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Li Liang opened his eyes early in the morning. In fact, he pursued seriously, and he didn't sleep all night.He hurriedly wrote out the plan, and knocked on the door of the room with titles such as "uninterested" and "boring person who disturbed people's sleep", in order to be able to drag Wang Nan until the middle of the night.

It's one thing to know, but in such a short distance, he really doesn't want to see any intimate behavior between Wang Nan and Fang Wenzhuo. Although he can't actually see it, but just thinking about it, he can't accept it.

He knew that he was the first to quit. He missed Wang Nan's most difficult time, and also missed the possibility of getting closer to Wang Nan.When Wang Nan's hand broke down, even though he was abroad, he heard about it.

It's just that when he heard about it, it was already more than half a year later.After all, foreign countries are not domestic, and he consciously controls himself to avoid snooker. Even big sports like football and basketball can be isolated as long as he wants to, let alone such a small sport.He later learned of this from the discussion of two foreign students.

At that time, he also thought about returning to China, but in the end he just thought about it.Only then did he gain a firm foothold abroad, and he gradually got rid of the strangeness of everything around him, but that was it.He still has no money, still no achievements.

What qualifications does he have to go back like this?What face does he have to face his mother, and what face does he have to face Wang Nan?Although he knew that Wang Nan wouldn't care if he was successful or not, but he always felt that he could no longer cling to Wang Nan like a branch.

During those days, he was depressed and hesitant. He felt that he had to do something, but he didn't know exactly what to do.Only by putting all his energy into his studies, then he can say he succeeded.It took him only five years to get his Ph.D. At this time, he had two options: one, to stay in the local school; two, to return to China.

In any case, the first option is better.

For ordinary domestic college entrance examination candidates, one book and key points are already good choices, but when it comes to the international world, it is generally difficult for these schools to find their rankings.Even his alma mater had to be found after the hundredth place, but the foreign school that extended an olive branch to him was quite famous.

Of course, if he stays abroad, he can only start with the most basic chores, and if he returns to China, he will have a gorgeous title all at once, but in terms of long-term development and his personal dreams, it is better to stay abroad s Choice.

But he still chose to return home.

"Do you know what this choice of yours means? It means that you will only be able to eat your laurels until you die! You have studied so hard and conquered almost everyone, just to go back to your laurels?"

It was Tony, his classmate and his constant rival for several years, howling after learning of his choice.

"You can't go back, I can't watch you ruin yourself!"

"What does it mean to destroy myself?"

"You are destroying yourself!"

"Then why didn't you destroy yourself?"

"Stay here, where you have the most timely information, the best equipment, and the most complete atmosphere, but when you return to China, you will only be disturbed by those boring politics, and you will find out in less than a year that the past was dominated by you Those who are left behind have already come ahead of you!"

"Tony, do you know elementary schools in China?"

"what?"

"Well, I think schools are similar all over the world. When you go to school, everyone tells you to study hard, otherwise you will be eliminated, you will not get a good job, you will not get the status you deserve So you have been working hard from elementary school to university, and then you have finally reached the point where you have nothing to learn. At this time, you can only do research. And you have to work hard to do research, otherwise... you will probably fall behind, yes It's not like this?"

"Yes, don't you like doing research?"

"I like it, but after that? What can I research?"

"You can work out anything. Science happens by chance."

"So I can be Einstein?"

……

"Newton?"

……

"Galileo?"

"...Listen, it's absurd for you to say that. You don't need to compare with these people...I'm not saying that you must not be better than these people. Science has accidents, and any accidents may appear. But there is no need for you to set such a goal. This is basically, fundamentally, fundamentally just finding reasons for yourself!"

"Well, so what if I become those people?"

"you!"

"They changed the world, but are they happy in themselves? Maybe, maybe not. I'll never be them, because I can't make exploration my whole life. There should be something else in my life, right now, I'm going to look for it, if you think this is destruction, then take me as destruction!"

He said these words in a chic way, but he had no idea in his heart.After he returned to China, the first thing he did was to find out about Wang Nan. Fortunately, Wang Nan was a celebrity and there was a lot of information about him.He was pleased to find that Wang Nan's grades were getting better and better during his absence.

Wang Nan can be seen at the World Championships, British Championships, and Wembley Masters.When you turn on the TV, you can always see his advertisements.All of this made him happy, but it was inevitable that he would be somewhat disappointed.

The reason why he stubbornly came back was because Wang Nan retired, and he forcefully presented the fantasy of leading him into another life.

When he went back, it happened to be during the World Championships. He watched Wang Nan defeat Bundy and ascend to the throne, watching the entire venue become a sea of ​​jubilation.He was smiling and excited over there, but for a while, he felt lonely again.

Through Hu Dangdang, he contacted Wang Nan again. At that time, he was still a little hesitant and confused, but when he found out about Wang Nan and Fang Wenzhuo, there was only regret left.

You know you missed it when you lose it, but you can't change it.He thought about confessing to Wang Nan, but he also knew that it would be of no use except to make them awkward.He couldn't give up on this, and he couldn't take any action, so he kept a close distance.

Fang Wenzhuo is a rough man.

Fang Wenzhuo is not good enough for Wang Nan.

There is no love between Fang Wenzhuo and Wang Nan.

He told himself so, and convinced himself so.

Then, he finally got his chance.Wang Nan wanted to engage in such a project with him.If it works out, he and Wang Nan will spend more time together, and Wang Nan will find that he is more suitable for him than Fang Wenzhuo.

In the conversation that day, he and Wang Nan did have a lot to say.He felt that he could understand Wang Nan's thoughts, he would support him, and was willing to help him with everything he wanted to do.Even if he discovered the tacit understanding between Wang Nan and Fang Wenzhuo, even if he felt that kind of interaction, he still encouraged himself to try again.

But the result...

He washed his face and brushed his teeth, came to He Jing's room, had breakfast with them, and then waited while playing cards.He didn't know exactly what he was waiting for, but he was very clear about what happened.He has no chance, and he knows it.But he sat there, almost masochistically waiting.

Then, finally waited for Wang Nan and Fang Wenzhuo, and then watched them leave together.

There is no chance, no more than now, he realizes this more clearly.

He went back to his room and stayed there in a drowsy state until he was about to leave. Then on the way, he found that he had two missed calls. They were very familiar numbers. He glanced at the two people sitting in front and dialed went back.

"Did you call me?"

"Yes, it is."

"what's up?"

"No, no... just, just want to ask when you will come back..."

Although he tried his best to conceal it, he could still hear the tension in that voice, and without even thinking about it, he knew that the person opposite must be blushing, and there might be a little fear in his eyes.

Zhang Wei.

Compared with this ordinary name, his other name is more famous - bone ashes.He has always hated this person, and he would contact him only to vent his anger for Wang Nan.At that time, he had just returned to China and came to G city. The university had not assigned him a job yet, so he watched Wang Nan's game while looking up his past information, and in these materials, the name of the ashes kept appearing. , and, always appear in a provocative capacity.

At this time, he was already a celebrity as small as a bone ash, and he had already arrived in City G from his city. He found his residence without much effort, and then sent someone to install a camera in his room.At that time, he just wanted to see if he could catch something against this person so that he would not dare to trouble Wang Nan again.Unexpectedly, there was an unexpected harvest, this person actually watched Wang Nan's game and masturbated.

When he saw the video, he felt that this person should be killed, but he still controlled himself—this matter is a scandal to the ashes, and Wang Nan will not be unaffected.Anyway, now that there is such a video, it will naturally make this person obedient in the future.

And it is true.After Gu Huizi knew that he had discovered the secret and had evidence, he behaved very well.He originally wanted Gu Huizi to stop confronting Wang Nan, but later found that Wang Nan not only didn't care about Gu Huizi's clamor, but also wanted to take advantage of it.

At this time, he should have no further contact with the ashes.But maybe it's because he's really boring, maybe it's because he can't forgive Gu Huizi's behavior, and of course it's more likely because he can get closer to Wang Nan from another aspect here, he and Gu Huizi's somewhat deformed The relationship stayed like that.

He didn't like bone ashes, but hearing his voice at this moment, he was inexplicably relieved.

"Miss me?"

"Ah, ah...um..."

He knew that the ashes over there must have stared wide-eyed and trembling all over, but he still said in a gentle tone: "Don't worry, I'll be back tomorrow at the latest."

He said, hung up the phone, and Fang Wenzhuo, who was driving, glanced at him in the rear car mirror: "What's the matter, girlfriend?"

His eyelashes drooped, he glanced at Wang Nan from the corner of his eye, and smiled slightly: "Yes."