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"If you don't want to see him, we can find another doctor..."

Bai Yufan didn't allow the two of them to be filled with silence, and immediately continued the previous topic, like many times before, when Xie Minghao made excuses not to go to the hospital for examination, he would have various ways to bring people there.

"Yufan..."

Bai Yufan continued on his own: "How about changing Dr. Qin? I remember you said she was beautiful before. Let her show you this time?"

Before Xie Minghao could make a sound, Bai Yufan immediately said, "Why don't we change to another hospital..."

"Yu Fan!" Xie Minghao walked around in front of him, saw his red eyes and the veins on his neck exposed from clenched teeth, "Don't do this, Yu Fan..."

"You made this decision after thinking about it for so long? Then I'll tell you right now, it's impossible! Don't even think about it!"

Bai Yufan shook off Xie Minghao, sat down on the sofa in the living room, took out a cigarette and held it in his mouth, but the flame from the lighter missed the cigarette several times.

They are already too familiar with each other. Since this incident happened, Xie Minghao has obviously become more worried. Before the child appeared, Bai Yufan could smell the tragic smell of one more day. A lot, every day when he came back from work, Xie Minghao must have been waiting for him at home. After the child appeared, Xie Minghao had already started trying to cook some dishes that Bai Yufan liked that he had completely given up on, and gradually went out to the specialty stores in shopping malls to buy clothes for him. , Some time ago, he took Bai Yufan to the pet store to buy a golden retriever. Although he didn't buy it back due to his strong opposition, he saw Xie Minghao and wrote it down in his notebook...

No matter how rough his nerves, Bai Yufan still sensed that something was wrong. He comforted himself that Xie Minghao was just looking for a better way for the two of them to live. He wanted to wait for a while, and when the aftereffects of the incident faded away, everything would be fine. up.

In the past few days, Xie Minghao has gradually returned to his previous appearance. Just as Bai Yufan felt at ease, he absolutely did not expect him to make such a request.

Soon a cigarette was gone, Bai Yufan reached out and rolled his hands in the ashtray, lowered his eyes surrounded by the smoke, and said in a low voice, "I know you have a lump in your heart, and I feel bad for Minghao too, I don't like it, I even She hoped to kick her legs when she was born, but she was born anyway. My dad promised me that I would not hinder us. Is this okay? Or we can send her away to find a family, or we will go abroad Go, don't come back again, can't this work? Anything is fine, as long as you don't talk about breaking up, Minghao, can't we stop doing this?"

"You still look like a child." Xie Minghao knelt down on the carpet beside him, held his hand and looked up into his eyes, "Now she is still a baby, when she grows up a little Learn to talk and call mom and dad, Yu Fan, you are his father, no matter how she was conceived or born, she is innocent, she doesn't know what adults think, she is your child, Bao Hui At least she knows me very well, he knows how cautious I am in this regard, I can't stand this, I may become petty and unreasonable, I don't want you to have such a view of me in the future. "

"When she is older and sensible, she will want a mother. No matter what Bao Hui is, they are mother and daughter. It's natural for her to hate me and you. And uncle, Yu Fan, we just don't talk about it outside. It’s so ugly, but I understand in my heart that our relationship made him very embarrassed, and now he has to take care of this child with his aunt. Uncle will try to save face all his life, and he is getting older. How can I let an old man do it for us? To suffer such grievances..."

There is also Bai Yufan's mother. To this day, she still thinks that he brought her son to the ground, and blames him for everything that happened. Bao Hui will definitely come back. At that time, will Mrs. Bai look at her? For the sake of his granddaughter's mother, it is extremely possible to consider matching her and Bai Yufan. Xie Minghao still remembered that Mrs. Bai said that a woman who can no longer stand on the stage is better than a man. Plus Bai Yufan's mother, are they really going to force their mother and son to sever their relationship?Xie Minghao felt that he could not be so selfish.

And most importantly, Xie Minghao buried his face in Bai Yufan's outstretched palms. He loved this man so much, and spent the best time of his life with him. How could he bear to let the increasingly outrageous rumors outside he?This society is not tolerant. When it comes to children's issues, no matter what the facts are, people will be biased in their hearts. He can't help him in his career. At least in this regard, we must try our best to protect him.

"Minghao, we can send the child away. She will never know about these things in her whole life." This matter has almost exhausted Bai Yufan's energy. He listened to Xie Minghao's analysis and only felt that the child was the biggest bond between the two of them. The problem.

Xie Minghao smiled wryly. How could it be possible? How could Bao Hui have spent so much effort to make such a thing happen? Moreover, Bai Yufan's mother would not agree, and she could hear it from the occasional calls to persuade Bai Yufan to go home and have a look. Mother Bai's affection for this child is getting deeper and deeper.

This matter has become a mess, I can't figure it out, I can only close my eyes and close my eyes, even if the blood is dripping with a knife, it will be clean, and the mutual refusal has made the situation a dead game, and there must be one person to get out.

They have been together for more than seven years, and their lovers have become lovers. They can truly consider and give for each other.

Xie Minghao's decision was actually even more cruel to himself. After the two separated, Bai Yufan still had a relationship with his parents, a group of brothers, and a daughter in the future, all of which would help him get out of the predicament and regain his strength. , nothing.

It's also because of this, he knows this kind of suffering, so he can't let Bai Yufan lose these things, love can be found again, blood and family ties, once lost, they can't be found, Bai Yufan's parents are old, if in this tug-of-war None of them can forgive themselves for any unexpected accidents.

"Yufan, who can't be sure about the future, we are temporarily separated, as if I have gone abroad to work, maybe I am not used to staying outside, and I will come back to bother you soon..." Our memories have been stopped there, Pure and beautiful, no one can drive it away, but it is my protection for our love. Even if it is sealed up, it cannot be trampled on, and it cannot be broken into pieces in the future. Even if it is possible, he can't afford to lose.

Xie Minghao sat on the sofa, hugged Bai Yufan tightly, and let him bury his head in his neck.

"Can't we do this? There must be a better way... Wait for me to think about it..."

Bai Yufan can accept that I don't love you anymore, let's separate, but he can't accept that I love you, but we can't be together.

It was too desperate, he was helpless, he felt stupid and incompetent, he couldn't even control his own life trajectory, and he couldn't even stay with the one he loved. .

Sometimes life will undergo earth-shaking changes due to external force majeure. Natural disasters and man-made disasters are not something we can control with one hand. People are powerless.

Xie Minghao felt that his neck was wet, it was hot at first, and then it was cold after a while.

At the age of 20, his arrogant smile, and the tears he held back at the age of 27, are they all because of himself?Or is it because the world is impermanent and unpredictable?Xie Minghao thought blankly.

For more than 2000 days and nights, he has thrown his whole heart to this family and this person, and it may be difficult to take it back...

At Long Yaoxuan's house, the phone calls today were much more unusual.

After the plaster was put on in the hospital, Su He secretly moved into Long Yaoxuan's villa. He became a lame Li alone, and there was no one to take care of him. Long Yaoxuan was really worried that he would continue to live in his small house. inside.

I usually stay at home, and all the work I can do is delivered by phone and the Internet.

The phone calls in the morning were all for Su He, for work, greetings, and small talk.

In the afternoon, Long Yaoxuan's phone rang as soon as he got home, and it was rare to see that it was Long Chengyu's, "Night? Nothing. Well, I'll contact you later."

Su He put down the tune in his hand, stretched his waist and asked, "Who is it?"

Long Yaoxuan pushed Xiao Hui who was sitting next to Su He down, sat down and looked at it himself, it was good, his face was no longer pale at last, he pinched his chin and kissed: "My brother, there may be some business problems Tell me to find him, don't care about him, let's cook and eat first."

After all, he took off his coat and changed into home clothes, rolled up his sleeves and went to cook.

Thanks to Aunt Wu's good teaching, the second young master of the Long family, who never touches the spring water, began to come and go to the kitchen frequently. The dishes he made were completely unrecognizable and difficult to eat at the beginning. In terms of taste, it can be said that the progress is rapid, and the image of Long Ershao is also making great strides towards the road of being a good man at home, and he seems to be enjoying it.

It can be said that money can't buy me happy.

Before the big bone soup got angry, the landline in the living room rang.

Su He would never answer the phone at home, and just waited for Long Yaoxuan to come out, while the busy chefs in the kitchen usually had nothing to do with their landlines, so they would start cooking soup with a casserole.

After the phone rang for a while, the automatic answering machine started, and a woman's voice came in softly, with some helplessness and pleading, asking Long Yaoxuan if he could go over after hearing the message.

Long Yaoxuan poked his head out in the kitchen, and saw Su He looking at him with a half-smile, without even raising his arms, he raised his chin to signal to him that the beauty on the phone had an appointment.

Long Yaoxuan untied his apron, walked over and sat down next to him in a funny way, "It's nothing, don't tell me about old scores."

Su He flipped through the book leisurely: "I didn't say anything, some people have a guilty conscience."

"My dear, you are definitely reading it wrong. Even the assistant can see that there are only four big characters written on my face—desire and dissatisfaction."

Su He's eyes moved from the pages of the book to Long Yaoxuan's face, "Dona?"

"Well Well."

Dona is the chief special assistant of the president. She has outstanding abilities, is beautiful and generous, and has a hot body. She can definitely compare to a group of actresses on the stage. It is said that when Long Yaoxuan brings Dona to discuss cases, he can always get twice the result with half the effort.

Su He only met her a few times, and was fortunate to witness the talent of the famous "E cup" sister Yu in the company.

"That's right." Su He continued to read, "Why didn't I solve it for you?"

Long Yaoxuan was stunned for a moment, then laughed out loud, his hands began to get irregular, slipped in along the hem of the pajamas, rubbed upwards, brushed across his chest intentionally or unintentionally, his lips brushed across his cheeks, and pressed against his cheeks. Hold your ears and breathe out: "Baby, this is your duty, how can you bother others, should you perform it now..."

Seeing that the situation was not good, Su He hid back and gestured to the phone with his eyes, "I'm waiting for your answer," imitating Si Qi's soft voice on the phone: "Brother Xuan, I'm really sorry to bother you, This time, my father and my brother had a big fight..."

Long Yaoxuan's lips and tongue were blocked all of a sudden, and he murmured against Su He's thin lips: "Just hook me up!"

As soon as his body was cold, Su He's pajamas were torn off vigorously. He reacted in a jerk, pushed and pushed the person who was half on his body with both hands, and said angrily: "It's broad daylight! You..."

Long Yaoxuan lowered his head and sucked one in his chest, Su He was speechless immediately.

Men are indeed prone to sensual pleasures, Su He's annoyance gradually lost momentum, he hugged Long Yaoxuan's head with both hands, and moaned in a low voice following the movements of his lips and tongue.

Su He's body hair is very light, there are still some under the armpits on the legs, and the rest of the skin is so delicate that it can absorb the palm of a person. Every time they make out, Long Yaoxuan wants to leave his mark on it.

Caressing his lower body with his palm, he turned it around in a leisurely manner. From the beginning of a comfortable sigh to the back, he became more and more dissatisfied. Su He opened his wet eyes to look at Long Yaoxuan, begging with a little grievance, the circles of his eyes were red, But he insisted on refusing to speak.

Long Yaoxuan's heart felt hot, he lowered his head and slowly put it in his mouth.

Su He was so startled that he hurriedly raised his upper body, "You..."

Since he brought him back from G City, the two of them have been together a few times, but because his legs are full of bruises, Long Yaoxuan always helps him solve it with his hands, never...

The next moment, Long Yaoxuan sucked hard, and Su He yelled and lay down heavily.

In fact, Long Yaoxuan's technique is really terrible, this is his first attempt, he doesn't know how to hold back, his teeth are bumped, but Su He has never experienced such stimulation, and soon he can't hold it anymore, and pulls back the last trace Rationality pushed Long Yaoxuan away, and then his eyes were blurred...

When Long Yaoxuan came up to kiss him again, Su He's face was flushed and he didn't cooperate at all.

Long Yaoxuan grabbed his hand and attached himself, deliberately pretending to be aggrieved: "You little rascal, you just leave me alone when you're full..."

"..." In order not to let him say any rascally words, Su He had no choice but to kiss him obediently and follow his instructions.

"Easy... baby..."

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After Long Yaoxuan tidied up the two of them and lay on the sofa with Su He in his arms, the smell of big bone soup had already started to waft from the kitchen.

Su He's forehead hair was wet with sweat, and he rubbed against Long Yaoxuan's chest: "Let's call and ask, if something really happens."

Long Yaoxuan put his arms around his lover's waist, with a satisfied expression on his face, "Arguing is the normal way for the two of them to get along, it's strange if they don't quarrel, and it's not up to outsiders to dictate their housework."

Su He was already drowsy. Hearing Long Yaoxuan's reluctance, he felt more comfortable in his heart. He turned around slightly, found a more comfortable position, and breathed steadily and long.

Let's get some more sleep, Long Yaoxuan thought quietly, and glanced at the mobile phone in the distance, there is still a big hurdle waiting for us behind.