Did you catch up with Gouju-senpai today?

Feeling that the bed beside her has sunk, Sen Moli, who has been lying in bed for a long time and her hands and feet are still cold, feels a little sun coming, and the breath of her embrace rushes to the surroundings, wrapping her in a familiar way.

...Who allowed him to sleep with her?

Someone who is weak during menstrual period seems to have forgotten that he took the initiative to invite others to "go to bed" two days ago. Now he only feels that the beating of his heart is inexplicably louder. When he listens again, it seems that it is not his own, but it is coming from his ears. .

Through the sweater and chest, his heartbeat could be heard real, and the warm palm covered her forehead.

""Drink the medicine before going to bed.""

The spellcaster's voice was very low, with a slight ending, it got into her ears, and it was a little itchy.

How she took the medicine and how she fell asleep, Jasmine Mori couldn't remember very clearly, she only knew that the cold ice deep in her body had disappeared, her hands and feet were no longer cold, and her abdomen was no longer hurting, and she slept peacefully this time.

It was already dark when she woke up, Moli Sen opened her eyes, and there was only one lamp lit in the room. She always hated that the sky outside the window was dark every time she woke up, but at this moment, she felt very at ease and satisfied.

In the past, Juanjuan was always by his side, but now he seems to have become such a big man, half lying on the bed, with his eyes closed, with an open notebook on his body, and his hands still on his back. On the keyboard, the delicate face was quieted by the light from the screen.

It's the end of the 19-year-old year, and loved ones are close at hand.

After all, it’s been so long since I’ve seen you. Compared to the last time when I pulled up my pants and ran away, when she calmed down this time, Mori looked at him greedily for a moment, with well-defined eyelashes, thin and sunken eyelids, feeling her eyes It will be very deep, but when you open it, your eyes are full of cuteness; your lips are drawn into a line, and the black curse marks on your cheeks are mysterious and beautiful, and when you actually open your mouth, it is a cute rice ball filling.

Mori Mori stared at him in a daze, like a longing that has lasted for several years.

He still looks like an angel when he is asleep, his face is immature, like a well-behaved baby who is serious about going to school in a greenhouse. He hasn't changed much in the past four years. The only change other than his height is his complexion from cold white to warm jade. No, it lacks the coldness that does not eat the fireworks in the world, but it is warm and moist like polished jade.

She unconsciously wanted to reach out and touch his face, but stopped the moment before she touched it.She has been spoiled since she was a child, she must get what she likes, she loves to play and make trouble, and she is like heaven and earth. She must have troubled him a lot, right?

Mori Moli spit on herself silently, and finally just quietly removed the notebook on his body, trying to make him sleep more comfortably.

Just when he was about to close the computer, he caught a glimpse of the screen on it, which was his email page.

It was nothing at first, but Moli Sen accidentally saw a familiar email address in the outbox list.

Sen Moli frowned and stared at the address for a while, and suddenly realized something, she clicked into the outbox and scrolled down, and found that all the addresses were lined up, and the earliest one was sent in December 2018 , it just so happens that the dog curly spines went abroad not long ago.

She carefully identified the recipient's address, making sure it was her own mailbox.

The finger uncontrollably entered the first email four years ago, and the content of the email popped up on the screen, with only a few words.

[Jasmine:

Still can't help but get a new account, I want to tell you, I'm sorry to leave without saying goodbye.

But I want to be stronger, and I want to protect you better.

So off I go, and I hope you don't blame me. 】

……

Covering her hand, Mori Moli closed the notebook, her heartbeat suddenly became very fast, and every hit was extremely heavy.

She looked at the sleeping dog Curly Thorn next to her, and gently got out of bed with the notebook in her arms, trying not to wake him up, then sat down on the sofa, turned on the computer and wanted to continue checking, but the screen was automatically locked.

The six-digit code, she tried the birthday of the dog roll, it was wrong.I tried my own birthday again... oh, I thought too much, but it's not right :)

Biting her lower lip lightly, Jasmine Mori took out her laptop and logged into her mailbox. She didn't use this mailbox very much. She filled it out casually when she registered for a college. Use less email to contact, and occasionally go to have a look or two.

She scoured her inbox to make sure she hadn't received any emails from Curlythorn in the past four years.

It's better to say that after he left, she has been paying attention to the dynamics of all contact methods, hoping? Someday she will receive even a little news from him, but in fact she is disappointed day after day, and she doesn't care about it as time goes by .

But she did see that Goujuan sent her this mailbox just now, so many emails, he sent so many emails to her over the years, and said so many things she didn't have time to read... Where did all those go? !

Sen Moli rummaged through the mailbox like crazy, and finally found a pile of unopened mail in the trash can.

Mori Mori: "..."

Probably because it was an unfamiliar address overseas, it was automatically blocked into the trash by the shit system, and automatically deleted after the deadline. It took Mori some effort to finally retrieve the email she missed four years ago.

She took a deep breath, her heart pounding.

When she clicked on those emails, it was like opening layers of magic boxes. Those dense things slowly overflowed, soft and turbulent, crushing what she thought had been silent for four years.

[XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day

To Jasmine:

Is it possible to send the letter? Hurry up, I used the computer of a new friend I met here to register my email address. I am a dog, not a liar ==

I want to say happy new year to you.

I'm sorry I'm not with you. 】

[XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day

To Jasmine:

Life is good!

Did you receive my email?

I don't know what Mr. Mori told you, but I can't help it for the time being? Go back to China to see you immediately...

Are you still blaming me? 】

[XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day

The foreign syrup tastes so strange, it's too sweet, but it's good to use it.

The people here speak so fast that I can't understand a lot of them ==

But they don't understand what I say, haha! 】

[XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day

I'm in Maota, just finished a long-term mission, I haven't emailed you in this period, sorry!

The conditions here are very poor, dreaming back to the 2G era, email is already the most advanced contact method ==

I don't know if Mr. Mori found out...

Can you get back to me if you see it? 】

[XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day

Finally borrowed a computer again!

How are you recently?Did you eat well and sleep well?

During this period of time, I thought a lot and traveled a lot. It turns out that there are far more miserable people in this world than we imagined, and I want to help them.

can you understand me 】

[XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day

I'm in Northern Europe now, the mosquitoes here are huge, and there's no air-conditioning in summer, but the sky is so blue, it reminds me of the last time I went to Santorini with you.

Do you still remember? 】

[XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day

I rescued a pair of twin girls today. They called me big brother and praised me for my beautiful voice. I’m so happy XD

I want to hear your voice. 】

[XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day

I hate being a coward.

But I'm working hard, getting stronger little by little

To become me who can protect you

So, please wait for me a little longer...

%&...*@@&*@%

Have you already made a new boyfriend? 】

[XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day

Sorry, had a few drinks last time and posted something weird orz

Ah, I'm 18 and can drink.

Jasmine has to wait another year, bear with it, drinking is always bad!

...Actually, a foreign friend said that drinking some vodka can cure a cold, so I tried a little, and the effect is really good ==

It's a pity that my alcohol capacity is still not good]

[XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day

I'm at the Arctic Circle!I saved a polar bear with a spell today (o_0)】

[XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day

Desperately borrowed a computer...Happy birthday Jasmine! 17 years old!

Let me tell you a story, which I heard from the old man here two days ago. It is said that because of the cold weather, people living in the North Pole will turn into ice and snow when they speak. Slow roast to listen.

If you are in love, you have to carefully brew the atmosphere at that time when you go home. First cut ice with love poems and words, add a little wine to cook, bake with candles, and add a cup of coffee to keep you slightly drunk without getting drunk Too much.

I think this is quite suitable for me, I will try cooking it for you when I go back, haha!

What the hell am I talking about...]

[XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day

229, once every four years, I can now proficiently report rice ball fillings in six languages#@%%&*

Is it great?Ha ha! 】

[XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day

Why can't I send emoticons by email?It is a bunch of garbled characters when it is sent out, and so is the picture. . 】

[XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day

I came across a toaster-shaped genie yesterday. . . (o_0)

I wanted it to bake bread, but it set itself on fire ==]

[XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day

I live in a small mountain village in Germany, where there is a thing called a tick, which can suck human blood, and I heard it could be fatal. They took me to get a vaccination, haha, I haven’t had an injection for a long time. 】

[XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day

Did you get the gibberish I sent you?

Why never come back?

Are you still suffering?

Or do you mean you have let me go? 】

[XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day

The water here is so hard, I lost a lot of hair ==

I don’t know if getting bald will make you stronger...]

[XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day

I saw a girl whose back looks like you today, I almost went straight up to hi my wife. . .

Just kidding just kidding hhh]

[XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day

Ah, belated happy new year!

Before I knew it, it was the third year...

Are there better people around you?

Have you ever fallen in love with anyone again?

I don't know when? I can go back...]

[XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day

How silly of me to forget that emails can be sent regularly...

Happy birthday, Jasmine!

You are finally an adult, I don’t know who is by your side today.

Are you about to graduate?Anyway, a lot of things can be done, are you happy?

But don't be too indulgent, otherwise Senior Goujuan will be worried!

……do you remember me? 】

[XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day

I have arrived in Australia, and the mountains and forests here are actually pink when they are illuminated by the setting sun.

It's amazing, the forest is green, the sunset is orange, how do they combine into pink?

I took a picture and wanted to send it to you, but the result was not good, and the picture could not be sent out orz]

[XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day

It’s rare to have a rest day, I’m at the beach in Cape Town, I got sunburned ==]

[XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day

I am back in vain. 】

[XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day

I saw the aurora, it was so beautiful.

I wish I could share it with you. 】

[XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day

Happy New Year! 】

[XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day

happy Birthday.

How did you spend your birthday this year? 】

[XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day

I miss you so much……】

[XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day

The moonlight is beautiful today, but I miss the cherry blossoms in Japan.

And your smile?

I want to protect your smile forever. 】

[XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day

I feel like I'm getting stronger. 】

[XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day

Are you going to wait for me? 】

……

Mori stared at the screen, not daring to raise her head or blink her eyes, browsing through the four seasons he had missed in the past four years in a monologue all by herself, letting the feeling of drowning drown themselves.

I want to cry and laugh at the same time.

The lungs seemed to be squeezed into small pieces by invisible big hands, the heart was beating crazily overwhelmed, and even the hand holding the mouse was numb and convulsed.

Finally, she turned off the notebook, opened her eyes wide and raised her head, trying to let the turbulent water vapor in her eyes drench, and then blinked a few times quickly, trying to wait for the force to subside.

In the past four years, she has been complaining, complaining that he left without saying goodbye, complaining that he has never heard from him, from teachers to classmates, everyone has heard her complain, and when she said she was bored, she complained in her heart, thinking that he was too cruel, I felt that he was ruthless, left without saying a word, and came back without saying a word, thinking about reconciling like this, how can it be so simple?

But only now did she realize that the person she wanted to reconcile had told her a lot from the very beginning, and it had never stopped in four years.

She talked so much to herself, but she didn't have time to reply once.

Goujuan-senpai...it turned out to be a big idiot.

From this day on, Mori Mori developed the habit of checking the trash can every day.

……

Night falls.

The dog curly spine suddenly woke up from his sleep, and saw that there was nothing around him.

He has developed the habit of light sleep for many years outside, and it is rare for him to work like this? Just fall asleep, or fall asleep, maybe because he is by her side.

But now she didn't know where she was going, the clock was almost pointing to zero, and there was no one in the room.

A similar scene had been engraved in his bones at some point, and when he saw her suddenly disappear, his nerves would subconsciously become tense, and it was a lingering fear that had lingered in his heart since he was a teenager.

When he saw Juan lying soundly sleeping in the kennel, he breathed a sigh of relief, quickly put on his shoes and coat, and went out.

……

Otaru is a romantic and magical city. When the snow stops in the middle of the night, there is no sound of snow melting, and there is a loud noise when you step on the snow.

Mori Mori was wearing a thick cotton-padded jacket, and she walked along the Otaru Canal alone, but she just came out to relax, and she heard more than her own footsteps as she walked.

The phone in his pocket vibrated continuously.

Amore's Dog Roll: Where are you going?

Amore's Dog Roll: It's cold outside, let's go back.

Jasmine Mori bit her lip, the tip of her nose was red from the cold, but she still took out her mobile phone to type.

Jasmine Juan who loves dogs: Don't follow me, go back to sleep.

Amore's dog roll: Then you go back with me.

Dog-loving Jasmine Roll: No.

Amore's Dog Roll: Why?

The footsteps behind him quickened, and the short boots creaked in the snow.

Dog-loving Jasmine Roll: Don't come here!

The footsteps behind him stopped for a moment.

Amore's Dog Roll: Alright, I won't go, stop typing, your hands will get cold.

"..."

Seeing the overly gentle instructions on the phone, Mori put her frozen hands back into her pockets, and breathed out a mouthful of white mist.

She continued to pace silently along the canal. At this time, it was approaching midnight, and there were no people on the road. The street lamps seemed to be lined up, and her breath was filled with the unique cold breath of winter.

The two walked in tandem, keeping a short distance not too far away.

Mori Mori was particularly afraid that he would use a spell to turn her back now, otherwise she would definitely see her embarrassed expression at the moment.

But fortunately, the curse speller was very understanding this time, and only made her phone vibrate.

"Are you in a bad mood?"

Mori looked at the news, turned her back and said loudly: "Dried bonito!"

A chuckle came from behind?

"Then let's chat? I'll listen to whatever you say."

Mori Mori: "Mentaiko!"

Curlythorn the dog was silent for a moment.

"Sorry, I don't understand what you mean =="

Mori Mori finds it funny, so it turns out that sometimes he can't understand the rice ball filling he invented?

She added: "Tuna mayonnaise!"

"Well, I like you too!"

"...Wh, what the hell?!" Sen Moli couldn't help breaking her kung fu, and raised her voice with her back turned: "I didn't mean that! Don't make random interpretations!"

"Well, then I miss you too."

"..."

Mori was dumbfounded for a moment, looking at the short words on the phone, she wanted to cry again at this moment.

"Why didn't you talk? =("

Mori Mori took a deep breath, and pressed back the surging emotions again.

After a while, she said: "I think it's better for the senior to stay away from me."

The footsteps behind her froze for a moment.

"why?"

Mori Mori didn't dare to turn her head back, nor did she dare to look at his expression, "I've thought about it for a long time, and I feel that my appearance has really brought trouble to your life."

The people behind were silent for a long time, and the phone was also silent for a long time.

It's like he didn't expect her to say that.

Moli Mori continued walking and said, "I've thought about it a lot in the past few years, maybe what Lin Taro said is not unreasonable, maybe we are really not suitable."

When the dog Juanji heard it, he couldn't help shouting: "Dried bonito!"

"Senior, listen to me!" Mori interrupted him, her footsteps accelerated unconsciously, and the cold wind poured into her mouth, which also blocked a lot of turbulent emotions, "From the beginning, I was not a girl from an ordinary background, my father You gave birth to me, raised me, and hurt me for more than ten years. There is a reason for not letting me be with you. Think about it, has your life been turned upside down since you met me?"

"..." The dog curly spine also accelerated behind her, following her footprints, wanting to say salmon and also wanting to say dried bonito.

Meeting her may indeed have caused some deviations in his life trajectory, and he has done many things he has never done before, but that is also the storm that only she can bring to him.

And, why did she overthrow all the sweetness they have experienced with a sentence of "turning the world upside down"?

"Perhaps a more ordinary girl is more suitable for you." Mori Moli stepped on the snow with bumpy marks, "She will be gentle, a little silly, and will take good care of you."

"There won't be a troublesome father who will not force you to go abroad."

"You will have a warm day to day."

"..."

Dog Curly Thorn just didn't know what to do? Respond.

He is not an ordinary person, this is destined, it has nothing to do with who he meets.Everyone wants a warm and ordinary life, instead of taking blood licking as a daily routine, but this world does not allow them to do so.

And he and she can fight side by side and support each other, and have been walking for a long time.

Mori Mori looked at the phone and there was no response, thinking that he might have acquiesced.

Originally, she felt guilty towards him, but after reading those emails, she regretted even more.These four years of living alone made the young lady who was in need of wind and rain understand one thing, that is, you don't necessarily need to get what you like.

The same is true.

She pretended to be relaxed and said: "I found that I don't have to be with him if I like someone. If the senior can stay away from me, maybe I can be safer."

She only hated herself for not being sober and restrained enough in the past. If she hadn't been so crazy about him back then, she wouldn't have hurt him to this point.

"I'm too possessive. It's really annoying to stay around other people. I have too much control and I'm always neurotic..."

"It's enough for me to just like Senior Goujuan. I never thought about what kind of senior Goujuan likes... I'm sorry, I didn't take your feelings into consideration, and it caused you trouble."

When I was young, I felt that to love someone is to be reckless, only thinking about the result, only about expressing, but forgetting to love in the way the other person likes, this is often fatal.

"Do you know? I have always hoped to have a time-reversing technique. When I go back to the past, I will definitely not choose to enter a high school..."

"Senior Goujuan won't be forced to like me, so go out with me..."

"I regret meeting you. Without me, your life might be easier than it is now..."

Mori Mori kept talking all by herself? Talking against her will, drinking? Northwest wind, her face was also stinging, maybe it was because of some liquid.

At this time, the phone vibrated, and the dog curly spine finally called again.

"But you are the most important stroke in my life."

There are no emoticons and kaomoji.

In just one sentence, it is clear to the eye.

Jasmine Mori stopped in her tracks and heard snowflakes falling in the sky again.

I also heard the winter cherry blossoms blooming and the pond breaking ice.

In the end, it turned into a long-lasting tinnitus, as if the warm and soft breath of the person behind her was wrapping her heart tightly little by little.

For a long time, she didn't make a sound.

Goujuu stood behind her, and continued to type with his cold hands.

"I like what you are."

"Senior Gouju will always only like girls like Jasmine."

"I've never regretted meeting you either."

"so……"

He looked at the back of her lowered head and pressed the send button.

"Would you like to come back?"

Jasmine Mori lowered her head and saw snowflakes falling on the screen of the phone, melting with the same dripping warm liquid, blurring her vision and blurring the font.

The clock tower in the distance strikes, twelve midnight, Christmas is over.

Seeing that she didn't respond, the dog curled up and touched the zipper of the coat in the last few seconds.

Just halfway through, Mori Mori suddenly spoke:

"How did you become so talkative?"

The dog's action of rolling the spine zipper stopped, but she didn't expect her to ask so suddenly.

"kelp?"

"Who taught you?" Mori asked again.

"...Ah?" The dog curly thorn uttered another monosyllable.

After the bell struck twelve times, silence returned between the two of them.

Molly Mori finally summoned up the courage to turn around, bit her lip, and stared at him with red eyes.

"Please tell me the truth, why haven't we seen each other for four years... Your kissing skills have improved since last time?"

"...Do you know how to use the small umbrella?"

"...??"

Gou Juanji froze in place, unable to react to the sudden change of style.

Mori stared at him, and continued to say sourly: "At the last dinner, I took the initiative to peel the shrimp and put vegetables in it. Seeing that I was dressed less, I knew how to hand over my coat. The temperature of the brown sugar water I boiled was so good... These small details are Didn't other girls teach you?"

"..."

"Tell me, have you had any other girlfriends in the past four years?"

"Heh, there are so many beautiful girls abroad, who are passionate and bold. Didn't you learn all your sweet words from them?"

"..."

The dog curled its face with a paralyzed face, and its eyes gradually became dull.

Sen Moli relied on that the spellcaster could not justify herself, and continued to question one-sidedly: "How did you know how to speak so many beautiful words before? Someone must have taught you, otherwise I am? I don't believe you can teach yourself?... ..."

The spellcaster watched? She opened and closed her lips, and suddenly pulled the half-open zipper, revealing the spell pattern.

"!!!" Mori thought he was about to cast a spell, so she immediately covered her ears with conditioned reflex, took a step back, and stared at his lips vigilantly.

This move stunned the dog, and then he couldn't help laughing.

Before he stopped laughing, he tilted his head and clenched his fist to his lips, and even made a trembling laugh sound in his throat, which made Mori Molly dumbfounded.

"...Are you laughing? What? What's so funny?"

Sen Moli angrily went forward to drag him, but before she could pull him back, her mouth was sealed tightly.

Snowflakes fell from the night sky to the lips of the two, and then the tip of someone's tongue took away the melting coldness and sent them into the other's mouth.

Jasmine Mori was so kissed that her legs softened, and she finally squatted down.

"Kelp?" The dog Curled Thorn bent down to help her.

"Don't help me." Sen Moli squatted on the ground and spurned herself, "We really can't do anything? Let's walk together again."

"...Dried bonito?!"

"It's not your fault, it's my own problem."

As soon as the words fell, there was a cooing sound in the air.

From Mori's belly.

The dog curly spine couldn't help laughing again: "Mayonnaise!"

"Are you still laughing?? I lay in bed all day without eating anything! I'm starved to death, I can't walk anymore! Leave me alone and go back...?!" Before Moli could finish her sentence, she suddenly flew into the air and was caught He hugged him horizontally.

Both of them were dressed thickly, and it was a bit difficult for the dog to hug her, so I could only press her body into my arms as much as I could, "Tuna mayonnaise!"

"Put me down!" Sen Jasmine struggled symbolically, and was called by the spellcaster, ""Jasmine.""

"...What are you doing?" Mori Moli fell silent.

""Let's make up.""

The whispers of the spellcaster rang around her eardrums, and the low and warm voice dispelled the coldness in the air, and her heart was ironed with every word.

...at all, can't? Refuse.

Mori finally closed her eyes, bit her lips and smiled.

She tapped his head on the chin.

"Fool."

"When are we bad?"

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Although not many people are watching QAQ now, I still thank the little angels who are willing to support me all the time.

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