back to college

In the ward, Xu Ran was sitting opposite Xu He, crossing his legs and flipping through the newspaper in his hand, but he didn't intend to read more.

"You and him... got back together?" Xu Ran suddenly asked, pointing to Tang Xiaoli who had just gone out to eat.

Xu He took a bite of the freshly peeled pear, and didn't bother to raise his eyes: "...No."

The words were so concise that Xu Ran didn't know how to continue.

Although Xu He pretended to be indifferent on the surface, perhaps he could barely deceive Xu Ran with this impeccable indifferent expression, but he couldn't deceive himself.

Only he himself knew that this incident made him more or less feel a little pity and uneasy.

"I thought you would gain a lot from such a heroic collision." Xu Ran spread his hands and said.

Xu He smiled helplessly, just looking at the pear in his hand, a bit self-deprecating.

"I thought so too at first," Xu He sighed slightly in a low voice, "However, some things are not what I want, and it was too sudden for him and even me. , although no one has said it clearly, but how can such a gap in my heart be completely eliminated with a single sentence... I guess the most lacking thing now is time, at least to forget the unpleasant things in the past..."

"What do you want to forget?" Xu Ran obviously didn't understand what Xu He wanted to say.

Xu He put down the half-gnawed pear in his hand, and seeing Xu Ran's good-natured face, the feeling of being ready to dig his heart and lungs just now completely disappeared.

All that was left was an annoyed pouted: "It's nothing interesting, what do you care about so much!"

Seeing that Xu He didn't intend to continue talking, Xu Ran could only give Xu He a blank look.

"... Anyway, this collision is not all a loss-making business, at least... there is a chance to start again." Xu He smiled, obviously relaxed a lot.

"Maybe." Xu Ran didn't say anything, but there was a slight worry in his tone.

For some reason, he suddenly thought of Lin Yi's elegant and indifferent face, and felt a cool breeze on his back.It was obvious that Lin Yi was nervous about Tang Xiaoli during that phone call. This is an indisputable fact.

It is precisely because of this that he feels that Lin Yi is not so easy to let go.Others don't understand, but he knows best.Lin Yi's bones are full of stealing and robbery, and he never misses what he wants.However, he couldn't think of any way for Lin Yi to disrupt the situation.

Maybe...he was thinking too much.

"I'm going abroad to discuss business tomorrow, and it may take a few days before I come," Xu Ran said to Tang Xiaoli who came back, "I'll trouble you to take care of him for the next few days."

Then, he smiled cheerfully, looking really warm like his big brother.

Tang Xiaoli was too embarrassed to refuse.

Although Xu He's injury wasn't serious, it wasn't light either.

There were many bruises on his body, and his left arm was a bit fractured when he touched the ground, so he could only hang his arm like this, and he couldn't easily say that he was discharged from the hospital.Over the past few days, the bruises on his face have faded a lot.I don't know if it's because people are refreshed on happy occasions, and even their usually gloomy faces become full of smiles.

Of course, these days Tang Xiaoli is with him as a caregiver, and he privately thinks that this is the greatest special medicine.

Although, because of the injury on his body, he couldn't do any substantial tension and movements, but fortunately, at least he could use an excuse to cuddle, hug, and kiss him, and it was temporarily regarded as a cake to satisfy his hunger.

Seeing that the injury was getting worse day by day, Xu He felt a little worried, and wondered if he was getting well sooner.This kind of day of enjoying benefits, if I really waited for it, wouldn't I not even have a reason for it.This made Xu He entangled.

However, Tang Xiaoli was on the contrary. Although he didn't say anything, he saw Xu He getting better every day, and his mood improved a lot. Even when he changed Xu He's medicine or helped him go to the toilet, he was a bit hideous. Xu He, who was blushing and heartbeating for the first time, never let go of his paws, but everything else went well and seemed to be developing in a good direction.

"What do you want to eat?" Tang Xiaoli helped Xu He change his medicine, and looked at the wall, it was getting late.

"Not picky eaters." Xu He smiled coquettishly and coquettishly.

Tang Xiaoli ignored him, just took a sip of water, and then left the ward.

Because it took a while to change Xu He's dressing, when I went down to the restaurant to buy food, I realized that there were a lot fewer people.After a simple walk around, I didn't find anything delicious, most of them were leftovers.Although Xu He had sworn just now that he was not picky about food, Tang Xiaoli still went to a nearby restaurant to pack some vegetables in his wallet.

The restaurant was a bit deserted, and soon it was Tang Xiaoli's turn.

Tang Xiaoli sat at the side of the small restaurant, waiting for the meal.With nothing to do, he picked up the newspaper at hand and flipped through it.Check out some interesting news.

"The meal on the 9th is packed." Tang Xiaoli hurriedly put down the newspaper in his hand, took the meal that the boss had already packed, and was about to leave just after paying.

But his eyes accidentally fell on the newspaper he had just closed, it was really a headline.On the entire page of the huge newspaper, there was a colorful photo of him clearly printed!

The thick black headline on the newspaper reads eye-catchingly: Died in the line of duty or perverted the law for personal gain?The martyrs reappear in the world bizarrely!The eye-catching and dazzling labels made Tang Xiaoli almost petrified in place instantly.

There are also a few other photos from the past scattered in other places of the newspaper. Although I don't know when the photos were taken, they are very clear.

Comparing it with his current photo, he has exactly the same face, no one who is eloquent will be able to argue with it!

Tang Xiaoli only felt a thin layer of sweat ooze from his forehead.In fact, there are not many realistic words in the report above, but the four big characters of "follow-up report" written on it are obviously beyond Tang Xiaoli's expectations.It seems that the newspaper office seems to have planned to report on this matter as a special feature.The news will definitely become more and more violent, and the situation will become more and more serious.

He trembled slightly all over, but just stared intently at the newspaper that looked like a reminder.

In such an instant, a secret that had been buried for a long time was revealed to the world.The sudden exposure plunged Tang Xiaoli into an unprecedented crisis and panic.

When he returned to the hospital, Xu He, who seemed to know nothing, still smiled, and took the food Tang Xiaoli bought.Holding his left hand, he opened the lunch box.

Set the chopsticks for Tang Xiaoli.

He was really a little hungry, and he liked to eat them all, so he was about to start eating with the lunch box, but he saw that something was wrong with Tang Xiaoli, and his face was indescribably pale.

"What's wrong?" Xu He put down his chopsticks and looked at Tang Xiaoli.

"It's nothing." Tang Xiaoli was relieved after hearing the sound, and immediately picked up the lunch box.

"Is there something wrong?" Xu He felt that it was not as simple as it seemed on the surface.

"Eat yours." Tang Xiaoli stuffed his mouth full, and rolled his contemptuous eyes at Xu He.

Xu He frowned slightly, seeing that Tang Xiaoli didn't want to talk, he didn't ask any more questions.Seeing that he still knows how to roll his eyes with him, it shouldn't be a big problem...

In the afternoon, Tang Xiaoli came home on the pretext of going home to pack more clothes, saying that it was inconvenient because the road was dark at night, so he didn't come.Xu He didn't say much, after all, Tang Xiaoli couldn't be tied to him 24 hours a day.

However, although he didn't say anything, he was still a little unwilling.

But at the bottom of his heart, he felt a little uncertain whether he had completely surrendered so soon. Thinking about Tang Xiaoli's attitude, Xu He began to worry about his "future" while watching TV.

What the odds are is really an annoying question.

Where is the time for Tang Xiaoli to think about this question now? Holding the newspaper he bought in his hand, he left in a hurry with a solemn expression.

At first, he even wondered if Lin Yi did this, but many of the sufficient photos in the newspaper were obviously not taken recently.Several of them are actually about Xu He, but they are temporarily covered up with mosaics.

At that time, he was sure that he was not familiar with Lin Yi and had never offended him, so he felt that Lin Yi would not do this kind of stalking that was almost revenge.

Since these were not taken by Lin Yi...who could they be?

He has no clue now.Apparently this person knew him four years ago, who would it be...

Along the way, my heart was up and down.

Thinking that if the matter is really exposed, it will be like what Lin Yi said before, this matter will definitely be full of storms, and no one will be able to get rid of it by then.Especially, Xu He... He didn't want to involve him inexplicably at all.

He felt that he could only discuss this matter with Lin Yi, who was the only one who knew about it.

It happened so suddenly that he was left passive and caught off guard...

When the taxi arrived downstairs, Tang Xiaoli almost ran all the way.Panting, he opened the door, only to find that the room was empty, except for the suitcase he had packed earlier.The surrounding furniture was wrapped in white cloth, as if the owner had left.

Lin Yi isn't here at this time? !

……

Shocked, Tang Xiaoli hurriedly took out his mobile phone and called Lin Yi.

The phone was indeed busy all the time, and I couldn't get through at all.

Did you go back to Germany?

Once this idea popped up, it spread uncontrollably in my mind.He suddenly remembered Lin Yi's warning in his previous words. Could it be that he knew about this a long time ago... Tang Xiaoli, who was in a state of anxiety, stood in the empty room, still clutching the newspaper tightly in his hand.

One night is short.

At least for Tang Xiaoli, who was afraid that there would be a follow-up report tomorrow.

He sat for a whole night, and the morning sun showed a little light, and he couldn't sit still any longer.I just hurried to the newsstand and bought a morning newspaper.

Sure enough, the newspaper carried out a catch-up report.

The middle-aged man selling newspapers at the newsstand kept staring at Tang Xiaoli.He even unabashedly picked up the newspaper and compared his appearance, the astonishment and the joy of proving the facts were all written on his face.Several newspaper sellers around seemed to recognize Tang Xiaoli, and there was a heated discussion as if a pot had exploded.

By the time Tang Xiaoli realized it, the surroundings had obviously fallen into extreme excitement.

He could only keep as calm as possible, folded the newspaper and put it in his pocket, lowered his head and hurried to the apartment.

When I got home, I dared to open the newspaper and study it carefully.

This time it was more exaggerated than yesterday's. The newspaper reported Tang Xiaoli's life in almost detail, especially focusing on the fact that Tang Xiaoli had been an undercover agent in Sihuang Academy before carrying out his mission.In the report, the news that Tang Xiaoli was having an affair with an underage student at the school was particularly emphasized. Although Xu He was still covered up in the attached photo, it is obvious that as long as you check it patiently, you will be able to check it out. who is the person.

Although the text was written calmly, in Tang Xiaoli's opinion, every word contained exaggerated elements. The most frightening thing was that the newspaper said that the police had already been involved in the investigation of the above-mentioned incident.

Follow-up report...

The four words were like a bolt from the blue, making Tang Xiaoli completely powerless to fight back, and even felt a little bit at the mercy of others.He didn't know how many first-hand materials the newspaper had, and he didn't know who sent them to the newspaper.No source, no direction...he had no way of finding it.

However, these are not the most worrying.

It may be because when I went to buy a newspaper on impulse this morning, my whereabouts were exposed.Before noon, there were suddenly many reporters coming and going around the community.Fortunately, not everyone can enter here.So many reporters stayed outside the community, waiting quietly for Tang Xiaoli to throw himself into the trap.

He seems to be trapped in a cage, and now he can't even go out.

The police have already started to intervene...

I have to say, the slowest is these two days, maybe the police will come to the door.At that time, what should he do.

Tang Xiaoli fell into a quiet panic by himself.

At some point, the phone rang suddenly.

Xu He's phone call.

For a moment, Tang Xiaoli's heart was almost in suspense.He wasn't sure if Xu He knew about it, if possible, he would rather Xu He didn't know, he didn't want to implicate him.

Seduce minors during the mission, but if this is tracked down, it will cause an uproar.

Xu He was placed in a victim position for no reason, seduced, homosexual... these words will be imposed on Xu He.At that time, all the media will definitely play up Xu He's unbearable past.With his arrogance and current family background in the business field, these scandals are not allowed to have the slightest connection with Xu He. Tang Xiaoli can't even imagine what it would be like if Xu He was burdened with these and was blamed!

Therefore, if something really happened, he was willing to bear it all.

"Hello..." Tang Xiaoli's voice was a little tense.

"Why haven't you come back? It's been almost two days and two nights. If you don't show your face again, I really won't even take off the bandages. I'll just go to your house and kidnap you in the shape of a mummy." Hearing Xu He's tone, I knew Just kidding, obviously Xu He doesn't know anything yet.

In this way, Tang Xiaoli was slightly relieved.

After being frightened all day, he became much quieter the moment he heard Xu He speak.

Tang Xiaoli smiled: "I'm not feeling well, so I won't go today. If I feel better tomorrow, I'll go and have a look."

"uncomfortable?"

"It's nothing, maybe I caught a cold at night, just rest at home for a few days."

It was hard for Xu He to relax.

"Then, you should take a good rest, there is nothing to do here anyway, come back after resting."

"understood."

After hanging up the phone, Tang Xiaoli only felt that he had suffered a lot, and he just let out a long sigh.

I got up, took out a bag of instant noodles I bought from the cupboard, and simply soaked them. Maybe I thought I was worried all day, so I fell asleep not long after eating.

When I woke up again, it was already late at night, but I couldn't sleep anymore.

Tang Xiaoli just turned on the light and was about to clear the table.

Not long after, the doorbell suddenly rang outside the door.

so late……

Could it be Lin Yi?

Thinking of this, Tang Xiaoli hurriedly put down the bowl he was still holding, and hurried to open the door.

The door was suddenly opened, but the person standing in front of him was not Lin Yi.

It was Gumu... the original? !

Tang Xiaoli looked at the man who suddenly appeared in front of him in disbelief, his eyes were still cold, but there was no repulsive aura on his face anymore, and there was a haggard look that didn't belong to him. There was also unconcealable anger, excitement... The mixed emotions made Tang Xiaoli's eyes widen, his mind went blank, and the shock instantly spread to his limbs.

"I knew you were still alive...Finally, I finally found you..." Gu Muyuan's slightly pale lips evoked a slight smile, his trembling voice was subdued with unconcealable excitement, and suddenly he hugged Tang Xiao Li hugged her tightly in her arms, afraid that she would never see her again.

Tang Xiaoli felt warm liquid slowly flowing from his neck, he knew that Gu Muyuan... was crying.

He has never seen Gu Muyuan like this, showing weakness like this, not like, too unlike... such a haggard look, he still thinks of the indifferent Gu Muyuan he liked before, why do he still think of the Gu Muyuan who never dragged his feet, not at all like...

The tip of his nose was slightly sour, and tears flowed down Tang Xiaoli's cheeks slowly.

"I, really miss you..." Gu Muyuan hugged Tang Xiaoli tightly, feeling as if he wanted to rub someone into his body, but he couldn't exert his strength, but he was unwilling to give up.

Tang Xiaoli's hands hesitated for a while, and then he hugged Gu Muyuan tightly.

He thought, really, he would never see Gu Muyuan again in this life.

He has no relatives in this world. If there is no love between them, he still can't forget Gu Muyuan. He has ten years of memories and those loves that he will not come back.

He still couldn't see Gu Muyuan in such a mess, no matter what...

I haven't seen you for over four years...

Being hugged tightly, Tang Xiaoli buried his head on Gu Muyuan's shoulder and began to cry.

The restlessness in my heart was overwhelmed by the joy of reunion.Even he himself didn't know why there was only such a mourning scene left over what was obviously a happy thing... But, it seemed that he had suddenly found a place to vent, so he couldn't help it...

The clothes Xu He was still wearing could barely cover the bandages on his body, but it was inconvenient to move. When entering the community to ascend the throne, the security guards had to confirm his identity again and again before letting him go.

Because the wound had just healed, he could only stagger out of the car, looked at the hot porridge in his hand, and smiled.

Love box……

Xu He was so disgusted by himself that he couldn't help shaking his head, but he still couldn't hide the excitement on his face at all. He could even guess the moment Tang Xiaoli opened the door and saw his surprise.

The elevator opened slowly, and moved slowly to Tang Xiaoli's door.

The moment he raised his head, he was stunned, and even looked at the scene in front of him in disbelief.

It's like a nightmare!

I saw that Gu Muyuan hugged Tang Xiaoli tightly, and Tang Xiaoli did the same, like a lover who was ardently in love.Suddenly, it seemed like all sound was turned off.

Everything suddenly came back to the scene where he went to Tang Xiaoli four years ago but saw Gu Muyuan...

Won't……

With a slip of his hand, the hot porridge in his hand fell to the ground and splashed all over his body.

Hearing the sound, Tang Xiaoli sniffed his nose, turned around, and saw Xu He standing at the elevator entrance not far away, looking at him in panic.

"Xu He..."

Before he finished speaking, Xu He seemed to be frightened into a rabbit, he hurriedly pressed the elevator in fear, then got into the elevator, and even ran away!

The moment the elevator closed, Tang Xiaoli, who was catching up, had no time to get in.He could only watch Xu He holding the elevator with red eyes, and looked at himself in a daze, with unconcealable sadness.

Misunderstood……

He must have misunderstood!

Tang Xiaoli didn't think about it any more, turned around and hurried to the stairs, his heart was beating violently, the long stairs seemed to have no end.However, no matter how fast it is, how can it catch up with the speed of the elevator.

When Tang Xiaoli hurried out from the stairs, there was no one in the elevator.

Xu He just got into the car in a hurry, and fled away almost in a panic.He was afraid that Tang Xiaoli would catch up and see him in such a mess, and he was even more afraid that Tang Xiaoli would tell him sorry that he was not the one he liked all this time... In that case, he really didn't know what would happen to him.

"Xu He!"

Before it was too late, Tang Xiaoli dressed roughly and watched the car drive away quickly.

……

At night, everything seemed extremely quiet.

When Gu Muyuan chased him out, Tang Xiaoli sat at the top of the steps with a nervous expression.

"It's okay...it's okay..." Gu Muyuan hugged Tang Xiaoli and patted him on the shoulder lightly, with a complicated look on his face.

Xu He drove the car and had nowhere to go for a while.Blindly walking around on the road, he didn't even notice the partially torn wound from running too fast just now.

The scent of porridge mixed with some bloody smell remained on his body, but now it became the most disgusting smell when mixed together.

Long street lights, far away with no end in sight.

Xu He just looked forward, with a cold smile on the corner of his mouth, but there were tears in his extremely inappropriate eyes.

fake……

all fake!

All in front of me were the scene of Gu Muyuan hugging Tang Xiaoli... Circling, overlapping, and superimposing, those images seemed to completely overlap with his wounds, and there were bursts of heart-rending pain.Saying that you feel uncomfortable, saying you go home and get some clothes... It's all fake, it's all bullshit!

But with such a silly face, he even gave people porridge...

How ridiculous.

why! !

All why! ! !

In a daze, he even felt that Tang Xiaoli and Gu Muyuan were standing in front of him, and Xu He suddenly accelerated inexplicably... The hatred overflowing in his heart made him unable to bear it any longer. For a moment, he only thought of them dead, did he keep tormenting like this? The kind of heart-piercing discomfort that I feel, it will be better... Maybe if I can't see him, everything will be better...

The repeated entanglement of questions made the speed of the car unknowingly faster and faster, and Xu He's red eyes also became more and more crazy.

close, close...

It seemed that Tang Xiaoli was standing in front of him, still smiling like that... looking at him with squinted eyes... blushing, smiling, sad, all the scenes were clearly in front of his eyes.

Just pick up the gas pedal, and pick up some more...

It's all over.

Suddenly, a rapid braking sound pierced the night sky.

Xu He was already drenched in sweat, panting heavily and holding the steering wheel, he raised his head and looked at the long empty road ahead.

There is no trace of Tang Xiaoli...

Just now he really thought that he was going to kill him... But he still couldn't bear it and couldn't do it.I slammed on the brakes for nothing...

"Ha..." Xu He lay on the steering wheel and laughed, but there were cold tears on his face.

He still misses Tang Xiaoli...

Even if it's all fake, he still wants to...

Crazy crazy.

He must be crazy.

What should I do, how can I compete with a person who has been with me for ten years...

Xu He lay on the steering wheel in a daze, with an indescribable pain in his eyes.

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