The protagonist of the white lotus is set to collapse

He Hongwen stared at Shen Jialan, and suddenly felt that her son was a stranger to her, and she was even less familiar with this face than the assistant who had worked with her for many years.

This feeling turned into a pair of invisible hands, tightly pinching her neck, making her breathless with grief.

She had no doubt that Shen Jialan would not have followed her so obediently if that little classmate hadn't been there. The reason why Shen Jialan did this was because she didn't want to expose her family's disharmony in front of that little classmate.

He Hongwen was full of thoughts, but the more she thought about it, the sadder she became. The sea of ​​sadness rose one after another, almost over her neck. She still pretended to be relaxed, and said to Shen Jialan with a smile: "Mom's work is over, and you also want to It's winter vacation, where do you want to go?"

Shen Jialan said, "I don't want to go anywhere."

He Hongwen didn't seem to hear Shen Jialan's answer, so she said, "France? Didn't you say you want to see the Eiffel Tower?"

Hearing this, Shen Jialan's expression gradually became strange, but there was obvious sarcasm in the eyes he looked at He Hongwen: "Mom, you have a really good memory. I still remember what I said in kindergarten."

"..." He Hongwen smiled awkwardly.

"Okay, you can do what you used to do now, don't waste time on me." Shen Jialan raised the corners of his mouth, but there was no smile on his face, "And your little boyfriend needs your company too."

This sentence made He Hongwen's smile froze on her face, and she finally stopped laughing, replaced by suppressed anger: "Those news are all fake, every year someone pours dirty water on me, and what they say over and over again is If it’s the same, all the photos that have been uploaded are the same post, do you believe those things?”

Shen Jialan looked at He Hongwen coldly, and said: "I don't believe in those things, but I believe in my own eyes, what I saw on Qingbai Mountain is still fake?"

He Hongwen frowned and said, "I was working."

Shen Jialan was silent for a moment, then suddenly laughed out loud, he said with a smile: "All right, you can say whatever you want."

Although Shen Jialan was smiling, Zhuo Qian could clearly see that his hands on his lap were clenched into fists. Shen Jialan's skin was thin and his veins were clearly exposed. He seemed to be extremely angry, but he had to press down hard Those anger, it made him very uncomfortable.

At this moment, even Zhuo Qian didn't know what he was thinking, when he realized, his palm had already lightly covered the back of Shen Jialan's hand.

There was enough heating in the box, but Shen Jialan's hands were as cold as ice.

Zhuo Qian's heart moved slightly, and he simply stretched out his other hand, held Shen Jialan's hand, and rubbed it gently.

Shen Jialan was indeed very uncomfortable. If he hadn't kept reminding himself that Zhuo Qian was still here, he might have been overwhelmed by anger.

He is like a kite in the sky, swaying from side to side by the storm, unable to distinguish the direction, until he feels the warmth from his hand, which is like a thread holding him, slowly and carefully pulling him back.

He tilted his head and met Zhuo Qian's worried eyes.

In an instant, he was like waking up from a dream, and all the negative emotions condensed in his heart dissipated at an extremely fast speed.

All of this was seen by He Hongwen on the opposite side. He Hongwen has been in the big dye tank of the entertainment industry for so many years, what a genius she is.

If before, He Hongwen only felt that her son was too dependent on Zhuo Qian, but now, a more bizarre idea suddenly appeared in her mind.

Are these two kids...

He Hongwen looked solemn, her lips parted slightly, as if she wanted to say something.

But in the end, she still didn't say anything.

Because Shen Jialan and He Hongwen had a quarrel before the meal, the meal was quite depressing, and He Hongwen wanted to chat with Shen Jialan about life, but it was a pity that Shen Jialan didn't want to talk to her at all, and didn't even bother to pretend.

He Hongwen bumped into a wall with Shen Jialan several times, but in desperation she could only throw the topic to Zhuo Qian.

After a meal, Zhuo Qian felt like he had held a press conference, exhausted physically and mentally, but fortunately, the expensive and delicious food comforted him a little.

After paying the bill and walking out of the restaurant, He Hongwen suddenly remembered that her mobile phone had been left on the dining table, so she wanted Shen Jialan to go back and help her get it.

However, Shen Jialan saw through her thoughts at a glance, with a cold expression, unmoved.

He Hongwen looked at Zhuo Qian pitifully.

Zhuo Qian was not a fool either, he knew that He Hongwen wanted to send Shen Jialan away and say something to him alone.

He hesitated for a while, then turned to Shen Jialan and said, "You can just run for Auntie."

Shen Jialan's indifferent expression loosened a bit: "You go with me."

Zhuo Qian said, "My aunt and I are waiting for you here."

Shen Jialan didn't make a sound, Zhuo Qian patiently coaxed a few words, Shen Jialan reluctantly walked back.

He Hongwen silently watched the interaction between the two children. After Shen Jialan walked away, she smiled suddenly: "Jialan listens to you very much."

Having talked so much at the dinner table just now, Zhuo Qian didn't want to make any more detours now, he asked politely: "Auntie, do you have anything to say?"

"You are such a smart kid." He Hongwen smiled, "I said during the meal that my work has come to an end, and I have no other arrangements at present, to be honest, I want to free up time to spend on my family and children. "

Zhuo Qian secretly sighed, thinking that He Hongwen and Shen Yanqing divorced a long time ago?Where is the family from?There is only one child left who doesn't like her mother very much.

He Hongwen said: "I want to travel and be with my son."

Zhuo Qian hummed sullenly.

"I originally planned to travel for half a year, five countries. My son is smart, so he should be able to make up for it even if he takes a half-year break from school." Having said this, He Hongwen sighed, "It's a pity that you have seen it too. My son doesn't kiss me. Don't kiss me." He said he would travel with me for half a year, but he didn't even want to leave it to me for the winter vacation."

At this point, Zhuo Qian probably understood the meaning of what He Hongwen said to him, and he asked: "Auntie wants me to persuade Shen Jialan?"

"No." He Hongwen shook his head, with a gentle smile on his face again, "If you want, go out with us after the winter vacation. Auntie knows that you have a good relationship with Jialan. If you go, Jialan will too. go."

Zhuo Qian refused without thinking: "Sorry, Auntie, I won't go."

He Hongwen was stunned for a moment, thinking that Zhuo Qian was worried about the travel expenses, so she said, "You don't have to think about money, Auntie has covered it all."

Zhuo Qian shook his head: "I won't go."

He Hongwen didn't expect to get this answer, and she frowned beautifully: "Why?"

"I have my own arrangements for the winter vacation, so I can't go on a trip." Zhuo Qian said, his voice suddenly turned cold, "Besides, Shen Jialan doesn't want to go, so I won't persuade him, and I won't help you in this way."

He Hongwen was stunned on the spot.

She saw that this child was quiet and easy-going, like a little rabbit with no aggressive power, and spoke softly, and thought it was easy to handle, but she didn't want to be a stubborn one.

Zhuo Qian said coldly: "Auntie, Shen Jialan is not a puppy, you lock him in the room when you don't want to tease him, and turn to him when you want to tease him, and even Shen Jialan is smart, he can't stand it." During the half-year study window, have you really considered him?"

He Hongwen's face was pale, and she finally managed to say: "I didn't treat my son like a puppy. I was busy with work for the sake of my family and my son."

Zhuo Qian suddenly asked: "Do you really care about Shen Jialan's feelings?"

He Hongwen seemed to be poked at the pain point: "Of course I care, otherwise I wouldn't explain so much to my son."

Zhuo Qian said: "But you didn't explain it to him immediately, did you?"

He Hongwen: "..."

Zhuo Qian recalled Shen Jialan's distraught appearance after he disappeared on Qingbai Mountain, and his heart ached. He said, "Shen Jialan must have given you many chances, but you ignored them all. You always use busy work as an excuse, but Shen Jialan I don't want to take up your whole day, are you so busy that you can't even give Shen Jialan a word?"

He Hongwen opened her mouth, but no words could come out of her difficult throat.

Her eloquence in front of other parents has failed for Zhuo Qian.

After all, this is Shen Jialan's private matter, Zhuo Qian didn't want to say anything more, he pursed his lips before opening his mouth: "Auntie, Shen Jialan doesn't want much, stop making excuses, use more snacks, Shen Jialan can feel it .”

After speaking, he wanted to go to the restaurant to find Shen Jialan, but turned around and found Shen Jialan standing behind him.

Shen Jialan came so quietly that even He Hongwen didn't notice his existence.

Zhuo Qian's heart skipped a beat, and he didn't know if Shen Jialan heard what he said, and if he would despise him for meddling in his own business.

it's over...

Shen Jialan hated others meddling in his family affairs.

I still remember the last time Yan Shuyang helped Shen Jialan's parents to talk, Shen Jialan lost his temper for a long time, and even refused to let Yan Shuyang into the house.

Zhuo Qian's hands and feet were a little cold, and he thought he had to explain to Shen Jialan that he didn't agree to He Hongwen, nor did he intend to speak for He Hongwen.

But before Zhuo Qian could speak, Shen Jialan suddenly stepped forward, handed the phone to He Hongwen, and then took Zhuo Qian's hand and left without saying a word.

Zhuo Qian was staggered by the pull, and asked where he was going in a low voice.

Shen Jialan didn't speak. From Zhuo Qian's perspective, he could only see the profile of Shen Jialan's profile was tense. Under the illumination of the night light, Shen Jialan's profile was so beautiful, cold and clear, as if it melted away in early spring. The spring water flowed from Zhuo Qian's heart.

Zhuo Qian looked at Shen Jialan's side face, his heart beat violently again, he even forgot to bid farewell to He Hongwen, just being pulled by Shen Jialan to walk in one direction.

He thought, if he continued to look at it like this, his heart would pop out of his throat in the next second.

They walked for a long time, not knowing where they went.

It seemed that even Shen Jialan didn't have a clear goal, until Zhuo Qian asked them where they were going for the third time, Shen Jialan finally couldn't control Zhuo Qian and pressed Zhuo Qian in a corner where the neon lights couldn't shine.

Even though the surrounding light was dim, Zhuo Qian could clearly see the red corners of Shen Jialan's eyes and feel Shen Jialan's heavy breath.

Zhuo Qian vaguely sensed something and wanted to escape, but was pulled back by Shen Jialan, who had quick eyes and quick hands, and stuck him firmly in the corner.

Zhuo Qian wanted to curl himself up, but Shen Jialan pressed his shoulder forcefully, leaving him no space to escape.

Zhuo Qian had no choice but to look up into Shen Jialan's eyes, only then did he realize that Shen Jialan seemed to have grown taller and fatter again, and when he leaned towards him, he seemed to want to wrap him in his arms.

The light outside was completely blocked by Shen Jialan, Zhuo Qian couldn't see clearly, in fact he couldn't care less about other things, Shen Jialan's heavy breathing was all around his ears.

They were too close, too close...

Even Zhuo Qian's breathing became heavy, he swallowed and said, "I didn't want to do anything for your mother."

Shen Jialan said, "I know."

Zhuo Qian said: "I'm afraid you misunderstand me."

Shen Jialan said, "I didn't misunderstand."

"It's good that there is no misunderstanding." Zhuo Qian moved his hands, but his hands were still held tightly by Shen Jialan, he even clearly noticed that Shen Jialan's body was getting closer, and his voice changed in fright, "Shen Jialan! Shen Jialan!"

Shen Jialan really stuck up, buried his face in his neck, and took a deep breath.

Zhuo Qian was terrified, and still shouted Shen Jialan's name.

After a while, Shen Jialan hummed sullenly: "Do you still remember what you said before?"

At this moment, Zhuo Qian's mind was full of mud, how could he know what Shen Jialan was talking about, besides, he had said so many things before, and he didn't know which sentence Shen Jialan was referring to.

But Shen Jialan was persistent, not only did not let him go, but kept asking him if he remembered.

"I don't know what you're talking about." Zhuo Qian felt very insecure with his hands imprisoned, as if he could be attacked from the front at any time. He shook his head and said urgently, "You, you first Let me go, I think slowly."

Shen Jialan said in a deep voice, "No."

Zhuo Qian looked at Shen Jialan pitifully, his grape-like round eyes seemed to be soaked with tears, as crystal clear as the stars in the night sky.

No, Shen Jialan thought, it was more beautiful than the stars he had seen.

Originally, Shen Jialan was suffocating in his heart, he had waited so long for Zhuo Qian's words that night, and was full of thoughts and worries, but Zhuo Qian had completely forgotten about it, and he didn't even remember it when he reminded him.

But seeing Zhuo Qian's tears, he couldn't get angry anymore.

Zhuo Qian, Zhuo Qian, is this guy sent by heaven to torture him?

Shen Jialan couldn't help grinding his teeth, the giggling sound made Zhuo Qian tremble with fright.

I don't know why Zhuo Qian is so afraid of him, obviously Zhuo Qian was arrogant like a little overlord when he was fighting against Ning Feng and fighting with Qi Jin, but when he was in front of him, the little overlord instantly turned into a little rabbit.

Shen Jialan touched the little rabbit's ears, lowered his head and whispered in his ear, "If I were 27 years old, I would have waited forever, but what a pity you met the 17-year-old me. One week is already my limit."

Zhuo Qian looked at Shen Jialan blankly.

"I don't want to wait any longer, and I can't wait any longer." Shen Jialan stroked Zhuo Qian's face with his hand, and his thumb rested on Zhuo Qian's slightly parted lips. His eyes were hard, "Didn't you say you like me?"

Although Zhuo Qian had already guessed something, when he heard Shen Jialan say these words with his own ears, his mind still exploded.

I'm coming.

The one who should come can't hide, what should he do, woo woo woo...

Seeing that Zhuo Qian's eyes dodged, Shen Jialan pressed Zhuo Qian's lips a bit harder, and he gritted his teeth and said, "Didn't you say you want to give me an answer? Do you want to go back on your word again?"

Zhuo Qian hurriedly said: "No, no."

Shen Jialan has never been so patient about one thing, he grinned, showing his white teeth: "What is that?"

Zhuo Qian almost burst into tears: "It's a long story."

Shen Jialan said: "Then talk slowly, I don't have anything else, I have plenty of time."

Zhuo Qian really burst into tears, and the tears flowed out from the corners of his eyes one by one. It wasn't because Shen Jialan was frightened, but because he really didn't know how to express those worries.

The tragic and cruel reality, just thinking about it makes him sad. After finally meeting someone who likes each other, why did he bump into each other? Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Zhuo Qian was about to cry to death.

Shen Jialan seemed to be frightened by Zhuo Qian's tears, hurriedly put away his evil expression, and wiped Zhuo Qian's tears with his fingertips clumsily.

"Don't cry, can I stop asking?" Shen Jialan was anxious like an ant on a hot pot, wanted to hug Zhuo Qian but was afraid that the other party would refuse, and was at a loss, "Don't cry, don't cry, it's my fault, it's all my fault."

Zhuo Qian hiccupped from crying, he said: "I, I like you, but, we can't be together."

Shen Jialan was stunned: "Why?"

Zhuo Qian burst into tears: "Have you heard a word?"

Shen Jialan sighed, and asked what to say while wiping away the tears on Zhuo Qian's face.

"Sisters are tough, and the sky is struck by lightning." Speaking of this incident, Zhuo Qian, who was extremely sad, burst into tears, "We have collided, I don't want to do one for love, I can't be the one above, if we are together Together, there is only Plato."

Shen Jialan: "..."

Although Shen Jialan didn't speak, Zhuo Qian felt that Shen Jialan's movement of wiping his tears stopped, he raised his head, and then saw Shen Jialan's face... the expression of eating shit, it was a little shocked in the complexity, a bit in shock I was a little speechless, and there was a little hesitation in the speechlessness.

Perhaps Shen Jialan's expression changed so quickly that Zhuo Qian abruptly stopped crying.

After a long time, Shen Jialan finally spoke: "...What did you just say?"

Zhuo Qian was also stunned: "Huh?"

Shen Jialan's face was so dark that it seemed to melt into the night: "Who made you the one above?"

Zhuo Qian blinked: "Huh?"

Shen Jialan rubbed Zhuoqian's lips hard as if venting, then lowered his head and gnawed.