Tomb Raider Gu Tomb Miscellaneous Notes

The doctor asked me many questions and did a comprehensive test, which was quite a long process.Finally came to the conclusion that I had partial amnesia.

There is no problem with general knowledge, and there is no obstacle in professional knowledge. I can even answer geometry and mechanics, which I think I am not good at.

Shen Er said that I used to write tomb robbery novels, I don't remember this.

Zhang Rui asked me if I remembered ever learning art from a teacher, I looked at him blankly.

At that time, the expression on his face was unpredictable, rich enough to be described in hundreds of words.I don't understand what emotions a person can show such a complex expression.I hesitated and asked him: "Why, did I forget something important?"

Shen Er wanted to answer, but Zhang Rui preempted him: "Don't worry, the lost memory can be retrieved slowly, and I will tell you bit by bit after you are discharged from the hospital."

Amnesia is a big deal, and Dayan was also alarmed.

Dayan said that this was not the first time I lost my memory, and asked me to let nature take its course.I was both puzzled and annoyed, how could my dad be so perfunctory to me?

The feeling of amnesia is very uncomfortable, the memory is fragmented, the heart is empty, confused, and irritable. The more I think about the forgotten part, the more anxious I become, and then I slowly begin to doubt the truth around me.

I vaguely feel that I have lost something, but I don't know what it is!

I guessed from the reactions of the people around me that Zhang Rui might be a very important friend of mine, otherwise he wouldn't have such a sad expression.During my hospitalization, he often came to visit me, and he knew what I like to eat and what I avoid.But when I questioned him, he only smiled and said, "Don't be impatient, take your time."

On the day I was discharged from the hospital, he accompanied me to pack my things, complete the formalities, and then we walked out of the hospital together.

When I got to the gate, I was going to stop the car, but he suddenly grabbed me, like a dehydrated and dying fish on the shoal, and said with a sigh: "Do you want to think about living in Zhang's house temporarily. It may help you recover your memory. "

I could see that he had been thinking about these words from the ward to the gate of the hospital before he made up his mind to say them.

His eyes were full of hope, and when he saw that I didn't nod immediately, his hope turned into depression.

After much deliberation, I felt that this handsome young man must be a very important person to me, so I dared not answer rashly.

Is it a nod?Or shake your head?

When I was uncertain, Shen Er came up with an idea for me: "You can go to Zhang's house for a while, it's better than you go back to Shanghai and think about it all by yourself. I see you are like this, I'm afraid you will be bored Something went wrong."

In the past two days, I seldom talk, I don't think about eating and drinking, and I have trouble sleeping and eating.People are really bored.

It was simply that Shen Er held a wedding later, and after a few days of excitement, my mood improved a lot.

The Zhang family's mansion is quiet and elegant, and Zhang Rui's house is even more secluded with winding paths. The sound of insects and birds is rarely heard, and it is as quiet as if it is out of the world.

The big family should be prosperous and lively, but the Zhang family's house is full of desolation everywhere.A young man named A Huai told me about some changes in the Zhang family. I continued to pretend that I hadn’t heard about those things in front of Zhang Rui. Seeing his aloof back and deep eyes, every time he saw me, he was always smiling There is often no temperature. After much deliberation, I think it is better to ask a few less questions.

I found a job in Suzhou, and settled the monthly rent with Zhang Rui at the market price. Zhang Rui seemed to understand my feelings, and charged everything according to the order, including utilities and food.

In the spring of the next year, the peach blossoms in the garden are as red as fire, and they are intoxicatingly gorgeous; in summer, the scenery changes again, and the begonias are elegant and noble, standing proudly on the branches.

The more beautiful the scenery, the greater Zhang Rui's drinking.

Around the fifteenth month, I set up a small table with him at the door of the study, and sat on a bamboo stool to eat and drink.He didn't know how to drink one cup after another, and he was about to get drunk, so I said, "You are not in good health, drink less."

Zhang Rui put down his wine glass and remained silent for a while: "... Shall I teach you how to play chess?" A pale smile suddenly appeared on his face, and he looked at me earnestly.

I looked back at him in embarrassment: "I... have no interest in learning how to play chess."

He pondered for a while: "Then I will teach you calligraphy? I am also good at Chinese painting. You can pass the time when you are bored."

I frowned: "I usually watch movies and read books, which is enough for me to pass the time."

Zhang Rui's face was full of disappointment, and I felt depressed.

It cannot be said that Zhang Rui has a bad temper. He has a pleasant demeanor in front of others, but is quiet and introverted behind others. He has never been contaminated by those exaggerations. In his spare time, he likes to paint landscape paintings in the study.After all the calculations, the only thing that others can appreciate about him is that he is handsome.

I could see that he was depressed all day long, and sometimes when standing beside him, I felt that the surrounding air was stuffy and humid, and I couldn't breathe.

I said: "Seeing that you always have a lot of things on your mind, and you even said to help me restore my memory, now it's always me who enlightens you."

Zhang Rui smiled softly, looked at me deeply, and suddenly grabbed my arm and moved closer: "I want to kiss you."

It's been a year and it's the most shocking thing I've heard from him.

"Is this what's on your mind?"

"What if I say yes?"

"……you really are……"

"I'm."

He suddenly bit down on me, and I was so scared that I fell to the ground, but he ignored everything, followed me and fell to the ground, pressing down on my shoulders.I shut my mouth tightly, he couldn't get in, but I tried again and again stubbornly.I kept shaking my head to dodge, and said angrily, "Hey! You're indecent!"

"So what if you molested you?" Zhang Rui half-closed his eyes and looked at me, and the faint smile on the corner of his mouth gradually deepened.

I have to say, his eyes are beautiful.The eyelashes are sparse and long, the eye sockets are deep-set, and the bridge of the nose is delicate, which makes the outline of the entire eye area cool and coquettish. When squinting, there is a coolness flowing under the eyes, and the light shadow swept by the long eyelashes reveals a thin watery light.

The eyes are deep and intoxicated, with this kind of gaze, even if I am a man, I can't help but feel a little throbbing in my heart.

I made up my mind: "...don't look at me like that."

Zhang Rui laughed softly, each sound was crisper than the sound, but the sound in his voice was as cold as if it wanted to freeze his heart.

He slowly lowered his eyes, lowered his head and kissed me again, I was so angry that I kicked him away with hands and feet: "You can think about whether I can accept it!"

There was silence and a mess.

Zhang Rui's lip was bitten by me, and blood oozes out. He wiped it with his knuckles, looked at me blankly, sat on the ground without saying a word, but still had that silly smile on his face.

I was so angry that I couldn't speak, and it took me a long time to calm down: "I will move out tomorrow."

Zhang Rui trembled slightly: "No!"

"How can you let me live like this!"

"...I will never kiss you again."

His voice was weak, and his face was still as pale as paper under the extremely bright sunset.

I was afraid that the words would be too serious, and at the same time I was angry and anxious, and finally left Zhang Rui and went to my room.

Zhang Rui's health went from bad to worse. After winter, the onset of the disease was extremely dangerous. At night, the cold became severe, and headaches, coughs, and bruises all became worse.

One time, I saw with my own eyes five servants crammed into his study, and while he was writing at his desk, a servant stood behind him and wiped his back.After wiping it, the towel was covered with purple blood, soaking in the washbasin, the water also slowly turned red.

I was shocked and asked Zhang Rui what disease he had.Zhang Rui didn't raise his head, and said in a flat voice: "If you love me for a disease that can't be cured, don't be angry with me."

I didn't know what to say, so I hurried out of the study.

The servants in Zhang's house all knew that their eldest master would have a bad temper when he got sick, throwing bottles, smashing bowls and scolding others, just the same as usual.In the past, when Zhang Rui was sick, everyone tacitly asked him to keep him in the house. Now that he is the head of the family, and his illness is so dangerous, he has to be taken care of.

Another day, Zhang Rui was seriously ill and was bedridden. Ah Huai told me not to come out at night, lest the boss lose his temper and scare me.Later, he came to me to find a solution, saying that the head of the family refused to take medicine desperately, and if the trouble continued, the servants would have to leave.

Now is not the ancient times, the servants will leave at any time if they are not satisfied.

I had no choice but to follow Ah Huai to Zhang Rui's room, and just stepped in with one foot, and the blue and white porcelain vase flew over, and I almost got painted on my face.

I wanted to go in again, but Zhang Rui yelled at me: "Get out!" I was in a dilemma, seeing A Huai's face full of pain, I gritted my teeth, and went in cheekily.

Later, I hugged Zhang Rui and coaxed him to take medicine, and this kid finally settled down.I dismissed the servant, and didn't care about the embarrassment, I sat on the bedside with my arms around Zhang Rui, the more I sat, the more I didn't know what it was.

Zhang Rui leaned halfway in my arms, I thought he was asleep, but he suddenly said sleepily: "I thought I could let it go...in fact, I can't let go of anything."

I sighed.

He buried his head in my arms: "...Even if it's all an illusion, I still want you to stay by my side and stop thinking about other people."

I didn't say anything.

Zhang Ruidao: "I will tell you everything before I die, before that, can you stay with me?"

I still sigh.

The cold winter is over, and the warm spring returns.

I asked around but found nothing. There was such an important thing, but it seemed that the people around me had lost their memory just like me, and no one would tell me the truth.

One day, Zhang Rui was lying on the rocking chair and wanted to sit with his arms around me, but I refused, so he took a step back and asked me to move a stool to sit beside him.

Looking at the spring scenery outside the house, he asked me: "Do you like peach blossoms? They are bright red, do you feel that the more colorful they bloom, the more reluctant you are to close your eyes?"

He was talking nonsense recently, and a big man actually started talking to another man about enchanting flowers.

When I looked outside, it was the season when the peach blossoms were fragrant, and the branches were covered with large flakes of pink, which were unrestrained and beautiful.

I smiled and said: "You talk about flowers with me, don't think I don't understand style, I really don't understand this kind of thing!"

Zhang Rui didn't care about my words, his eyes were full of intoxicated smiles: "I really want to enjoy flowers like this with you for the rest of my life."

My scalp was numb, and I was concerned about Zhang Rui's poor health, so I didn't want to spoil his interest, so I didn't speak at all.

Zhang Rui sometimes closed his eyes, and sometimes squinted his eyes to look outside the house. Just as I was getting sleepy, he said: "I just had a dream. I dreamed of the alley where I lived when I was a child. It was wet and there were dogs barking. The bell ringing As soon as I passed by, I would lie down by the window and wait, and when I saw you guarding the corridor for a while, I would take a bamboo basket and go downstairs to get the milk..."

I laughed dryly, "Is there anything else?"

"Hmm..." Zhang Rui nodded slightly and closed his eyes, "If you lead me through the alley, the dogs won't dare to chase after me. At that time, I thought, I will treat this person well for the rest of my life."

He closed his eyes and fell asleep peacefully.I stared outside in a daze.

In a blink of an eye, it is winter again.

Snow doesn't fall well in Suzhou, but the wind is bitterly wet and cold, making it extremely uncomfortable.

Zhang Rui sleeps longer than awake, but he only sleeps during the day and never sleeps at night.I supervised him to take the medicine as usual, but his voice was hoarse and he couldn't lose his temper. He just looked at me with a straight face, and then looked at me again, as coquettish as a girl.

I smiled and said: "Drink up the medicine. Be good, and I will treat you better."

"...The medicine is so bitter."

I shook my eyebrows, and he asked again: "How can I treat you well?"

I froze for a moment: "Do you want to kiss you?"

This is casual talk, I don't want him to simply drink the medicine, and then stare at me with burning eyes.He looked at me and made me feel guilty, struggling, and my face was on fire: "No kiss. How dare you make me feel so embarrassed!"

I wanted to leave the bed, but Zhang Rui grabbed me: "Don't lie to a seriously ill person, in case I get angry..."

"you!……"

He was still looking at me full of hope, my head was swollen, I only blamed myself for being too talkative, I closed my eyes, gritted my teeth, and barely touched his hot face with my mouth like a dragonfly.He seemed satisfied, but also seemed to fall asleep helplessly.

I sighed and smoked a cigarette lonely outside the house.

In the new year, it was New Year's Day, but Zhang Rui said that he wanted to eat zongzi.

It is inevitable for sick people to have weird tempers, so Ahuai and I can only search for information everywhere.Because Zhang Rui said that he wanted to eat zongzi made by hand, not the ones bought in the supermarket, and he also said that he wanted white glutinous rice dumplings with no ingredients, dipped in sugar and eaten. Everyone in the family ate rice dumplings on New Year's Day, and Zhang Rui asked me to give him some, but I swallowed and obeyed him.

The dumpling shell was peeled off, revealing the white glutinous rice. Zhang Rui dipped some sugar in it with his chopsticks, took a big bite, chewed hard, and ate to his heart's content.

I gnawed on the white glutinous rice dumpling and felt it was bland, so I sighed and said, "Oh, I'm almost becoming your nanny."

"Why the nanny?" Zhang Rui looked at me with a smile in his eyes, "Can't it be a good wife?"

"Ah bah!" My ears felt hot, "Don't push yourself too hard, or I'll move out immediately!"

Zhang Rui smiled slightly and remained silent.

Seeing that it was getting late, I half-coaxed and half-persuaded Zhang Rui to lie down, and then planned to go back to my room to sleep.Walking to the door, I only heard a faint voice from the bedside: "If I meet you again in the next life, I don't know if you will like me."

I didn't speak, stepped out of the house to close the door, smoked another cigarette before going back to the room.

After the Spring Festival that year, I thought the only entertainment this spring was to accompany Zhang Rui to enjoy flowers.Unexpectedly, he never got up after falling down in early March.

We left Suzhou together in mid-February, and when I came back about ten days later, I couldn't help feeling sad when I saw the depletion in his eyes.

After that, every day, he would ask me again: "When are you leaving?"

In April, peach blossoms are in full bloom, and the garden is still so colorful.

After the whole harsh winter, all the hardships are rewarding, and the blossoms are charming and charming in the sun, just like an idiot's charming smile.

I set up a table in the corridor, poured two glasses of wine, spilled one on the ground, and drank the other by myself.After sitting for a while, the more I looked at it, the more red, green and green my eyes became, and I couldn't finish seeing the beauty of the world.

Ah Huai came over and asked me if I had anything to explain. I thought about it and shook my head.

Ah Huai turned to leave, but I stopped him again: "Let him take the bottle and jade pendant in the study away together."

Ah Huai nodded, and asked again what else was missing, I really couldn't think of anything else, so I let him go on his own.

I stood for a while, and when I was about to leave, a gentle breeze blew across the branches, and the pink petals fluttered like butterflies.In the shadow of the flying flowers, I seem to see him standing under the peach branch, half-closed his eyes, and slightly raised his eyebrows.

That proud demeanor was the same as in the tomb, he looked at me coldly, raised his eyebrows and smiled lightly, so sharp that it made one's heart palpitate.

"What happened to you in the coffin chamber, after a while in and out, you have changed."

Compared with 20 years of forbearance, a one-day friendship seems absurd.

However, not everything in the world can be measured by time, it's just good luck.

Someone will stay together, and someone will be heartbroken.

The peach blossoms are blooming, and the beauty is crowned with beauty.The peach blossoms fade away, feeling dejected.

That day, Zhang Rui lay in bed, holding my hand tightly.I looked at him worriedly, and he looked at me affectionately, and said after a while: "I also hope that I wouldn't be so true to you at the beginning, so that I wouldn't be so reluctant now. If there is no young master, you will not Will you like me?"

18 years and three years.

The wind picked up again.

I turned and walked down the hall to the gate, letting it all fall behind me and not looking back.