Tong Yangxiao's "daughter-in-law"

His purple eyes and his appearance made me feel like a heavenly being, but his aura was too cold, which made me a little scared at that time.

Looking at his emotionless purple eyes, I lowered my head involuntarily, feeling a little uneasy, but he suddenly said to me coldly, "Don't lower your head, look at me. Tell me what's your name?" "

His voice seemed to have magical powers. I looked up at him uncontrollably, and then said to him stupidly, "My name is Song Yitong." He nodded, and with a slight movement of the ribbon, the sword lay across my father. neck, I was so scared that I immediately shouted, "Don't hurt my father."

"Huh!" He suddenly snorted softly, seemingly full of disdain, "Father? It's just a joke." After finishing speaking, I watched the sword cut my father's throat, and blood gushed out again, even Some spilled on my cheeks, and the warmth made me nauseous.

I should hate that young man, but I also know that he saved my life, and when my parents died on the same day, I had nowhere to go, the big man with no parents I didn't want to go back, so in the end I followed him away, and once I left, I couldn't go back.

Later, I became the right protector of the Purple Demon Cult, who was so glorious, and became his right-hand man. Regarding the things about the leader, I can no longer believe in such things as family love and love. For me, those things are too ethereal and false.

However, I still couldn't escape the doomed doom, and my heart still couldn't keep it. My heart fell for the stupid him, hurt for the silly him, or for the simple and brave him. From cold to warm.

It's a pity that I realized it too late. After I did the thing that hurt him, I should have lost the qualification to hug him again. He is so high and high, but I suddenly became insignificant like an ant. We can only look up to his unattainable soul.

However, when I saw him standing with Shangguanyi, I was still so jealous, so resentful, so helpless... But I also knew that all of this was my own doing, and I had nothing to do with others.

I hope he can be happy and happy, and I also want to be able to see Mu Nan who can laugh and make trouble all the time, and has a ridiculous "justice" face, but my existence always only brings him sadness and tears.

What I was most afraid of hearing was that he said "thank you" to me, because this thank you separated the distance between me and him into two worlds. I stood on this shore and raised my hand to trace his outline, while He stood on the other side with tears in his eyes and waved goodbye to me resolutely.

At that time, when he walked away from my eyes, my heart ached so much that I couldn't help myself, I completely forgot how free and easy I should be, rushed up and hugged him from behind, I begged him not to leave me and not to abandon me, I never Such a low profile, but at that moment I couldn't control myself at all, I only knew that I really couldn't live without my beloved Xiao Nan.

I have always known that Xiao Nan is a kind of dumb but brave and persistent person. At first he hated me, then he would blushed and say thank you to me when I saved him, and later he would say awkwardly and shyly He gave me the silk embroidered by himself, and even grinned at me fiercely, "Don't lose it, even though my embroidery is not as good-looking as Young Mistress, you must not dislike it!"

In fact, he is not my type no matter in terms of appearance or personality. What I like is some coquettish but gentle beauties, and his personality is a bit hot, and his appearance is also average. He can barely be regarded as cute and delicate, but He, who obviously shouldn't attract me, made my heart fall deeply for him.

When was it really tempting?This question has been bothering me, and I haven't been able to get the answer I want in the end.

I couldn't bear to think about that time patiently, and finally struggled and decided to take a sneak look at him. I hid in the night and watched him excitedly follow Guan Yi to learn how to carve wood. At that time, there was no trace of impurity on his face. Instantly woke up my confused heart.

It turns out that what I love is not your face, but your happy smiling face and clean soul.

Almost obsessively looking at his face laughing wildly in the night, while being happy, seeing him and Shangguan Yi laughing happily, my heart was also filled with unbearable pain, I don't know what this kind of masochistic voyeurism will bring to me. What happened, but I knew that if I didn’t even keep this heartache to myself, I was afraid that I would fall into the darkness and never come out again.

You are a ray of sunshine in my life, I am eager to hold you, but the faint light slips away from my fingers when I stretch out my hand, but I can feel the warmth that belongs to you, but it still lingers in my palm, waving it don't go.

I think Shangguan Yi knew that I was secretly looking at you, because many times I felt his eyes go straight to the direction where I was hiding, and his eyes that seemed to know everything made me feel a little guilty.

I am very conflicted in my heart, I hope he can tell you that I am here, but I am afraid that you will find out that I am here secretly looking at you, hoping that you will turn your head to look at me when you hear my name, but I am reluctant to let you hear my name. out of sadness.

Finally I left quietly, looking at your happy smiling face again, I felt a little bitter in my heart, because at this time I realized that when you were with me, there were more tears than smiles, even if you You smiled at me so happily, but I remember more of your unstoppable sad tears.

At this moment, I suddenly wished that you didn't love me so much. If you don't love me, you won't be so sad, and if you don't love me, you won't be hurt so much.However, there is still a dark thought in my heart that is waving the flag to me. It says, "Stop pretending to be a saint. You obviously hope that Xiao Nan will love you forever, but you say such things, you are lying!"

The corners of his mouth curled up again, and he squeezed the already damaged silk handkerchief tightly in his hand, the bitterness in his heart became a little bit heavier, yes, I was originally a villain, and I was not an upright gentleman like Shangguanyi, I took this saintly posture , will only despise myself even myself.

Xiaonan Xiaonan, I love you so much, my heart doesn't listen to my command, what should I do, can you tell me?You walked away cleanly, but can you return the free and easy heart that once belonged to me?Even if you don't return it, then, can you come back?

If you want to come back, I'll give it my all.

The author has something to say: it's over, it's over, Ruoxi feels sorry for Song Yitong, the poor child...Why did he make me write so pitifully...Do Mu Nan give him another chance? ? ?Tangled,...~~~~(>_<)~~~~

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81. Outer Chapter: Love and Hate Shine ([-])...

The leader urgently called me back to the Purple Demon Cult. I couldn't stay here anymore. I originally wanted to ignore the reluctance in my heart and leave like this and never come back. But when I packed up all the carriages and was about to leave the city, I Finally unable to hold back, he lifted the curtain and went straight to where Mu Nan was.

I want to see him again, stand in front of him and say goodbye to him!

This kind of desire is so strong that my reason is completely thrown into the sky, but when I rushed to go, what I saw was a scene that made my heart cold. I saw Xiao Nan's cheeks glowing slightly The blush cast a shy glance at Shangguan Yi, his eyes seemed angry, resentful, and ashamed, which made me feel unspeakably lonely.

But now that I have come here, why am I reluctant to leave without looking at him?So I put on a perfect smile on my face, leaned against the door rail, narrowed my eyes and gave a faint smile, and said softly lazily, "It seems that I am disturbing you two, Yitong What a sin!"

Then I saw you turn your head, a flash of disbelief flashed in your eyes, your face suddenly changed from flushed to pale, and your heart suddenly hurt, did I really only bring you unhappiness?

The perfect camouflage on my face is about to collapse. I was afraid that you would see the emotion in my eyes, so I lowered my head slightly, not letting myself meet your eyes, and I said to you in a brisk voice, "Today is coming to you!" Say goodbye to you two, I probably won't come back again, but..."

I took a deep breath, suppressed my emotions with a smile, and then mustered up all the courage to look at you, a little teasing and teasing, "But if you two have a wedding, that's a different matter, wedding invitation Delivered, I will definitely be there as scheduled, and I will give you a big gift."

At that moment, I said something wrong, and my heart felt a sharp pain, especially when I saw that your face seemed to be a little paler.

For a moment, I couldn't speak any more, I lowered my head slightly, my heart was full of desolation, my nose suddenly became sore, tears were about to fall out, I wanted to grin but I couldn't do it, I could only sink Said the last sentence to you in a loud voice, "Xiao Nan, I'm leaving, you have to take care."

I was afraid that I would hold you in my arms and take you away recklessly, so I turned my head and tried to escape from this place that suffocates me quickly. I know your stubbornness so well, so I I also know that after you said goodbye to me so resolutely, I have long been irreparable.

There was a roar from far behind. I knew it was your voice. I was overjoyed at first, but when I heard you shout "Song Yitong, I hate you!" Me, the distraction at that moment almost made me lose my breath and fall from mid-air to the ground.

Hate... me?You finally stopped saying no to blame