[American Entertainment] Crazy ex-boyfriend
Chapter 60 Love in the Alluring City [End Chapter]
River Phoenix left Hailey's house in a happy mood.Out of the gate,? Walked to the side of the road, and even jumped up for joy.
Light as a swallow!
Couldn't be happier!
This is the first time he has a clear expectation of the "future".
This is great!
Hayley, or, Elizabeth,? Well, whatever her name is,? Whatever her last name is, she is she,? His babybear, and he loves her.
God!This is love, right?
It's not the first time he fell in love, and he was very happy when he was with Martha,? But they were too young at the time, didn't know how to cherish,? Martha... Girls are always more mature than boys,? Just Even Hailey,? Looks more mature than him most of the time.
Robert...he said,? Only love is not enough. "Love" is a feeling that is too empty and may not last long. You have to work hard to maintain a love,? It's not just saying "love" "enough.
But,? How to do it?
He doesn't really know.
house?Hayley was right,? With a house,? He would feel that it was his "home" and he should leave Arlene's house and have his own.Arlene will always be his mum, that won't change, but he also wants to have his own home - think about it, he'll live with Hailey, they'll get married, have kids, don't Too many, two, one boy and one girl, how perfect that would be!
Hailey can do whatever she wants and he will make good money and let her live the same life as before.
It's not difficult.
He thought of his and Hailey's children in the future, the little guy in his arms, with a small face, small hands and feet!How wonderful that would be!
How lovely the world is, the first dawn is on the horizon, and the sky is already dawning.
October 10th, Saturday, no work.
In the morning, I went back to the hotel to sleep for half a day, and then got up at 1:[-] noon, and went down to eat.
He told Rain and Jacques that he was going to look at the house, and that he wanted to buy his own house near Beverly Hills, and his sister and brother agreed.
It made him even happier.
Jacques didn't see outsiders, and quickly said that he had to reserve a room for him at home.
"Ask Hailey if she agrees. If she doesn't, sorry bro."
"Are you going to live with Hailey?" Rain asked.
Rui Fan thought about it, since she said she wanted him to buy a house, she probably wanted to live with him?Did he mention cohabitation?It seems not, but don't worry, she hasn't graduated yet anyway.
"probably."
When I got back to my room, I immediately called Hailey and asked her if she wanted to hang out with them tonight.They agreed to go to a few nightclubs, and they were going to perform at Johnny Depp's The? Viper? Room. The?Viper?Room is now the hottest nightclub in Hollywood, and everyone wants to be on stage at his house.
"Did you agree with Depp to go to the show?"
"No, I just got back to Los Angeles and haven't seen him in the past few days. We may go to another bar first, and then go to The? Viper? Room later."
"Okay, what time are you coming to pick me up?"
"7 o'clock in the afternoon, okay? Let's go to eat first, I've made a reservation for the restaurant."
"okay."
Dinner was perfect.
Hailey wore a bright yellow Parisian satin short dress, a printed silk long coat, and a pair of black motorcycle boots on her feet, a handsome yet charming mix-and-match style.
They ate at a restaurant in West Hollywood, Rui Fan didn't bring his brother and sister, nor his other friends, just the two of them.
He took the initiative to mention that he had found a real estate agent, "He asked me what kind of house I want, how many rooms, how many bathrooms, and the size of the house. I don't know much about these." He frowned in distress, "What do you think of you? What kind of house do you want?"
Look how skillful and pleasing his questions are!
Hai Li laughed suddenly, "Why do you ask me? I'm not going to live here."
"Can't you live?" He seemed surprised.
"No, that's your house."
"The real estate certificate can write your name."
She laughed again, "The house I don't live in, why write my name?"
"Write your name, and you will want to live in the past." He pressed his hand on the back of her hand, and slowly drew a circle on the back of her hand, "OK?"
"what!"
"Live with me, live in our house." Just saying this, I feel sweet in my heart, and a joy that cannot be clearly described arises in my heart, and I suddenly have a feeling for the "future". Really looking forward to it.
Hailey said nothing.
He lowered his head and thought for a while, "Robert...Robert proposed to you, I was angry at the time, and why did he fight with me. I'm actually very happy that you didn't agree to him. Babybear, I may not understand Marriage and family, but I want to be with you, which is something I never thought about before—no, I mean, I will never love anyone else but you."
"What about Martha?"
He smiled shyly and embarrassedly, "Martha is my first love, but you are my favorite. I can't say I will forget her, since I work in Hollywood, I will always meet her on such and such occasions .If I lie it's my fault. Hayley, baby, do you want me to get on my knees and propose to you?"
Hailey lowered her eyes, her thick eyelashes flickering.Soon, she looked up at him, "Are you asking for marriage?"
Rui Fan felt that the conversation between them was a bit strange, but Hai Li was never an ordinary girl, so she didn't care much about the plot of kneeling down to propose marriage with a ring in her hand. "I want you to stay with me, we live together, and if you think I'm okay, we can find time to get married."
"You have to make sure you think it through."
"I think very clearly."
"Don't use me to get rid of Arlene's control over you, I can't deal with her for you."
He hurriedly said: "Absolutely not. I figured it out, my mother loves me very much, but if her love is already a kind of pressure for me, it's not right, it shouldn't be like this. Sometimes I am very envious The relationship between Helen and you, Helen loves you, although she can't express her love for you, she has done everything for you, she let you be a child at a child's age, instead of—"
He couldn't go on.
Hai Li pulled out her hand and pressed it on the back of his hand, "Don't think about the past, it's all in the past. Although I don't ask you to kneel down to propose, you should have a ring."
He hurriedly took out the diamond ring he showed her in the early morning, "Here it is."
She took the ring box, opened it, and tried to put the ring on the ring finger of her left hand: it was a little tight.
"I'll take it to change the ring."
"No." She took off the ring and put it back in the ring box. "I will accept the ring first. After you have talked with Arlene and bought your own house, I will also give you a ring, so we will be considered engaged."
got engaged!It sounds like a gratifying thing!
Rui Fan seemed to be floating.
Alas, he has been floating since morning.
He didn't really understand why Hailey agreed to get engaged, but he never really understood her way of thinking, so after thinking about it for a while, he stopped thinking about "why" and started thinking about "in a few days".
Now that they're "approximately" engaged, Hailey will have to have her say on house matters.He doesn't trust his own aesthetics very much, Haili has a good eye, she can definitely pick a house that she likes, a house that they both like, and they will live in the house for decades—— Just thinking about it makes him so happy!
So, you think about a girl, you want to be with her, and you look forward to being together for decades to come, it must be love.
"I love you."
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
He was going to keep telling her that.
He takes her home to change clothes.
He didn't quite understand this point, but she was actually well dressed, she wouldn't look too stiff even when she went to nightclubs, taking off her coat, she was a very beautiful all-purpose little skirt that could go out on the street or go to nightclubs.He remembered her daily life, changing at least 4 or 5 sets of clothes a day, and there was always a new season in the closet.
He likes her wearing beautiful skirts, she looks beautiful in everything she wears, like a little fairy.His girlfriend - oh, from now on he could call her "fiancée" - was a sweetheart, and he wanted her to dress nicely every day.
How happy he is now!Can't think of Robert at all.
But at night, he and Hailey had a big fight in The? Viper? Room.
It's Halloween, and there are dance parties everywhere in Hollywood, and the various nightclubs are full of people coming and going.
They went to two other nightclubs first, Rui Fan drank two glasses of cocktails, not many.
Friends made fun of him, asking if Hailey wouldn't let him drink.He said no, but secretly looked at her out of the corner of his eyes.
Hailey said nothing.
He knew she didn't like his "friends" apart from his siblings, and sometimes didn't like Keanu too much.He doesn't take her to meet his friends very often because he doesn't know how to balance the relationship between friends and girlfriends.
He vaguely realized that Hai Li and him were not of the same type at all. She should be with a rich young man like David Bashrov. They were of the same class.And he was a nameless boy who was once so poor that he couldn't even fill his stomach.
They left this nightclub, went to the next nightclub, stayed for more than an hour, and arrived at The? Viper? Room after 11 o'clock.
The?Viper?Room was overcrowded, he took Haili to find another friend of his, he was supposed to arrange for Rui Fan to perform in The?Viper?Room, but now he said, sorry bro, there is no time for you.
Rui Fan was quite depressed.
Hayley couldn't understand his frustration, "What happened? Why?"
"I don't know, he... just said no, he didn't give me time."
"what does that mean?"
"That is to say, I have brought the guitar for nothing!" He said fiercely.
She thought for a while, "This kind of thing is easy to solve, just use money."
Rui Fan was stunned, "With money?"
"Why? Can't it work?" She was also stunned: everything can be solved with money, and there are few problems that money can't solve.
He seems to have just realized that she understands the magic of money: yes, it can be solved with money! In The?Viper?Room, not only his friends appeared on stage, as long as he paid enough price, he could of course buy a few minutes of appearance time.
The?Viper?Room does not charge singers or bands for performances, nor does it charge guests additionally.He knew Johnny Depp, but he hadn't gotten to know him well enough.
It was a while before he said, "Don't do that. It's just one night, nothing."
But he was still depressed.There is a strong sense of loss when you were looking forward to something, only to find out that it is not at all.
Within a few minutes, someone handed him a glass of wine. He was still thinking about his performance, so he took the glass without thinking too much and took a sip.
He didn't continue to drink because Hai Li glared at him angrily.
He froze for a moment, and quickly put the wine glass on the table next to him, "Sorry, I forgot."
She was obviously very upset, "You've had several drinks tonight. If you want to drink, you can come to my house to drink."
He laughs, "That's different—OK, I was wrong, I shouldn't drink. From now on, even if you let me drink, I won't drink."
He leaned close to her, hugged her tightly, "Let's go dance. Don't be angry, you look like a bear, a small, stupid bear. Bear? baby—baby? bear— "
She pushed him away angrily, "Don't think that I will forgive you if you say a few nice words, you are always like this, you don't even remember what you just promised me a few hours ago, I really hate you so."
"What's wrong with me? What's wrong with you?" He was very confused.
"You don't mean what you say!"
"Isn't it just a glass of wine?! I haven't finished drinking it yet!" He said angrily.
"Is it a glass of wine? It's your attitude!"
He couldn't figure out why she was so angry just because of a glass of wine!He couldn't figure out how things got to this point. The two had a big fight on the edge of the dance floor. The music was very loud. Hai Li raised her voice, but after a few words, she left angrily.
Rui Fan was stunned for a while.
Rain said anxiously, "Hurry up and catch up with her."
He just woke up like a dream, and chased him out.
The? Viper? Room entrance.
Rui Fan didn't see Hai Li, she drove the car they drove away.
He hesitated, he should go to her house to find her now, she will not run around, she must have gone home.
There were still people waiting at the entrance of the bar, and some people were smoking beside the entrance.
He walked over and asked someone for a cigarette.Someone asked him if he wanted marijuana, and he said no.
Jacques came out, "Where's Haili?"
"I don't know. Let's go."
"You should go find her."
He was upset, "What happened to her?"
Jacques said tentatively, "Maybe, Rain will know? I mean, Rain is also a girl—"
"No," Rui Fan smiled wryly, "Do you think Hai Li can be the same as anyone in our family?"
"—she's really different."
"I don't understand her, I have never understood her." He suffered for no reason, "I thought that as long as I love her and she loves me, that's enough."
Jacques looked at his brother very sympathetically.He was about to say something when he suddenly heard a loud voice coming from the door of the bar, and someone screamed, saying that someone should call 911.
Several people who were smoking looked towards the door of the bar.
A young man stumbled out of the bar and collapsed on the side of the road within a few steps, convulsing all over his body and foaming at the mouth.Several people circled anxiously around the young man, but no one knew what to do.
Someone went to a phone booth on the side of the road to call the police.
Everyone knew what happened: the unfortunate guy must have had a lot of knocks.
Rui Fan whispered to Jacques: "Look, this guy! You must not be like this guy."
Jacques nodded a little scared.
Rain didn't know when she came out, and walked in front of her brothers, her face pale, "It's terrible! Danny—Danny drank the glass of wine you drank before, and he became like this—Ray Fan, are you okay? Are you okay?"
The Phoenix brothers stared together: "What? What!"
It turns out that one is trying to hide from the other, and you can't find her at all.
Hailey is not at Villa Bel Air, nor is she in Berkeley.
Her Berkeley apartment, which she shared with Robert Downey Jr., had been checked out in September.River did not find Hailey in Bel Air, nor did he find her in Berkeley.
She asked for leave and didn't go to class.And it is impossible for Rui Fan to stay in Berkeley and wait for her to appear.
In November, he goes to Berkeley once a week for two days.
In December, I went to Berkeley twice.
Then came the Christmas holidays.
Jacques helped him find out from Villa Bel-Air that Miss Hayley did not go home and went on vacation in Europe, in Spain.
Rui Fan immediately flew to Spain, but she was not in Madrid and she was not in Barcelona.He scoured the large hotels in both cities.
On the streets of Barcelona, he realized painfully that even if he found Hai Li, she would probably ignore him.
He returned to Florida lonely and lost, stayed on the farm until after the New Year, and hurried back to Los Angeles.He still has work to do, and without love, he can't stop working.
Although she didn't answer the phone and couldn't find her, Hayley left him a letter, which was delivered to him by the maid of Bel-Air Villa.
"River, you are the river that flows through my life. You are destined to flow forever and not stop for anyone. I love you, I have loved you from the first moment I saw you, but I can also let go Your love. Some people live for love and can't do anything without love, I am not. I like the happy time with you, but the love between us can't be mixed with other things, otherwise it will not be so pure and beautiful I don't like to argue with you. I shouldn't argue with you about the details of you that bother me. I don't want to care too much. You don't realize the importance of 'commitment', and I can't I remind you every time that I shouldn't do this.
That's it, when you come again, take your things away, I'll pack them up.
E·A. "
Rui Fan didn't go to get his things.
几天之后,1994年1月17日凌晨,4点31分,洛杉矶圣费尔南多谷发生了6.7级地震。
Hollywood, Burbank and other areas were affected. The studios of many film companies in Burbank were damaged by the earthquake. Some companies closed their studios urgently, and some staff who worked at night were evacuated urgently.It was inevitable that some people would be injured. Fortunately, it was not a normal daytime working time, so no greater casualties were caused.
Today is Monday.
River Phoenix wasn't in Burbank.
The earthquake was so strong that the entire hotel was shaking. The guests woke up from their dreams, and some of them ran up and down the corridors in panic.
As Los Angeles is on the edge of the earthquake zone, the locals have long been used to the continuous large and small earthquakes.
Rui Fan just muttered, "It seems to be shaking quite badly", then turned over and got out of bed, and got under the table.
The building structure of the hotel has been reinforced and looks very durable.
The hotel manager began to notify the guests to evacuate by floor. They set up tents on the emergency refuge square outside the hotel and distributed blankets, mineral water, sandwiches and other supplies.
When Haili saw Rui Fan, he was sitting cross-legged in front of an army green tent with two bottles of mineral water in front of him.
He was wearing dark blue jeans with frayed legs, a dark brown pullover, and a navy twill trench coat.
The night wind blew his hair, beautiful dark brown hair.
He lowered his head and was writing something in a notebook, frowning in distress from time to time, as if he was thinking about how to spell the word.As a child with no formal schooling, he struggled with spelling and reading.In order to hide his clumsiness, he rarely wrote letters, at most he wrote a note of no more than 100 words.
Behind him, a tent lamp hung on the tent frame, half-lighting his face.
She walked up to him and knelt down.
Rui Fan realized that someone was coming, so he raised his head.
How did you come?
I'm afraid you will die.
Fool, how could I die?Don't cry, I'm really fine, not at all.
Why don't you go get your things?
——I won't take it, so maybe I will have a chance to see you in the future. Babybear, I'm not as smart as you, I always do wrong things, but you can't just run away.You now……
Rui Fan, I love you.
I know.I love you too, very much.
I forgive you.
OK, I did it wrong, but I will never do it wrong again.
don't you cry.
I didn't cry—huh?
Let's get married, we'll get married tomorrow.
it is good.
You have to listen to me very much.
I listen to you.
aftershock.
It seemed that someone was screaming.
But neither of them could hear anything.
Can't see anything but each other.
He wrapped her in a blanket and hugged her tightly.
Don't be afraid, I will be with you, always with you.
You are mine and only mine.
I'm yours, and only you, babybear, forever.
Face to face, chest to chest.Hug tightly and don't want to separate for a moment.
The wind from the Pacific blows over, blowing their hair and entwining each other.
The tent lights were dotted with dots, illuminating this not-so-big emergency refuge square.
The earthquake destroyed thousands of buildings in the city, some places lost light, others lit up.
They didn't speak any more, just hugged and kissed.
Time passed by them, and tears flowed from their eyes.
He kisses away her tears.
They looked at each other and smiled, but couldn't help crying.
They are two insignificant young men and women in this disaster.
And they certainly won't be the only couple in this disaster.
But at this moment, they are each other's one and only, absolutely, forever.
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*瑞凡之死有两部纪录片可看,一部《List?of?Autopsy:The?Last?Hours?of……》第三季第四集;2015年播出;讲述1993年10月30日晚上至10月31日凌晨瑞凡的行踪,与尸检死因。
【他于1993年10月31日早上太平洋标准时间凌晨1点51分被宣布死亡,时间为23岁。1993年11月15日签署的菲尼克斯验尸报告如下:克里斯托弗罗杰斯医学博士的“意见”一节如下:?“毒理学研究表明血液中含有高浓度的吗-啡和可-卡-因,以及其他浓度较低的物质。”?死因是“急性多种药物中毒”,包括可-卡-因和吗-啡。】
The third episode of the first season of another "Final? 24" tells about Rui Fan's whereabouts in the 24 hours before his death.
*There are also 4 biographies about his life.
*The more you know about Rui Fan, the more you can understand why he died young.If he didn't die suddenly that Halloween morning, he probably died soon after, either from a drug overdose or suicide.
* Rui Fan has such a family, it is difficult to develop a healthy outlook on life and love. He has been in love several times and the duration is not long, so it is very likely that he will not be able to maintain a stable relationship. lived together for 7 years).His parents did not think he was a "regular" drug user, suggesting that he may not be using drugs for psychological problems, but rather for "community" and to appear to be "the same" as everyone else.He has approval-seeking problems, and since he has never had formal schooling, he may have low self-esteem and is eager to seek approval from others, and is willing to co-operate in doing so.
In terms of his sense of family responsibility, he was with his eldest sister Rain and younger brother Jacques on Halloween. Jacques had just turned 19 at the time, and it was hard to imagine that he would take drugs regardless of his younger siblings.The two documentaries basically explained his physical and mental condition 24 hours before his death. Someone gave him a mixed drink in a nightclub, and he reacted quickly after drinking it.Now it seems that this act is undoubtedly a deliberate murder, but at that time there should be no conclusive evidence to identify the person, and it is possible that the person did not know who the person was.
*1994年1月17日凌晨4点31分,洛杉矶圣费尔南多谷发生了6.7级地震。是全球历史上数得上的大地震,累计经济损失300亿美元。
This earthquake has been written about in "Goddess Meng Yue" and "Wild Child". It is difficult to let go of such a big event.
*I originally planned to write 40 words, but if the heroine is not an actress, it is difficult to have a sense of substitution, and it is not easy to write long.Hai Li and Rui Fan are actually a bit like the hero and heroine in "Unlimited Wanted Running? on? Empty". A child who grew up in an abnormal family.
The ending is a little rushed, but it's actually over.Rui Fan left his original family and grew up as an independent man.Hai Li has always loved Rui Fan, but if Rui Fan doesn't grow up, she will leave.Downey is the poor second male.In fact, there should be a story about Downey, but I'm too lazy to write it, so let's take a look.
Light as a swallow!
Couldn't be happier!
This is the first time he has a clear expectation of the "future".
This is great!
Hayley, or, Elizabeth,? Well, whatever her name is,? Whatever her last name is, she is she,? His babybear, and he loves her.
God!This is love, right?
It's not the first time he fell in love, and he was very happy when he was with Martha,? But they were too young at the time, didn't know how to cherish,? Martha... Girls are always more mature than boys,? Just Even Hailey,? Looks more mature than him most of the time.
Robert...he said,? Only love is not enough. "Love" is a feeling that is too empty and may not last long. You have to work hard to maintain a love,? It's not just saying "love" "enough.
But,? How to do it?
He doesn't really know.
house?Hayley was right,? With a house,? He would feel that it was his "home" and he should leave Arlene's house and have his own.Arlene will always be his mum, that won't change, but he also wants to have his own home - think about it, he'll live with Hailey, they'll get married, have kids, don't Too many, two, one boy and one girl, how perfect that would be!
Hailey can do whatever she wants and he will make good money and let her live the same life as before.
It's not difficult.
He thought of his and Hailey's children in the future, the little guy in his arms, with a small face, small hands and feet!How wonderful that would be!
How lovely the world is, the first dawn is on the horizon, and the sky is already dawning.
October 10th, Saturday, no work.
In the morning, I went back to the hotel to sleep for half a day, and then got up at 1:[-] noon, and went down to eat.
He told Rain and Jacques that he was going to look at the house, and that he wanted to buy his own house near Beverly Hills, and his sister and brother agreed.
It made him even happier.
Jacques didn't see outsiders, and quickly said that he had to reserve a room for him at home.
"Ask Hailey if she agrees. If she doesn't, sorry bro."
"Are you going to live with Hailey?" Rain asked.
Rui Fan thought about it, since she said she wanted him to buy a house, she probably wanted to live with him?Did he mention cohabitation?It seems not, but don't worry, she hasn't graduated yet anyway.
"probably."
When I got back to my room, I immediately called Hailey and asked her if she wanted to hang out with them tonight.They agreed to go to a few nightclubs, and they were going to perform at Johnny Depp's The? Viper? Room. The?Viper?Room is now the hottest nightclub in Hollywood, and everyone wants to be on stage at his house.
"Did you agree with Depp to go to the show?"
"No, I just got back to Los Angeles and haven't seen him in the past few days. We may go to another bar first, and then go to The? Viper? Room later."
"Okay, what time are you coming to pick me up?"
"7 o'clock in the afternoon, okay? Let's go to eat first, I've made a reservation for the restaurant."
"okay."
Dinner was perfect.
Hailey wore a bright yellow Parisian satin short dress, a printed silk long coat, and a pair of black motorcycle boots on her feet, a handsome yet charming mix-and-match style.
They ate at a restaurant in West Hollywood, Rui Fan didn't bring his brother and sister, nor his other friends, just the two of them.
He took the initiative to mention that he had found a real estate agent, "He asked me what kind of house I want, how many rooms, how many bathrooms, and the size of the house. I don't know much about these." He frowned in distress, "What do you think of you? What kind of house do you want?"
Look how skillful and pleasing his questions are!
Hai Li laughed suddenly, "Why do you ask me? I'm not going to live here."
"Can't you live?" He seemed surprised.
"No, that's your house."
"The real estate certificate can write your name."
She laughed again, "The house I don't live in, why write my name?"
"Write your name, and you will want to live in the past." He pressed his hand on the back of her hand, and slowly drew a circle on the back of her hand, "OK?"
"what!"
"Live with me, live in our house." Just saying this, I feel sweet in my heart, and a joy that cannot be clearly described arises in my heart, and I suddenly have a feeling for the "future". Really looking forward to it.
Hailey said nothing.
He lowered his head and thought for a while, "Robert...Robert proposed to you, I was angry at the time, and why did he fight with me. I'm actually very happy that you didn't agree to him. Babybear, I may not understand Marriage and family, but I want to be with you, which is something I never thought about before—no, I mean, I will never love anyone else but you."
"What about Martha?"
He smiled shyly and embarrassedly, "Martha is my first love, but you are my favorite. I can't say I will forget her, since I work in Hollywood, I will always meet her on such and such occasions .If I lie it's my fault. Hayley, baby, do you want me to get on my knees and propose to you?"
Hailey lowered her eyes, her thick eyelashes flickering.Soon, she looked up at him, "Are you asking for marriage?"
Rui Fan felt that the conversation between them was a bit strange, but Hai Li was never an ordinary girl, so she didn't care much about the plot of kneeling down to propose marriage with a ring in her hand. "I want you to stay with me, we live together, and if you think I'm okay, we can find time to get married."
"You have to make sure you think it through."
"I think very clearly."
"Don't use me to get rid of Arlene's control over you, I can't deal with her for you."
He hurriedly said: "Absolutely not. I figured it out, my mother loves me very much, but if her love is already a kind of pressure for me, it's not right, it shouldn't be like this. Sometimes I am very envious The relationship between Helen and you, Helen loves you, although she can't express her love for you, she has done everything for you, she let you be a child at a child's age, instead of—"
He couldn't go on.
Hai Li pulled out her hand and pressed it on the back of his hand, "Don't think about the past, it's all in the past. Although I don't ask you to kneel down to propose, you should have a ring."
He hurriedly took out the diamond ring he showed her in the early morning, "Here it is."
She took the ring box, opened it, and tried to put the ring on the ring finger of her left hand: it was a little tight.
"I'll take it to change the ring."
"No." She took off the ring and put it back in the ring box. "I will accept the ring first. After you have talked with Arlene and bought your own house, I will also give you a ring, so we will be considered engaged."
got engaged!It sounds like a gratifying thing!
Rui Fan seemed to be floating.
Alas, he has been floating since morning.
He didn't really understand why Hailey agreed to get engaged, but he never really understood her way of thinking, so after thinking about it for a while, he stopped thinking about "why" and started thinking about "in a few days".
Now that they're "approximately" engaged, Hailey will have to have her say on house matters.He doesn't trust his own aesthetics very much, Haili has a good eye, she can definitely pick a house that she likes, a house that they both like, and they will live in the house for decades—— Just thinking about it makes him so happy!
So, you think about a girl, you want to be with her, and you look forward to being together for decades to come, it must be love.
"I love you."
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
He was going to keep telling her that.
He takes her home to change clothes.
He didn't quite understand this point, but she was actually well dressed, she wouldn't look too stiff even when she went to nightclubs, taking off her coat, she was a very beautiful all-purpose little skirt that could go out on the street or go to nightclubs.He remembered her daily life, changing at least 4 or 5 sets of clothes a day, and there was always a new season in the closet.
He likes her wearing beautiful skirts, she looks beautiful in everything she wears, like a little fairy.His girlfriend - oh, from now on he could call her "fiancée" - was a sweetheart, and he wanted her to dress nicely every day.
How happy he is now!Can't think of Robert at all.
But at night, he and Hailey had a big fight in The? Viper? Room.
It's Halloween, and there are dance parties everywhere in Hollywood, and the various nightclubs are full of people coming and going.
They went to two other nightclubs first, Rui Fan drank two glasses of cocktails, not many.
Friends made fun of him, asking if Hailey wouldn't let him drink.He said no, but secretly looked at her out of the corner of his eyes.
Hailey said nothing.
He knew she didn't like his "friends" apart from his siblings, and sometimes didn't like Keanu too much.He doesn't take her to meet his friends very often because he doesn't know how to balance the relationship between friends and girlfriends.
He vaguely realized that Hai Li and him were not of the same type at all. She should be with a rich young man like David Bashrov. They were of the same class.And he was a nameless boy who was once so poor that he couldn't even fill his stomach.
They left this nightclub, went to the next nightclub, stayed for more than an hour, and arrived at The? Viper? Room after 11 o'clock.
The?Viper?Room was overcrowded, he took Haili to find another friend of his, he was supposed to arrange for Rui Fan to perform in The?Viper?Room, but now he said, sorry bro, there is no time for you.
Rui Fan was quite depressed.
Hayley couldn't understand his frustration, "What happened? Why?"
"I don't know, he... just said no, he didn't give me time."
"what does that mean?"
"That is to say, I have brought the guitar for nothing!" He said fiercely.
She thought for a while, "This kind of thing is easy to solve, just use money."
Rui Fan was stunned, "With money?"
"Why? Can't it work?" She was also stunned: everything can be solved with money, and there are few problems that money can't solve.
He seems to have just realized that she understands the magic of money: yes, it can be solved with money! In The?Viper?Room, not only his friends appeared on stage, as long as he paid enough price, he could of course buy a few minutes of appearance time.
The?Viper?Room does not charge singers or bands for performances, nor does it charge guests additionally.He knew Johnny Depp, but he hadn't gotten to know him well enough.
It was a while before he said, "Don't do that. It's just one night, nothing."
But he was still depressed.There is a strong sense of loss when you were looking forward to something, only to find out that it is not at all.
Within a few minutes, someone handed him a glass of wine. He was still thinking about his performance, so he took the glass without thinking too much and took a sip.
He didn't continue to drink because Hai Li glared at him angrily.
He froze for a moment, and quickly put the wine glass on the table next to him, "Sorry, I forgot."
She was obviously very upset, "You've had several drinks tonight. If you want to drink, you can come to my house to drink."
He laughs, "That's different—OK, I was wrong, I shouldn't drink. From now on, even if you let me drink, I won't drink."
He leaned close to her, hugged her tightly, "Let's go dance. Don't be angry, you look like a bear, a small, stupid bear. Bear? baby—baby? bear— "
She pushed him away angrily, "Don't think that I will forgive you if you say a few nice words, you are always like this, you don't even remember what you just promised me a few hours ago, I really hate you so."
"What's wrong with me? What's wrong with you?" He was very confused.
"You don't mean what you say!"
"Isn't it just a glass of wine?! I haven't finished drinking it yet!" He said angrily.
"Is it a glass of wine? It's your attitude!"
He couldn't figure out why she was so angry just because of a glass of wine!He couldn't figure out how things got to this point. The two had a big fight on the edge of the dance floor. The music was very loud. Hai Li raised her voice, but after a few words, she left angrily.
Rui Fan was stunned for a while.
Rain said anxiously, "Hurry up and catch up with her."
He just woke up like a dream, and chased him out.
The? Viper? Room entrance.
Rui Fan didn't see Hai Li, she drove the car they drove away.
He hesitated, he should go to her house to find her now, she will not run around, she must have gone home.
There were still people waiting at the entrance of the bar, and some people were smoking beside the entrance.
He walked over and asked someone for a cigarette.Someone asked him if he wanted marijuana, and he said no.
Jacques came out, "Where's Haili?"
"I don't know. Let's go."
"You should go find her."
He was upset, "What happened to her?"
Jacques said tentatively, "Maybe, Rain will know? I mean, Rain is also a girl—"
"No," Rui Fan smiled wryly, "Do you think Hai Li can be the same as anyone in our family?"
"—she's really different."
"I don't understand her, I have never understood her." He suffered for no reason, "I thought that as long as I love her and she loves me, that's enough."
Jacques looked at his brother very sympathetically.He was about to say something when he suddenly heard a loud voice coming from the door of the bar, and someone screamed, saying that someone should call 911.
Several people who were smoking looked towards the door of the bar.
A young man stumbled out of the bar and collapsed on the side of the road within a few steps, convulsing all over his body and foaming at the mouth.Several people circled anxiously around the young man, but no one knew what to do.
Someone went to a phone booth on the side of the road to call the police.
Everyone knew what happened: the unfortunate guy must have had a lot of knocks.
Rui Fan whispered to Jacques: "Look, this guy! You must not be like this guy."
Jacques nodded a little scared.
Rain didn't know when she came out, and walked in front of her brothers, her face pale, "It's terrible! Danny—Danny drank the glass of wine you drank before, and he became like this—Ray Fan, are you okay? Are you okay?"
The Phoenix brothers stared together: "What? What!"
It turns out that one is trying to hide from the other, and you can't find her at all.
Hailey is not at Villa Bel Air, nor is she in Berkeley.
Her Berkeley apartment, which she shared with Robert Downey Jr., had been checked out in September.River did not find Hailey in Bel Air, nor did he find her in Berkeley.
She asked for leave and didn't go to class.And it is impossible for Rui Fan to stay in Berkeley and wait for her to appear.
In November, he goes to Berkeley once a week for two days.
In December, I went to Berkeley twice.
Then came the Christmas holidays.
Jacques helped him find out from Villa Bel-Air that Miss Hayley did not go home and went on vacation in Europe, in Spain.
Rui Fan immediately flew to Spain, but she was not in Madrid and she was not in Barcelona.He scoured the large hotels in both cities.
On the streets of Barcelona, he realized painfully that even if he found Hai Li, she would probably ignore him.
He returned to Florida lonely and lost, stayed on the farm until after the New Year, and hurried back to Los Angeles.He still has work to do, and without love, he can't stop working.
Although she didn't answer the phone and couldn't find her, Hayley left him a letter, which was delivered to him by the maid of Bel-Air Villa.
"River, you are the river that flows through my life. You are destined to flow forever and not stop for anyone. I love you, I have loved you from the first moment I saw you, but I can also let go Your love. Some people live for love and can't do anything without love, I am not. I like the happy time with you, but the love between us can't be mixed with other things, otherwise it will not be so pure and beautiful I don't like to argue with you. I shouldn't argue with you about the details of you that bother me. I don't want to care too much. You don't realize the importance of 'commitment', and I can't I remind you every time that I shouldn't do this.
That's it, when you come again, take your things away, I'll pack them up.
E·A. "
Rui Fan didn't go to get his things.
几天之后,1994年1月17日凌晨,4点31分,洛杉矶圣费尔南多谷发生了6.7级地震。
Hollywood, Burbank and other areas were affected. The studios of many film companies in Burbank were damaged by the earthquake. Some companies closed their studios urgently, and some staff who worked at night were evacuated urgently.It was inevitable that some people would be injured. Fortunately, it was not a normal daytime working time, so no greater casualties were caused.
Today is Monday.
River Phoenix wasn't in Burbank.
The earthquake was so strong that the entire hotel was shaking. The guests woke up from their dreams, and some of them ran up and down the corridors in panic.
As Los Angeles is on the edge of the earthquake zone, the locals have long been used to the continuous large and small earthquakes.
Rui Fan just muttered, "It seems to be shaking quite badly", then turned over and got out of bed, and got under the table.
The building structure of the hotel has been reinforced and looks very durable.
The hotel manager began to notify the guests to evacuate by floor. They set up tents on the emergency refuge square outside the hotel and distributed blankets, mineral water, sandwiches and other supplies.
When Haili saw Rui Fan, he was sitting cross-legged in front of an army green tent with two bottles of mineral water in front of him.
He was wearing dark blue jeans with frayed legs, a dark brown pullover, and a navy twill trench coat.
The night wind blew his hair, beautiful dark brown hair.
He lowered his head and was writing something in a notebook, frowning in distress from time to time, as if he was thinking about how to spell the word.As a child with no formal schooling, he struggled with spelling and reading.In order to hide his clumsiness, he rarely wrote letters, at most he wrote a note of no more than 100 words.
Behind him, a tent lamp hung on the tent frame, half-lighting his face.
She walked up to him and knelt down.
Rui Fan realized that someone was coming, so he raised his head.
How did you come?
I'm afraid you will die.
Fool, how could I die?Don't cry, I'm really fine, not at all.
Why don't you go get your things?
——I won't take it, so maybe I will have a chance to see you in the future. Babybear, I'm not as smart as you, I always do wrong things, but you can't just run away.You now……
Rui Fan, I love you.
I know.I love you too, very much.
I forgive you.
OK, I did it wrong, but I will never do it wrong again.
don't you cry.
I didn't cry—huh?
Let's get married, we'll get married tomorrow.
it is good.
You have to listen to me very much.
I listen to you.
aftershock.
It seemed that someone was screaming.
But neither of them could hear anything.
Can't see anything but each other.
He wrapped her in a blanket and hugged her tightly.
Don't be afraid, I will be with you, always with you.
You are mine and only mine.
I'm yours, and only you, babybear, forever.
Face to face, chest to chest.Hug tightly and don't want to separate for a moment.
The wind from the Pacific blows over, blowing their hair and entwining each other.
The tent lights were dotted with dots, illuminating this not-so-big emergency refuge square.
The earthquake destroyed thousands of buildings in the city, some places lost light, others lit up.
They didn't speak any more, just hugged and kissed.
Time passed by them, and tears flowed from their eyes.
He kisses away her tears.
They looked at each other and smiled, but couldn't help crying.
They are two insignificant young men and women in this disaster.
And they certainly won't be the only couple in this disaster.
But at this moment, they are each other's one and only, absolutely, forever.
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*瑞凡之死有两部纪录片可看,一部《List?of?Autopsy:The?Last?Hours?of……》第三季第四集;2015年播出;讲述1993年10月30日晚上至10月31日凌晨瑞凡的行踪,与尸检死因。
【他于1993年10月31日早上太平洋标准时间凌晨1点51分被宣布死亡,时间为23岁。1993年11月15日签署的菲尼克斯验尸报告如下:克里斯托弗罗杰斯医学博士的“意见”一节如下:?“毒理学研究表明血液中含有高浓度的吗-啡和可-卡-因,以及其他浓度较低的物质。”?死因是“急性多种药物中毒”,包括可-卡-因和吗-啡。】
The third episode of the first season of another "Final? 24" tells about Rui Fan's whereabouts in the 24 hours before his death.
*There are also 4 biographies about his life.
*The more you know about Rui Fan, the more you can understand why he died young.If he didn't die suddenly that Halloween morning, he probably died soon after, either from a drug overdose or suicide.
* Rui Fan has such a family, it is difficult to develop a healthy outlook on life and love. He has been in love several times and the duration is not long, so it is very likely that he will not be able to maintain a stable relationship. lived together for 7 years).His parents did not think he was a "regular" drug user, suggesting that he may not be using drugs for psychological problems, but rather for "community" and to appear to be "the same" as everyone else.He has approval-seeking problems, and since he has never had formal schooling, he may have low self-esteem and is eager to seek approval from others, and is willing to co-operate in doing so.
In terms of his sense of family responsibility, he was with his eldest sister Rain and younger brother Jacques on Halloween. Jacques had just turned 19 at the time, and it was hard to imagine that he would take drugs regardless of his younger siblings.The two documentaries basically explained his physical and mental condition 24 hours before his death. Someone gave him a mixed drink in a nightclub, and he reacted quickly after drinking it.Now it seems that this act is undoubtedly a deliberate murder, but at that time there should be no conclusive evidence to identify the person, and it is possible that the person did not know who the person was.
*1994年1月17日凌晨4点31分,洛杉矶圣费尔南多谷发生了6.7级地震。是全球历史上数得上的大地震,累计经济损失300亿美元。
This earthquake has been written about in "Goddess Meng Yue" and "Wild Child". It is difficult to let go of such a big event.
*I originally planned to write 40 words, but if the heroine is not an actress, it is difficult to have a sense of substitution, and it is not easy to write long.Hai Li and Rui Fan are actually a bit like the hero and heroine in "Unlimited Wanted Running? on? Empty". A child who grew up in an abnormal family.
The ending is a little rushed, but it's actually over.Rui Fan left his original family and grew up as an independent man.Hai Li has always loved Rui Fan, but if Rui Fan doesn't grow up, she will leave.Downey is the poor second male.In fact, there should be a story about Downey, but I'm too lazy to write it, so let's take a look.
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