back to college

"Leader, leader..." After stuffing the last bite of steamed stuffed bun indiscriminately, Tang Xiaoli bulged his tender cheeks and stood up straight in a panic.

The visitor only felt that his eyes were darkened, and the smile that was blissful just now suddenly deepened a lot, and he even clicked his tongue in dissatisfaction.

Only then did Tang Xiaoli quickly regain his senses from the previous panic, swallowed the stuffed buns in his mouth, and did not forget to add a sentence: "Captain Wu, good!"

Hearing the sound, the man finally nodded slightly satisfied, stroked the dwindling hair on his head, and patted Tang Xiaoli's shoulder with a long way to go: "I said you are a child It’s been so many years since I came to the police station, why can’t I get rid of this poor problem, why do I still call the wrong name when I’m nervous, Xiao Tang, I didn’t mean you, this is not a good phenomenon.”

"..." Tang Xiaoli blushed and scratched his head in embarrassment.She shook her cheeks, and even the scum of steamed stuffed buns that hadn't come and been wiped off her face moved accordingly.

He was actually depressed too.

In any case, I have been at the police station for several years, and this poor problem cannot be changed.A few years ago, when he was still a young boy, he wanted to politely shout "Teacher, good!"Who knew that when the words came to his lips, he would become a network administrator, good! !Let the teacher standing on the side push his glasses, no matter how you look at his face, he looks a little depressed.I don't know where this poor habit of trembling with a guilty conscience comes from, but I can't get rid of it.

Fortunately, he was considered lucky. He graduated from technical secondary school honestly and found a job safely.

He was naturally timid and not fat.At most, the small universe erupts occasionally, and I still remember that it was several years ago.Fortunately, he seemed to be lucky. Not long after graduation, he was assigned to a police station as a civil servant. Although it was temporary, Comrade Tang Xiaoli was satisfied. After all, he couldn't find it even after searching his family tree. Give out half of the emperor's food.In fact, there is nothing to do on weekdays, just manage files or something, let alone a small remote police station, so it is natural that the salary is not high, but it is already very satisfying for Tang Xiaoli .

Riding his own mini battery car to and from get off work on time every day, he feels content, contented licking his belly.

However, the 24-year-old still has a baby face, with red lips and white teeth. Although the tails of the eyes are a little droopy, when he smiles, he looks exactly like the rabbit with a leather stick that was popular a while ago. Coupled with a shiny canine tooth, the smile looks like a freshly picked green onion, and I can't wait to squeeze out the water.

Team Wu was hesitant to say anything, but looked Tang Xiaoli up and down carefully, his squinted eyes were like being pressed on an X-ray, how vicious it was, it was simply a carpet search.Looking at it, Tang Xiaoli felt his back tense up and down, which made Tang Xiaoli swallowed, and even took a step back instinctively.

"You..." Team Wu hesitated to speak.

Tang Xiaoli only felt his back tense up and down, and he had a bad premonition.

But it was okay soon, Captain Wu seemed to have noticed Comrade Tang Xiaoli's stage fright, and finally sighed, and said quietly: "Hey, you are busy first, let me think about it carefully."

After finishing speaking, Team Wu gave Tang Xiaoli a deep back, and then disappeared into the vast vegetable market, leaving only Tang Xiaoli's eyelids twitching uncomfortably.

……

However, in the end, these were not worth Tang Xiaoli's inexplicable good mood today.

you ask why...

Hehe, who else in this world can make Tang Xiaoli happy like this, except Gu Muyuan!

Tang Xiaoli is gay, very pure, and he resigned himself to his fate when he was young.

Sometimes, Tang Xiaoli felt that he was particularly worthless. He liked Gu Muyuan from the beginning of his love for a young boy, or the kind of love that didn't know how to look back when he bumped into the south wall. Looking at him from the bottom of his heart, he wanted to pamper him and follow him. He then felt that his worthless heart would be flattered.

He still remembers the day he graduated from junior high school, when he met Gu Muyuan for the first time.At that time, I didn't know what was wrong, but I felt that the person in my eyes almost had a colorful halo all over his body, making people unable to move his eyes away, especially when he squinted his eyes and then smiled so faintly towards him ...It seems that only my heartbeat that is about to burst is left on the huge playground...

It was only then that Tang Xiaoli knew that he was doomed, so he fell down like this!

He just fell in love with this man so easily, and he is also a man who is particularly outstanding, a man who attracts bees and butterflies and even eats both men and women... and he is doomed to die or die. the road.

Zhou Yu beat Huang Gai, there was no reason why he liked it, and the remaining insignificant flaws couldn't even stop Tang Xiaoli from moving forward.So, just like that, he followed Gu Muyuan for more than ten years.

In these years, many things happened between the two of them, many people around them came and went, the only one who never left honestly from beginning to end was only Tang Xiaoli.

I still remember that day, when Gu Muyuan suddenly said, how about, let’s try... Tang Xiaoli even felt that he was so useless that he almost forgot how to breathe, and then he just nodded his head violently by himself. Trembling and crying.

For him, Gu Muyuan is a treasure that he never expected. He never imagined that one day that person would enter his world so simply and truly just because of his words.At that moment, he almost felt that even if he closed his eyes and died now, he could still laugh out loud.

Tell me, can you be happy...

More than ten years is enough for a man to cry endless blood and tears.However, thinking about it now, all of this has passed for Tang Xiaoli, and now he can really laugh out loud in his dreams.

Subconsciously, he looked at the photo in his wallet again.

The man in the photo has a pair of rebellious eyes, full of temptation and charm.Tang Xiaoli looked at it and couldn't help stretching out his paws to touch the man's face in the photo again, and he didn't forget to kiss him when he was done.

Finally, when it was time to get off work, Tang Xiaoli rushed out of the police station like a gust of wind, got on his mini battery car, and hurried towards home.After riding wildly for an hour, when I got home to take out the keys, I felt my hands trembling with excitement.

The night before yesterday, I suddenly received a text message from Gu Muyuan, saying that I would go to him after finishing the business in two days.The few short words made Tang Xiaoli almost jumped up excitedly, and happily held his small mobile phone for a long time, and fell asleep happily, regardless of whether it was radiation or not, and the pillow drenched half of it.

Now thinking about it, I feel excited.He looked up at the time, guessing it was still early.Just now, I changed my clothes unhurriedly, looked at the leftovers on the table, and felt that it was a pity to lose them, so I just dumped them all into my stomach without doing anything else, just as a pad for the bar. Who let past experience tell him that Gu Muyuan usually comes back quite late.

But he never blamed him, after all, he was a three-good person, with a good family background, good looks, good abilities and good abilities.Unlike myself, the soft mud can't support the wall.However, these are all commendatory words without a trace of badness. Not only does Tang Xiaoli not feel uncomfortable, but he feels very honored in his heart. Xiao Li was trembling with excitement, there is a saying that is good, behind a successful man there must be a virtuous and virtuous male lead.As for, except for lace news.

He opened the refrigerator and looked at the overcrowded dishes, ordered and confirmed that there seemed to be nothing he liked to eat.Then I pulled on my slippers, put on my apron, and rolled up my sleeves to prepare the cooking pot...

After a while, the hut was filled with fragrance.

Unexpectedly, as soon as the dishes were served, there was a sound of keys rattling outside the door.Suddenly Tang Xiaoli felt that his little ears were so excited, and suddenly he stood there motionless, but his ears almost turned into donkey ears, and all senses in his body were listening to the sound of the door opening.

……

Suddenly, there was another rustling sound outside the door.

Tang Xiaoli almost shivered as if he had confirmed it, and regardless of the apron on his body, he put down the spatula and ran towards the door.

really.

As soon as Gu Muyuan opened the door, he saw Tang Xiaoli, who was jumping around, foolishly laughing at him, and he didn't know why he suddenly felt warm.Why is this kid so irritable every time he sees him, but he also has such a grin, his smiling eyes almost disappear... But, don't say it's pleasing to the eye.

Tang Xiaoli couldn't take care of that much, hugging Gu Muyuan was like a dog chewing for a while.

Gu Muyuan smiled helplessly, and with a magnetic voice, he said, "Stop making trouble, there are still people waiting outside." After speaking, he peeled off Tang Xiaoli's whole body.Just put the salute in the house, but turned away and left.

"Why are you going?" Tang Xiaoli felt that the smile on his face disappeared for a moment.It's been several months since I saw him. He finally looked forward to the stars and the moon, so he didn't have to look at the two-dimensional five-inch photo anymore. He finally caught the real person.

"..." Gu Muyuan was stunned for a moment, and his expression was a bit embarrassed.

beep beep-

Suddenly, there was an untimely sound of horns from a hidden car downstairs.

Gu Muyuan, who had been silent for a long time, finally sighed, and slapped Tang Xiaoli's paw thoroughly, but he habitually slapped Tang Xiaoli's head, and said lightly: "I have an appointment with my friends, If you don’t go, you won’t be able to, when I come back, I have some things to discuss with you.”

After speaking, he left the house without looking back.

All that was left was to lie down and stand in place, drooping his head, feeling empty...disappointed, but his ears were filled with the sentence that there was something to discuss...suddenly felt uneasy.

But Ren still went to the window without any hope, looked at Gu Muyuan like Wang Fushi, got into a red convertible sports car, and then the car disappeared without a trace.However, Wangfushi could still see clearly, never seen so clearly today, there was another person in the car seat.Chia...

Slightly curly hair, tall and hot figure, but with an angelic face, I am afraid that few normal men can resist the invitation of a beauty.However, none of this will make Tang Xiaoli look like he is now in a state of despair, that face that is as fresh as a green onion unknowingly wrinkles into a pile, because the most deadly thing is that Qi Ya has always been the most concerned thing in Gu Muyuan's heart Remember the person you like the most, always the same.

The scene just now made Tang Xiaoli's already flustered heart even more flustered. He took several deep breaths, and after finally exerting his male comrade's broad mind, he stiffly smiled towards the glass window. Oh, but still a little shy.Quietly lowered his head and looked at the picture reflected in the glass. The apron of the big Donald Duck, the fluffy thorn hair, and the blue plastic slippers made him feel inferior and moved a little uncomfortably. Down toes.

There was an unspeakable pain in my heart.

Put the spatula away, man, completely wilted.

Slumped down on the sofa, looking at the food on the table, I suddenly lost my confidence.

It's been ten years.

But he still remembers the appearance when he turned his head and smiled faintly at him at the graduation ceremony.

Later, I realized that the smile was not for him at all, but for the girl with shoulder-length hair sitting behind him from the beginning to the end, and that she was Qi Ya.

It's a pity that he still fell in love with Gu Muyuan without any skin or face.

He has been silently following behind Gu Muyuan, knowing that it is impossible to be in the same class as him with his grades, but he still studies until he passes out, just to get a few more glances at him.But in the end, the miracle that often happens on TV still didn’t happen, his grades were still not alive, and he and him who were far apart still couldn’t be assigned to the same class; later, in order to meet him by chance on the way to school, so Every day he would get up more than an hour early, and he would ride his bicycle to the crossroads early in order to wait for him.Later, when he was admitted to university, he followed him to that city and went to a small technical secondary school without even thinking about it. In fact, all he wanted at that time was to be closer to him, and closer ...

Seeing Qi Ya in the back seat of his car for the first time, he was extremely envious, but he could only hide his inner envy carefully.Watching him, the first and only time he wrote a love letter seriously for a girl, he couldn't help taking a few peeks, knowing that he didn't know what to give to himself, but he was still happy for a long time, treating him as a treasure... ...Later, he also watched Qi Ya go abroad...

Watching their world disintegrate little by little.In those days, Tang Xiaoli felt that his life could only be a supporting role, he never expected anything, so naturally he would not be disappointed.Therefore, he still likes Gu Muyuan so much, with a simple and almost clean yearning.

In the three years since Qi Ya left, Tang Xiaoli knew that Gu Muyuan was very unhappy, and he also knew that it was not because he didn't want to pursue her romantically abroad, but he knew that Gu Muyuan no longer had such qualifications at that time.Because when Qi Ya left, he was not the one holding her arm at the airport.

That night, seeing him crying in his arms, Tang Xiaoli felt as if his heart had been broken, more than anything else.

……

It was also that day that Tang Xiaoli bowed his head and secretly kissed him for the first time.

But there is still no change between them.

……

Until, last year, Gu Muyuan broke up with his ex-girlfriend lightly and lightly. He seemed to be really tired. He rubbed his brows tiredly, and just glanced at Tang Xiaoli who was sitting aside, Jokingly said casually: "Women are really troublesome, why don't you try with me."

At that moment, Tang Xiaoli felt his heart was about to jump out, but he still cried and nodded without thinking about it.

Gu Muhara was just a little surprised.

However, Tang Xiaoli felt that his heart was about to burst, and he was so happy that he forgot to speak.

……

Later, when they were really together, it was the first time that Tang Xiaoli's life could be so complete, and he wanted to be even more kind to Gu Muyuan, and it couldn't be better.It seems that the baby who has been qualified to hug for many years can't wait to hold it in his mouth for fear of melting, and hold it in his palm for fear of falling.However, he always remembered that this treasure he cherished would not see him in the same way.Sometimes, when I think about it, Gu Muyuan may still be the same to many girlfriends he has dated before, or it may be different...

It's still so casual. When I'm happy, I just play around. When I'm unhappy, I don't even bother to answer the phone.The difference is that he is Gu Muyuan's friend for ten years, so he can't just throw it away.

Sitting on the sofa, Tang Xiaoli lowered his eyes, thinking about their past years.

Before I knew it, it was already late at night, the food on the table was completely cold but no one came back.Standing up a little dejectedly, he took off the apron that was still tied around his body.I don't know how many times this is... But he is still stupid enough to be fooled.

Suddenly, there was a loud ringing of the mobile phone, and Tang Xiaoli shivered, recovering from his long thoughts.Hastily picked up the phone: "Hello, A Yuan."

"...Well, I have something to do tonight... It seems that I can't go back. You can eat first. If you have something to do here, you won't go back at night. Remember to go to bed early, you have to go to work tomorrow."

"..." is obviously a general sentence