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Before Tsunayoshi Sawada was 11 years old, there was only one closest woman in his life, his mother Nana Sawada.

After the age of 11, a girl named Suzumiya Nai lived in the Sawada family.

From the fifth day to the first day of junior high school, Suzumiya Nana is like the youngest daughter of the Sawada family. She and Tsunayoshi Sawada go to the same school and study in the same class. When the new school year begins, Nana Sawada will never forget to buy a new schoolbag for her son At the same time, bring a female schoolbag of the same series to Suzumiya.

Most of Tsunayoshi Sawada's yogurt was consumed by Nai Suzumiya, and Nai Suzumiya helped almost all of Tsunayoshi Sawada's homework.Sawada Tsunayoshi learned to ride a bicycle, which was directly related to Suzumiya Na's persistent whip education that year.Tsunayoshi Sawada ran 800 meters for the first time, and fell 100 meters away from the finish line, his nose was bruised and his face was swollen. It was Suzumiya who dragged him tearfully to complete the rest of the runway step by step.

Suzumiya Nana once said to the good-for-nothing of the Sawada family with a full face of melancholy that she hated herself for not coming two years late, so that many brain cells would be saved from dying...

Sawada Tsunayoshi didn't understand, but he subconsciously remembered this time firmly.

They met when he was five years old, two years later, when he was in the first year of junior high school.

Tsunayoshi Sawada had also imagined what junior high school was like.

In the boy's imagination, there are more homework and exams, and there are more and more terrible delinquent boys than in elementary school...

Later, Tsunayoshi Sawada found out that there are indeed more homework and exams in junior high school, and there are disciplinary committee members with bad boy haircuts...

But none of these can completely obliterate Sawada Tsunayoshi's affection for the junior high school, because besides them, there is Sasakawa Kyoko in the middle school.

That is a girl like a sunflower. Unlike Suzumiya, Kyoko's existence perfectly interprets all the beautiful qualities a girl can possess.

Sawada Tsunayoshi likes her.Being able to be in the same class as Kyoko, he felt that he had used up all his luck in junior high school.

The boy looked at the girl cautiously, in the crowd, in the corner, watching her silently, full of affection and the unspeakable secret expectation unique to a boy.

He didn't realize he was being watched, too.

He didn't notice that the girl with black hair and black eyes hesitated to speak when she looked at him.

Nako is a weird guy.Tsunayoshi Sawada often thinks this way.

Whether it was some words she said when the two were alone, or some things she did these years, Sawada Tsunayoshi found it difficult to understand.

For example, from the first day of junior high school, she has to go out every month, at least two days each time, without saying where she is going or when she will come back, without leaving any contact information, and just asking him to call her when her mother asks. cover.

Nako is a strange girl.

But he won't dislike her, after all, they grew up together, eating from the same pot every day... Moreover, seeing Nako's unexpected things, he will have a secret sense of pleasure in his heart.

Look, this person is not omnipotent. Her Chinese and English scores are perfect all the year round, and other subjects are also enviable, but she is still immature in thinking.

Sawada Tsunayoshi knew that his thoughts were actually very bad...but he just couldn't control the shameful joy in his heart.

It would be many years before he understood the reason for his reaction.

That is insecurity, the fear of being isolated and abandoned.

The young Sawada Tsunayoshi still couldn't see his own fear clearly, but intuitively, he already felt the difference between Suzumiya Na and himself.

That's why I desperately search for the intersection of two people, even if it's a bad place, I must find the similarity, even if there is only a trace...

Otherwise, there is no peace of mind.

Kyoko Sasakawa is his most admired girl, and Suzumiya is an important family member.

At that time, Sawada Tsunayoshi positioned the two women in his life in this way.

It's not hard to guess the boy's thoughts, not to mention that Suzumiya Nai is not a naive, romantic, and ignorant junior high school girl. She has experienced enough things to be the bosom sister of Sawada boy.

So she can see very clearly, every look and every action of Sawada Tsunayoshi...

Suzumiya Nana gradually fell silent, and her eyes became more complicated day by day.

She no longer looked at him all the time, but when she occasionally looked at his back, she showed a thoughtful look.

Sawada Tsunayoshi didn't notice these things, he was busy thinking about the difference between Sasakawa Kyoko's attitude when she talked to him today and yesterday.

Time flows by the thoughts of boys and girls.

The third year of junior high school is over, and Tsunayoshi Sawada still hasn't confessed his love to Kyoko Sasakawa.But another major event happened in Sawada's young life: in this summer vacation, he will inherit Peng Lie.

As a prelude to succession, Tsunayoshi Sawada took a group of guardians and Suzumiya to the Vongola headquarters in Italy for an informal meeting.

Originally, Suzumiya Nana refused to go, but Reborn put her down with one word——

"During the week there, except for the first day, you must stay at Pengo Li's headquarters. You can move around freely for the rest of the time, and Peng Lie will be responsible for all expenses."

So Suzumiya, the poor ghost who has always longed for a European tour but suffers from a lack of money, succumbed...

In the shadows, Sawada Tsunayoshi gestured to the tutor with a "good job" gesture, which was severely despised by the latter, plus a loving repair.

When being suppressed by Reborn, Tsunayoshi Sawada still felt that the deal was a good deal. In addition, he took the time to be sad and said that his mouth was dry and he couldn't persuade Suzumiya Na to go to Italy with him. Reborn settled it...

But anyway, at least they can go to Italy together.Sawada Tsunayoshi proudly thought that this was all due to his wit, he decisively summoned the Reborn Great Demon King when he saw the situation was not going well...

——For many years since then, Sawada Tsunayoshi has regretted being smart this time, many times, many times, so many times that if he can travel back in time, he must first press the self who summoned the devil to the ground without saying a word beat it up...

It was in Vengley's headquarters in Italy that Suzumiya saw a photo of Vengley I.

It was there that Tsunayoshi Sawada and Nana Suzumiya began to drift apart.

If it is said that both Sawada Tsunayoshi and Suzumiya Na were maintaining close contact with each other intentionally or unintentionally before, but after that trip to Italy, Suzumiya Na unilaterally chose to withdraw.

She did it quietly, and even when Tsunayoshi Sawada realized it, the time had already meandered to the second year of high school.

When he found out about those things, great sadness rumbled across Sawada Tsunayoshi's chest, he couldn't understand how Suzumiya Nana, who was always smiling by his side, would do that.

After a shock, he tries to mend their relationship.

But all was in vain.

They are becoming more and more alienated, like two intersecting lines that meet for a short time and never see each other again.

Sawada Tsunayoshi didn't know what to do.

Suzumiya even chose liberal arts.Sawada Tsunayoshi remembers very clearly that when she was in junior high school, she said that she wanted to study science.

"Let's study science together," she said with a smile at that time, "I will teach you Chinese and English, and you will teach me mathematics and physics."

The entire junior high school, Suzumiya Nai, was a top student at Hesei Middle School, and her English was especially against the sky. However, Tsunayoshi Sawada barely passed all subjects until the third year of junior high school, and the best physics test only got [-] points...

So at that time, he smiled wryly and told her not to joke, although he couldn't help jumping up in his heart.

As for science, I heard that boys have innate advantages, maybe in the future he will really be a teacher... And if they also study science, I always feel that the two of them have more common language.

But now, this expectation was broken by Suzumiya Nai.

"Why?" He looked at her puzzled, with a little grievance, "Didn't you want to study science together?"

"My physics and math are terrible."

"I can help you with tutoring!"

"Pfft, forget it." Suzumiya Nai squinted at him, "You are so busy every day, and occasionally you have time to watch movies with Kyoko-chan, how can you be a tutor when you have time?"

He blushed: "That's, that's because..."

"Okay, okay, I didn't say you value sex over friends." She patted him on the shoulder perfunctorily, which made him even more depressed, and he heard her say, "I originally wanted to study science. In the future, the university will apply for a research institute... It's a pity that the current math score seems to be hopeless."

"Institute?" He froze for a moment, "What do you want to study?"

"Probably time and space travel through the magic horse..."

Sawada Tsunayoshi felt that he really couldn't keep up with Suzumiya Na's thinking rhythm...

But there was one thing he knew very well, Suzumiya Nai had already made up his mind, and this time he couldn't intervene.

...It doesn't matter, it's just that the subjects studied are different.

Sawada Tsunayoshi told himself that at least she was still in the same class as him and could see each other day and night.Thanks to Japan, unlike some countries, arts and sciences are taught in different classes.

Later, Tsunayoshi Sawada thought, maybe he already had a premonition at that time, the greater disaster had not yet come, and arts and sciences were not worth mentioning in the future... That's why he accepted Suzumiya's choice so quickly.

The real fear happened after the college entrance examination.

She is going to study in China.

I chose a major that I had never heard of, and I went to school in China for three years.

The most interesting thing is that she did all this to meet Priom, a man who has been dead for hundreds of years.

She didn't hide her thoughts from him, maybe this was her last kindness, because of the love they had lived under the same roof for many years...

Tsunayoshi Sawada lost his temper for the first time, and the object was his childhood sweetheart.

But Suzumiya was unmoved.She even took the initiative to avoid him, as if she was the one who started the cold war.

In fact, she still feels guilty.Sawada Tsunayoshi knew Suzumiya Na, she decided to stay away from the Mafia for freedom, but also, she also felt guilty for leaving.

She felt that she had abandoned Tsunayoshi Sawada and her friend for many years, so she always apologized to him.

Sawada Tsunayoshi even despicably thought of taking advantage of this to bring Suzumiya Nara back.

But he didn't do it after all.

He hasn't fallen to that level yet. Although he has become a mafia, he always has the greatest tolerance and gratitude for those who have been by his side from the beginning.

If that person is Suzumiya Na, he can give his heart out for her.

So if that's what you most want to do right now... I'll do it for you.

On the seventh day of the Cold War, he stopped Suzumiya Nai outside his house.

"Let's make up."

The girl looked at him quietly, and after a while, raised the corners of her mouth.

"it is good."

Sawada Tsunayoshi could feel that she had been waiting for her words.

She has won again.

On the day Suzumiya Nana was sent to the plane, the sky in Tokyo was cloudy.

He stood with everyone in the airport hall, and Suzumiya Nai stood opposite him.

"Have you got everything?" he asked.

"It's all there." She replied briskly.

"Call me as soon as you get off the plane."

"Okay." The tone was still cheerful.

"If you don't have enough money, tell me anytime."

"No, I will work by myself~ I will bring you special products then." She smiled.

He couldn't help frowning, "Nakko, can't you be more serious?"

She shrugged, "I just don't want you to be sad, it's rare that I worked so hard to adjust the atmosphere, didn't you see that my face was twisted into a quadratic function?"

He looked at her helplessly.

"So..." he whispered, "do you have anything else to say?"

The plane is leaving and they don't have much time.

Is there anything you want to tell me?

"Hmm..." She tilted her head and thought for a while, "Then, can you show me your big empty ring?"

The request was completely unexpected, and he took off the ring, disappointed and bewildered, and handed it to her.

She held it in her palm and stared at it without blinking.

He was a little curious. "Do you like this kind of ring?" It's a pity that the rings are all given to the guardians... Go back and ask them to make a similar one for her, should I use platinum or composite nano-silver...

He saw Suzumiya Na shook his head and gently put the ring on his ring finger.

Sawada Tsunayoshi was stunned.

For a moment, he felt that this was some kind of hint from Suzumiya Nai.

With that extremely gentle expression, she put on the ring that originally belonged to a man, on her ring finger.

Sawada Tsunayoshi couldn't tell what was flashing through his heart, it was the bursting flames, the starlight blowing towards him, about Suzumiya Nana, about himself.

Those feelings that have always been buried in the bottom of my heart and have never been noticed are secret and distant, like a beast that has been petrified for thousands of years, and suddenly a crack is chiseled by the sun one day.

In an instant, he finally understood what the long-term anxiety was for.

It was gut feeling, the gut feeling of losing a loved one.

He likes her, and what he likes is the person in front of him.

Sawada Tsunayoshi is deeply in love with Suzumiya Na, not someone else.

This cognition pierced firmly into his heart at once, it was hot and painful, but the corner of the heart's master raised his lips.

He likes her, and she smiles with his ring on.

It doesn't get any better than this.Sawada Tsunayoshi thought happily.

In the past, he took many detours, but fortunately, there was still time for everything.

"Giotto..."

The black-haired girl stared at the ring and muttered.

The world suddenly turned upside down.

His whole body was thrown into the piercing glacier.

Giotto.

She stroked the Dakongzhiring on her middle finger, with a lingering expression on her face.

She called Giotto to the ring.

As if being slapped in the head, Sawada Tsunayoshi's fingertips trembled uncontrollably.

He remembered that he told Suzumiya Na that he saw Primo's consciousness in the ring of Daisora.

It happened during the summer vacation of the third year of junior high school. At that time, he had just inherited Peng Gelie, and all kinds of troubles that he had never thought of were coming one after another.

He remembered that Suzumiya Nana comforted him first, and then began to ask him about his situation in the ring.

At that time, he was still quite surprised, he just briefly mentioned the succession ceremony that happened in the ring, why Suzumiya Nana seemed to have seen it with her own eyes, and even he had to think about the details before answering the question.And I asked again and again, as if Suzumiya Nana was the next successor, so I figured out the test questions first so that I can deal with the interviewer in the future...

——Now Sawada Tsunayoshi knows that she doesn't care about the test questions, but the interviewer.

Vongola Primo.

The heart is instantly cooler than the winter night.Sawada Tsunayoshi looked at Suzumiya Na, watching her reluctantly take off the ring from her middle finger, and reluctantly handed it over.

"Return it to you." She said, "Precious ring, please keep it safe."

Sawada Tsunayoshi heard the sneer in his heart.

No, it's not the ring that's precious...

It is the consciousness in the ring.

He felt extremely ridiculous.

Just now, he finally saw his own mind clearly, thinking that fortunately Nako also likes him, so it is really lucky to play HE right away.

Then in the next second, I saw the ending of Cang Xue.

That's too late.

She's in love with someone else.

When she said she was going to find primo, she didn't just say that casually.

She has been working hard, trying to find that person.

She studied liberal arts, she went to China to study abroad, she did so much...all for that person.

Before he knew it, she had already gone so far...so far, so far that he could hardly see her back.

And he was left alone in the wilderness of time.

The girl he likes likes someone... that person is not him.

Her smile is not for him, her thoughts are not for him, her soft eyes are not for him, her gentle whispers are not for him.

There was no place for him in her future.

She's in love with someone else.

His happiness, which was so vibrant and radiant half a minute ago, is now lying on the ground, motionless and cold.

Can never be resurrected.