what other people think or see, he only sees the person in his heart, and he doesn't bother to pay attention to other people.This is a kind of contempt, a kind of arrogance that looks down on the world.

At this moment, Fu Chang envied Fu Sheng.For this half-brother, his feelings are actually very simple. In the past, he hated him as an evil star from the sky, then he was jealous, jealous that he was valued by his father, and finally, it was fear—the little wolf cub Before he knew it, he had already grown into a ferocious beast. He stood in front of him, trying to tear him apart alive.In order to protect himself, he had no choice but to deal with this beast, sparing no effort to beat him and frame him, even if he hurt himself eight hundred, he would hurt the other one thousand.

However, things backfired.Not only did he fail to defeat Fu Sheng, but he put himself under the sharp claws of the wolf.He was terrified, he was resentful, he was... dying.

At this time, Gu Panhao appeared.Fu Sheng captured him from Yuecheng, thousands of mountains and rivers away. Unbelievably, the ferocious wild wolf became docile in every possible way.It seems that as long as Gu Panhao is willing to smile, Fu Sheng is willing to give him the best things in the world.

For a long time, Fu Chang observed Gu Panhao—obedience, this is his judgment on the other party.Because Fu Sheng Gu Pan was so far away from his hometown and relatives, but he didn't cry or make trouble, neither hated nor complained.Except for not smiling, he lives his life freely, eats, sleeps, and watches the snow without any discomfort.

"Don't you want to go home?" Fu Chang asked.

"I think." Gu Panhao glanced at him lightly and said, "But can I?"

Yuecheng is far away from here, separated by many mountains, strips of water, no horses, no dry food, no money, how to go back?It's not that he doesn't miss home or his brother.He just didn't want to die in vain.It's useless to cry and be sad, since it's here, why don't you take this opportunity to look at the snow, to see the scenery he has never seen before?

Fu Chang thought for a while and said, "Your brother may be going crazy because of your disappearance."

"Then," Gu Panhao asked, "can you let me go back to my brother?"

"It's impossible."

"So, I can only protect myself." Gu Panhao said, and moved his eyes to the distance again.

For the first time in his life, Fu Chang envied a person, that person was his younger brother Fu Sheng whom he hated but feared.Because he has Gu Panhao.Gu Panhao, who seems obedient, is actually more stubborn than anyone else.He stubbornly believed that Fu Sheng, who fell off the cliff, would not die. He stubbornly believed that even if there were thousands of mountains and rivers, he would definitely see his brother again.

……

"Such a stubborn person, tell me, does he want Fu Sheng, or you?"