Prince is a slave

In the ocean, waiting for next year's Mid-Autumn Festival, a pair of warm hands will stretch out, pull out this drowning idiot, and accept him with those still gentle eyes.

But Su Yue never waited for those hands.

He curled up in this piece of red sea water, let his heart cavity be slowly rotten, and then formed a blunt city wall.

Alone.Waited in the sea for 12 years.

If it was just like this, Su Yue might not mind too much and wouldn't breed the seeds of hatred, but everything about Lin Ruizhe didn't end there.

I remember that one year the Shang Kingdom fought against Yi Bei, because Su Yue, who had been fighting for many years and had no knowledge of the art of war, suddenly felt that the enemy's situation was not right. It was originally a simple-minded scolding and hitting, but for some reason it became a neat and orderly formation , Camp, Xu Tu strategy.

Intuition told Su Yue that Yi Bei's leader must have changed.

After some investigations, Su Yue got a result that he never dreamed of - Yi Bei's leader had indeed changed, but that person turned out to be Lin Ruizhe who he had been waiting for Fenglin to attend the appointment!

Looking down from the high fortress, the handsome flag with the word "Lin" printed on the side of the army fluttered in the wind. Su Yue suddenly felt that his limbs were very cold, and he suddenly felt that the sea water had condensed into ice. Wait, and then the harsh winter came and he was frozen inside.

He is stupid and can't blame others.

In that battle, Su Yue suffered a disastrous defeat.

Returning home with the remnants of the defeated army, what awaited was the harsh interrogation of his father. Speaking of which, he had been fighting abroad for many years, and he had never seen this old thing.

Before entering the king's city, Su Yue grabbed a handful of snow on the ground, covered his face, and rubbed it vigorously, forcing himself to wake up.

After many years, I returned to Wangcheng.Su Yue felt that everyone looked at him a little weirdly. The minister whispered after he passed by. When the maid saw him, she even dropped the washed clothes in her hand on the ground, and his third brother was stunned. After a long time, he called out in a questioning tone: "...Second Brother?"

Su Yue didn't know why.

When the king of Shang saw his son Zhong again, he had the same reaction as the others above. He sat in the same place with Xinna's concubine in his arms, but his eyes were fixed on Su Yue who was kneeling in front of him with his head bowed. .

Seeing that he didn't respond for a long time, Su Yue couldn't help but raised his head in doubt, and suddenly met his father's eyes like a wolf and a tiger, as if a handful of dry straw was ignited by a raging fire, lifeless suddenly became alive, and the brown eyes flickered The strange light spots on it made Su Yue, who had always been fearless, shudder.

He thought he would be punished, but unexpectedly, this time his father let him go easily, not only that, but also comforted him, let him have a good rest, and then let him go.

Su Yue was amazed by his good luck, but also puzzled. He didn't know what happened in the royal city, which made everyone look at him differently.

It turns out that not looking in the mirror too long is a pretty bad habit.

The answer to all the changes, when Su Yue got up to wash up the next morning, there was an explanation.

When fighting on the battlefield, when you wake up in the morning, you just rub a hot towel in the washbasin and wipe it on your face. Who will take a mirror to look at it when you go back?

But the palace is different.

When Su Yue sat in front of the sink and accidentally caught a glimpse of the reflection in the bronze mirror, he was stunned——

The appearance of teenagers has changed a lot.

He saw in the bronze mirror a young man with delicate brows and delicate facial features, his eyes were wide open, looking at him in bewilderment and astonishment.

Su Yue knew that he didn't need to bother looking for the portrait of his mother anymore, her blurred face was reflected in the dazzling bronze mirror.

All good things are faked.

When he himself had a handsome appearance, his thoughts did not waver.Because he knows himself, even if he sheds a good skin, his heart is still dark, uglier than mildew.

The father suddenly stopped sending him to lead troops to fight, and let him recuperate in the palace, and summoned him from time to time to play chess, taste tea, and watch fish.

The civil and military officials gathered around the eldest son couldn't figure out what the emperor was thinking, and they all began to feel uneasy.

Su Yue's heart was actually very messy, only he knew how treacherous his father had become, the middle-aged man would often watch him lose his mind, a white chess was twisted between his fingertips, and it did not fall for a long time, until Su Yue coughed lightly , he came to a sudden, smiled and shook his head, and covered the chess piece on the grid.

He would suddenly reach out and touch Su Yue's face, and said softly, "...why did you...become like her..."

When the fat fingers of the middle-aged man touched his skin, Su Yue suddenly felt an indescribable chill and nausea welling up.

But he has nowhere to hide.

A year later, he heard the news from the Yibei Kingdom that Lin Ruizhe, the great general of Yibei, had made outstanding contributions, and he fell in love with Princess Xiao Na of Yibei.

On the day when he heard the news, Su Yue didn't sneer or cry, he continued to do his work, and went to bed after finishing.

In the dream he was falling off his horse, his arm was wounded by an arrow, and the Elbes were chasing him.

He hid in the reeds, and then Lin Ruizhe appeared, and he let him go, letting him take refuge on the ledge of the cliff.

He dreamed that Lin Ruizhe said to him, "It's fine, if you fight any battles, you'll just make yourself suffer."

He dreamed that Lin Ruizhe came out of the pool, his trousers were rolled up high, revealing two white legs.

He dreamed that he was smiling at him, dreamed that he was sitting foolishly waiting for him in the maple forest, but he never came, never appeared.

When Su Yue woke up, he felt pain in the corners of his eyes, but he seemed to have forgotten how to shed tears, as if he had gradually forgotten the details of Lin Ruizhe's facial features reluctantly, and only remembered those eyes, dark and gentle, calm and peaceful Wave.

Lying on the bed, he felt his chest was heavy, and he was overwhelmed by some kind of emotion, which was hard to describe, but Su Yue knew its weight.

Very heavy very heavy.

like the sea.

He couldn't let go of it anymore, after drinking for half a night, he was so drunk that his mind was unclear and dizzy, so he put on his clothes and wanted to take a hot bath to calm himself down. When he opened the door and walked into the warm jade pond, He saw his father was there.

They stared at each other, and everything seemed so unreal in the dim light.

He drowned in the hot spring, not knowing whether it was spring water or the sea of ​​red maple that had soaked him for 12 years.

Pressed to the edge of the pool by the unfamiliar man called father, the fiery and absurd kiss was forcefully covered. He raised his head and pressed his back against the slippery pool wall.

He suddenly felt that he really had nothing to hold on to.

Everything that is beautiful is ugly.

Who else does he need to pretend to be for?

When a strange pain split his body, his whole body convulsed uncontrollably. He grabbed the man's back with all his strength, as if he was grabbing the only straw.

The sound of water and breathing that made people blush and heartbeat filled the ambiguously lit Warm Jade Pool. They were sinfully intertwined that night, and each other had unspoken thoughts.

He couldn't see the man's face clearly, and he thought that the man must not have seen his face clearly either.

They are all people immersed in the sea, two ugly souls, slowly rotting away in desire and pain.

The author has something to say: the meat dregs have been cleared... the clean book ==

I just took it with the old man. In the future, the big meat of the real Xiaogong will not be placed in Jinjiang. Please rest assured, carnivores...

4. Zhongshan Wolf...

The heart of a young man is the most fertile soil for ideal growth. Su Yue may not be considered a young man anymore. He has no ambition to guide the country. Kazuki.

Such a person cannot be a king.

On the other hand, Su Yue is an unscrupulous bastard, he will pay every penny, and he will take revenge. He remembers the exclusion and neglect he suffered when he was a teenager, and he also remembers who frequently pushed him to the battlefield, expecting him to die.

These old accounts, pressed in the bottom of his heart, not only did not fade with the years, but deepened deeper into the bone marrow, like altar after altar of medicinal wine, soaked in the carcasses of animals and plants that could not rot, day after day, the wine Sexuality is getting stronger.

The curtains are pulled up, and the skylight leaks from behind the triple curtain, mixed with the unique summer scent of incense, blurring a piece of color, making it difficult to distinguish day and night, morning and evening.

Su Yue propped himself up, opened the middle-aged man's arms that were pressing on his chest, and sat up quietly, his long black hair falling silently between the pillow and quilt.

third month.

This is the third month of his ugly relationship with his father.

He is really bored, maybe what the old man plundered from him is the sense of conquest and pleasure, but all he can touch is the scar left on the old man by time, that kind of scar seems to be contagious through love, he can I feel that I am living less and less like a young man in his early twenties.

But he has his ambitions and plans. This kind of ambition has nothing to do with the emperor's hegemony, but it is more dangerous and more harmless. Su Yue will not give up on what Su Yue is determined to do.

"...What's the matter?" The father suddenly lost the warmth in his arms, and he woke up and turned around. His eyes were hazy for a while, and then they moved to Su Yue's smooth back, and then gradually became focused.

...Tch, it's really disgusting.

Su Yue held back his disgust, and still covered his smile.He leaned on his side and leaned against the middle-aged man.The long and narrow fingers slid across the man's face, and said softly: "If you have everything in your heart, even if you are dreaming, you will be awakened by fright, and I can't fall asleep."

"With the lonely king here, what are you afraid of?"

"Brother Fear King."

"Su Rui?" King Shang frowned, with a trace of puzzlement in his eyes, "What are you afraid of him doing?"

Hearing his brother's name, Su Yue smiled,