Golden Eye

Where did the box that was here before go?then……

Xuan Ning thought hard for a while, and remembered that he should have handed the box to Lin Qianyi and asked him to stuff it anywhere.Where will Brother Lin put it?He tiptoed to feel the shelf on the wall, and it turned out that the box was tightly packed in a gap next to it.

It was necessary to push aside everything beside it before pulling it out. The iron box fell down a little bit, and Xuan Ning hurriedly hugged it with both hands.Then he thought for a while, and finally remembered what this box was like.

That was the box of Jiashili biscuits that his father bought him when he was not blind.This kind of biscuit is a round and thin piece, which is sweet in the mouth and crispy and fragrant after a bite.

The memories that had been put away for a long time came suddenly and violently, Xuan Ning gritted his teeth, and slowly stretched his hand to the front of the box lid, wanting to open it.

He could already touch the lid, but he hesitated again.

Why open it?No matter what is inside, when you put them all together, didn't you make up your mind to throw them aside?

But Xuan Ning couldn't do it if he wanted to retract his fingers.There seemed to be a voice in my heart shouting: Open, open quickly!

He suddenly regretted deeply why he agreed to Jiang Lei to go to the dinner party today, if he hadn't gone there, he wouldn't suddenly think of these things that he shouldn't have thought of at all.

After hesitating for a long time, Xuan Ning opened the box anyway.

In fact, it is still different.At least for now, he can't see it even if he wants to.You can only touch it with your fingertips, little by little, carefully.

The photo is placed on the top, which is harder than the ones below, and there is only a thin stack.Xuan Ning couldn't remember exactly what kind of photos they were.Probably all of them were taken with their parents, in different places, some at home and some outside.Underneath is a soft notebook, Xuan Ning thought for a while, and remembered that this should be the composition text of some grade in his elementary school, and a composition he wrote in it was called my family.As for the content of the composition, he had almost forgotten it a long time ago.Continuing down, he felt that it was a rolled paper, which was thicker and harder than ordinary paper, and it was an award he got in school before.

They were all very fragmentary things, without any value, and he had long since stopped taking them out, even forcing himself not to think about them.But when it was opened, those memories that were forced to give up miraculously returned.

He still remembers being taken to play in the park by his parents, the bright sunshine in the afternoon, and the peanuts he handed to the monkeys in the zoo.He still remembers that when he wrote the composition, he made a few mistakes and was corrected by his mother. At that time, his mother's smile was so gentle.He still remembers the day when he got the three-good student award, when he returned home excitedly, the proud and joyful eyes of his parents...

It's all just memories.

The corners of Xuan Ning's lips curled up a little, unexpectedly... I still remember it very clearly.

Yes, I still remember.

Did you really have no resentment at all?Is it really that peaceful?Only he himself knew that in the first month or so, he couldn't sleep all night.

But he couldn't blame his parents, it's not that they didn't want to take good care of themselves, it's just that the small cracks at the beginning gradually developed into irreparable contradictions.Every time he quarrels, his parents avoid him. He knows that sometimes when he passes by, they will stop immediately, his father will sigh heavily, and his mother will hold him and cry.His father's sighs and his mother's tears dripping on his face burned his heart more than anything else.

Perhaps at that time, he who was caught in the middle realized clearly that he no longer had the right to let himself remain as a child.

Wanting to put the things back into the box, when he lowered his head, he felt something hit the back of his hand, and Xuan Ning realized that he was crying again belatedly.

Why is the eye broken, but the lacrimal gland is not broken?The tears came which caught him off guard, and he couldn't stop them.He didn't think he was living a very hard life, but at this moment, why did he feel that his nose was sore?

Maybe it's just because of the grievances that have never been spoken, the sadness that no one has ever known... In a night alone, it will always become clearer.

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"Xuanning? Xuanning?"

Lin Qianyi knocked on the door quickly and loudly, causing the residents on the opposite side to stick their heads out to take a look.Probably because he saw that this person was dressed in an unusual way, and he called out Xuan Ning's name, but the other party just asked a question and then backed away without even asking him to keep his voice down.

"Are you sure Xuan Ning is at home?" After knocking for a long time without getting an answer, Lin Qianyi still called Lao Kang up.

Lao Kang was very sure: "Yes, the people below watched him come back, and he definitely didn't go out after that. If we want to go out, we won't miss it." He secretly looked at Lin Qianyi's face, and was dumbfounded when he saw him for the first time. Until the boss is in such a hurry.

Lin Qianyi's brows were knotted into a knot. He originally called Xuan Ning for dinner, but he never got through.At first he didn't think much about it, he knew that Xuan Ning was going to have dinner with friends from the workshop at noon.Although he really didn't want others to see Xuan Ning's goodness, Lin Qianyi knew that it was definitely a good thing for Xuan Ning to make more friends, especially friends of the same age.But one call was not connected, two calls were not connected, and even after a long time, no one answered the call, so he couldn't help but get impatient.

Xuan Ning's life circle is quite simple, at least before getting to know himself, it was definitely very simple.Of course, he couldn't guarantee it now, at least Lin Qianyi hadn't fully figured out the plans of Hasegawa and his gang.But there was no reason why he could do something under the noses of the bodyguards he sent over.He called Lao Kang, and after asking, Lao Kang gave the answer that Xuan Ning had returned as early as the afternoon and hadn't gone out.

Is it sick?Although Xuan Ning's health was always good, Lin Qianyi had to pay attention to this possibility when he fainted that time.But according to Lao Kang, Xuan Ning was fine when he returned home, and it seems that the chance of feeling unwell is not high.Lin Qianyi thought about it, and finally ended the meeting anxiously and rushed over.

Right now the door can't be knocked open, it's no wonder Lin Qianyi is in no hurry!He put down his hand, and said to Lao Kang without hesitation: "Some of your people can pick the lock, ask him to open the door."

"Yes, boss." Lao Kang understood the priority of the matter, and immediately called someone over to unlock the lock.

As soon as the door lock was unlocked, Lin Qianyi rushed in, "Xuan Ning? Xuan Ning?" There was no one in the living room, but in the room... "Xuan Ning?" He had already seen the curled up The figure on the floor was motionless. He walked over in three steps at a time. When he raised his hand, he couldn't help being a little scared.

Fear... This kind of emotion is actually quite unfamiliar, but Lin Qianyi had no time to think about it, and the body he touched was very warm, which made him feel relieved.Pushing Xuan Ning lightly, the leaked profile told him that the other party was just asleep now.

With his head resting on his knees, both hands hugged him tightly, and his whole body wanted to curl up into a ball.

Although he looked fragile like the usual Xuan Ning, Lin Qianyi finally breathed a sigh of relief.He stared at Xuan Ning's sleeping face, Xuan Ning was obviously fast asleep, and he didn't even notice such a big movement.He thought he should blame him for being so careless, but after seeing the remaining tears on that face and the extraordinarily pale face, all thoughts were quickly swept away.

Only distressed.It was as if there was an unsharp knife rubbing back and forth on the heart, blunt, but extremely obvious indicating the existence of pain.

There was no air conditioner or fan in the room, and Xuan Ning's forehead was covered with sweat.Even so, he was still sound asleep.After careful observation, he was sure that Xuan Ning was not sick. Lin Qianyi didn't want to interrupt his sleep, but he couldn't let him sleep on the ground.Even if it is midsummer, sitting on the ground is easy to catch cold.

He bent down, and slowly tried to put his arm under Xuan Ning's, and carried him to the bed.It's not that he never thought about exploring the reasons for Xuan Ning's abnormal mood, but now is obviously not the right time.

But when Xuan Ning was picked up, a pile of unknown objects slipped from his lap, and Lin Qianyi couldn't help but stare at him.

With a clang, his pupils shrank slightly: That box!

Lin Qianyi still remembered this box, when he helped Xuan Ning put the bottle, he was a little strange.At that time, he only knew that there were some non-hard things in it, but now it seems that it really is.Now the box is half empty, some things are still inside, and some things are scattered on the floor.

His eyes followed aimlessly, the photos, the softcover, and...that should be a certificate from a long time ago, Lin Qianyi felt another pain in his heart.

He suddenly understood why Xuan Ning was in such a fragile and sad state.He knew everything about Xuan Ning from the original investigation, so he naturally understood how strong Xuan Ning was.No matter how strong she is, it doesn't mean that Xuan Ning can really remain indifferent to the past.

Lin Qianyi wanted to pick up those things and take a closer look, when he felt the person in his arms move, followed by a soft voice.

"Huh...huh? Lin, Brother Lin?" Xuan Ning still hadn't realized it, but immediately knew that it was Lin Qianyi who was hugging him.

"It's me. You fell asleep on the ground just now." Lin Qianyi's voice was soft.

Oops, his nose seemed to be sore again.Thinking that his emotions had been cleaned up long ago, Xuan Ning just wanted to open his mouth to speak, but his face couldn't help but change.

The next moment, he was surrounded by Lin Qianyi's hands, and the tip of his nose hit his sweaty chest, and then a hand gently patted his back. Lin Qianyi's soft voice really made people want to shed tears , "If you want to cry, you can cry loudly. It doesn't matter how loud you are. Brother Lin won't laugh at you, huh?"

"...Mmm." He couldn't suppress it anymore, and wept loudly in Lin Qianyi's arms.