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Things finally turned around, and my neighbor was willing to testify that he witnessed the murder that night, and it was another man who did it, not me.So my suspicions became smaller.

In the end, it was Xiao Tan who sent me out of the police station. He told me several times to handle the case fairly and let me be considerate. Now I just want to go home and sleep early.

Before I left, I glanced at the gate of Xucheng Police Station. It was ordinary and nothing special, but I always felt that this matter was not over.

In fact, even without the testimony of the neighbors, they cannot be 100% sure of my murderer. Who would kill someone in front of their own door?Moreover, the autopsy report clearly stated that the murder weapon was a scalpel.Of course, the autopsy report was delivered the night after I left, which is what Xiao Tan told me not long after.

But these have nothing to do with me for the time being.In a blink of an eye, I was home.The crime scene in front of the house has not been cleared, and it is surrounded by a cordon. I have no choice but to smash the window glass and climb in through the window.

The furnishing of the house is the same as when I left it, with or without me.The house is very big, and I wanted to raise a dog, but I thought it was too troublesome, so I'd better live alone.

A year ago, Lu Xiao and I hadn't broken up, we were living together, and we lived together in every part of the house.Lu Xiao is a graduate student of Xucheng University, and now he is studying abroad, and the different places are also a reason for us to break up.

Lu Xiao is not my student, he is from the Department of Mathematics.But Lu Xiao is too dazzling, the whole school knows his looks and grades, basketball, skateboarding, he is good at everything, and everyone pays attention to what he does.He was born that way, and he didn't think there was anything wrong with it.

So, when I found out that Lu Xiao was chasing me, I was very surprised.I didn't care much about who I was and what he was, and for other reasons, I said yes.

Soon he moved in with me, he is really a good partner, at least I don't have to wake up in a dream, alone.

I knew it was over when he told me that a university abroad had offered him an offer.During that time we quarreled and had a cold war because of some things, I always remember his happy expression when he told me the news, he was very happy, he should be happier.He's like a bird I saved, he doesn't belong to me.

Nobody belongs to me, only I belong to me.

So I told him, let's break up.He is very sad, he always thinks that I can't bear the gossip about teacher-student relationship, but what is gossip, I have already understood it.

But Lu Xiao has a little habit. He knows that my life is very sloppy, things are not put back in their place, and my life is always irregular, so he often leaves me some small notes, which are nothing more than "drink milk before going to bed." ", "Remember to eat breakfast", "U disk is on the table" these words.

He moved out of my house that day and I didn't want to see him and hid outside all day.When I got home, the house was covered with notes.

"I know you are uncomfortable, and I understand you, and I will always love you."

"I'm leaving, I miss you."

"Don't always eat sandwiches for breakfast, drink more porridge to nourish your stomach."

"Don't drink any more. You don't drink well, and no one takes care of you when you're drunk."

"Be careful in the lab, don't get hurt."

And so on.

I read them one by one, then went to wash and sleep, woke up the next day, and tore up all these notes.

Gotta start a new life.

But strangely, the note didn't disappear.I don't know from which day, I saw the note again.

"Don't be too busy, go to bed early."

I pinched the note, my knuckles turned white, and finally threw it into the trash can.For this reason, I specially called Lu Xiao, his voice was lazy and full of sleepiness.

"You're back?"

"I didn't come back, what's wrong?"

He is still in America.

"...nothing." I said.

After this sentence, we didn't talk any more, it was very quiet.

"Nothing, I'll hang up." I said.

"and many more--"

"What's wrong?" I asked.Strangely, I don't have that throb anymore, my heart doesn't beat for him anymore.

"Su Hanxue, I miss you very much." Lu Xiao's voice sounded bitter, but I seemed to be listening to someone else's story.

I sighed, "Lu Xiao, I don't love you anymore."

"Why?" His voice suddenly rose, and he rarely lost his composure like this.

"I suddenly figured it out. I did like you very much before, and you are very good."

Lu Xiao didn't speak any more. No one would look good after being said that by his ex. He was silent for a long time, and I became a little impatient.

"Sorry to bother you, or I'll hang up—" I said.

"Su Hanxue." Lu Xiao's voice was very low, like the love words he used to whisper in my ear, calling my name over and over again, and he would laugh when he called. "How can there be such a cute name." He said at the time.Then he would come and hug me.

That was Xu Cheng's first snowfall.

But now we are separated by an ocean, only connected to each other by cold telephone lines.

"Su Hanxue," he called my name over and over again, like a stubborn child, "Su Hanxue, do you really have a heart?"

I don't know what to say to him.It is a very wicked thing to live up to a person's sincerity, and I will indeed suffer retribution, and I have already suffered retribution before I met him.

In the end it was he who hung up the phone.

I go to school, then go home, then go to bed.When I woke up the next day, the note in the trash can was gone.

Every day is like this, every day there is a new note, every day the note disappears.

This is not my handwriting.

I am hallucinating.

So I went to see a psychiatrist.It was recommended by a friend, a doctor named Gan Lin.

She is in her thirties, and no one is allowed to enter when she is not smiling, but she is always smiling.I told her about Lu Xiao and the hallucinations, and she comforted me that it wasn't a big deal, it was just that I was hit emotionally, and I was very busy recently, and my body couldn't keep up with nutrition, so the hallucinations appeared.She prescribed some medicine for me and asked me to take it on time, and said that I could talk to her if I had any concerns.

But I'm not sure if those medicines are effective, because the notes still appear, but they appear less frequently, usually twice a week, and because of those medicines, sometimes my head is dizzy and lethargic, but the quality of sleep is not the same. not good.

All in all, I went home, washed up briefly, and went to bed.

When I woke up the next day, there was a new note on the bedside.

"don’t worry."