[Pseudo Korean Entertainment] Just friends

When I turned around, I could only stand at the other end of the world and look at you.

The news of Zheng Enqi's suicide appeared on the headlines of the major newspapers, and the Internet showed a gradual rise. The first person to know this news was Elma, because last night, when she finished a project proposal and was about to hand it over to the boss, she accidentally read it online. Here comes the news.

She can only remember that at that time, she didn't move for a long time, just stared blankly at the news, her mind went blank, and a vague trace appeared in front of her eyes. She immediately contacted the local area, took out the letter from the drawer, Zheng Enqi once told her that she would open this letter after she left Korea. She wanted to open it several times, but she was a person who kept her promise. How could she be so stupid, why didn't she think of that.

Jin Zhener sent Xiaobao to school, came home, changed clothes to do housework, her husband also went out to work, and wanted to call Zheng Enqi on the phone, worried that it would affect her rest, so she gave up. That night, her husband picked up Zheng Enqi from outside. When Xiaobao came back, Jin Zhener looked at Xiaobao with red eyes, thinking she was being bullied at school, so she hurriedly stepped forward and asked, "What's the matter, Xiaobao, did some classmates bully you?"

"Wow~wow~~~~ Enqi's mother doesn't want me anymore."

"What are you talking about? This child." Hugging the little guy, he turned his gaze to his husband, only to see him take out his mobile phone and hand Jin Zhener the web page he saved.

Jin Zhener embraced the child with one hand, and when she saw the title, her head froze, and she sat on the ground, "Quick, I'm going back to Korea, I'm going back to Korea, book a ticket for me right now."

Jin Zhen'er, whose eyes were red, said excitedly to her husband, how could this happen, how could you be so selfish, Zheng Enqi, you are such a big bastard.

Quan Zhilong only found out about this matter a month later. From top to bottom, everything was hidden from him. One month later, he received a call from Jin Zhener, "Quan Zhilong, you go back to Korea and come to see me." Enki."

Quan Zhilong was a little puzzled, but thinking of the truth, in fact, the previous doubts were almost guessed, but Zheng Enqi still owed him an explanation, and he replied: "Okay."

After talking to the manager, before leaving, the manager didn't say anything, just patted him on the shoulder and left.

After leaving the house, he turned around and called Quan Zhilong's sister, hoping that Quan Zhilong would not be alone by then. Although they broke up, he was really not sure if there was anything wrong with this kid.

Jin Zhener asked him to stay in Zheng Enqi's main house. He knew that after Zheng Enqi's mother died, she moved out, but in such a quiet atmosphere, Jin Zhener's dress gave him a bad feeling, " What’s wrong with you?"

Jin Zhener looked into Quan Zhilong's eyes and knew that Quan Zhilong should be kept in the dark. She thought about it, and slowly began to talk about Zheng Enqi's previous affairs, and finally mentioned the important point, "The day after tomorrow is En Qi's funeral, you can come if you want, but"

Quan Zhilong said word by word, "Zheng-en-qi-died."

Li Shengli seldom appeared in the lounge, Sun also chatted and laughed with him every day, Dacheng became more silent than usual, top went abroad for vacation, preparing for the next album preparation.

Brother Nan Guo, sister makeup artist, and costume artist became more cautious, always afraid of making him unhappy, and when they called their sister, they hesitated and avoided certain topics on purpose.

"How did you die?"

Jin Zhener glanced at Quan Zhilong, who was calmer than usual, hesitated for a moment, "Don't be sad if you cut your wrists and committed suicide, this matter has nothing to do with you," took out a letter from her handbag, and handed it to Quan Zhilong. Zhilong, "This is her suicide note, she said she was sorry for not telling you the truth."

"What else did she say?"

"She left nothing but this suicide note. She was found in front of her parents' tomb by the villagers who were going to pay respects to their ancestral graves. They said that at first glance she didn't look like she was dead, but she looked like He was asleep, and seemed peaceful."

"Does he know?"

He, who, immediately remembered, "Eun Qi has broken up with that man, just like you, the other party has found his other half and lived happily."

The day she came to find him and wanted to see him, he should have understood. He remembered that Zheng Enqi told him that she could not survive without her hand, the death of her mother, the useless hand she had become, and the fact that when she saw him The appearance of other people's happiness, this is her death notice issued an order, she thought she was paying off the debt, that fool, fool.

Quan Zhilong did not return home, the sky became gray, he had girlfriends, but he knew that every girlfriend he had had a shadow of Zheng Enqi, and this was one of the reasons for dating them.

It was him, Quan Zhilong killed the girl he loved the most, his too persistent love drove them to a dead end, without him, Quan Zhilong might have a good life, and he would form a family with a man, with them The child, instead of receiving threatening letters from his fans every day, will not spend time in public opinion that does not belong to her.

But what should I do, Zheng Enqi, how can I live without you, can you tell me the answer.

The day after tomorrow, Zheng Enqi's hometown gathered some spontaneous people, including fans from all over the world. Everyone held a red rose in their hands. She once said that she likes the color of roses, which are strong but not irritating. Feeling gaudy, Quan Zhilong held a bouquet of white Bana flowers with a purple rose in the middle.

Quan Zhilong's elder sister saw the flowers. Zhilong didn't go home these days, and his phone was completely turned off. It was only today that he saw Quan Zhilong who was much emaciated. He was wearing black sunglasses and a black windbreaker. Green scum appeared on his chin, and a coldness radiated from his whole body.

On the tombstone is the photo on Zheng Enqi's ID card. She doesn't like taking selfies, so this black and white photo can only be taken from her ID card. Zheng Enqi was still very young at that time. There was no pain like the last time I saw it.

Quan Zhilong held the bouquet tightly, put it slowly over, and folded his hands together, "Zheng Enqi, you once promised me that you would not do stupid things, you said, Quan Zhilong is the man who loves you the most in this world, But now you have abandoned the man who loves you the most, without hands, I will be your hands, without legs, I can travel around with you on my back, my feelings for you have never changed, you have already become me composition of the soul."

Mandala petals are white and soft. It is rumored that those who see this flower will get rid of evil. The flower language of the purple rose is imprisoned happiness, beauty and persistence.

When the two are combined, forgive me, I can't give up, I can only follow you, my Enqi.

On December 2013, 12, Quan Zhilong cut his wrist and committed suicide at home.

Fans all over the world went crazy, and the music world was shocked. A generation of geniuses fell away. The big stick did not disband, but repacked with a new album, which included the lyrics and scores that Quan Zhilong made in advance for next year. Many fans paid homage to their idols and prayed for them.

After a year, Quan Zhilong's suicide note was exposed for the first time.

Please forgive my selfishness, sister, help me take good care of my parents, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry.

I can't let it go, I worry that she is too lonely, she can't speak, she always walks alone, she likes to draw, but she only likes to draw things she likes, she is a little Childish, silly, and sometimes silly and cute.

She accompanied me through my most difficult moments, whenever I encountered difficulties, she was always by my side, she didn't need to say anything, as long as she stayed by her side was enough.

It's as if I gave up on her, as long as I know she is still alive, but my giving up is like acceleration to her, she has lost a lot of things, but she can't lose me, because this is the same as me, the two of us They can't be together in life, and everything they say after death has to be tied to her.

For the VIPs, I know you won’t forgive me for what I say, but I love her so much, I can’t bear her, she left without her own consent, she is so selfish, she left me alone In this wandering world, I was ignored.

We have missed too much, too much, neither of us can tell who owes more to whom.

For the big members, my friends, please forgive me, we can no longer make music, but your music journey will not stop, please bring the power of Quan Zhilong, come on, my friends, Sun, you must take good care of your younger brothers, and your body must also be in good condition. Victory, don’t be so embarrassing with Dacheng, top, you are the biggest, you must take full responsibility.

However, I also want to write a love letter to Jung Eun Ki, this love letter, put it with me, goodbye, this world.

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A copy of that love letter was kept by Quan Zhilong's sister, and the original was placed in Quan Zhilong's clasped hands on his chest, together with the ring.

to: Enqi

It turns out that people who become Buddhas are the saddest.Then the Buddha is tempting people to depict sadness over and over again, stripping themselves layer by layer, dying day by day, burning body and mind overnight.Buddha has no mind, he said that as long as your mind is not your own, you will become a Buddha.I really want to know, if I give my heart to the Buddha, I will become a Buddha, so whose heart will I give it to?I am also a Buddha, but a Buddha without mind.Since the Buddha has no mind, why bother to become a Buddha?

If you don't become a Buddha, you will become a demon.

It turns out that you are the devil in my heart.

Enqi's bust Quan Zhilong's last pen.