Star road

Everything is easier said than done.

As soon as Chen Xing's wish for many years appeared, she was obsessed with this matter, and she didn't sleep well for many nights.I just felt that my heart was surging, setting off an impatient wave.

Because this dream is not only his own.Because many things happened in the middle, I feel that this dream has been delayed for a long, long time.

But if you think about it carefully, you will find that things are not easy to carry out.Is it just setting up a venue for a concert?What kind of onion is he?Attracting some girls who don't know how to make a name is not bad...

After tossing around like this for several nights, Xiao Ye couldn't bear to watch it any longer. He felt distressed and couldn't laugh or cry and said, "Xing'er, calm down... You can see that your dark circles have come out..."

Of course Chenxing knows that she should be calm, but what should she do if she can't control her thoughts?

Xiao Ye said, "You haven't graduated from university yet, listen to me, at least graduate."

"I know..." Chen Xing gritted his teeth on Xiao Ye's arm depressedly.

Xiao Ye's skin is thick and fleshy, and it is most suitable for grinding when his teeth are itchy.

Xiao Ye wiped the saliva left by someone on his arm, "We'll go see him when we're free."

"Who are you looking at?" Chen Xing stopped grinding his teeth, and it took him a long time to realize, "You mean?"

Xiao Ye nodded, looked at him with a smile, his eyes were filled with narrow eyes, "Don't grind your teeth anymore?"

Chen Xing almost jumped up, and kissed Xiao Ye on the cheek with a slap, "That's great! I love you! I love you!"

Looking at Chen Xing's shining eyes, Xiao Ye couldn't help but hug him and give him a kiss... Good guy, I've never heard him say I love you before, but now he's not stingy in expressing his love.Xiao Ye naturally knew that this I love you is different from the other I love you, but he was still quite shocked.

Chen Xing was immersed in his embrace with all his heart and eyes, surrounded by the reassuring masculine breath.The man understands everything he needs in his heart, and he has nothing to repay for this love. He can only...stay quietly in his place and protect each other.

Xiao Ye wanted to pamper him, so he let him pet him, and wanted to arrange everything for him, so he accepted...

The two seem to be in an unequal dependent-dependent relationship, but so what?This kind of relationship is the most suitable for them.

He is willing to be the child in his arms forever.

On the weekend, Xiao Ye flew to country C with Chen Xing.

Chen Xiao was buried in the small southern town where the two lived.Grandma Liu and Lynch took care of his affairs after death. At that time, Chen Xing was just a child and had no financial means, and Lynch paid for the expenses.

Chen Xiao was an orphan and had no relatives, and Lin Qi didn't inform anyone he knew before, so Chen Xiao walked very quietly along the way.Lin Qi still knew Chen Xiao well, so he chose a secluded cemetery.

After Chen Xing was taken away by Lynch, he came back to visit the tomb once, but unfortunately, he left Xiao Ye for a period of time, but because of his feelings for Xiao Ye, he felt inexplicably guilty and never set foot on the land of Country C. .

If it wasn't for Xiao Ye's initiative to mention it, Chen Xing would not know when he would come back.

This is the season of revival of all things. There are dense weeds on both sides of the narrow path, dotted with unknown small wild flowers, showing vitality.Chen Xing and Xiao Ye walked among them, and the smell of the soil somehow made him a little stuffy.

In Chen Xing's mind, Chen Xiao is the embodiment of all good things, but such an important spiritual support has been abandoned here alone. For more than ten years, he has not visited once.He should...should often come to pull out the redundant weeds, should tell him about his inadequacies in life and affairs, should report the progress of the profession, and then lie in front of the grave and listen to the teachings from his father...I can't imagine, if I saw the weeds overgrown In the deserted grave, would Chen Xing pluck out all her hair as weeds?

The cemetery is not far away, and it takes less than two hours to walk there.Not desolate, not overgrown, obviously taken care of.

Xiao Ye's eyes were burning, and he noticed that the tombstone was very smooth, which was the result of being touched for a long time.

Chen Xing rushed over and knelt down and kowtowed three times, "Dad, Dad... I'm here to see you, the unfilial son is here to see you..."

Tears flowed out in a flash, and fell on the green grass in front of him drop by drop.Xiao Ye put down the flowers in his hands, bowed solemnly and bowed his head, then stood silently aside.

As soon as Chen Xing came here, she lost control of her tears, and all the random thoughts in her head just disappeared in an instant, and she just kept talking intermittently in her mouth.

"……sorry Sorry……"

I still remember that time, he stood in front of his humble and insignificant self, and said, from now on, the violin will be your friend, if you don’t want to talk, let her speak for you... the bow is your voice, helping you make a clear sound , the strings are your tongue, which will reveal the words deep in your heart...

Everyone in the village regards him as a weed, wishing to get rid of it quickly. Only he, who is a fairy, regards himself as a treasure... At the moment when his life was dying, when he was helplessly abandoned by his adoptive mother again, he took on the role of teacher. The dual responsibilities of father and father wash away the desperation in my heart and give me irreplaceable warmth.

At the last moment before closing his eyes, in the small courtyard in the south of the Yangtze River, with the breeze blowing, he played the swan song of life, "Xiao Xing, I have been writing this song since the day I saw you, and I have been writing it all the time." It took more than four years, until today, to complete the ending part. The name of the song is Chen Xing, named after you. I wrote this specially for Xiao Xing. Do you like it?"

"I like it, I like it..." Chen Xing choked up, fumbled for the violin he was carrying, played the song "Chen Xing", tears were hidden in the melody.

The thin figure appeared in front of his eyes, as beautiful as a lotus flower, and as elegant as a moonlight.He whispered in his ear, "Xiao Xing, I'm sorry, Dad can't accompany you in the future. I'm sorry, I can't continue to teach you how to practice the piano, I can't see you shining on the stage, but I know, Xiao Xing, forever It is the brightest star among all the stars." He stroked the crystals from the corners of his eyes with his pale fingers, and calmly faced the end of life, "Silly child, don't cry, everything is fate."

Xiaoxing, my dream is entrusted to you, you have to help me fulfill it.I hope that the violin sound belonging to our father and son can spread to every corner of the world.From now on, I will live in the music of Xiao Xing and fly with you.

……

Xiao Ye saw Chen Xing staring at the front in a daze, as if he had lost his soul, he stepped forward to hold his waist in panic.He didn't know what Chen Xing recalled specifically, but it was conceivable that it was the past that he couldn't participate in.Xiao Ye blamed himself strongly. It can be said that Xing'er's past sufferings were all caused by his negligence. He couldn't help being jealous of Chen Xing's deep feelings for Chen Xiao, but he had no right to be jealous.I even want to thank him from the bottom of my heart and respect him.

Xing'er's current state is very worrying, Xiao Ye pondered whether he should be brought here at this time, maybe it would be more appropriate to come back when he fulfills his dream.However, apart from this method, Xiao Ye couldn't think of any other method to relieve Chen Xing from that impatience.A large part of this is caused by guilt towards Chen Xiao, and only Chen Xiao can comfort Xing'er.

Ten seconds, wait another ten seconds, if Xing'er continues to lose her soul, Xiao Ye won't be able to care so much anymore, he plans to forcefully hug Chen Xing back.

Xiao Ye stared at Chen Xing's pale face, silently counting, one, two, three... ten!

Chen Xing's body flew into the air, and was picked up by the anxious man.

"Xiao Ye?"

Xiao Ye paused, took a few steps to the side, carefully placed Chen Xing on the grass, walked to Chen Xiao's grave, bowed and saluted.

"Thank you." He said two words succinctly, then walked back and picked up the sluggish Chen Xing, and went down the mountain without saying a word.Chen Xiao, I thank you and respect you.

Chen Xing was about to say something, but saw Xiao Ye's face sinking like water, obediently leaning his head on the man's shoulder.

When the two returned to the hotel, Chen Xing had a good night's sleep, and the next day, he woke up refreshed.Xiao Ye thought with satisfaction, yes, it seems that Xing'er is thinking about it for the time being.Xing'er knows the reason why he can't eat hot tofu in a hurry. What he needs is actually an explanation.To Chen Xiao, explain to her face why she can't do that now.

The two had a general guess about the reason why Chen Xiao's cemetery was clean, but they didn't mention it tacitly.Chen Xing didn't know about Xiao Ye's revenge on Lin Qi's wife back then, but he didn't want to mention it because he was hated by their family.And Xiao Ye didn't mention it, naturally he didn't want Chen Xing to know what he did back then.

After breakfast, Chen Xing took Xiao Ye to the previous residence. The house was rented by a woman in her thirties. Chen Xing said politely that she was the former tenant, and wondered if the willow tree in the yard could come in. have a look.The woman is very warm and hospitable, coupled with Chen Xing's well-dressed clothes and polite conversation, they greeted the guests with smiles, made two cups of tea, and served homemade snacks.

The yard has not changed much, but the feeling is completely different. The reclining chair is not there, but a delicate coffee table and rattan chair are placed in the other direction, which loses the flavor in memory.Or the only constant is the weeping willow.

Standing under the weeping willows, Chen Xing asked the hostess, "Does Granny Liu next door still live here?"

"Yes. I was picked up by my son to travel last week. Speaking of which, Granny Liu is really a good person. There is someone in the neighborhood who is willing to help with everything. Only such a good person is very lucky. Seeing how filial her children are, she seems to have gone abroad. Woolen cloth……"

After eating snacks and drinking tea, the two left and Chen Xing was really relieved.

He didn't regret that he didn't see Granny Liu, but he was afraid that what he heard would be some bad news.It sounds like the old man is still in good health. Granny Liu is one of the few people who really care about him. She wishes the old man good luck and a long life.

They didn't stop much, and they set off on their way back that day.

Yes, the way home. Country B, city N, is his home.

Xiao Ye continued to be busy with his career, earning a lot of money and holding a lot of power.Chen Xing continued to be a college student. Most of the time, following Gu Mingtang's running all over the world, he strived to carve his own mark in the music industry... The two lived a life of gathering less and more, and whenever Chen Xing's performance competition came to an end, he returned home. , Xiao Ye would drop everything in his hands and rush home, and then spend the whole night in bed carnival.They want to deeply engrave each other's marks in their bones, and they will not allow the slightest indifference.

Each has its own life, but always returns to a common place.

In this way, time passed slowly, two winters and summers passed, and Chen Xing was about to graduate.