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Fang Wenzhuo gritted his teeth, with a kind of resentment, Wang Nan blinked, and said a little confused: "What's wrong with you, these two days have been a little strange."

Fang Wenzhuo suddenly felt powerless, and there was still a deep sadness in his heart. He looked at Wang Nan in a daze.The obsession with this person ran through his entire youth and even youth.At the beginning, he wanted to take care of him, and later, he felt sorry for him and always wanted his forgiveness, and then, he had the kind of thoughts that could not be easily expressed.

When this person finally agreed to be with him, he was ecstatic and satisfied.Even if Wang Nan never said that he loved him and couldn't live without him, he didn't think it was a big deal.

He came in because Wang Nan needed his family.There's nothing wrong with them being able to get along like family.But now, he has doubts about his own idea.Was Wang Nan really not reluctant to be with him?Can their peaceful life really last forever?

If it's a couple, maybe they can get used to it for the sake of the children and the family without any principled issues, but they are two men, and one day, Wang Nan falls in love with someone else...

He inevitably thought of Li Liang.

Judging from the present, Wang Nan and Li Liang have more common language, and they also have mutual memories.Fang Wenzhuo is very aware of how much the feelings of youth have an impact on people. Take Ma Yunlong and Wu Qiang as examples. Both of them served as middle managers in his company.With their ability, hard work, and even their dedication to the company, they may not be as good as others. Even if they are not eliminated as veterans, they should be moved to a position.

But he still tried to find a suitable position for them, and tried to make them look like they could still sit in that position. Sometimes, he even wiped their buttocks himself.It is already difficult for him to drink and chat with them like in the past, and he is still willing to do so because of the memory of his youth.

He and Wu Qiang and Ma Yunlong are already in two worlds, and he is still willing to do that, let alone Li Liang and Wang Nan who share the same language.What's more, Li Liang has always been jealous of Wang Nan.

Thinking of this, he secretly gritted his teeth. Although he was a little frustrated, he was more ambitious - he would never give up!

Thinking this way in his heart, his face was still ashen, and Wang Nan also felt that something was wrong, so he leaned over and said, "Desk, what's wrong with you?"

Fang Wenzhuo turned his gaze elsewhere, and said in a deep voice, "Nanzi, what do I mean to you?"

"what?"

"I used to think that we were... lovers, but now I realize that I may be self-indulgent."

Wang Nan frowned, and after a while, he slowly said, "You mean... the thing I want to do this time?"

Fang Wenzhuo didn't speak, Wang Nan turned over and squatted beside him: "Desk, have you ever thought about the future? I mean, apart from your career, have you ever thought about yourself?"

Fang Wenzhuo hesitated for a moment, and said: "Adopt a child, if you want, it's best to have one. Of course, artificial insemination is used. In the future... we may try to immigrate, but this is not important."

When he said this sentence, he was still a little nervous, but Wang Nan was not angry.For children, he himself has no obsessions, but he knows Fang Wenzhuo's family, and he also knows that he will have a child sooner or later. This is what he thought about before they were together.Fang Wenzhuo's ability to keep away from artificial insemination for so long actually made him a little surprised and moved, but no matter how moved he was, he didn't need to bring it up first.

"Apart from these?"

Fang Wenzhuo fumbled for a cigarette. He seldom smokes now. Even if snooker is not a strenuous sport, Wang Nan still needs to maintain absolute health.

He took two puffs and decided to take this opportunity to say what he wanted to say: "What the hell do you mean? Yes, I pretended outside, smoked cigars with cologne and drank green tea, but in fact, I don't fucking care about these I don’t have many preferences. I can’t hear the different aesthetics of strings, zithers, and flutes. Compared with these, I prefer to sing “My sister, you sit on the bow” in KTV. So Nanzi, look at me After all, I am still a rough person. I don’t understand your crooked ways. I hope you can tell me what you have. If you can support it, I will support it. If you can’t, let me know. I don't like this kind of thing where everyone knows what you are going to do, but I am still at a loss, and I don't like this kind of thing where you get closer to others, and I can only watch from the side."

Wang Nan looked at him for a while, and then suddenly said, "Well, are you... jealous?"

Fang Wenzhuo was startled, and cursed in a low voice, but his face was a little red. He straightened his neck, and said with a posture that a dead pig is not afraid of boiling water: "Yes, I'm jealous, I don't only eat Li Liang's... The jealousy of the little boy, the jealousy of that little girl Hu Baobao, and those little pigs, horses, and cows, I don’t like them either, I’m just jealous!"

Wang Nan burst out laughing, Fang Wenzhuo stared at him fiercely.

"fool."

There was a bit of a smile in his voice, and a bit of soft intimacy. Fang Wenzhuo's heart couldn't help but shudder, and he wanted to rush over immediately, but he just stared at Wang Nan harder.Wang Nan sighed: "I will only say the following words once, in the future, don't point at me and say it again."

Fang Wenzhuo nodded with a stiff neck, although his face was uncomfortable, but his heartbeat couldn't help but speed up. Did he wait?Did he wait?Has he finally... waited?

"When I was a child, I often thought about...what is the purpose of my life. You know my environment at that time, I always felt that my existence was meaningless, and I always felt that...there is nothing worth pursuing in this world. "

Fang Wenzhuo listened to this once-in-a-lifetime confession with his ears open, but Wang Nan suddenly said this after being silent for a moment. After being disappointed, he cheered up again. This is Wang Nan... telling him about himself heart?Although it is not a confession, this opportunity is also very rare.

"I feel that my life is meaningless, and I can't think of what I need. I explore the essence of this world, thinking that I have seen through the world, and feel that the essence of human beings is selfish, and the essence of life is also composed of a lot of meaningless fame and fortune. , I thought I was disdainful of these. But then I found out that it was not, but that I was too lacking, because I couldn’t get it, so I had to pretend that I didn’t care and didn’t want it.”

He spoke slowly, as if he had gone back to the past. At that time, he could only look out the window with his chin up. The scenery outside the window was not beautiful. There was no repaired playground, low bungalows, and the sky seemed to be forever covered with a layer of gray.

He has too little, so he only has disdain, he doesn't know where to go, so he can only pretend to be careless.

"Later when I met you and went to the boss, I stopped thinking about it because I finally had something. At that time, all I thought about was how to prove my worth and how to earn more money. Money. I made a bet with Gu Hai, went to Huide, and practiced my skills desperately, just to get more money and make others look down on me. I got everything from snooker, and I thought it was me Now, I have a little reputation and a little money, although it is not much, but it should be enough for the rest of my life. We have been together for seven years, and I am very happy during these seven years."

He suddenly said such a sentence, Fang Wenzhuo was suddenly a little at a loss, he opened his mouth, wanted to say something, but couldn't say it for a while.

"You know, I haven't been in a relationship, and I don't seem to have fallen in love with anyone else, let alone a good experience with my family. I thought it would be good for us to be like this, but I didn't think that it might unintentionally make you Hurt." At this point, he grabbed his arm, looked him in the eyes, "I'm sorry."

Fang Wenzhuo's heart beat fast, he grabbed Wang Nan's hand and said, "You know, I don't want to hear you say I'm sorry."

"I see. If I have any thoughts in the future, I will tell you first."

Fang Wenzhuo hummed, and suddenly felt that he was looking for trouble for nothing, he secretly brushed aside this thought, and continued to look at Wang Nan with a sullen face.Wang Nan glanced at him, thought for a while, and said, "Over the years, I have been to many places, and I have also been to some places. When I go to these places, I want to play golf at first, and at most I want to see the local scenery. But in the process, I inevitably saw some other things. I found that in many countries, sports is a game, and they develop sports as a form of club, just like our hobby, play well, It’s a way out, if you don’t play well, you can do something else.”

"But our country is not good. Professionals and amateurs seem to be innate opposition in our country. If you are not a professional, you will not be able to achieve results, but even if you are a professional, you cannot guarantee results. To ensure that a child becomes a professional football player, The family needs to pay at least more than 30 yuan, and to become a professional snooker player, at least [-] yuan, and this is only the initial investment. Even if you become a professional, you need more investment if you want to improve.”

"Football is rotten in our country now. The whole country is scolding them, saying that they play match-fixing and manipulate gambling. This is of course bad, but why do they do this? They really have no conscience at all. , Don’t you have any love for your profession and your country? A national football qualification costs 30 yuan, which is only for the bureau. The coaches have to collect it, and the team has to collect it. How much is their annual salary?”

Speaking of this, there was a sneer on the corner of his mouth. These things had little to do with him, and he never thought about it.Who is he, no matter how many names the outside world puts on him now, after all, he is just an ordinary person, and tens of millions of assets are not even entry-level in this world—a good set for the imperial capital The villas at the point are all larger than this number.Until he saw Sun Chen in a branch of Huide.

Sun Chen, who was once considered the most talented player by them, was once his opponent, and there was a competition among them, but because of laziness and other reasons, he finally disappeared.

He didn't feel much about his disappearance at first.Well, the rich second generation, if you are interested, come to play a few games, and if you are not interested, it is normal to do other things.Unexpectedly, he was the most ordinary coach in the billiards shop set up by Huide in a small city.

"What else can I do if I don't do this." Perhaps seeing his surprise, Sun Chen said a little meaninglessly, "I don't want to go home and have a leisurely meal, so I must have something to do. Fortunately, I can also play snooker .Thanks to you, a big national player, more and more people are interested, and there are always some students."

"Oh……"

"Actually, I'm not bad. I still have a little friendship with Huide. I can come here to make a living. You look like Zhang Ke and Sun Qiang. Now I have no place to be a coach. I met Zhang Ke last time, you know What is he doing? Driving a taxi! His family took 10,000+ to let him learn snooker, but in the end he went to drive a taxi and rented it out. With that money, it was enough to buy him a taxi. car, or buy two suites, and now you can use it as an apartment, how cheap the house price was back then.”

He has very little impression of Zhang Ke and Sun Qiang, but he still knows that they are former opponents. It seems that they have played in the China Open back then. from.

He knew this in the past, and at that time, he had a different feeling from Sun Chen, the rich second generation.Inevitably, he began to pay attention to the players around him.He and Xiao Cheng seemed to be the best. Sun Mu gradually faded out after achieving certain results. Although he did not stop competing, he had already started to shift the center.Xiaolong even went to be a coach a few years ago, and it seems that what he did was not unhappy.But apart from them, those who have played together a few years ago, even if they are still in this circle, it is difficult to become a real professional.

From snooker, he saw other businesses.Those who can come out, and those who can make a living from this will always be only a small part, and most of them have become stepping stones for others.

Respecting the strong seems to be part of the competition, but athletes from other countries seem to be able to do other things.

Competition is cruel, but the system can be humane.

He can't say that the country's system is completely cruel, but he knows that something is wrong. Those high-level places are beyond his reach, but there are always some things he can do.During these days, he has been in a trance. On the one hand, he feels that he is whimsical.He was just an athlete, a snooker player without much mass base, but on the other hand, he felt he could do something.

As a snooker player, he has won a lot of honors, or most of the honors, only in terms of performance. What he is pursuing now is more championships.It can't be said to be numb, he likes this kind of sports after all, but the thoughts of his youth reappeared in his mind.

After he has enough materials and enough care, he thinks about the future and the meaning again. Maybe the problem he thinks about has not changed, but the essence has absolutely changed.

"The table, I have typed it out, but what if I didn't type it out? Or, what if there is no Huide? I didn't think there was anything in Huide before, but now I have to admit that it is really an amazing place." Said At this point, Wang Nan paused, "I think, I want to set up a similar one, maybe it can't reach the height of Huide, but I want to try to go out of another way, I think my future life is not just about playing. "

Fang Wenzhuo looked at his bright eyes, and didn't know how to speak for a while, Wang Nan suddenly smiled: "This is quite something, I didn't want to say it at first."

"What? It's nothing. You can have this idea... Well, it's amazing, it's amazing." Fang Wenzhuo said dryly, feeling that he was really petty. What was he thinking about Li Liang, Baby Hu and that group of animals? Wang Nan was already thinking about these things, "If there is anything I can do, just say it."

Wang Nan smiled and stared at him until he saw that Fang Wenzhuo's heart was trembling, and then he said slowly: "I used to think you are very smart, but now I realize that you and the boss have the same virtue."

Fang Wenzhuo frowned, Wang Nan doubted his IQ, but why should he be connected with Hu Dangdang?

"At the beginning, the boss always pretended to be deaf and dumb in front of He Jing. He felt that he was delaying He Jing. He didn't even think about it. His conditions were obvious. Could He Jing not know? If He Jing didn't like him, why bother with him like that ?”

As he said that, he smiled and turned around. Fang Wenzhuo was startled, and swallowed secretly, his ears almost swayed in the wind, but Wang Nan didn't know what to say.Fang Wenzhuo is in a hurry, although he can hear the meaning, but the vague words are even more itchy.

He gritted his teeth secretly, and immediately wanted to pinch Wang Nan, and was about to make a move, but Wang Nan suddenly sighed: "If I didn't like you, why did I have to make do with you for so many years?"

With this sound, it was like an angry cherry suddenly exploded, those obsessions suddenly turned into black scorched, and the dust fell, Fang Wenzhuo's heart was green and clean as if there were no zombies, and he almost wanted to laugh out loud.

He turned over and pressed Wang Nan: "What do you mean by make do?"

Wang Nan squeezed his arm: "Isn't it okay? Are you able to give birth to a child or your body is soft."

As he spoke, he wanted to roll his eyes, and suddenly felt that something was wrong. Sure enough, before he could recover, Fang Wenzhuo bit his lips, and began to drill into his clothes with both hands. They had just soaked in the hot spring and wore It was a bathrobe from the hotel, and it was invaded by Fang Wenzhuo almost without any obstruction.

As soon as Wang Nan turned around, his left waist fell into Fang Wenzhuo's hand, and when he twisted to the side, the vital point fell into Fang Wenzhuo's other hand.How could they make each other comfortable after being together for such a long time? It couldn't be clearer. Before Wang Nan had time to resist, he was teased out of interest.

A groan emerged from the corner of Wang Nan's lips. Fang Wenzhuo couldn't bear the hoarse and suppressed voice. He let go of one hand and touched the head of the bed. Just as he was about to enter the alley, the doorbell suddenly sounded. Fang Wenzhuo was stunned. , and then buried his head again.

Wang Nan wanted to push him, but his body was crushed to death, and his mouth was blocked tightly. Only following Fang Wenzhuo up and down, in a daze, he vaguely felt that it was Hu Dangdang who opened the door, and then It seemed that there was some voice, and it seemed that he was called, but at that time, they were all at a critical moment, and they couldn't care about these anymore.

Maybe it was suppressed for a long time, maybe it was because he heard the rare confession, Fang Wenzhuo was very excited that night, only made both of them sweat profusely, as if they were fished out of the water before they stopped.Wang Nan wanted to protest, but at this moment he could only stare at him.

He had just experienced a love affair, and his eyes were still wet. This stare, although Fang Wenzhuo knew that he didn't mean it, couldn't help but feel agitated, couldn't help it, and leaned forward again.

"roll!"

Fang Wenzhuo kissed his eyes: "I am not soft, but I am tough."

"……You wait."

Fang Wenzhuo's back went numb, his heart felt cold, and he didn't dare to trouble him anymore, so he patted him on the back: "Good boy, go to sleep."

Wang Nan snorted secretly, but he didn't say anything else. He was really tired. If there is any account, we will settle it later.The next day, both of them inevitably got up late, and when they opened the door, the buffet in the hotel was over, and He Jing looked at them maliciously, and even pulled Baby Hu: "Hey, don't trouble your godfather today, your godfather is tired."

Hu Baobao stared, not quite understanding why her godfather was still tired after sleeping for so long.Hu Dangdang shook his head and didn't say anything, just said: "I still have some snacks, you two make do with it, it's not far from lunch."

Rao is that Wang Nan is no longer that young boy. Seeing this posture, he couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed, so he secretly kicked Wen Zhuo below. His kick was really merciless. Fang Wenzhuo suffered from pain, but he didn't show it on his face. , just looked at Wang Nan very aggrieved.

"Nanzi?" Li Liang said suddenly.

"what."

"I went to have fun with you yesterday, but...you seem to have fallen asleep."

"Ah." Wang Nan didn't know how to deal with it, so she coughed, "Then... what do you want from me?"

Li Liang looked at Wen Zhuo below, lowered his eyes, and said softly: "It's nothing, it's just that my students wrote out the draft of the plan, I want you to read it, at Boss Hu's place, you read it... …Let’s talk about it if you have any ideas.”

"Okay, then I'll watch after I have something to eat."

"……it is good."

Wang Nan and Fang Wenzhuo followed He Jing to look for snacks, and Hu Dangdang patted Li Liang on the shoulder: "You are fine now, don't feel uncomfortable looking for it."

"I do not……"

"The two of them may indeed be different, but just like me and Xiao Jing, since we decided to be together, we never thought about leaving each other."

Li Liang's expression froze, and then slowly lowered his head.